The Red Moon day arrived but this time my family, the creature of full moon weren't happy. The occasion of Red Moon day came in every 3 years and that time when the moon shine upon us we all feel powerful than ever. Every wolf life depend upon it's pack and tribe so that particular day when the moon was at its peak every wolf unconsciously shape-shifts to their natural worm because wolf are most powerful at its animal form. Its been our ritual for so long, the tribe gather up together to feel enlightened, more powered and stronger.
The phase of red moon day was random it could occur anytime on the month of spring but this time the Red Moon Day came at the day of my mother's death anniversary though the rituals couldn't be changed nor would my mother wanted them changed so we would do things as we did every other year.
My family would pay respect to our mother at her grave and after that we would celebrate the Red Moon Day on the outskirts of our tribe, precisely at the borders of Crescent tribe and Nebula tribe where I would meet my future husband.
I tied the lace of my black dress, my hair was in ponytail with no makeup on. I was going to meet my future husband today and that thought couldn't even excite me a little bit. I gave up every pleasure of mine for this tribe and now I was going to give up on my love too. If only I could have that precious thing called love, such an extraordinary thing to feel, to has that no one could took it away from you.
Someone knocked on my door "it's time to leave" That was my father's voice.
Me, my brother James and my father went to the graveyard and paid our respect to my mother. No one in the tribe knew her personally but everyone loved her with their whole heart. Sometimes I wonder that she was the real reason my father was people's beloved alpha just like I was now. They love me probably because of my father and my mother kindness.
After we came from the graveyard, my father locked himself in his room just like every other year. James wouldn't talk to me because of the fight we had last time so as usual I went to my study room.
I wished I could stop overthinking.
I was so tired; all I wanted to do was relax. The sun was setting and my father and my brother were out of their rooms, still not talking of course. My father's eyes looked puffy and my brother looked pale as something dreadful had happened to him but without further inquiry we started moving towards our tribe's outskirts.
The journey went in silence and the nearer we were getting to our destination, the farther I wanted to run and finally we reached there.
My father was back to his normal self or was pretending, neither the less it seemed convincing. James submerged in the crowd like he always did he never like being the center of attention but as an alpha I had to do it.
"Are they here?" My father asked a beta and she nodded at my father direction.
"Mr. Greyson and Ms. Greyson such an pleasure to meet you again." Amelia Millar and his son, the alpha of Nebula tribe walked towards us, there hands were jointed with each other. Mrs. Millar smiled and acted like I didn't pushed her out of my home the last time I met her and her smile reached her both eyes.
My eyes drifted to his son, Eric Millar the fake alpha who sat on his brother's position he was wearing a formal attire black tuxedo. After a while of talking.
Eric reached out his hand for my permission to join him for personal conversation and I agreed. I placed my hand in his and we walked some feets away from my father and his mother.
"I'm very sorry for my mother's behavior last time she met you and also for not being there I had some urgent matter to attend to." He said politely.
I looked at him as I judged him, why didn't he said those words at the very first moment we met. Trying to pretend to be a gentleman but how could I trust a person who hide behind his mother and put blame on her head.
He continued. "So now you have seen me by yourself, should I consider it a deal?"
Of course it was just a deal for him just like it was for me but then why my heart was refusing in accepting this "deal". My face held no emotions and I nodded at his direction. "Before agreeing to our 'deal' should we discuss some important matters regarding our alliance."
He agreed and insisted. "As you're going to be my wife I must tell you that apart from you I'll have other relation with other women and you must not speak of it."
I looked at him in disbelief our union was supposed to make alliance between our tribe, to help each other in need and all he could think of was how many women he would sleep with after our marriage. At first I thought he meant his mate but my goodness I was so wrong.
"You mean if you find your mate, right?
"What? Not at all. I'm the Alpha king and Kings always have many wife's and mistresses, I'm just telling you that so you won't be hysterical about it after our marriage."
"Alright then I'll do the same." His jaw set tight and his lips in a straight line when my words reached him. I smiled and continued. "Don't look at me like and as you said you will have your privacy in your personal life and I'll have mine."
"How can you say such things you are woman and I'm a man, do you have any shame left? You are going to be my lawful and dutiful wife."
I thought we were too evolved for such talk but I guess we couldn't have everything. I closed my eyes to calm my temper and as gradually the moon was raising to it's peak so was my anger and at the end it just came out as a massive outburst.
