I departed from Leo's home in a rush because I knew if I stayed a little bit longer I wouldn't be able to repress myself from telling him the truth about the difference of our worlds. I was ashamed at myself because I lied to him but more than that I was in agony that I couldn't love him anymore but the question still remain, how oneself stop loving someone, was it even that simple or easy? Because right now it felt like my heart was shattering in thousands of pieces as I was taking each step away from him.
All of this was not about me, it was about us. I could never ask him to make such an immense sacrifice for me, to leave human world for me, away from his family, friends and everything he was connected and born with, neither could I sacrifice everything and live with him her. It was impossible. I was the alpha, I fought so hard for this; putting people's judgement, narrow mind and thoughts aside I stood where I deserved to stand and I wouldn't let that
When I decided to leave my own mate for the sake of my tribe, my heart shattered into thousands of pieces and hundreds of them swept away with him but still there had been some pieces left in me which now were all gone.The only person I had full faith on, that was my brother had left me saying that he would kill me, himself.Yes, I cried, bawling my eyes out. I couldn't pretend that I was fine anymore. I was devastated how could I not be. I was leaving my truest better half in this world because a werewolf couldn't have a human as their mate. Humans, in the eyes of werewolves were weak and vulnerable creatures and anyone associating with them also seen as weak and for the sake of love I couldn't be seen as weak but what if the destiny itself choose us to be mate? Well I guessed I would never knowThe tears just wouldn't stop, I thought after awhile my eyes would be dry again but that didn't happen. All the creatures who died for love
The greatest sin a werewolf could ever commit was to fall in love with a human and that was the most enchanted sin I'd committed.If I'd known that my decisions would take me here, to my own and my family's deathbed I would have stopped myself that Red Moon night.We, werewolves are mated for life and only death could separate the mated couples but this time it appeared like our stars were at fault.I was laying on a cold bushy ground, covered in my own blood. I knew I would recover quickly because of my wolf powers but if I die today nothing could bring me back to life not even my wolf.It was hard to breathe and I looked at him with anger in my eyes which made it clear that I would rather die than belong to him.He took long strides
"Accept it or not, either way I won and you lose." I said with a wicked smirk forming on my face.Sun rose above the horizon behind me as if nature already knew the victory was mine. The warm and dazzling sunlight dropped on us, the creature of full moon. Now because of the dim sunlight my eyes easily focused on the forest and I clearly saw the treacherous men in front of me who were standing with their misogynistic minds that couldn't accept the truth and when someone tried to overpower the truth with their despicable lies they always went downhill, if a wolf ever went against their tribe that was considered equal to going against the nature itself it also considered as the second greatest sin that our kind could ever commit and as the tribe's alpha it was my duty to punish them.It's been years since my wolf has came out and with almost no time every member of my tribe has accepted the truth that I'm their true alpha, a female werewolf but
I walked away from my father and merged in the crowd whatever was cooking in my father's head could wait because I knew I would be the first one to get involved in it because he has zero expectations from my brother and I didn't have the ability to endure anymore. I'd have enough today.I looked around in the crowd, after the declaration of my orders everyone looked convincingly happy in the meeting, they all celebrated my victory as if it was their own. I walked through the crowd and everyone whom I passed made way and bowed their head low in my respect I also nodded in their direction to show the gesture of admiration and to return the respectable gesture. The celebration was at its peak but unfortunately there was nothing that could tempt to stay so I walked away from the celebration towards the woods, my absence really didn't take anything away from the celebration.The cold breeze soothed my cheekbones, the scent of trees were everywhere, moist
After I woke up only one thing consumed my thought and mind that was marriage. My mother would be so shocked and disappointed with me if she was alive she would never let me marry like this, to be bargained myself for title and power but what was to be happen had to happen.Even though my mother would hate me for this but she was everything to me, she was my first teacher, friend and guardian. When I was with her I was my most purest self, I could be anything I wanted in front of her. When I was young, I was a very notorious child and my mother loved it. She taught me everything, She used to say I was like her. She used to say "respect was the highest virtue a person could ever have as it needs to be build throughout your life but it could be tarnished in a single wrong step." Looks like today, I was about to do exactly opposite of that, sell my respect and dignity fo
I sat in the council room, waiting for our tribe's clans representatives to submit their reports so I could work accordingly.A tribe is formed by joining different clans and every clan has it's own representative who has one job that was to perpetuate the peace between the people living in them and between different clans.After so many years of war between vampires and werewolves we started developing and civilising ourselves because at that time vampires were more civilized than us, as they used to live around humans which was the main reason why we had a very hard time dealing with them but after having economical stability and civilization, both vampires and werewolves had a peace treaty, one of the major treaty stated that they would never trespass our lands or hunt on our lands and same goes for us. 
