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16. Just tell me
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The soft warmth of the sunlight caresses my skin. I slowly open my eyes and an excruciating pain immediately starts cramming my head. My eyes are forcibly spread wide, a white ceiling is facing me. Bleary visions of last night start to play in my head. I remember drinking so much that I lost my mind. I also remember dancing, pushing someone, being carried, throwing up and...
My eyes go wide.
Kissing someone.
Who the hell did I kiss?
Panic creeps up my throat. Oh god, I fucking ruined my first kiss. It was a bad idea to get drunk, I should've listened to Eren.
Eren!
He must know what happened. I need to talk to him immediately. Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, I fleetly take off the white sheet which was covering the lower part of my body. But as I try to move, I feel something around my waist, perturbing my advances. I automatically look down.
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Eren "Goodbye...Eren." She turns and walks away. I watch her in despair till my vision becomes blurred with tears. She then disappears completely as my eyes are overflooded. It's as if somebody just stabbed me in the heart, rending me paralysed. I can't breath, I can't think, I can't live. My body feels so weak, like my soul just left it. A lump is formed in my throat as I'm about to break into tears. I inhale and exhale several times, searching to control myself but with her gorgeous face in my mind and that of our son, it's unbearable. Succumbing, I fall down on my knees and finally cry my heart out, tears deluding down my cheeks like a waterfall. I punch the ground once, twice, but the pain in my heart is still here. I punch a couple of times more, but I can't get rid of this ache. Like an injured dog, I howl my heart out in the darkness of thi
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