"Yes I'm a woman and I'm a queen, a queen who holds equal powers as any king holds and If I choose to marry you I only be your lawful wife not dutiful because I have no duty towards a man like you. You are the one who will serve me and stay loyal to me and if you can't. Tell me right now and I'll convey your words to my family that we can't marry each other."
He swallowed hard and whispered. "Are you trying to threaten me? Do you think I want this alliance that bad?"
"I think! You 'need' this alliance probably more than I can imagine. You think I know nothing about your tribe. Intruder invasion is so often in there, your people get killed everyday, your resources get stolen and for yourself, you receive dead threats every now and then and sometimes from your people." I followed my gaze from him to his mother and both were shocked with my knowledge of their lousy tribe. "If I again heard any single word about this man and woman talk, I'll make sure to kill you just to proof a woman is as equal to a man and it's not a warning but a thread."
He bowed his head down with a blank face clearing agreeing with me because of my superiority and in fear of getting rejected. I took his chin in my hand and made him look at me and said plainly. "Man or woman, it's just a matter of chance and if you are born why don't try to be civil like my father, your father and probably like your brother."
After saying those words I left him, when I walked towards my father, his face was gleaming in moon light it looked like he enjoyed the show and as for Mrs. Millar she stood their smiling like a fool.
The moon looked as it was blood shot and people admired the color of it, red the symbol of love, power and danger but people always forgot that this Red moon was blue too which changed to Red.Just like me, from being a naive girl to something very dangerous.As the Red moon rose to it's peak we all unconsciously changed into our animal form. The moonlight bleeds out of the moon and dripped on the creature of full moon. By losing ourselves we found us again. This red moon was the proof of the power that nature held upon us. If the nature has the power to heal us, it held the power to destroy us.As the moon gradually started to fall we came back to our senses, a wolf howled in a distance, It was not just an ordinary howl it was a warning for invasion. Someone has just trespassed our territory, just like last time and this time again whatsoever that wolf was, he or she would not live long enough anymore.
"Take me to the human world" I commanded my brother and he unknowingly bow to my command.He looked puzzled by my command but knew even if he asked me he would got nothing out of me so instead he went to my father.My brother and father both stood side by side and I stood facing them. My father and my gaze locked with each other, the tension in the room build up as James waited for someone to broke the ominous silence and to his releif, it was my father who did it."Why you need to go there, it's a despicable place!" My father said without even concerning over the matter.I didn't want him to know anything untill I was sure about my motives for going to the human world because hiw could I explain it to him when I was not even sure about my mate. So instead I lied."I have a sudden urge of exploring it that's it" I said without meeting their gazes.&nb
I left the human world but my heart didn't wanted to and after fighting with my own conflicting thoughts and pride I made the decision to come back and continue my search but this time I would to it properly. I had to do this, I'm not going to be the one called cheater."This won't do, I have to meet Eric." I thought to myself as I entered the woods. Instead of walking I changed my animal form and ran into the forest. Many wolves who were patrolling howled to pay their respect for my return but I had no time for them today.Once I reached home, I quickly changed into my previous clothing and ran downstairs to my father's room. "I'm going to meet Eric." My father looked confused. "Nebula Tribe's alpha, father.""Stop!" He shouted and made me stop at my feet. "Is it going break the alliance and ruin my plan?""Probably yes." I replied. Before he could say anything else I took my
Ten years from now."Your kids will never find their mates because they are born without the bond of mate in their life." The Moon goddess made it very clear. "But if they still find their mates then calamity awaits you and your tribe."My whole family looked shocked and disappointed but still my mother refused to believe the moon goddess. She never cared about what other people said, not even the moon goddess.When the moon goddess left our premises my mother held us in her arms and said. "You will find your mate when the right time come, love is different it comes in many size and forms. Don't worry about it."Hate would be a strong word to imply but my mother hated the moon goodness and same went for the moon goodness.My mother used to believe that nobody but yourself was responsible for you own life, the good choices you made would lead you to good life and if you choos
I knew one step towards him would change my life forever. Maybe my own people would judge me, my father would be tormented and James, well he would be the only happy person as it would end my marriage from Eric Millar.My mate was a human, a mere vulnerable human and whatever I call it blessing or curse he was the one for me.My eyes searched for him but he was no longer there with my wolf olfactory power I found him. He was just a street away I followed him for a little while which I was a little guilty of. When I found ourselves in a little more deserted and quieter place I jumped right in front of him, scaring him out of his wits and I had no intention of doing so but thats how it happened, no regrets though."What are you?" He gasped in surprise as his eyes widen in shook.I smiled at him, my most innocent smile and said plainly. "Whatever you want me to be."
