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22. Excuses
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2021-09-15 22:31:53I pull the blanket over my head, attempting to gain one hour sleep more. A broken heart and a bed, the perfect match. I still can't believe that 'Eren and I' is over. I should have sense it though. It was too perfect to be true. Perfection doesn't last long.
Wiping away my tears with my thumb, I squeeze my eyes together and try to fall asleep again. But there is a sudden knock at the door of my room. I frown, peeking my head out from the blanket.
It can't be Eren. He broke up with me, he won't be here. Concluding that it must be Madam Tina, I get out of bed and head to the door.
I open it and frown on seeing it's actually Eren with a tray of food in his hands.
"Good mor—"
I slam the door on his face.
He immediately knocks at the door again. "Can we talk?" My heart melts on hearing his voice. Is he going to apologise? "I brought you breakfast."<
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