I stunk like a sterilizer. Not only sterilizer but also sterilizer mixed with hospital scent. Weird combination but I did smell like that. We had physical checkout for university students where we and to change gloves, needles, and clothing more than a hundred times. We had to use the chemicals, again and again, to clean things or disinfect the tools. It surprised me how my hand was still alive using all these chemicals. When I arrived home, an uninvited guest was in the living room talking on the phone. I froze on the spot and gulped. That was one certain person whom I didn't want to meet. Not today, not tomorrow, never. It was Bright. And I felt ashamed to face him after rejecting him for the second time even after he talked his heart out. Such hard things I have to face every day. I tiptoed slowly inside. It was my luck, he was deep in the conversation turning his back to me. Then again my bag hit the nearby wall with a thud and he turned around. I quickly duck hiding behind the
I swallowed my sneeze, blinking to stop my tears. I shook my head and kept the needle on the little girl's left arm, but my vision started getting blurred, and I was feeling lightheaded. My heat was going inside. Because of the suppressants I took, my scent was kept hidden. But the pain was still the same. My body was totally on fire, making it almost impossible to stay on my feet, and I couldn't even do my duty right. But I tried. I took a deep breath keeping the needle again, but my hand started shaking. The little girl looked at my shaky hands with a blank face. "Win, you just told me you have a fever. What are you even doing here?!!" one of my colleagues yelled, pushing me aside. "I'll cover your shift now. Get your ass out of here." she scolded. I couldn't argue because I wanted a damn break. I hugged her from behind and went out of the room. The tension in my head about vaccinating the little kids left my mind as soon as she asked me to leave, and I knew I couldn't have done
I lay on my bed in a starfish position stretching my limbs and making myself comfortable. It made me relax and know I have a lot of freedom. The whole bed was mine~ But someone knocked on the door making me groan in annoyance. I replied with a dragged 'whaaat?' It turned out to be my fifteen-year-old little brother, Mick. "I want help," he said climbing onto my bed. I hummed as a reply thinking maybe it was to solve a mathematical question or something regarding an assignment. "Shall we go on camping? Even my exams finished but mama and papa don't let me hang out with friends..." he whined. "Mmm, okay." "Yay! When?" "Tomorrow?" "Wow! You are my favorite person in the world!" he squealed hugging me tightly. "Get off," I muttered. "How many people I can invite?" "Any." "Okay." he giggled and ran outside. Will he invite the whole town? I should've told him only to invite his friends because soon I regretted saying 'any'. He invited only six people.... and for some reason, Br
I smashed my face to the pillow screaming and crying my lungs out. It was the only solution that came to my mind. I did cry more than needed since I was small. But the pain I felt that day was the worse. It felt shitty as if my whole world crumbled down in front of me. I wanted to kill myself and at least die. Because hurting him was the last thing I wanted. And somehow I did it. Because that was the only way I could chase him away from me though I didn't want to... for some unknown reason. Flashback Our lips matched with each other's like two puzzle pieces. His bow-shaped lips tugged at my lips as if his life depended on it. He nibbled at my lips giving me strange tingles inside my body. His fingers running through my hair, I unknowingly leaned to his touch. My shoulders slumped as I dropped my hands from his hair. He led the kiss and I stayed still trying my best to receive it. I didn't know what I should do since it was too sudden... I was also inexperienced. It was heavily r
I fell face flat on the floor bumping my nose and my full lips on the ground. I groaned in pain. "Oh my god I kissed the floor ..." I whined and slowly rose to my feet wincing in pain. I hissed touching my nose and a devil decided to show up just then. I shrieked when a familiar voice talked from behind. "Oh, I didn't mean to disturb your sweet time... with the floor.." I turned around and looked at the person who just talked. The same person who disappeared for one whole fvcking month. I just stood there not knowing what to do or what to say, so with both my hands rubbing at my nose and lips, I watched him. For a fact yeah, strange things happen when you see the person you like, I saw that on a poster. Guess all were true... because I was a blushing mess even before I knew what was going on with me. I never knew what it was to feel like when you liked someone. So, however, there I was being all silly. I was stupid, to begin with. It tore down my heart when he was nowhere to be s
I paced in my room, fiddling with my fingers. Stomping and kicking at the air in one second and blushing hard in the other second, I couldn't decide what I should do as the next step. It was confusing how a lot of things happened within one day. The person whom I thought I would never see again sudd
I stared into his eyes which shined in delight. Caressing his hair so softly, I kissed his nose very lightly. He was too cute. Too bad for my health. He smelled good, which was why I smelled around his neck.I caressed his cute face down to the neck and down to the back, earning a little happy sound
So one by one I told him about all the memories of the past and the feelings I've right then. His eyes looked shaken at first but then smiled at me and pressed a sweet kiss on my cheeks mumbling; "It's alright you've lied to me.. but it's really sad to know you lied to me all this time," he said, his smile was genuine, it bared all the feelings he had for me. I looked at him mesmerized, how could someone lovely like him exist in this world? Every time I thought I didn't deserve him I determined I will one day improve myself so we will deserve each other. But he was too kind... I couldn't believe my ears when he said 'it's alright' because it wasn't. Not at all. I touched his cheeks and leaned in for a kiss, his eyes didn't navigate in place they looked kind of troubled. Our faces were mere centimeters away from each other. The feeling was amazing. "I am sorry," I muttered almost inaudible but I saw his emotions change and took it as a sign, that he heard me. I wanted him to know how