When my father and brother returned with company I wished they hadn't. If there was any way the Millars couldn't come tonight it would be really nice to hear but unfortunately they were here.I stood up from my chair and nodded at Amelia's direction purely out of courtsey. We all sat down, my father sat on head seat just because of his age, James on my father's right then me on James right. Amelia and Eric sat front of James and me respectively.As we eat Amelia started the conversation on weather which didn't last long and neither of us were up for the small talks. No one spoke for a long time the only voices that could be heard were the voices of forks and plates clinking.Eric broke the silence with his words filled with wittiness. "Your daughter sir, came into my room to meet me late at night." My father turned his head towards me and gave me a knowing look. Eric smiled at me wickedly.
Being alpha was never easy even when my father was on the throne, assassination, murders, assault was an another phase of alpha's life. Just like me my father was always the target of other tribes but one night they got way beyond the line to wound my father. It was an ominous night and no moon at sight therefore no light. My mother's fingers stroked my forehead so I would sleep early. Father was not home, he was always busy with his meetings but he always informed us about it. Mother always waited for my father to come even though they were inseparable but both my parents understood their responsibilities. Mother lay beside me, she smiled at me and I returned the smile. I was just about to fall sleep and suddenly we heard our living room window shatter. Terror struck my and my mother's eyes, she was as horrified as I was but she hid it beautifully even though her eyes betrayed her. She hugged me t
Finally we reached his lovely house, it was a beautiful house with wooden walls and roof just like I had in my world such a wolf taste even though there was nothing extraordinary about the house and green plants in front of his house but when he opened the main door of his house a whip of scent came inside my nostrils and I inhaled a deep breath, I could sense a strong scent of werewolves, not just one werewolf but two different werewolves. Lucky me! Overly excited about it I barged inside his house and to my delight I could smell the scent of werewolf all around me. At that moment I felt wonderful as if my dreams were coming true but then there was another smell, smell of a human, smell of Leo. He stood behind me watching me carefully as I was some kind of weird creature jumping around his house. “Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked him.&
When I decided to leave my own mate for the sake of my tribe, my heart shattered into thousands of pieces and hundreds of them swept away with him but still there had been some pieces left in me which now were all gone.The only person I had full faith on, that was my brother had left me saying that he would kill me, himself.Yes, I cried, bawling my eyes out. I couldn't pretend that I was fine anymore. I was devastated how could I not be. I was leaving my truest better half in this world because a werewolf couldn't have a human as their mate. Humans, in the eyes of werewolves were weak and vulnerable creatures and anyone associating with them also seen as weak and for the sake of love I couldn't be seen as weak but what if the destiny itself choose us to be mate? Well I guessed I would never knowThe tears just wouldn't stop, I thought after awhile my eyes would be dry again but that didn't happen. All the creatures who died for love
I departed from Leo's home in a rush because I knew if I stayed a little bit longer I wouldn't be able to repress myself from telling him the truth about the difference of our worlds. I was ashamed at myself because I lied to him but more than that I was in agony that I couldn't love him anymore but the question still remain, how oneself stop loving someone, was it even that simple or easy? Because right now it felt like my heart was shattering in thousands of pieces as I was taking each step away from him.All of this was not about me, it was about us. I could never ask him to make such an immense sacrifice for me, to leave human world for me, away from his family, friends and everything he was connected and born with, neither could I sacrifice everything and live with him her. It was impossible. I was the alpha, I fought so hard for this; putting people's judgement, narrow mind and thoughts aside I stood where I deserved to stand and I wouldn't let that
Finally we reached his lovely house, it was a beautiful house with wooden walls and roof just like I had in my world such a wolf taste even though there was nothing extraordinary about the house and green plants in front of his house but when he opened the main door of his house a whip of scent came inside my nostrils and I inhaled a deep breath, I could sense a strong scent of werewolves, not just one werewolf but two different werewolves. Lucky me! Overly excited about it I barged inside his house and to my delight I could smell the scent of werewolf all around me. At that moment I felt wonderful as if my dreams were coming true but then there was another smell, smell of a human, smell of Leo. He stood behind me watching me carefully as I was some kind of weird creature jumping around his house. “Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked him.&
