When he got to the car Jacob saw that I was looking a little lost and pulling my cheeks told me:
- Don't give it too much importance, I echo it, echo is, now let's focus on what happens to us.
I looked at him with a confused face.
- Hope to land change.
- Uh, sorry, I'm a little out of it.
- Don't worry, now tell me what room number do I touch you?
-205 in this same building (I said often).
- Come on, I'll help you get everything up.
Think:
And fence that there were many things, the good thing is that we touch individual rooms, because with such a mess that I'm going to love to organize everything, ugh would drive others crazy.
When Jacob was about to take the first box to get them out of the vehicle, I said to him in a soft voice.
- With what happened today, you think things will go well.
He said in a firm voice.
- It doesn't matter if they don't go well, I'm here and by your sid
The big day was present, and after having spent a crazy Sunday Monday morning showed up, I was in a house that for me was completely strange, with a father that I can not stand. I heard knocks and long before I could utter a word Seliet opened the door as if it were her room. —If you are going to enter without even giving you permission, because you knock on the door, sometimes I do not know what you have in your head (while leaving my eyes blank) —It's simple Ronan, I like to bother you... He's so sinic he admits it. —"I can't stand you," I said. Seliet said as she winked at me... —You do it because deep down you're fond of me. —Love you, I love you. Please Never. Yes it was appreciated, but I was not going to admit, for me it would look strange coming from a man to another man; on second thought, he's like the brother I never had, since I was eight years has had to endure my bad mood, my changes of character,
I could not contain the emotion the truth, my happiness was indescribable, he has made vibrate my be from some years ago, but eh not been able to tell him that I like, not for fear of him, but you just don't want to feel again the rejection, as long as you know that among us there is a love so unique and just us I will be happy maybe that's why I understood that I didn't need the dark glasses, more than anything, who should want to first I am myself.- Every day that passes you melt my heart.(He said while he never looked away from me and his eyes were wet)I responded attentively to him.- Why do you say that?- I just can't stop thinking about the wonderful woman you've become, my little Hope.It felt strange I'm barely 1 year younger than his person, but for sure it sounds very nice coming from him.- Wonderful I'm not, I've just grown up with experience. Rejection has not been able to turn off my being, it hurts yes, it feels hor
I did not know how to react, what to do or what to think, during my childhood and part of what is now my adult life I had the hope of being able to see her, to be able to hug her, to be able to tell her mom and how much I needed her; I preferred a thousand times that she was missing and that the word death was not related to that fact.I tried to lie I didn't want to hear anymore...—I don't know anyone by that name.He said while I still turned my back on him.—You'll have the pants to deny it.—I really don't know who you're talking about, I don't know this Margaret girl, so let me go.I wanted to escape from that place, what I was hearing couldn't be true, tears flowed from my eyes, but I didn't know why, I couldn't be crying for someone I didn't know.—Then because you're wearing her necklace, and because your body is tense when you hear about her Hope.—And you that... (while drying my face)..
I went from being at a party for the first time to having a mess of thoughts and confusion, all I could do was keep my head down, this couldn't be happening, I was so immersed in my mind that I didn't feel Jacob calling me until I touched my shoulder and came back to reality. Jacob Express. —Hope tell me the truth that happened, it is not common to see you so distracted it is as if only your body is here. One thing Yin emphasized was the fact that for the time being no one had to know what little he had told me to avoid exposing them to danger, only to not look so strange I could say that he was indeed my uncle and even that we knew it was something that others could not digest so easily. I shook my head and asked Jacob to get me out of that place, so I raised my face slightly and looked straight at Jacob and begged him. —Jacob I don't feel well, we can go. Although I wasn't quite attentive to Mary and William I could see from the corn
Something in me told me that I should stick my head out, when I did it and there I saw him, lying on the ground shaking, in my mind there was a fight between two beings one who asked me to do the right thing and help him and another who celebrated the fact of seeing him like this and asked me to leave him lying there. No matter how stupid he was with me, I couldn't leave him like that, so the being who asked me to help him won, I left my wallet on the desk and took off my heels, I approached him and foolishly tried to wake him up without getting any answer, I thought of shouting to see if someone answered me, but, probably they would treat me as crazy or they could even accuse me of wanting to kill him, of course if there was someone in the building because most, if not all, were at the party, also most of the campus saw him hit early after our argument so instead of helping him something told me that the first thing they would do would be judge me. Take forces, stil
I could not get Seliet away, also that fucking fever that came out of nowhere did not give up, again I felt that I was fading it was as if that necklace called me out loud and again I lost consciousness, ending up consumed once again by the darkness and wrapped in that horrible nightmare, but for some reason it was no longer so strange to me.The face of that woman became familiar to me, that dream made me witness of her death of how they stuck a sword in her belly, her eyes became glassy full of tears, I saw how she tried to crawl wanting to get to where I knew her baby, but as much as I try she could not get it, in her hand there was a necklace, I could not believe it, it was the same one that Hope wears around her neck, the same one that I touched this afternoon, I saw her say goodbye and with her soul shattered I saw her have to leave this world alone, life escaped his eyes leaving his body empty as if it were a simple shell, the only thing left was desolation in that her
There I am, inside that room submerged even in a trance in my dreams, having Ronan close makes me feel as if I was at home, my being tries to hold on to him as if I knew him of yesteryear, as if it were the only thing that binds me to the earth and immersed in my thoughts I feel like the necklace in my chest insists me to approach him, it is as if my body has its own mind while I am unconscious. I do not know what happened while I slept, but I feel the heat of a body that entangles me in its arms, there lies inert and all agony in me disappears.I feel the clarity of the morning and when I open my eyes Ronan is no longer lying next to me, he did not appreciate even the fact that I took care of him, in short, he is a complete jerk. I feel angry and I shouldn't, I just fulfilled the fact of taking care of someone who needed it, but I would have preferred to see him smile thanking me.The memories of what happened the previous night return to my mind and after getting out
For a moment I found it funny and even nice to see the two in plan to challenge each other measuring forces against each other, I can not deny seeing them act like this only makes me want to see them really fight, I am a lover of fights and Jacob witnesses that not for nothing I am an expert in martial arts techniques.Everything was as if it were a film that was out of focus and in slow motion so we did not realize when the professor arrived, when everything returned to calm we all placed ourselves straight in the seats as if we were a corps of soldiers in perfect battalion formation.I heard the girls whisper about Ronan how cute he seemed and how it was a waste that Linda Diamond was his girlfriend.Girlfriend! that word stirred my senses, but I could not afford to prove that it caused a bad taste in my mouth.The professor struck a marker that he had in his hand against the table making that noise make me return to my senses and often he presented him