I walked away from my father and merged in the crowd whatever was cooking in my father's head could wait because I knew I would be the first one to get involved in it because he has zero expectations from my brother and I didn't have the ability to endure anymore. I'd have enough today.
I looked around in the crowd, after the declaration of my orders everyone looked convincingly happy in the meeting, they all celebrated my victory as if it was their own. I walked through the crowd and everyone whom I passed made way and bowed their head low in my respect I also nodded in their direction to show the gesture of admiration and to return the respectable gesture. The celebration was at its peak but unfortunately there was nothing that could tempt to stay so I walked away from the celebration towards the woods, my absence really didn't take anything away from the celebration.
The cold breeze soothed my cheekbones, the scent of trees were everywhere, moist and calm. I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply as I was enjoying the delightful smells of summer night I smelled a very familiar scent before I could open my eyes I knew who it was, I opened my eyes and found exactly what I was expecting, a slick and tall figure leaning on nearby tree.
"Why weren't you in the meeting, father won't like it, you know that don't you?" I asked.
He kept on smiling like an idiot and at last broke "Cassandra, cut me some slack I'm not an alpha, why would I'll be there, just to witness our father's conspiracies. Nope I've seen enough of them. I'm out." He said with a shrug.
I looked at him through narrowed eyes as my eyes ran through his clothes, he was wearing rugged jeans nowadays this what human called fashionable. His fascination with human world was increasing tremendously and out of our imagination, no one knew why.
"Were you out there again?" I asked without restraining myself.
He nodded a little but avoided eye contact with me as he was hiding something and that won't let that happen in my family as there were no secrets in our household.
"What are you hiding from me?" I looked at him with suspicion but he kept on avoiding my eyes.
"Say it when I'm asking nicely or else I have to command you." I threatened him with my words and he reacted instantly.
"Please stop it, if there was something important I would've told you so please stop exploiting your powers and respect my privacy." He added the last word sarcastically.
I smiled at him and his words of human rights and we left the forest and proceeded our way to our house. We parted ways after we arrived at our home since he went upstairs to sleep or whatever he did there and I went to our study room more of political agenda room because not only humans but we, werewolf too have our dirty politics, construction of law between our community. Whatever people think about us, our race was, would be ahead of human race because they tend to believe whatever they see and we were amazing at hiding our presence from their human eyes. After competing most of the authority work and I went to sleep.
Next morning was just like any other morning my brother, James getting scolded by my father probably because for not attending the meeting last night, so I stood close to the door so I could hear them.
I stood at the door smiling as my father cursed my brother and soak my mind with pleasure but who could have guessed that this conversation would make my whole day miserable.
"It's her life not yours, you have no right to make her life decisions." James shouted at my father's face.
"That's your fault that you never understand a single word I said but she understands me perfectly because she know her duty and because-- " before my father could complete his words my brother interrupted him.
"Because she is an alpha, that's what you were about to say right. How can you forget father she is just 20 and before being an alpha she is your daughter and my precious little sister and you can forget your duty towards your children but I'll never forget mine. I'll never let this happen and if it happen it will happen over my dead body."
His last sentence silenced my father and I stood at the door with complete shock, I had no idea what they were talking about but that was surely talking about me. Many things came inside my head but nothing really fit in to cause such kind of argument, when my father break the silence he calmly said "it's her decision to make, if she says no then I won't pressure her but if she says yes you will get out of my way or otherwise."
My father threatened him.
My father and brother were so engaged in their argument that they didn't even smell my scent but I couldn't control my emotion and I burst open the door both of them looked at me in shock but their expression still have tint of anger in them.
"What's going on here?" I asked. My brother annoyingly gestured at my father's direction. I looked at my father and he pointed towards the chair for me to sit down. I sat on the chair and James followed me and sat next to me as I eagerly waited for my father to say whatever he has to say. My father kept his silence as he thoroughly went through his head to set the words more appropriately.
"Cassandra you're familiar with the 'Nebula tribe', don't you?" My father asserted.
