Chapter 168 Angelo I think all my relationships are meant to fail or is it me who doesn't know how to love? Cleo had always been my anchor. Even though there have been times when we don't talk at all , times when we were at odds she's always been my biggest supporter and she's always been faithful to me . I have never given her any reason for her to doubt me and she's never died with me he's always trusted me and I've never done the same which is better my part because she expects the same from me and even though there have been times where I've showed it to her that I do trust her and that she is my one and only and My ride or die I just feel like lately every decision I've been making has been wrong.There's a reason why I don't want to make the first move where my other family is concerned and that's my mother's side of the family granted that I haven't spent time with my father and I want to make up for lost time and I need to do it in a way that benefits both me and my father a
Chapter 169CleoI don't believe that I went to school to go study how to crack secret I didn't go to school to study how to grade secrets however I went to school to learn how to uncover them and expose the truth I kinda like have Scorpio in my chart that the Scorpio in inPluto so yeah it's at the right place as much as I have bright side I do have a dark side too but I don't know what you call it when you are able to balance both your dark and bright side but I'm starting to believe that I can do that but sometimes the one or the other takes over and when that happens I just have to embrace and I go in order to achieve some sort of balance because if I hold onto something then it defeats the purpose of me feeling whatever I need to feel to go through whatever I need to go through and this time I don't think I'm going through anything that I can't handle that I can't handle.Yesterday I was suffering the after-effects of what I had done and I did it for a good reason first things fir
Chapter 170AngeloThere's been times when I've been mad my better half and there's been times when I don't know how to feel because I'm feeling everything and nothing at the same time I don't understand why she did what she did and it's not like he cheated on me but she did really made me look like I was incompetent and she doesn't see it that way he sees it as her trying to knock some sense into me because I'm busy protecting my other family it's my other family it's part of me I'm a combination of both gangs that happened to be enemies so why the hell should I be treating them any different more specifically my aunt who I know will strike at any given moment and at any given moment at my family, they say keep your friends close and your enemies closer and that's what I'm doing but she doesn't get that I'm trying to protect her.Yesterday evening when I tried to talk to her she had to work and I'm jus
Chapter 171 Cleo Angelo reads like a book and he is a practical guy. If something's wrong he usually finds the solution to the problem. He's not that emotional but he reads like a book so if he sees something wrong he is resolution-driven to fix it he must have seen something or he must have heard something for him to do what he did this morning because it's already evening and he's pulled the Radio silence card on me . When called the kids this evening to say goodnight to them and ask them how their day went they told me that the day went well and that they saw their father physically and they got to spend some time with him but he was behaving strangely and part of me knew that Michelangelo went to go see the kids and he saw the kids inebriated. I was angry at him for what he did I was angry at him for doing what he said that he would do which is go back to using alcohol to cope with feelings that he supposed to communicate to me about there's nothing wrong with our marriage it'
Chapter 172AngeloThere have been days when I filled it up and wished that I didn't wake up. Those were the days before I met my wife and even though she was my girlfriend why and he saved every part of me that seemed to be drowning in seas of darkness she's always been the one person that has always made sense. I sometimes feel like I don't deserve what I have and I always make a mess of things. I know that she loves me and I know that she would never keep stuff from me that is important I just had to go digging and I found what I was looking for without looking for it I should have just locked out of the work email and not open the email that was sent to her because she knows how to give me the news that I need good or bad gently.I had no business snooping. I know when I'm wrong and whichever way you look at it be it up down sideways in between or straight, fact of the matter is that I was wrong and I didn't want to
Chapter 173CleoIf there's one thing that my relationship with my husband told me was that I should always have everything in order and I should always be on high alert question everything that's been put on the table and don't take anyone's word as the honest truth because sometimes things don't look like they seem and sometimes you need to just step back take a break and then get back to how things used to be but in a different way what's a bit of zest .When I called my mother to tell her that I needed her to make sure that my kids were ready because we were flying out and if you wanted to come to her come to you but she respectfully declined and asked me if my head was in the right space for me to make such decisions because Michelangelo had come through to see the kids and he was in a sad state and when the kids asked what was wrong she had to tell them that their dad wasn't okay in the head but he will be better a
Chapter 174 Angelo There are more things that I can forget that the one thing that I forgot was that this week was a special week for my wife , it was her birthday week and I forgot on top of that instead of being on my best behavior I was on my worst behavior. I know I wasn't supposed to go snooping but I went snooping and the end result was me finding out what I didn't want to find out what I was supposed to know when my wife told me but instead I accused her of being dishonest and not being upfront with me about the truth. It was up to her if she was going to tell me and what I should have done was wake up gently because I knew that she was tired and she was working overtime, talk to her but what I accidentally saw when I was logging into the work website and possibly give her an explanation as to what happened but no; I decided to think that she was keeping important information from me and I ghosted her the whole day indirectly hurting her and I did the one thing that I promise
Chapter 175Cleo I know for a fact that I always have to keep my guard up no matter where I am even though I am with friends and friends are there to help me when I need help. I know that I always have to be on high alert. As much as I don't want to admit it to myself I am only a heavy sleeper when my husband is around because I know that we are safe and the kids are safe to and nothing will happen to us because he is around however the past couple of days have been the most challenging to say the least because and he just exploded out of nowhere and decided to Ghost me.When Angelo is angry his explosions come in devil's and ignoring me and not answering my calls getting me worried and doing things that are out of character or his way of communicating to me that he is truly in fact angry at me for something that I might have said or did was on there that didn't say and in this case it's something that I didn't say. I wasn't aware that he was angry over information that I had not pro