Being alpha was never easy even when my father was on the throne, assassination, murders, assault was an another phase of alpha's life. Just like me my father was always the target of other tribes but one night they got way beyond the line to wound my father. It was an ominous night and no moon at sight therefore no light. My mother's fingers stroked my forehead so I would sleep early. Father was not home, he was always busy with his meetings but he always informed us about it. Mother always waited for my father to come even though they were inseparable but both my parents understood their responsibilities. Mother lay beside me, she smiled at me and I returned the smile. I was just about to fall sleep and suddenly we heard our living room window shatter. Terror struck my and my mother's eyes, she was as horrified as I was but she hid it beautifully even though her eyes betrayed her. She hugged me t
When my father and brother returned with company I wished they hadn't. If there was any way the Millars couldn't come tonight it would be really nice to hear but unfortunately they were here.I stood up from my chair and nodded at Amelia's direction purely out of courtsey. We all sat down, my father sat on head seat just because of his age, James on my father's right then me on James right. Amelia and Eric sat front of James and me respectively.As we eat Amelia started the conversation on weather which didn't last long and neither of us were up for the small talks. No one spoke for a long time the only voices that could be heard were the voices of forks and plates clinking.Eric broke the silence with his words filled with wittiness. "Your daughter sir, came into my room to meet me late at night." My father turned his head towards me and gave me a knowing look. Eric smiled at me wickedly.
I knew one step towards him would change my life forever. Maybe my own people would judge me, my father would be tormented and James, well he would be the only happy person as it would end my marriage from Eric Millar.My mate was a human, a mere vulnerable human and whatever I call it blessing or curse he was the one for me.My eyes searched for him but he was no longer there with my wolf olfactory power I found him. He was just a street away I followed him for a little while which I was a little guilty of. When I found ourselves in a little more deserted and quieter place I jumped right in front of him, scaring him out of his wits and I had no intention of doing so but thats how it happened, no regrets though."What are you?" He gasped in surprise as his eyes widen in shook.I smiled at him, my most innocent smile and said plainly. "Whatever you want me to be."
Ten years from now."Your kids will never find their mates because they are born without the bond of mate in their life." The Moon goddess made it very clear. "But if they still find their mates then calamity awaits you and your tribe."My whole family looked shocked and disappointed but still my mother refused to believe the moon goddess. She never cared about what other people said, not even the moon goddess.When the moon goddess left our premises my mother held us in her arms and said. "You will find your mate when the right time come, love is different it comes in many size and forms. Don't worry about it."Hate would be a strong word to imply but my mother hated the moon goodness and same went for the moon goodness.My mother used to believe that nobody but yourself was responsible for you own life, the good choices you made would lead you to good life and if you choos
I left the human world but my heart didn't wanted to and after fighting with my own conflicting thoughts and pride I made the decision to come back and continue my search but this time I would to it properly. I had to do this, I'm not going to be the one called cheater."This won't do, I have to meet Eric." I thought to myself as I entered the woods. Instead of walking I changed my animal form and ran into the forest. Many wolves who were patrolling howled to pay their respect for my return but I had no time for them today.Once I reached home, I quickly changed into my previous clothing and ran downstairs to my father's room. "I'm going to meet Eric." My father looked confused. "Nebula Tribe's alpha, father.""Stop!" He shouted and made me stop at my feet. "Is it going break the alliance and ruin my plan?""Probably yes." I replied. Before he could say anything else I took my
"Take me to the human world" I commanded my brother and he unknowingly bow to my command.He looked puzzled by my command but knew even if he asked me he would got nothing out of me so instead he went to my father.My brother and father both stood side by side and I stood facing them. My father and my gaze locked with each other, the tension in the room build up as James waited for someone to broke the ominous silence and to his releif, it was my father who did it."Why you need to go there, it's a despicable place!" My father said without even concerning over the matter.I didn't want him to know anything untill I was sure about my motives for going to the human world because hiw could I explain it to him when I was not even sure about my mate. So instead I lied."I have a sudden urge of exploring it that's it" I said without meeting their gazes.&nb