Nebula tribe, one of the weakest tribe's of wolf clan right now, but that was not the case before two years ago. They were considered one of the greatest tribe in history though they never had a good reputation among werewolf but still it dominated clans just by its name but everything went downhill when Nebula tribe's alpha abandoned his own tribe. No one really knew what really happened to their alpha but no one ever saw him again so to fulfill the duty of alpha the alpha's brother took the position of alpha.
Rumours spread like fire with various different agendas but none could found why the real alpha left or was he even alive? After that the tribe kind of shattered. That so called alpha that took his brother's place had no control over his own people the only reason the tribe still existed was because of his mother, Amelia Millar a cunning and opportunist woman who tried to convince my father to marry him after her husband died few years ago. Plainly my father rejected the proposal, even though he was himself a widower, his love for my late mother extreme.
I nodded at my father direction in unenthusiastic manner.
He deeply sighed and said "they're looking for a girl for their tribe alpha to marry."
"Yeah whatever who cares about that fake alpha's marriage. Get to the point why were you fighting" I said clapping my hand impatiently to get the information as fast as I could.
My father sighed again "They are offering his son's hand for marriage to you, my love."
"And we are just suggesting it, it's your call." My brother interrupted my father while my brother looked at me with a "not to say 'yes' look".
Both my father and brother started growling at eachother again and my mind raced through the memories of past. On the day of funeral how this woman's husband just died and all she could think of was eyeing my father, how she tried to manipulate her words with us and when my father turned her down she didn't even flitch, she just kept smiling like a lunatic.
"Interesting, go on." I said as I took a bite from the apple which was already in the basket with bunch of other fruits on the table.
My father eyes shined with happiness.
"Don't he have his soulmate yet?" I asked curiously.
"No, that's the reason why they're offering a marriage proposal."
My father took my hand and started creasing it. "Not as a father but as a former alpha and your advisor I would suggest to consider this union."
I knew for a fact that he can sell his own children for the tribe so whatever decision he was making was something worth considering for my tribe.
"Are you trying to sell me, father?" I asked him without looking at him because that boring conversation needed some spice up.
"No, absolutely not it's a marriage."
"Marriage itself is a deal father, if love is not included in it. Are you trying to sell me so that you can have other tribe in your gasp?"
A wicked smile twitched upon his face as he spoke "We're not selling anyone and definitely not you but instead we're buying their son."
Then everything seemed so clear to me. This marriage was nothing but a deal to acquire another tribe and after I became that so called alpha's wife, me and my father would have two tribes means double power. Now a wicked smile twitched on my face as my thoughts swam in the ocean of thoughts just to interrupted by my stupid brother.
"Don't you dare considering this offer, Cassandra. My brother yelled and my smile grew bigger, he looked at me, eye to eye before speaking so he could have full impact on his me. "Maybe it's good for our tribe but this is wrong, you deserve to be loved by your mate just like he that guy does, you are too young to decide-"
"I'm agreeing for this deal." I interrupted my brother and that one sentence put an end to everything.
Even though I always wanted to marry for love but after becoming an alpha I realised that love was something unreasonable for me and I must remain without a soulmate because I was destined to be alone.
My father jumped in happiness and kissed my forehead and left the room for whatever reason that I couldn't care less about.
"Why would you say 'yes'?" My brother voice came from at the end of the room.
I looked at him questionably as I had no idea what he meant. "Don't look at me like that, you know what I mean"
"It's for greater good, you won't understand" My father said as he glided back into the room in happiness.
My father's mockery always took best out of my brother. In his place he was right I'm too young to decide an issue that concerned my entire life but if it could done any good for my tribe then I would choose it decisively.
James picked up his jacket and left angrily. I tried to stop him but it was of no use he was already out of the door. I sighed and looked at my father and he just shrugged it off.
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Night has fallen and James was nowhere to be seen although he always wandered on human world so much that now we became perpetual to his absence, we ate in silence the only topic that me and my father talked about was political matters. When I was having the heavenly dessert of my night, my father's words put sour taste in my mouth.
"They will visit us tomorrow or the day after tomorrow according to their comfort."
I looked at his direction and nodded and we were back again at the silence where only spoons and forks were making the sound.
