Chapter 163Cleo Nothing is more scarier than watching your kid fall ill in front of you. I'd like to believe that I'm a good parent and that I always know what's going on with my kids but recently I noticed that Andrew wasn't eating as much as he should be and I had to actually sit down and make sure that he finished his food . Although Angelo is the disciplinarian between the both of us and I'm the fun one he tends to miss out on certain behaviors that are red flags and it's behavior that's becoming more common if he wants to hide things or not do what he's told. Behavior works like downloading a program into your child. You want to program your child to be what you want him/ her to behave like. When it comes to the kids we allow them to be who they are without holding them back . I can tell you without a doubt that every kid is special in their own way and we appreciate them and accept them for who they are and who they want to be. Ava loves everyone she meets and she is the gl
Chapter 164 Angelo You don't feel like you're doing something wrong until someone points out that you are doing something wrong and it's damaging to you in some way directly or indirectly and this time I think that I I'm starting to realize that I am feeling everyone because the way I feel no matter what I do no matter how hard I try it feels like I'm not doing enough if it's not at work it's at home and if it's not at home it's with my relationship and I'm lucky enough to have an understanding wife who understands how emotions work because I just feel like emotions are a hindrance. I know that I love my wife and that's one thing that I'm sure of that I love her unconditionally and I love my kids to bits but sometimes I feel like he motions just block out what needs to be done and sometimes I just want to be practical and get the job done and the perfectionist side of me that I think comes from my father wants to make sure that things are done thoroughly and correctly.My son scared
Chapter 165Cleo It always breaks my heart when I see Blue and Pio fighting . I don't know how to put it but its like watching two of your special humans being on opposite sides of the field and they are at war with each other directly and indirectly I knew that Pio who's going to be indignant about what he had done, and Michelangelo being Michelangelo his a practical guy his struggles with feelings and it's something that I've addressed with him so many times he is able to feel and he is able to live with that position but he doesn't seem to want to be vulnerable to the kids and that's where the problem lies because as soon as he becomes vulnerable that's when the kids will open up and be friendly with him. Pio we'll talk when he's ready. He is constantly forcing him to come clean and tell him why he did what he did and he needs time to process his emotions and feelings and realized that what he did was wrong he still a child and he doesn't know right from wrong but as time goes
Chapter 166AngeloEverybody gets to a point where they feel like they're not doing alright. we all have a dark room that we all go into whether it's in our heads or in a split second or in a moment of rage or a fit of anger.I think I've come to the conclusion that I am two people and one because I'm one way at work and then I'm the other way at home at work. I would never cry. I would never show any sort of emotion. I mean emotionless but everything I do as my wife said is driven by emotion because I'm human after all and it's only when I feel safe around someone that I show my true emotions.I have a lot going on and the last thing I want is to not be the kind of father that I want to be I want to be a great father I want to be a father who's always there for their children is a postage for an who always shows up for them regardless even if I have a meeting I will show up for my kids events. It's the same thing that my wife said she doesn't like making promises to our children that
Chapter 167 Cleo I probably know when my husband is mad at me and I think after the meeting he had with his father and my brother he was livid. Just before he went and talked to both of them I pulled Romano aside and told him what was going on . I told him how I was feeling with regards to my husband protecting his other family members who were antagonizing me and none more so than the woman who is pulling all the strings and making people do her dirty work on her behalf Rosa . When Jane landed the personal assistant gig at Luca working for my husband I had to keep things professional because eyebrows were going to raise if I objected and I had to make a hard decision. I know my ex-best friend doesn't just do things she does things with purpose and intent . She's always been purposeful in her and her actions she would never just marry someone or she would never just decide to play house with someone that she claims that she loves and if he does love him then it's a messed up rela
Chapter 168 Angelo I think all my relationships are meant to fail or is it me who doesn't know how to love? Cleo had always been my anchor. Even though there have been times when we don't talk at all , times when we were at odds she's always been my biggest supporter and she's always been faithful to me . I have never given her any reason for her to doubt me and she's never died with me he's always trusted me and I've never done the same which is better my part because she expects the same from me and even though there have been times where I've showed it to her that I do trust her and that she is my one and only and My ride or die I just feel like lately every decision I've been making has been wrong.There's a reason why I don't want to make the first move where my other family is concerned and that's my mother's side of the family granted that I haven't spent time with my father and I want to make up for lost time and I need to do it in a way that benefits both me and my father a
