TAWNYWaiting.... How long is someone supposed to wait for someone they love and want, to finally decide that they want them too..? Is it Two months? Two years? Or five years?A lot of us have that question. Don't worry, me too...See, when it comes to my heart I've leant the hard way that if what I want and what someone elses wants doesn't go together in harmony, the other person might drop you without even a word... With everything that has went on for the past month.. I realized that how much you are willing to do nor take nor sacrifice to be with someone you truly love doesn't matter... what really matters is how they feel about you. I meant everything I said to Amora... I meant every word and the only thing I needed was for her to be fully on board or tell me she's at least working towards that because I knew we have a long way to go....Now tell me this.. if they were two different people, would you rather be with someone that you love wholeheartedly... or be with someone who
I got inside my car and decided to drive to my place. I had no idea what to do. My thoughts were racing and I knew that I couldn't go back to work, I was so distracted.The front door opened and I turned to it thinking I'm not even in the mood for Olivia's moods but was surprised to see my mom. "Mom?" "I came to see how... oh Godness Tawny what happened to your face? Look at your shirt, there's blood. What happened?" Fuck! I shrugged, "it's nothing mom..." She put her bag on the couch and went to the kitchen, then I heard the kettle boiling, "it's nothing? You look like you were in a fight. Good thing I came.." I wiped my face and my bottom lip was in pain, I might have bit myself when that idiot hit me. "I'm fine mom. There was no need to come all this way.. did you drive or did you ask Bab'Khumalo to take you..?" "I drove... for a good reason apparently.. come here.." I got up and went to the kitchen, I knew fighting her was going to be useless. When I got there she had a t
I didn't say anything because I knew they'd gang up on me. The drive back home was so short. My mind was busy again, which would explain why I didn't feel the trip. Coz now I was thinking about what Olivia said. I sighed and took my phone out then texted my fiance, Hey babe.. I hope you're good. Can we do that dinner tomorrow. I had a long day today..She quickly responded. I miss you.. just know that okay.. I'll text you the time tomorrow, you can be a gentle woman and fetch me at my place😎. I can't wait to see you and taste you😋😝😘.. I love you my soon to be wife😍..I was smiling like an idiot when I read that. Paris was truly something else. I love you too Maa❤Then I lifted my head up when the car turned and parked at my gate. I was so shocked to see Amora standing there inside my gate. Olivia cleared her throat and drove in. "What's Amora doing here..." It was quiet. "I'll ask again. What's Amora doing here.." "I texted her. I was a bit worried about you and thought ma
AMORA Immediately when I heard Luna talking to Tee on the phone, I knew she fucked up. Tee was protective of me and with that information she was going to kill Nash. So even in the condition I was in, I didn't want her killing him. Especially since I was feeling guilty for hurting him... Like my gut told me, seconds after we arrived at Nash's place, Tee got there and she beat him. Luna and I did all we could to stop her, even my stupid ex tried to blackmail her about the media, I was shocked when she didn't care but then again, it wasn't that shocking because she said she'd do anything for me... turned out she meant even risking her rugby career. I felt like shit when I had to stop her and tell her to leave. She was doing more damage that she intended. As much as she was pissed about what happened, I've hurt Nash and I somehow felt guilty that she was part of the reason I broke up with him.. even he knew I loved Tawny more than I did him. The look on her face killed me. Worse when
The envelope Olivia gave me turned out to be a Doctor's note, so I was thankful I didn't have to limp out again to go get it from a doctor. I entered work today trying so hard not to limp. Tyra was in her office. I opened the door, "boss..." The older woman quickly got up and came to give me a hug, "heeeey... I talked to Tee.. how are you.. what happened... I missed your small self walking around and asking loads of questions.." Tee told her? Then she asks what happened? She told her what? "Hey.. I'm okay Boss. Just got injured nothing much.." "I know moving is a lot or adjusting to a new place. Just don't break yourself please.." My phone vibrated and I looked at it. It was a text from my sister. Hey, I hope you're good. When last did you talk to Tawny.. is she in her office? Why was she asking me that..? Weren't they planning their wedding. And she texts me after I don't know how long and the only thing she asks about is Tawny? Didn't I matter..I looked at Tyra, "where's T
TAWNYFive days in and I was somehow still enjoying the view. The helicopter ride right above The Victoria Falls made my mind feel at ease. I felt light when I was there and seeing that water was just soothing and refreshing. After what I walked in on I took a flight straight to Zambia planning on clearing my mind, and oh God it was a great idea, because not only did I manage to clear my mind but I also managed to reflect back on the last 8 to 9 months. Being there made me realize how amazing my life was when it came to my career but how chaotic it was when it was about my love life. This right at this moment was a bit fuzzy and I was beating myself for what I did and didn't do. I reflected on my friendship that turned to relationship that turned back to friendship which now turned to nothing with Amora. I hated how I didn't give the girl a chance to figure herself out without rushing her. I felt like I was selfish to her for just expecting her to come to terms with us regardless o
And I hung up. I threw myself on the couch and stared at my phone. I had no idea what to do. I just went to my camera and started scrolling down and I reached pictures of Amora and I.. back when our relationship/friendship was so strong. When we were laying on the floor at my place as she told me she misses her parents. When she was cosy next to the fireplace in Pretoria after we got rained on to get her ice cream. And the selfie she took with her tongue out. My heart warmed at the sight. I smiled a bit and brushed my thumb on her cheek on my screen.. I feel tears run down my cheeks. This girl... This girl...A knock on my door startled me. I wiped my tears and got up. Fuck I shouldn't have ordered food and look at these pictures, now I felt like a wreck. I opened the door and smiled at the girl in front of me, "hey.." "Oh my God.. hey.." she said and I moved from in front of her making a way for her to drive the table with my food inside. She walked in, "here's your food.." "Than
TAWNYSomeone cleared their throat behind me and I got up then slowly turned around getting ready to see Amora.. but I was surprised to see .... "Luna?" She looked behind her and then pulled the door closing it a bit, "Tawny...? What are you doing here?" "Hi.. I umh..how are you Luna?" I asked since she seemed to be a bit tense. She shrugged, "as you can see I'm fine.. Tawny what can I do for you..?"I was so shocked and confused at the attitude she threw at me, but I responded either way, "Is Amora home..? I was hoping to see her... I.. I need to talk to her." She sighed before shrugging, "No..." I furrowed my brows at her. She looked a bit edgy or irritated...and she was at Amora's place... inside, refusing that I speak to her? I decided not to read too much into this new attitude and asked, "No..?" She looked behind her and then shrugged again, "nope.. when I woke up she wasn't here, so I don't know where she is..." I signed, "Luna I really..." "I get it..." she cut me of