Night grew deeper and my father and I had a long conversation on the political strategies involving many different tribes. Everything was back as normal as it was before the fight has occurred, people, family and innocents were safe and secure.
My father fall asleep on the chairs in the living room. He slept half of his life in this room so without disturbing him I closed the windows.
As I was departing the room he started murmuring my mother's name. Maybe he acted tough and fought with us all the time but at the end we all loved the one person we lost forever.
Maybe he was not the world's best father but he was world's best husband.
If only people would knew how much he loved my mother they wouldn't rise finger at him and his choices.
My mother and father were equals, they both treated each other with respect and kindness.
My mom used to say "The first step of loving is being respected and if you can't then leave."
After I woke up only one thing consumed my thought and mind that was marriage. My mother would be so shocked and disappointed with me if she was alive she would never let me marry like this, to be bargained myself for title and power but what was to be happen had to happen.Even though my mother would hate me for this but she was everything to me, she was my first teacher, friend and guardian. When I was with her I was my most purest self, I could be anything I wanted in front of her. When I was young, I was a very notorious child and my mother loved it. She taught me everything, She used to say I was like her. She used to say "respect was the highest virtue a person could ever have as it needs to be build throughout your life but it could be tarnished in a single wrong step." Looks like today, I was about to do exactly opposite of that, sell my respect and dignity fo
I sat in the council room, waiting for our tribe's clans representatives to submit their reports so I could work accordingly.A tribe is formed by joining different clans and every clan has it's own representative who has one job that was to perpetuate the peace between the people living in them and between different clans.After so many years of war between vampires and werewolves we started developing and civilising ourselves because at that time vampires were more civilized than us, as they used to live around humans which was the main reason why we had a very hard time dealing with them but after having economical stability and civilization, both vampires and werewolves had a peace treaty, one of the major treaty stated that they would never trespass our lands or hunt on our lands and same goes for us. 
The Red Moon day arrived but this time my family, the creature of full moon weren't happy. The occasion of Red Moon day came in every 3 years and that time when the moon shine upon us we all feel powerful than ever. Every wolf life depend upon it's pack and tribe so that particular day when the moon was at its peak every wolf unconsciously shape-shifts to their natural worm because wolf are most powerful at its animal form. Its been our ritual for so long, the tribe gather up together to feel enlightened, more powered and stronger.The phase of red moon day was random it could occur anytime on the month of spring but this time the Red Moon Day came at the day of my mother's death anniversary though the rituals couldn't be changed nor would my mother wanted them changed so we would do things as we did every other year.My family would pay respect to our mother at her grave and after that we would celebrate the Red Moon Day on the outski
The moon looked as it was blood shot and people admired the color of it, red the symbol of love, power and danger but people always forgot that this Red moon was blue too which changed to Red.Just like me, from being a naive girl to something very dangerous.As the Red moon rose to it's peak we all unconsciously changed into our animal form. The moonlight bleeds out of the moon and dripped on the creature of full moon. By losing ourselves we found us again. This red moon was the proof of the power that nature held upon us. If the nature has the power to heal us, it held the power to destroy us.As the moon gradually started to fall we came back to our senses, a wolf howled in a distance, It was not just an ordinary howl it was a warning for invasion. Someone has just trespassed our territory, just like last time and this time again whatsoever that wolf was, he or she would not live long enough anymore.