Chapter 169CleoI don't believe that I went to school to go study how to crack secret I didn't go to school to study how to grade secrets however I went to school to learn how to uncover them and expose the truth I kinda like have Scorpio in my chart that the Scorpio in inPluto so yeah it's at the right place as much as I have bright side I do have a dark side too but I don't know what you call it when you are able to balance both your dark and bright side but I'm starting to believe that I can do that but sometimes the one or the other takes over and when that happens I just have to embrace and I go in order to achieve some sort of balance because if I hold onto something then it defeats the purpose of me feeling whatever I need to feel to go through whatever I need to go through and this time I don't think I'm going through anything that I can't handle that I can't handle.Yesterday I was suffering the after-effects of what I had done and I did it for a good reason first things fir
Chapter 170AngeloThere's been times when I've been mad my better half and there's been times when I don't know how to feel because I'm feeling everything and nothing at the same time I don't understand why she did what she did and it's not like he cheated on me but she did really made me look like I was incompetent and she doesn't see it that way he sees it as her trying to knock some sense into me because I'm busy protecting my other family it's my other family it's part of me I'm a combination of both gangs that happened to be enemies so why the hell should I be treating them any different more specifically my aunt who I know will strike at any given moment and at any given moment at my family, they say keep your friends close and your enemies closer and that's what I'm doing but she doesn't get that I'm trying to protect her.Yesterday evening when I tried to talk to her she had to work and I'm jus
Chapter 396AngeloI love planning things,right down to the last detail and with everything that's been going on I feel as if I didn't plan this probably because I didn't plan this probably I decided to just go an impromptu road trip with my wife and that was a great idea and all that now so I don't regret it because I forgot that the place that I was taking Cleo to was the same place that I had Seen someone that I thought I could trust a long time ago. I just remembered when I was alerted by security that someone I knew was in the premises I thought nothing of it until Cleopatra alerted me to the fact that something might be actually wrong and something was in actual fact wrong because she had a feeling that she wasn't alone in the house but she brushed it off like many other feelings she has when she is with me and I don't wa
Chapter 395 Cleo While having dinner with my guy and you're how I realized something I realized that he is a scared as I am of losing me as I was scared of losing him to someone I knew him better than I did and the fact of the matter is we knew each other and you that we wanted to be with each other so at a point where we're sitting opposite each other trying to figure out what could make a relationship break and how best to spend time with each other I'm just saying for that I have the relationship that I have with him because our relationship has been one for the books and to be honest we've been through so much in a short space of time that we just needed a breather and I'm just thankful that he decided to do what he did because he's normally a guy who normally plans and executes without fail. Dinner with Michelangelo without a doubt was amazing and it was awesome we got the chance to talk and figure out what we needed to in terms of our work situation he doesn't want me wor
Chapter 394 Angelo There are times when you question the decisions that you've made and there are days when you understand why you made the decisions that you made, some decisions that you made were made in difficult circumstances,and some of the decisions that you made in terms of desperation actually turned out to be the best decisions you've made ,but there are some decisions that you need to take your time and making and that's the decision that you always want to make when you or choosing the person you want to get married to.I for one don't think that I was going to be married to a woman like Cleopatra and the more I think about it the more I see how our stars were aligned and everything was working in our favor. If this afternoon has anything to go by I just can't wait for tonight. I was busy preparing dinner when I received a call from Carlo . The phone I was using wasn't easily trackable and the signal on the side was jammed with regards to the tracking devices that we
