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21. First heartbreak
I apply some concealer under my eyes, trying to hide my dark circles which are so visible as I'm looking at myself in the mirror. I've barely slept last night. I stared at the ceiling, thinking of all that happened. I was expecting Eren to come and apologise but he never came. How can he do that to me? Why? What happened to him so suddenly? Everything was so perfect. I feel so humiliated and ashamed. I've never been so intimate with a guy in my whole life and when I've finally trusted him and ready to offer myself, he abandoned me suddenly, leaving me with millions of questions in head.
After putting on clean clothes, I head downstairs to take breakfast. I need to face Eren and talk to him clearly of what happened yesterday. As I walk down the stairs, I find him sitting on the couch, talking on his phone. His legs are parted with his body leaning forward in a stressed manner.
"It's the best thing to do I think." I hear him say tensely as he
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I pull the blanket over my head, attempting to gain one hour sleep more. A broken heart and a bed, the perfect match. I still can't believe that 'Eren and I' is over. I should have sense it though. It was too perfect to be true. Perfection doesn't last long.Wiping away my tears with my thumb, I squeeze my eyes together and try to fall asleep again. But there is a sudden knock at the door of my room. I frown, peeking my head out from the blanket.It can't be Eren. He broke up with me, he won't be here. Concluding that it must be Madam Tina, I get out of bed and head to the door.I open it and frown on seeing it's actually Eren with a tray of food in his hands."Good mor—"I slam the door on his face.He immediately knocks at the door again. "Can we talk?" My heart melts on hearing his voice. Is he going to apologise? "I brought you breakfast."
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"Those papers belong to Toni, the one who looked after you the night I went to the Citadel. He is your official bodyguard."At his words, I throw his hands away from my face and step back in shocked. I look at the floor and try to catch my breath.No. No. This is not possible!Concerned, Eren quickly comes to me and takes my hand in his. "You need to trust me Hayat." He pleads, caressing my palm with his thumb. "Let me finish please."Completely perturbed, I nod slowly and look in his eyes. They look so sincere. It makes me want to believe him and trust him, but how could he have been pretending all this time?We take a seat on the bed and Eren holds my hands in his. "Hayat..." He starts, rubbing my knuckles. "I know who are the culprits."My heart skips a beat. I stare at Eren with wide eyes as he licks his lips in a stressed manner. "They are my brothers."
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