About two weeks down the line my work was perfect and I was starting to get recognized as Amora Black and not Paris' little sister. It felt good, to be appreciated and loved for who you really are, and all I was doing was just work my ass off. The two minions who were giving me problems were slowly starting to come at me, not in a bad way but trying to be my friend. I found it funny though, when I got here they were trying to sabotage everything I was set to do, and now that they realized they couldn't because I always rose to the occasion, they suddenly wanted to keep me close. When they realized how much every executive director of the company loved me, they didn't want to be on my bad side. I remember last week, Lungi came to ask me where I got my tea and she was watching me while I was buying it. It was stupid but funny at the same time. As for Tawny....I've been trying by all means to avoid her, I mean with everything that I had burried starting to resurface, every feeling I f
The following day my phone had crazy missed calls and text messages from my sister. I ignored them on purpose and went to school. One interesting text came in.. TEE: So, I couldn't sleep coz I was super excited. I managed to get us one apartment to look at today. I will come fetch you at 11 when you are done with your classes.. I talked to Tyra, you have nothing much to do today, so she'll see you tomorrow..I laughed at her. She was as eager as me. ME: thank you.. well thank God you was smart enough to report for me.. I will see you after school.My day went very well and I didn't allow anything to ruin it. At 11 Tee was here as she promised. She hugged me, "Let's get out of here.." "So where's the place?" I asked buttling up my seatbelt. "Sunninghill.. it's 20 minutes away.." "Okay, we are still checking, so I'm open to any place around Sandton." She squeezed my hand, "good.. now let's go.." The place was beautiful but not my style, it was vintage-ish, looked very old but i
I sighed when I felt her tongue on my neck . I opened my eyes. I mentally gathered strength to try to push her away, but by the time our eyes met I got lost again and my body failed me. I slowly snuck my hands under her shirt and held her abs, I could feel them as I scattered my fingers all over her smooth perfect stomach. She was amazing.. God she felt amazing. She smiled a bit and moved her right hand to my face, she held my cheeks and slowly leaned in again... our lips touched again and every time this happened, it always felt like the first time, making my stomach growl as if I was hungry... but maybe I was indeed hungry... hungry for her. A small smile formed on my lips when she bit my lower lip and squeezed my ass. I sighed in her mouth and a tiny moan escaped my throat, "mmhm.."She sighed too and captured my lips again a bit roughly now. God I forgot how soft and wonderful they were. I parted my lips and snuck my tongue inside her to deepen the kiss. She groaned and pulled
I was breathing heavily in her mouth, I was literally seconds away from having what felt like my most amazing orgasm, so I needed to calm down for a bit.. I sighed when I felt her hand on my mound, she slowly brushed her fingers on my clit making me sigh a bit, I was still sensitive. She smiled and asked her favorite question, "are you okay?" I rolled my eyes and fuck she penetrated me.. I was a little worried, because penetration hardly gave me an orgasm... but she moved them a bit faster going in and out, and then stopped.I gasped and dug my nails dip on her back making her groan. "Do you want me to..." "Don't stop... fuck... don't..." I mumbled feeling her try to remove her fingers. She slowly started moving them in a rhythm, making me experience something I yet have to put in my books about her... Every touch, every move, it left my body recharged and wanting for more. She started moving her fingers faster while sucking on my neck harder. I felt her fingers pump in me har
My heart skipped a bit, was she listening to herself? "Everything?" I asked hesitantly and she smiled, "every single thing. I want you, I've always wanted you.. I just didn't know if you felt the same way..""yet I was the one who didn't know how you felt... Tee..." I said in a trembling voice, "You're all I think about... since that day too.. it wasn't because you broke my camera and I needed a new one. It was a different kind of thinking. I couldn't stop no matter how many times I tried to..."She kissed my forehead and I closed my mind, "but, I'm scared Tee... this..." "Shhhh..." she whispered pulling my head to her chest, "don't be scared... I'm here, I'll always be here okay..." I was still scared because then all these amazing feelings I felt were clouded by thoughts of Paris and Nash. They existed, we couldn't act like they didn't. I sighed and she kissed my head, "don't think about it... don't.. just live in this moment..." I smiled a bit, maybe living in this moment woul
AMORATawny quickly jumped off me and my face flushed. Her mom was still standing by the door looking at her daughter with a look I couldn't read. Tee smiled, "mom... you're back so soon..." Her mother scoffed before walking in with a few shopping bags in her hands, "clearly... So according to you, When was I supposed to come back in my house? Later?"Tee didn't respond. I smiled shyly, "hi Mrs... I mean... Maa.." She turned to me, "I am so disappointed in you, how can you allow Tawny to do this to you?"Fuck! What do I say now.. To my luck, Tawny came to my rescue, "mom... it was really noth.." She was soon cut off by the older woman, "stop denying anything.. you know how far the hospital is from here. I can't afford to have Mimi sick because your huge self broke her bones.. get off this child...!" The last sentence killed me. I wanted to laugh my ass out but I couldn't since when she got in we were in a compromising position but not that much. Well I was soo thankful that Taw