Chapter 393Cleo I think I've gotten good at some things while I was handling life With Angelo and the kids. hiding stuff and bookkeeping stuff secret has never been easier but it's never easy when you've got to hide things from the person that you love it's not personal things that you have to hide its work things that you have to hide and sometimes the personal stuff takes the back burner but today was a bit different because I was talking to the kids and enjoying myself with Michelangelo and not eating and not eating his favorite fish paste sandwich. I've been through a lot with Michelangelo. I just need to take stock of what has happened so far with him and how marriage has been. I'm not like you. The first couple of years of our marriage were hectic. I find myself going to sleep asking myself why I get married to such a man and why the hell I get married to a man that I don't even know but then again the universe works with you and not against you, and there also has to be a r
Chapter 392 Angelo I'm not good with planning surprises in fact I am the worst at planning surprises because Cleopatra is the one who knows how to keep things from me and she knows how to keep things from me and such a way that I don't go searching because once I start searching I will not stop but in her case I can see why she has been feeling the way she's been feeling because I've been neglecting her emotional needs as practical as I can be I need to be the same way when it comes to my emotions and throwing motion towards the people that matter to me and had been a really long week and make that a couple of days because from the time that I decided that it was okay to take a road trip I decided that it was also okay not to go home for a little while because I needed some time to myself and I needed some time with my wife alone without any disturbances without any people telling me that I can't do this I can't do that or without any deadlines I know that the company is in good han
Chapter 391 Cleo Michelangelo tends to brood a lot and when you ask the question I know that he has given it a lot of thought and it's something that's bothering him , since he is a practical man feelings equate to actions so he would ruin his actions rather than feelings that he's feeling something and he is under the impression that I only married him because I had to because he had ask me a question if I ever regret marrying him and truth be told I don't regret marrying him but he doesn't see it that way and I'm glad that we have this break so that I could tell him that I get him and that I'm trying to find a better way to communicate with him and tell him that he has nothing to worry about . I don't regret marrying my husband and wife I'm actually thankful that I married my husband because he is good for me in more ways than one I could be having a bad day and then I see his face and everything else that was going on about my bad day , would evaporate, because I would see his
Chapter 390 Angelo I here's one thing I know it's that Cleopatra has a tendency of keeping stuff from me until I really need to know what's going on and when I do find out what's going on I sometimes wonder why was she keeping it from me in the first place I have ever heard her speaking to my mother and my mother had asked her if she had told me something that I don't know and I needed to know everything there was to know about the deal that she was mediating for the fact that knew that my uncle was in Italy but she didn't tell me why he was in Italy and that was one of the things that but me was that he couldn't just leave his company to me and then just fly away is one of those people who are accurate and they will check and fact check everything. I was just about done with breakfast when I heard Cleopatra talking to my mother and she was talking to her like she's talking to me normally and kind of thankful that they have a relationship that they can communicate properly and ta
Chapter 389 Cleo Garry is the Type of person that you don't mess with me is similar to Rosa in many ways he is like the male version of Rosa once he puts his mind on something he will see it to completion and it doesn't matter how many obstacles getting his way he will make sure that he gets what he wants at the end of the day I figured that out when I was captured because he wasn't taking no for an answer he wanted to know that Michelangelo words the surfer in a way because he didn't like him the only way I found out that he was working with his ex-wife who is now his wife which is hella confusing but makes sense and away was that; she was there to oversee everything that needed to be overseen and with regards to a lot of things that happened they happened chronologically normally things that happen at the spur of the moment like what Michelangelo decided to do happen at the spur of the moment and you understand that he is driven by emotion and feeling and he's being emotional a
Chapter 388 Angelo I understand the nature of the business that I'm in and I understand the family that I have been born into being a family that is messed up that has layers upon layers of darkness and secrets that they are keeping . I also understand that I can never be too careful and made show that I took different routes to where I was headed with my wife I know that she wanted to talk to the kids but I told her that it would be two days but now it's pouring running on 3 days cause this was the second day that we were on the road ,I never do things impromptu I normally plan things out and I do things that are required based on information that is given and fact-checking and double-checking and cross-checking everything that I need to check before I make a decision and with regards to making a decision I normally take my time but something about Cleopatra it just makes you want to be as pragmatic as I can be not to say that I haven't been pragmatic but she makes me want to tak