"Take me to the human world" I commanded my brother and he unknowingly bow to my command.He looked puzzled by my command but knew even if he asked me he would got nothing out of me so instead he went to my father.My brother and father both stood side by side and I stood facing them. My father and my gaze locked with each other, the tension in the room build up as James waited for someone to broke the ominous silence and to his releif, it was my father who did it."Why you need to go there, it's a despicable place!" My father said without even concerning over the matter.I didn't want him to know anything untill I was sure about my motives for going to the human world because hiw could I explain it to him when I was not even sure about my mate. So instead I lied."I have a sudden urge of exploring it that's it" I said without meeting their gazes.&nb
I left the human world but my heart didn't wanted to and after fighting with my own conflicting thoughts and pride I made the decision to come back and continue my search but this time I would to it properly. I had to do this, I'm not going to be the one called cheater."This won't do, I have to meet Eric." I thought to myself as I entered the woods. Instead of walking I changed my animal form and ran into the forest. Many wolves who were patrolling howled to pay their respect for my return but I had no time for them today.Once I reached home, I quickly changed into my previous clothing and ran downstairs to my father's room. "I'm going to meet Eric." My father looked confused. "Nebula Tribe's alpha, father.""Stop!" He shouted and made me stop at my feet. "Is it going break the alliance and ruin my plan?""Probably yes." I replied. Before he could say anything else I took my
Ten years from now."Your kids will never find their mates because they are born without the bond of mate in their life." The Moon goddess made it very clear. "But if they still find their mates then calamity awaits you and your tribe."My whole family looked shocked and disappointed but still my mother refused to believe the moon goddess. She never cared about what other people said, not even the moon goddess.When the moon goddess left our premises my mother held us in her arms and said. "You will find your mate when the right time come, love is different it comes in many size and forms. Don't worry about it."Hate would be a strong word to imply but my mother hated the moon goodness and same went for the moon goodness.My mother used to believe that nobody but yourself was responsible for you own life, the good choices you made would lead you to good life and if you choos
I knew one step towards him would change my life forever. Maybe my own people would judge me, my father would be tormented and James, well he would be the only happy person as it would end my marriage from Eric Millar.My mate was a human, a mere vulnerable human and whatever I call it blessing or curse he was the one for me.My eyes searched for him but he was no longer there with my wolf olfactory power I found him. He was just a street away I followed him for a little while which I was a little guilty of. When I found ourselves in a little more deserted and quieter place I jumped right in front of him, scaring him out of his wits and I had no intention of doing so but thats how it happened, no regrets though."What are you?" He gasped in surprise as his eyes widen in shook.I smiled at him, my most innocent smile and said plainly. "Whatever you want me to be."
When I decided to leave my own mate for the sake of my tribe, my heart shattered into thousands of pieces and hundreds of them swept away with him but still there had been some pieces left in me which now were all gone.The only person I had full faith on, that was my brother had left me saying that he would kill me, himself.Yes, I cried, bawling my eyes out. I couldn't pretend that I was fine anymore. I was devastated how could I not be. I was leaving my truest better half in this world because a werewolf couldn't have a human as their mate. Humans, in the eyes of werewolves were weak and vulnerable creatures and anyone associating with them also seen as weak and for the sake of love I couldn't be seen as weak but what if the destiny itself choose us to be mate? Well I guessed I would never knowThe tears just wouldn't stop, I thought after awhile my eyes would be dry again but that didn't happen. All the creatures who died for love
I departed from Leo's home in a rush because I knew if I stayed a little bit longer I wouldn't be able to repress myself from telling him the truth about the difference of our worlds. I was ashamed at myself because I lied to him but more than that I was in agony that I couldn't love him anymore but the question still remain, how oneself stop loving someone, was it even that simple or easy? Because right now it felt like my heart was shattering in thousands of pieces as I was taking each step away from him.All of this was not about me, it was about us. I could never ask him to make such an immense sacrifice for me, to leave human world for me, away from his family, friends and everything he was connected and born with, neither could I sacrifice everything and live with him her. It was impossible. I was the alpha, I fought so hard for this; putting people's judgement, narrow mind and thoughts aside I stood where I deserved to stand and I wouldn't let that