The Red Moon day arrived but this time my family, the creature of full moon weren't happy. The occasion of Red Moon day came in every 3 years and that time when the moon shine upon us we all feel powerful than ever. Every wolf life depend upon it's pack and tribe so that particular day when the moon was at its peak every wolf unconsciously shape-shifts to their natural worm because wolf are most powerful at its animal form. Its been our ritual for so long, the tribe gather up together to feel enlightened, more powered and stronger.The phase of red moon day was random it could occur anytime on the month of spring but this time the Red Moon Day came at the day of my mother's death anniversary though the rituals couldn't be changed nor would my mother wanted them changed so we would do things as we did every other year.My family would pay respect to our mother at her grave and after that we would celebrate the Red Moon Day on the outski
The moon looked as it was blood shot and people admired the color of it, red the symbol of love, power and danger but people always forgot that this Red moon was blue too which changed to Red.Just like me, from being a naive girl to something very dangerous.As the Red moon rose to it's peak we all unconsciously changed into our animal form. The moonlight bleeds out of the moon and dripped on the creature of full moon. By losing ourselves we found us again. This red moon was the proof of the power that nature held upon us. If the nature has the power to heal us, it held the power to destroy us.As the moon gradually started to fall we came back to our senses, a wolf howled in a distance, It was not just an ordinary howl it was a warning for invasion. Someone has just trespassed our territory, just like last time and this time again whatsoever that wolf was, he or she would not live long enough anymore.
When I decided to leave my own mate for the sake of my tribe, my heart shattered into thousands of pieces and hundreds of them swept away with him but still there had been some pieces left in me which now were all gone.The only person I had full faith on, that was my brother had left me saying that he would kill me, himself.Yes, I cried, bawling my eyes out. I couldn't pretend that I was fine anymore. I was devastated how could I not be. I was leaving my truest better half in this world because a werewolf couldn't have a human as their mate. Humans, in the eyes of werewolves were weak and vulnerable creatures and anyone associating with them also seen as weak and for the sake of love I couldn't be seen as weak but what if the destiny itself choose us to be mate? Well I guessed I would never knowThe tears just wouldn't stop, I thought after awhile my eyes would be dry again but that didn't happen. All the creatures who died for love
I departed from Leo's home in a rush because I knew if I stayed a little bit longer I wouldn't be able to repress myself from telling him the truth about the difference of our worlds. I was ashamed at myself because I lied to him but more than that I was in agony that I couldn't love him anymore but the question still remain, how oneself stop loving someone, was it even that simple or easy? Because right now it felt like my heart was shattering in thousands of pieces as I was taking each step away from him.All of this was not about me, it was about us. I could never ask him to make such an immense sacrifice for me, to leave human world for me, away from his family, friends and everything he was connected and born with, neither could I sacrifice everything and live with him her. It was impossible. I was the alpha, I fought so hard for this; putting people's judgement, narrow mind and thoughts aside I stood where I deserved to stand and I wouldn't let that
Finally we reached his lovely house, it was a beautiful house with wooden walls and roof just like I had in my world such a wolf taste even though there was nothing extraordinary about the house and green plants in front of his house but when he opened the main door of his house a whip of scent came inside my nostrils and I inhaled a deep breath, I could sense a strong scent of werewolves, not just one werewolf but two different werewolves. Lucky me! Overly excited about it I barged inside his house and to my delight I could smell the scent of werewolf all around me. At that moment I felt wonderful as if my dreams were coming true but then there was another smell, smell of a human, smell of Leo. He stood behind me watching me carefully as I was some kind of weird creature jumping around his house. “Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked him.&
