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31. Azure's morals
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I had no choice. I had to tell Azure everything. Angered, he even called Toni and Tamarra so that they all give me a lecture. I’m not a kid. They shouldn’t be deciding for me. But I know they are just trying to help. They want me to be happy. But I just can’t refrain myself. It’s stronger than me.
Azure came to see me after he learned that I became a mother. Since that we became close friends. Family instead. He is an amazing buddy. Azure wants me to be happy, to get over Eren and stop mentally damaging myself because of him. He just wants me to move on. He is kinda pushy on matters relating to Eren but he is right. It’s already four years since Eren left me and I still can’t move on. I don’t even know if I will be able to love someone again one day. Azure is still waiting for me. As soon as I will be ready, I will surely try to date him. He deserves it. He does his best to stand by my side and gets along with my son. Like his father, little Eren doesn’t like
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