FATAL DESIRE

I bite down a curse as my head fell back. He started thrusting into me harder and faster... my cry filled the barn hanging in the air... his lips comes crashing on mine, his tongue sweeping inside my mouth as he thrust his length even deeper. Sweat from his body dropping on my face. He doesn't stop until he calls out my name... "Hailey..."His expression froze in a moment of pure ecstasy and he crashed on top of me panting heavily for few minutes before pulling up. I watched him slide into his clothes, and adjusted his disheveled clothe, fixed his hair and stalked out without looking back at me. I couldn't say for sure what was going on in Bay's mind. I mean, we just had a romp. Why did he bolt out without looking at me?... I laid back on the hay naked and drift asleep.**** My senses started to come back to me as I slowly woke up to Bay’s hands caressing my belly and Scratchy hay tickling my skin. My body ached, my head banged an obvious effect of our earl

Few minute later, I was on my way to school, twirling and my hands spread out, taking in the waves emanating from the woods that lined up against the edge of the road. The sun is surprisingly bright considering the heavy conventional summer rainfall the previous night. One would expect the sun to set at noon but it was rather up early…  Fothoman is a very beautiful town. Blue skies, majestic mountaintops and, green grass… Several times I'd prefer walking to school instead of taking the bus just so I could admire the nature that surrounds it. Fothoman has a nice skyline that is visible from many miles and lots of open space within the city limit is at least 50miles in all four directions. Fothoman is perfect for me because it is small yet, vibrant. I heard a car approaching from behind. I stepped to the side and glanced up. I locked eyes with the driver of a Chevrolet Malibu. The car slowed to a stop and the driver popped his head out through the open window.

I spurred Burly and she started walking. She seemed to understand my pain, she was sad too. I pated her affectionately and she nickers in response. “I Know girl… mama is sad today” She neighed and walked across the vast meadow as i sat on her back in silence, swaying in motion of her movement. I looked around the landscape hoping all my pain disappears with the wind. The universe doesn’t seem to align with me. Bay was right, I am such a bad luck. It’s been Ten years since my mom left, and there have not been any sign of her, not even a word. When I was a child, my parents fights could suck the oxygen out of a room. My mother verbally lashed my father, broke jam jars, and made outlandish threats. Her outbursts froze me in my tracks. When my father fled to work, the garage, or the woods, I felt unprotected. There was no safe spot for me at home. I would often go somewhere else… either to Emily’s or work my ass off in the ranch to help clear my head.

                    After the dinner at Schuyler’s, Jake dropped Emily off at her place before we headed towards my street. Jake kept his face stiff and expressionless throughout the drive, but there is still a glint of softness in his eyes. How a dinner that started  off with a flowing conversation got sour just when I thought I could not get enough of the delicious meal still baffles me.      I don’t know what is going on between Jake and Bay but its visible there is animosity between them. Jake casted me a look and snorted, the corner of his mouth curl up in a smirk. I pointed at my house and he pulled up.                “I am very sorry about what happened tonight. I'm embarrassed that you had to see that . The dinner didn’t go as well as I had planned but I'd do better next time" he throws me an apologetic look.   

…Jake crossed his arms, leaning against the doorframe. I stood in shock for a moment. He stared, towering my face. Between the two brothers, i can’t tell which is more weird. One just jumped out through my bedroom window and the other  is staring right at me in the front door.      “why do you look so shocked? Are you going to let me in or not! He asked. I stepped back to let him in. He stalked into the living room and plopped on the couch like he’d been here many times. I closed the door and braced myself to knock him off of his effrontery.  I hurried to where he was seated forcibly trying to keep a straight face.    “What are you doing here Jake?” I tightened my vocal as much as possible.     “I was worried about you. You didn’t pick my calls and you probably left my messages unread"  he said, raising his eyebrow with a smirk.     “Jake you should leave” I said meanly. &n