Being alpha was never easy even when my father was on the throne, assassination, murders, assault was an another phase of alpha's life. Just like me my father was always the target of other tribes but one night they got way beyond the line to wound my father. It was an ominous night and no moon at sight therefore no light. My mother's fingers stroked my forehead so I would sleep early. Father was not home, he was always busy with his meetings but he always informed us about it. Mother always waited for my father to come even though they were inseparable but both my parents understood their responsibilities. Mother lay beside me, she smiled at me and I returned the smile. I was just about to fall sleep and suddenly we heard our living room window shatter. Terror struck my and my mother's eyes, she was as horrified as I was but she hid it beautifully even though her eyes betrayed her. She hugged me t
When my father and brother returned with company I wished they hadn't. If there was any way the Millars couldn't come tonight it would be really nice to hear but unfortunately they were here.I stood up from my chair and nodded at Amelia's direction purely out of courtsey. We all sat down, my father sat on head seat just because of his age, James on my father's right then me on James right. Amelia and Eric sat front of James and me respectively.As we eat Amelia started the conversation on weather which didn't last long and neither of us were up for the small talks. No one spoke for a long time the only voices that could be heard were the voices of forks and plates clinking.Eric broke the silence with his words filled with wittiness. "Your daughter sir, came into my room to meet me late at night." My father turned his head towards me and gave me a knowing look. Eric smiled at me wickedly.
I knew one step towards him would change my life forever. Maybe my own people would judge me, my father would be tormented and James, well he would be the only happy person as it would end my marriage from Eric Millar.My mate was a human, a mere vulnerable human and whatever I call it blessing or curse he was the one for me.My eyes searched for him but he was no longer there with my wolf olfactory power I found him. He was just a street away I followed him for a little while which I was a little guilty of. When I found ourselves in a little more deserted and quieter place I jumped right in front of him, scaring him out of his wits and I had no intention of doing so but thats how it happened, no regrets though."What are you?" He gasped in surprise as his eyes widen in shook.I smiled at him, my most innocent smile and said plainly. "Whatever you want me to be."
Ten years from now."Your kids will never find their mates because they are born without the bond of mate in their life." The Moon goddess made it very clear. "But if they still find their mates then calamity awaits you and your tribe."My whole family looked shocked and disappointed but still my mother refused to believe the moon goddess. She never cared about what other people said, not even the moon goddess.When the moon goddess left our premises my mother held us in her arms and said. "You will find your mate when the right time come, love is different it comes in many size and forms. Don't worry about it."Hate would be a strong word to imply but my mother hated the moon goodness and same went for the moon goodness.My mother used to believe that nobody but yourself was responsible for you own life, the good choices you made would lead you to good life and if you choos
I left the human world but my heart didn't wanted to and after fighting with my own conflicting thoughts and pride I made the decision to come back and continue my search but this time I would to it properly. I had to do this, I'm not going to be the one called cheater."This won't do, I have to meet Eric." I thought to myself as I entered the woods. Instead of walking I changed my animal form and ran into the forest. Many wolves who were patrolling howled to pay their respect for my return but I had no time for them today.Once I reached home, I quickly changed into my previous clothing and ran downstairs to my father's room. "I'm going to meet Eric." My father looked confused. "Nebula Tribe's alpha, father.""Stop!" He shouted and made me stop at my feet. "Is it going break the alliance and ruin my plan?""Probably yes." I replied. Before he could say anything else I took my
"Take me to the human world" I commanded my brother and he unknowingly bow to my command.He looked puzzled by my command but knew even if he asked me he would got nothing out of me so instead he went to my father.My brother and father both stood side by side and I stood facing them. My father and my gaze locked with each other, the tension in the room build up as James waited for someone to broke the ominous silence and to his releif, it was my father who did it."Why you need to go there, it's a despicable place!" My father said without even concerning over the matter.I didn't want him to know anything untill I was sure about my motives for going to the human world because hiw could I explain it to him when I was not even sure about my mate. So instead I lied."I have a sudden urge of exploring it that's it" I said without meeting their gazes.&nb