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Chapter Sixty Four - We Were Done

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TAWNY

I felt my heart sank the further I went from her apartment. I honestly have no idea why I told myself to go there..

Hearing her say she loves and cares about Nash and then saying she's not gay.... that made me angry as fuck..

All this time she became distant from me because she's not gay and she loves her boyfriend. I tried to call her. Tried to talk to her and it took every peace of me the way she'd be ice cold or just be too busy. It broke my heart and made me feel like shit.

Maybe she didn't love me, maybe she felt nothing for me that's why she didn't answer when Luna asked if she still loved me.

I felt so stupid as I got into my car and drove back to my place, I've been open about my feelings and to hear her tell her friend how she loves her boyfriend just broke me. Was she lying to me all this time? Was I just a fill-up while she and Nash were having trouble? I felt so empty and betrayed... because when she was with me she loved me.. yet when she was with other people,
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This is crazy shit... My heart is broken. More than tee does.... And im crying.....
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