AMORA Immediately when I heard Luna talking to Tee on the phone, I knew she fucked up. Tee was protective of me and with that information she was going to kill Nash. So even in the condition I was in, I didn't want her killing him. Especially since I was feeling guilty for hurting him... Like my gut told me, seconds after we arrived at Nash's place, Tee got there and she beat him. Luna and I did all we could to stop her, even my stupid ex tried to blackmail her about the media, I was shocked when she didn't care but then again, it wasn't that shocking because she said she'd do anything for me... turned out she meant even risking her rugby career. I felt like shit when I had to stop her and tell her to leave. She was doing more damage that she intended. As much as she was pissed about what happened, I've hurt Nash and I somehow felt guilty that she was part of the reason I broke up with him.. even he knew I loved Tawny more than I did him. The look on her face killed me. Worse when
The envelope Olivia gave me turned out to be a Doctor's note, so I was thankful I didn't have to limp out again to go get it from a doctor. I entered work today trying so hard not to limp. Tyra was in her office. I opened the door, "boss..." The older woman quickly got up and came to give me a hug, "heeeey... I talked to Tee.. how are you.. what happened... I missed your small self walking around and asking loads of questions.." Tee told her? Then she asks what happened? She told her what? "Hey.. I'm okay Boss. Just got injured nothing much.." "I know moving is a lot or adjusting to a new place. Just don't break yourself please.." My phone vibrated and I looked at it. It was a text from my sister. Hey, I hope you're good. When last did you talk to Tawny.. is she in her office? Why was she asking me that..? Weren't they planning their wedding. And she texts me after I don't know how long and the only thing she asks about is Tawny? Didn't I matter..I looked at Tyra, "where's T
TAWNYFive days in and I was somehow still enjoying the view. The helicopter ride right above The Victoria Falls made my mind feel at ease. I felt light when I was there and seeing that water was just soothing and refreshing. After what I walked in on I took a flight straight to Zambia planning on clearing my mind, and oh God it was a great idea, because not only did I manage to clear my mind but I also managed to reflect back on the last 8 to 9 months. Being there made me realize how amazing my life was when it came to my career but how chaotic it was when it was about my love life. This right at this moment was a bit fuzzy and I was beating myself for what I did and didn't do. I reflected on my friendship that turned to relationship that turned back to friendship which now turned to nothing with Amora. I hated how I didn't give the girl a chance to figure herself out without rushing her. I felt like I was selfish to her for just expecting her to come to terms with us regardless o
And I hung up. I threw myself on the couch and stared at my phone. I had no idea what to do. I just went to my camera and started scrolling down and I reached pictures of Amora and I.. back when our relationship/friendship was so strong. When we were laying on the floor at my place as she told me she misses her parents. When she was cosy next to the fireplace in Pretoria after we got rained on to get her ice cream. And the selfie she took with her tongue out. My heart warmed at the sight. I smiled a bit and brushed my thumb on her cheek on my screen.. I feel tears run down my cheeks. This girl... This girl...A knock on my door startled me. I wiped my tears and got up. Fuck I shouldn't have ordered food and look at these pictures, now I felt like a wreck. I opened the door and smiled at the girl in front of me, "hey.." "Oh my God.. hey.." she said and I moved from in front of her making a way for her to drive the table with my food inside. She walked in, "here's your food.." "Than
TAWNYSomeone cleared their throat behind me and I got up then slowly turned around getting ready to see Amora.. but I was surprised to see .... "Luna?" She looked behind her and then pulled the door closing it a bit, "Tawny...? What are you doing here?" "Hi.. I umh..how are you Luna?" I asked since she seemed to be a bit tense. She shrugged, "as you can see I'm fine.. Tawny what can I do for you..?"I was so shocked and confused at the attitude she threw at me, but I responded either way, "Is Amora home..? I was hoping to see her... I.. I need to talk to her." She sighed before shrugging, "No..." I furrowed my brows at her. She looked a bit edgy or irritated...and she was at Amora's place... inside, refusing that I speak to her? I decided not to read too much into this new attitude and asked, "No..?" She looked behind her and then shrugged again, "nope.. when I woke up she wasn't here, so I don't know where she is..." I signed, "Luna I really..." "I get it..." she cut me of
Wedding day.. you know Olivia was on my case and staff.. my other friends were actually looking after my family and making sure they'll get to the wedding in time. My black and white tuxedo was all ironed and beautiful in my bed. I looked in the mirror and smiled at the new haircut I had. "Tawny what the fuck... you haven't dresssed?" "Babe relax.. I'm having a moment here." She laughed and hugged me from behind, "you're getting married asshole. Shit... fuck.. this is happening.."I took my phone and opened Paris's numbers.. I texted her. ME: Hey.. guess who's getting married today? Then I waited as she quickly typed back. PARIS: Miss King.. I can't wait to see you in a Tux... I bet you look hotšš..I showed Olivia the text and she smiled, "Paris loves how hot you are.. maybe she loves you after all." I laughed a bit getting an image of Paris in between her intern's thighs. I sighed, "yeah Love... maybe she does.. let's get dressed before I arrive late at my wedding."..The
AMORAI arrived back in my place and got inside. My heart was beating around my neck I could feel it. I felt sick to my stomach. I tried to lock the door but it was a bit difficult with how blurry my vision was due to the tears that were threatening to escape. I took in a slow deep breath and wiped my tears before I actually managed to lock it. I turned on my heels and headed straight to my bedroom. I had no idea how to describe I how felt at the moment. I mean seeing her there.. seeing them there and what my sister said, she was happy.. she looked happy... it broke my heart coz everything that has happened from the moment my eyes landed on Tawny made sense. I loved her from then and never stopped, even now as she was probably saying yes to my sister I still loved her. I felt sick for feeling like that. I felt like I needed to hate her.. she picked Paris over me.. not that I did anything to stop her, but she picked her over me. My mind took me back to the stupid career day at scho
I mean she was pestering me to talk to Tawny yet she didn't even tell me that Tawny was here. I felt fucken betrayed. I felt like crying because that was my only chance....and now that was all gone because Tawny was married to my... My phone cut my thoughts off and I went to it. To my surprise it was Paris. I looked at the phone and wondered if I should answer it.. did she call to gloat or to tell me what to do while she went away to her honeymoon. It stopped ringing but started as soon as possible. I sighed and took a deep breath before answering, "hello.." 'really Amora... after all the promising you went ahead and opened your stupid mouth..' Now I was confused, "what the fuck did I do now Paris.." 'stop playing dumb you know exactly that you went and ran your mouth to Tawny about the intern. Like don't you want me to be happy for once.' What on earth was she on about, "Paris... what the fuck... I never told Tawny anything... and why would I even tell her?" 'well guess what?