I slowly open my eyes as I feel someone stroking my hair lightly. I’m blessed to see a pair of radiant sea-green eyes admiring my face. I smile.
“Good morning life.” Eren says in a deep morning voice and plants a soft kiss on my forehead.
I smile wider. “I wish to wake up everyday like this.” I snuggle closer to him and he wraps his arms tighter around me, the white bed sheet covering our naked bodies. “We will.” He tells me promisingly, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.
I beam at him and observe his gorgeous face as a few strands of his messy hair are falling on it. Eren seems so tired but the gleam in his eyes tells me that he is beyond happy. I blush as I notice his lips. It’s red and seriously swollen. Gosh, I bit on them too hard.
My cheeks begin heating up as the moments of last night flash in my head. I did it. I did it with Eren, the love of my life. It can’
Four years later “Eren Dan Aiyer!” I cry out for the tenth time at the bottom of the stairs. "We need to go!" He groans in annoyance. “But maa—” “Fine.” I rest a hand on my hip and tap my feet. “I’m going without you.” “No no!” He yells dramatically. “I’m coming, I’m coming!” My soon four years old son immediately runs down the stairs. I smile on looking at him. He is so cute in his blue denim overalls and white shoes. Unfortunately, he resembles his father to such a point that I cry sometimes while looking at him. He took over all his features, even the eyes. That intense turquoise colour. I just pray that the colour will change gradually as he grows up. Eren runs to me and hugs my legs. Giggling, he raises his head to look at me with sheep eyes. “I love the Citadel.” “Shhh.” I place a finger
Those eyes. It’s him. But when I look at the face, I snap back to reality. It’s not Eren. It’s an updated version of Eren. I am frozen, gaping at him, all stunned by the resemblance. Eren’s face was more angular compared to him. This guy got a thinner jaw and a much pointer nose. His cheekbones are also more sharper. But his eyes, his hair, his thin beard, his height, his body and his lips are exactly the same. How is that possible? Is he his clown or what? The man is staring at me too, his lips parted as if in total shocked. I was about to conclude what was filling his eyes when Eren suddenly comes to hold my hand, throwing me out of my inspection. I immediately step back when I realise that my chest is brushing against the guy’s. I can’t deny. He is damn hot and handsome. He is wearing
I had no choice. I had to tell Azure everything. Angered, he even called Toni and Tamarra so that they all give me a lecture. I’m not a kid. They shouldn’t be deciding for me. But I know they are just trying to help. They want me to be happy. But I just can’t refrain myself. It’s stronger than me. Azure came to see me after he learned that I became a mother. Since that we became close friends. Family instead. He is an amazing buddy. Azure wants me to be happy, to get over Eren and stop mentally damaging myself because of him. He just wants me to move on. He is kinda pushy on matters relating to Eren but he is right. It’s already four years since Eren left me and I still can’t move on. I don’t even know if I will be able to love someone again one day. Azure is still waiting for me. As soon as I will be ready, I will surely try to date him. He deserves it. He does his best to stand by my side and gets along with my son. Like his father, little Eren doesn’t like
The next day after work, Erden came to pick me since my car was at his place for repair. Though how much I don’t want to, I’m going to show him my old house... and he will rent it along with all my memories. My heart sinks at that thought. “Y-you’re planning to move into the house?” I ask Erden curiously as we reach. My heart starts pounding wildly inside of my chest. It’s only a house Hayat. Just a house. I inhale a deep breath, trying to calm myself as I feel all my emotions climbing up my throat. Erden nods as his eyes are focused on parking the car in the driveway. “I’m living in an apartment currently. But now I’ve decided to rent a more personal house.” He explains briefly. As soon as he finished parking, Erden turns off the car and looks at me concernedly. “Look, if you don’t want to rent me the house, that’s fine.” I shake my head. “Azure is right. I’ve
The next day after organising my work for next week, I end up watching some makeup tutorial videos on Youtube. It’s Saturday so no work. I want to do something amusing and then when watching those videos, a crazy idea hit me. I immediately go to the salon where Eren is playing with his cars on the floor. “Um Eren.” I say and he turns to look at me, his little turquoise eyes sparkling. “Would you like to meet Erena?” I ask sweetly with sheep eyes. And this is what I did. I turned Eren into Erena. I applied some makeup on his face and put a shoulder-length wig on his head. He looks so cute as a girl, but still he doesn’t look like me. I was searching for a little dress for him in my wardrobe when there is a sudden knock at the main door. I sigh. “Be right back Erena.” I chuckle before walking out of my room. “Okie mommy!” Eren says in a girly voice.
After lunch, I stayed in the kitchen to clean the table. Eren has convinced Erden to play with him. So they went somewhere in the rooms. I was washing the dishes when Eren begins calling me out loud. “Mommy! Mommy!” He cries out as he appears in the kitchen. I turn to look at him, raising a brow. “Meet Erdena.” He gestures in a royally manner to the door and Erden steps in, his face overspread with makeup and a short curly wig on his head. My eyes widen and I burst out of laughter. Embarrassed, he covers his face with his hands and laughs with me. "He blackmailed you right?" I ask in disbelief. How did he let Erden do this to him? "Blackmail?" Eren repeats, fascinated by the new word. Erden shakes his head. "It was fun." He assures me and I smile gracefully. I look into his eyes and the whole world stops. &n
The next day after work, I went to Erden's place with Eren to fetch my car which he has finally repaired. We also finalised the rent of the house after Erden paid me for the first month. This house officially doesn't belong to me anymore. My heart aches at that thought. But I prefer not to mourn about this now as Erden is in the same room as me, and I don't want him to question my sad mien. I've decided to help him to move in so that I can spend some last moments in this house. The abode is now a mess, bunches of cartons scattered everywhere. Trying to make myself useful, I start to remove the dvds from a box and begin to place them in a drawer of his Tv set. As I do so, one particular dvd catches my attention. The Vampire Diaries. I take it in my hand, memories flashing in my head on looking at it. Since the day Eren left, wh
"Happy Birthday momma!" Eren cheers excitedly as he appears in the kitchen on this early morning. His dark hair is sticking out in all direction, a large smile on his face. He dashes to me where I'm sitting at the table with Tamarra while drinking a hot cup of tea. I've turned twenty three today. How time flies by. When Eren reaches me, I put my cup of tea on the table and lean to him so that he can wrap his arms around my neck and gives me a soft kiss on cheek. "I love you so much my beautiful mom!" "Thank you my cute, Eren." Smiling back, I pick him up and put him on my lap. "This is my gift." He says, placing the piece of paper on the table to show me his drawing. I'm amazed on seeing the art he has created. It's a drawing where there is a woman holding a little boy's hand with a small house in the background and a big yellow sun in the blue sky. "This