Do you know? I did the most regretful thing in my life, I lied to your grandparents saying I was a beta because I was too scared to tell them the truth... I was a coward you can say but trust me for my little mind it was really hard.. as years passed I told Joss, your uncle Joss and he helped me throughout the years. I got a good job as a nurse in XX hospital which was my dream job, I received so much love that it made me step back from telling the truth to everyone each and every day... I became greedy for love and didn't want to tell anyone the truth about me. Under this circumstance your daddy came into the picture when I was twenty-one.. he was such a cheesy person who courted me shamelessly.. and I fell into his love trap and till now, till the day you are reading this I might be in his trap. And I should say it's the best trap ever. I rejected your daddy a lot of times, I hurt him in and out because I was too scared to let the secret out.. the root for all this was I didn't trus
'13 years later ' I roll on our bed and wake up the sleeping person next to me. Bright open his eyes in alarm. "We have to visit Nan for dinner." I remind him. "Oh.." he mumbles but pulls me into his embrace again. "Let's stay a bit more like this," he says in a hoarse voice. "Okay old man." I joke and tease him. 'Nanon POV' "It's beautiful," I commented right after I heard the letter momma wrote when I was born.. it was on the eighteenth birthday he wanted me to know it. "Meh.. I feel so weird now. I mean, it was because of.. your momma-" Ohm started but I cut him short. "I don't mind at all... do you?" I asked. "Of course not. But it was a huge secret we never knew huh?" he asked ruffling my hair. "Hmm yeah, what would have happened if he didn't hide his second gender when he was small?" I asked my 'mate' lazily. "Many changes I guess.. You won't be blind.. on one hand... but looking at the bright side Nan, you as an omega is free and out of stress, it's because of momma
Bright was seated on our bed and slowly pulled me over to him."And you are stressed out. I am asking you again. Do you want someone over here to work? You do all the housework, do a part-time job and even take care of Bubble. I don't like it when you stress over these tiny facts." Bright asked.I f
(A/N: Braille system is the raised dot pattern used for blind people. It's not a language but a coding system for them.) I sighed; "This is so complicated. Let's try to find the books he might need." I said. Our conversation got cut off by a little 'bonk' sound and as I looked to my right I saw Bubble beaming at nowhere while holding his leg. I assumed he hit his leg somewhere. "Hello little one." I cooed and pat his head from the same position I was. Then I gently hoisted him up to my lap. "I am sleepy." he said with a pout. "Let's have lunch first and go for a nappy?" I asked and he nodded with the same pout. "You both have the same pout." Bright commented adding; "It's cute, but at the same time hard to resist. Tsk." Bright said with a fake sullen face. I stuck my tongue out at him while Bubble wriggled on my lap. "I am hungry." he said again trying to reach for my hand which was in front of him. When he couldn't find my hand, I moved my hand and touched his, so he caught it
I collected the soft plushies which were on the ground and flopped them on bed. Then I walked around picking different shapes of building blocks groaning when I accidently stepped on a triangle shaped block. I could hear tiny giggles and two familiar voices down in the living room. I could also hear whizzing sounds and clickity clack sounds coming from the kitchen. After clearing the room and cleaning up the mess I sighed in relief. Then I went out of the bedroom and walked towards the living room in which I could see both the living room and the kitchen at the same time cause there wasn't a full wall separating the two parts. It was only one fours of height of wall. To my left was the kitchen where Bright was busy making lunch, more like burning my pans. To my right was five year old Bubble; busy playing some unknown game with Joss and Luke. And when I said Luke, it was the same Luke who made an appeal against Bright, the same person who confessed of trying to kill me when I was
- - - - -"Meh. I am so tired." I groaned."Give me," Bright said, and I happily handed him over to the little Bubble, who was busy making raspberry sounds.Bright and I both walked in the long corridors and reached the familiar door, which had the label Dr Zunshine. I delightfully knocked on the do
"It would be a surprise if Nanon wouldn't start bickering like his parents." mama's voice came by the door way. "Spare the child's ears for god sake." she added laughing at our behavior. "Ou. We didn't bicker! We were just stating some facts." I tried to defend ourselves. Mama shook her head laughing and walked over to our bed. "Your papa and I was thinking.." she mumbled and took Bubble to her hands. "Where you taking him?" I quickly asked. "You two should spend some time alone. It's been a while isn't it?" she asked looking at both of us while we were both deadly silent. "Don't overwork. You two are new parents, don't press on that statement." she said. Then she walked to the door with Bubble in her hands. "We will take care of him tonight. Good night you two." she said and closed the door. Right after she left, it was all silent. 'What just happened...' was what I thought as soon as she left the room. Bubble wasn't there and it was only two of us in our room after a long t
'6 weeks later' Bright, Nan and I were all huddled up in the blankets. I didn't just drop our baby between us, instead we made a little nest for him and kept him between us secured and surrounded by our scent. Nan was wide awake blowing saliva bubbles at the same time making raspberry sounds. He time to time stuck his tongue out as if trying to feel his lips. With his mouth open for long minutes I had to have a little napkin to wipe the little drizzles of saliva dropping from the corner of his lips. He was looking around with wide eyes like he wanted to grasp everything within his vision. His tiny fingers clasped together leaving only with his thumb sticking out; he put it in his mouth. "I used to have my thumb in my mouth.. till preschool time." Bright replied as he watched our little one sucking at his own tiny thumb. I snickered; "I saw one in your album!" I exclaimed adding; "I heard mama said that she never let me suck on my thumb.. instead she gave me those chewy toys or som
"I won't mind even if you report about me... for attempting to murder," he said in a low voice."W-what? What are you going to do?" I asked, scared. All the hair in my body stood up at his words."I am not doing anything... now.. just.. I-" he took a deep breath. "I planned to kill you once," he mum