Tee budged in, "sorry I took long... I was on the phone with Tyra.. She was telling me that this little bird should get her paintings ready for the show.." It went quiet after that. She looked from me to her mom and back at me, "umh... did I miss something?" I sighed and her mom responded, "no you didn't honey.. we were just talking woman to woman.." Tee laughed, "you guys know that I'm a woman too right...?"I tried to laugh about it a bit and so did her mom. Tawny rolled her eyes at us, "wow.. anyways Mimi we have to go baby.. Tyra wants your paintings before the end of today..." I was thankful that she saved me, "maa it was great catching up.." I lied.. it wasn't great at all, I felt like shit right now... because of 'catching up..' The older woman just smiled, "don't be a stranger hun.. do come visit often.." I nodded, "of course.." Tee went to kiss her mom's cheek and her mother shifted, "oh God did you wash your mouth too when you went to went to wash your hands.." "Bye
TAWNY I felt my heart sank the further I went from her apartment. I honestly have no idea why I told myself to go there.. Hearing her say she loves and cares about Nash and then saying she's not gay.... that made me angry as fuck.. All this time she became distant from me because she's not gay and she loves her boyfriend. I tried to call her. Tried to talk to her and it took every peace of me the way she'd be ice cold or just be too busy. It broke my heart and made me feel like shit. Maybe she didn't love me, maybe she felt nothing for me that's why she didn't answer when Luna asked if she still loved me. I felt so stupid as I got into my car and drove back to my place, I've been open about my feelings and to hear her tell her friend how she loves her boyfriend just broke me. Was she lying to me all this time? Was I just a fill-up while she and Nash were having trouble? I felt so empty and betrayed... because when she was with me she loved me.. yet when she was with other people,
My relationship with my sister was the best and Luna tried to spend as much time with me because I was leaving her. She made me feel like I was dying and never coming back, but I understood and wasn't complaining. My last days at work were amazing until on Friday they told me they have a party for me. God I hated it but it was tradition coz I was going to Thailand. I didn't know how I'd ask Paris to go but was so fucken happy when she told me she has a very important interview that she couldn't move. She felt bad that she could not come but I assured her that it was okay. Little did she know I was relieved. I didn't know how she and Tawny would act when they were to see each other. So she promised to come sleep over at my place when she was done with the interview. I dressed pretty nice in a navy blue notch lapel 2 piece tailored suit for women, a white shirt underneath the blazer and black heels. I wanted to leave with a bang. I got to the office and as I guessed all eyes were o
"Okay I just got an sms.. the ride is.. oh my God Tawny hello.." Freya said the moment she saw who was at the door.I was forced to open the door wide and move to the side so that she can walk in. She hugged my friends and said, "Frey frey and Tony... right?" My friends smiled like idiots that they were, "yesss.. God it's been forever and you still remember us.." Antony smiled, "would love to catch up but we have to go.. Amora it was great surprising you. You're a darling. Love you so much." I kissed his cheek and Freya was smiling from ear to ear, "you guys be good. Bye now." After closing the door my place became so quiet the only thing I could hear was the rapid beating of my heart. I could feel it in my ears, they were hot. I hated feeling like this. I wished Luna was up so I wouldn't have to deal with this on my own. I turned towards her and found her looking around the house. Right there anger slowly built in and seeing her here NOW was just pissing me off."You've done a g
AMORAMy party was greater than I thought. I was enjoying the company and the food actually. They forced me to drink telling me I won't drive, I refused and said I want to remember today but mostly I wanna study sober coz I had an exam on Monday. As for them.. well they got drunk. Around 9pm Paris got up, "okay.. I think I must say something to make this party official.." Everyone stopped what they were doing and turned to her. She smiled, "so this kid over here.." she said that motioning for me to go to her. I did and she put her arm around my shoulder, "she's my world. Took me hell to notice that I haven't been really great to her..." "Skip that part.. you're amazing now.." Luna cut her off and we all laughed. "Okay..definitely listening to this one coz she's my sister's wife.." We laughed again and Paris cleared her throat, "what I mean is, I'm totally proud of you baby. You've not only done you proud but also our parents. I know they want what's best for us hence they keep th