Finally we reached his lovely house, it was a beautiful house with wooden walls and roof just like I had in my world such a wolf taste even though there was nothing extraordinary about the house and green plants in front of his house but when he opened the main door of his house a whip of scent came inside my nostrils and I inhaled a deep breath, I could sense a strong scent of werewolves, not just one werewolf but two different werewolves. Lucky me! Overly excited about it I barged inside his house and to my delight I could smell the scent of werewolf all around me. At that moment I felt wonderful as if my dreams were coming true but then there was another smell, smell of a human, smell of Leo. He stood behind me watching me carefully as I was some kind of weird creature jumping around his house. “Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked him.&
Being alpha was never easy even when my father was on the throne, assassination, murders, assault was an another phase of alpha's life. Just like me my father was always the target of other tribes but one night they got way beyond the line to wound my father. It was an ominous night and no moon at sight therefore no light. My mother's fingers stroked my forehead so I would sleep early. Father was not home, he was always busy with his meetings but he always informed us about it. Mother always waited for my father to come even though they were inseparable but both my parents understood their responsibilities. Mother lay beside me, she smiled at me and I returned the smile. I was just about to fall sleep and suddenly we heard our living room window shatter. Terror struck my and my mother's eyes, she was as horrified as I was but she hid it beautifully even though her eyes betrayed her. She hugged me t
When my father and brother returned with company I wished they hadn't. If there was any way the Millars couldn't come tonight it would be really nice to hear but unfortunately they were here.I stood up from my chair and nodded at Amelia's direction purely out of courtsey. We all sat down, my father sat on head seat just because of his age, James on my father's right then me on James right. Amelia and Eric sat front of James and me respectively.As we eat Amelia started the conversation on weather which didn't last long and neither of us were up for the small talks. No one spoke for a long time the only voices that could be heard were the voices of forks and plates clinking.Eric broke the silence with his words filled with wittiness. "Your daughter sir, came into my room to meet me late at night." My father turned his head towards me and gave me a knowing look. Eric smiled at me wickedly.
I knew one step towards him would change my life forever. Maybe my own people would judge me, my father would be tormented and James, well he would be the only happy person as it would end my marriage from Eric Millar.My mate was a human, a mere vulnerable human and whatever I call it blessing or curse he was the one for me.My eyes searched for him but he was no longer there with my wolf olfactory power I found him. He was just a street away I followed him for a little while which I was a little guilty of. When I found ourselves in a little more deserted and quieter place I jumped right in front of him, scaring him out of his wits and I had no intention of doing so but thats how it happened, no regrets though."What are you?" He gasped in surprise as his eyes widen in shook.I smiled at him, my most innocent smile and said plainly. "Whatever you want me to be."
Ten years from now."Your kids will never find their mates because they are born without the bond of mate in their life." The Moon goddess made it very clear. "But if they still find their mates then calamity awaits you and your tribe."My whole family looked shocked and disappointed but still my mother refused to believe the moon goddess. She never cared about what other people said, not even the moon goddess.When the moon goddess left our premises my mother held us in her arms and said. "You will find your mate when the right time come, love is different it comes in many size and forms. Don't worry about it."Hate would be a strong word to imply but my mother hated the moon goodness and same went for the moon goodness.My mother used to believe that nobody but yourself was responsible for you own life, the good choices you made would lead you to good life and if you choos
I left the human world but my heart didn't wanted to and after fighting with my own conflicting thoughts and pride I made the decision to come back and continue my search but this time I would to it properly. I had to do this, I'm not going to be the one called cheater."This won't do, I have to meet Eric." I thought to myself as I entered the woods. Instead of walking I changed my animal form and ran into the forest. Many wolves who were patrolling howled to pay their respect for my return but I had no time for them today.Once I reached home, I quickly changed into my previous clothing and ran downstairs to my father's room. "I'm going to meet Eric." My father looked confused. "Nebula Tribe's alpha, father.""Stop!" He shouted and made me stop at my feet. "Is it going break the alliance and ruin my plan?""Probably yes." I replied. Before he could say anything else I took my
"Take me to the human world" I commanded my brother and he unknowingly bow to my command.He looked puzzled by my command but knew even if he asked me he would got nothing out of me so instead he went to my father.My brother and father both stood side by side and I stood facing them. My father and my gaze locked with each other, the tension in the room build up as James waited for someone to broke the ominous silence and to his releif, it was my father who did it."Why you need to go there, it's a despicable place!" My father said without even concerning over the matter.I didn't want him to know anything untill I was sure about my motives for going to the human world because hiw could I explain it to him when I was not even sure about my mate. So instead I lied."I have a sudden urge of exploring it that's it" I said without meeting their gazes.&nb