The following day I had school and work later. The morning lecture was important. I saw Freya and she came running to me. "Hey you stranger.." She looked different, good different. I pulled her into a hug, "how are you.. oh my God you look good. Did you get a boyfriend?" She laughed, "You're awful.. I'm good.. since you started working we hardly see you."I nodded, "sorry babe, I wanna graduate at the end. How's second year treating you though?" "It's amazing but too much work, I can't wait till I'm like you brushing shoulders with the big dogs." We talked a bit until I saw the time, "I have to run. My signature is important there.."She hugged me again and she smelled so good, I shook my head, "you definitely got a boyfriend.."We both laughed then I got a taxi to pass by work. When I got there Rachel was smiling like an idiot at the front table. I raised my brow, "I didn't know my signature could make you this happy." She laughed, "Mrs Banks kinda said something so I'm just
AMORANerves were killing me I could actually hear my heart beat from my chest. What the fuck was I doing? Why did I agree to this? God couldn't I tell Tyra that I already had plans when the internship ends. But then again I'd be having nothing and totally wind up homeless... "Please breathe.. I don't want you dying in my office." Tyra said walking in and I sighed, "like can't they do this Skype thing when I'm in bed wearing my PJs and definitely NOT today." She laughed, "nerves are good.. keep them up." "Mrs Banks I cannot breathe.. what part of that is good..?" She brushed on my shoulders, "Don't worry.. you'll do great.. they'll call you any second from now."Second.. God she said any second. I felt like I wanted to go to the bathroom..maybe take a little shit and I'll be fine after that. My stomach was in knots. My Skype tone kicked me back to the moment I was dreading. I looked at Tyra, "I won't do this with you in here." She took her headsets and put them on, "I'm working
TAWNYMy life felt like a rollercoaster. Everything was happening so fast and I felt like I was losing myself in between. Have you ever wanted something so bad but then the universe was telling you not to pursue it? I was in that boat at the moment and it sucked to be in it. When I took that Monday off I never thought Amora would show up in my bedroom when I was taking a bath... but seeing her there looking all cute and freaked out at the thought that something had happened to me kinda put me at ease.I knew I shouldn't have had sex with her as it was going to complicate things that were already complicated but I stupidly couldn't stop myself. After she left I felt like shit and regretted putting her in that position again. The plan was to create distance between us and not to give her hope.Everyday for me was hell. My mind was thinking about the past six months and how fast they flew by. I felt guilty for what I did to Mimi and Paris. That was not me and I needed to push them awa
AMORA'S POV I sat anxiously waiting for my sister to start talking. I had no idea what to expect but by how good she seemed it didn't look bad. "So I want to apologize..." My heart sank as guilt started building in. "Look I know I haven't been the best sister to you. I realized I measured my being there for you with money. The more money I gave you, the more I felt I was there for you..." If she wasn't nice to me then I'd feel better and my stomach would not be in knots. I wouldn't be thinking about everything I was doing with Tawny behind her back. She felt shitty for not being a sister and I felt somehow responsible for the break up of her and Tawny. ".. It made things easy.." she continued, "not seeing you all the time and just replacing that with money seemed better. You know you're like dad... how you talk and how wise you are, you are exactly him. At first I was running from having to deal with that...our Parents' death. I was running from having to be here for you emotion
The following day was said to be new from my talk with Luh, she said I shouldn't think about anything and go to work. She'll go to school and come back again. I didn't mind that.. her being here was helping keep me busy and I also missed her.I cleaned up pretty good and put on my pants and a shirt with boots. It was a little cold. July sucked. I requested and was at work on time. "Morning boss lady.." I said the second I saw Tyra and she ached her brow at me. God she hated it when I called her that. I smiled a bit and rested my hand on her shoulder, "what can I do to put a smile on your face.." "Tell me you're ready for a meeting with Tawny in 10 minutes." Fuck!!! That I wasn't. She must have seen the horror look on my face. She laughed a bit and asked, "did you open the envelope I gave you?" Fuck... I did not do that..I swallowed, "umh.. I'm so sorry no I didn't.." She just looked at me and then I started panicking, "God Tyra please tell me it didn't hold work for today or w
I laid there on my side facing away from her. My mind was all over the place. How could I allow my body to put me at such a vulnerable position. I knew how I felt about her and I felt stupid coz I knew how she felt about me too, it was different.Her phone started ringing and she didn't even move a bit, but by the way she was breathing I knew she was wide awake and could hear it. God! That's how our calls were being ignored earler.I sighed regretting this moment already because it wasn't going to change anything. I slowly got up into a sitting position facing away from her. "..leaving already?" she said and I suddenly felt like crying. Whether I stayed or not it wouldn't matter coz she didn't want to be with me. I got up, "can I use your bathroom?" "Are you okay?" I nodded my head, "bathroom..." "You're facing it... Mimi are you sure you're okay?" If I wasn't almost in tears I was going to laugh my ass out. For someone who didn't want to be with me, she sure acted like she car