Chapter 396AngeloI love planning things,right down to the last detail and with everything that's been going on I feel as if I didn't plan this probably because I didn't plan this probably I decided to just go an impromptu road trip with my wife and that was a great idea and all that now so I don't regret it because I forgot that the place that I was taking Cleo to was the same place that I had Seen someone that I thought I could trust a long time ago. I just remembered when I was alerted by security that someone I knew was in the premises I thought nothing of it until Cleopatra alerted me to the fact that something might be actually wrong and something was in actual fact wrong because she had a feeling that she wasn't alone in the house but she brushed it off like many other feelings she has when she is with me and I don't wa
Chapter 395 Cleo While having dinner with my guy and you're how I realized something I realized that he is a scared as I am of losing me as I was scared of losing him to someone I knew him better than I did and the fact of the matter is we knew each other and you that we wanted to be with each other so at a point where we're sitting opposite each other trying to figure out what could make a relationship break and how best to spend time with each other I'm just saying for that I have the relationship that I have with him because our relationship has been one for the books and to be honest we've been through so much in a short space of time that we just needed a breather and I'm just thankful that he decided to do what he did because he's normally a guy who normally plans and executes without fail. Dinner with Michelangelo without a doubt was amazing and it was awesome we got the chance to talk and figure out what we needed to in terms of our work situation he doesn't want me wor
Chapter 394 Angelo There are times when you question the decisions that you've made and there are days when you understand why you made the decisions that you made, some decisions that you made were made in difficult circumstances,and some of the decisions that you made in terms of desperation actually turned out to be the best decisions you've made ,but there are some decisions that you need to take your time and making and that's the decision that you always want to make when you or choosing the person you want to get married to.I for one don't think that I was going to be married to a woman like Cleopatra and the more I think about it the more I see how our stars were aligned and everything was working in our favor. If this afternoon has anything to go by I just can't wait for tonight. I was busy preparing dinner when I received a call from Carlo . The phone I was using wasn't easily trackable and the signal on the side was jammed with regards to the tracking devices that we
Chapter 393Cleo I think I've gotten good at some things while I was handling life With Angelo and the kids. hiding stuff and bookkeeping stuff secret has never been easier but it's never easy when you've got to hide things from the person that you love it's not personal things that you have to hide its work things that you have to hide and sometimes the personal stuff takes the back burner but today was a bit different because I was talking to the kids and enjoying myself with Michelangelo and not eating and not eating his favorite fish paste sandwich. I've been through a lot with Michelangelo. I just need to take stock of what has happened so far with him and how marriage has been. I'm not like you. The first couple of years of our marriage were hectic. I find myself going to sleep asking myself why I get married to such a man and why the hell I get married to a man that I don't even know but then again the universe works with you and not against you, and there also has to be a r
Chapter 392 Angelo I'm not good with planning surprises in fact I am the worst at planning surprises because Cleopatra is the one who knows how to keep things from me and she knows how to keep things from me and such a way that I don't go searching because once I start searching I will not stop but in her case I can see why she has been feeling the way she's been feeling because I've been neglecting her emotional needs as practical as I can be I need to be the same way when it comes to my emotions and throwing motion towards the people that matter to me and had been a really long week and make that a couple of days because from the time that I decided that it was okay to take a road trip I decided that it was also okay not to go home for a little while because I needed some time to myself and I needed some time with my wife alone without any disturbances without any people telling me that I can't do this I can't do that or without any deadlines I know that the company is in good han
Chapter 391 Cleo Michelangelo tends to brood a lot and when you ask the question I know that he has given it a lot of thought and it's something that's bothering him , since he is a practical man feelings equate to actions so he would ruin his actions rather than feelings that he's feeling something and he is under the impression that I only married him because I had to because he had ask me a question if I ever regret marrying him and truth be told I don't regret marrying him but he doesn't see it that way and I'm glad that we have this break so that I could tell him that I get him and that I'm trying to find a better way to communicate with him and tell him that he has nothing to worry about . I don't regret marrying my husband and wife I'm actually thankful that I married my husband because he is good for me in more ways than one I could be having a bad day and then I see his face and everything else that was going on about my bad day , would evaporate, because I would see his
Chapter 390 Angelo I here's one thing I know it's that Cleopatra has a tendency of keeping stuff from me until I really need to know what's going on and when I do find out what's going on I sometimes wonder why was she keeping it from me in the first place I have ever heard her speaking to my mother and my mother had asked her if she had told me something that I don't know and I needed to know everything there was to know about the deal that she was mediating for the fact that knew that my uncle was in Italy but she didn't tell me why he was in Italy and that was one of the things that but me was that he couldn't just leave his company to me and then just fly away is one of those people who are accurate and they will check and fact check everything. I was just about done with breakfast when I heard Cleopatra talking to my mother and she was talking to her like she's talking to me normally and kind of thankful that they have a relationship that they can communicate properly and ta
Chapter 389 Cleo Garry is the Type of person that you don't mess with me is similar to Rosa in many ways he is like the male version of Rosa once he puts his mind on something he will see it to completion and it doesn't matter how many obstacles getting his way he will make sure that he gets what he wants at the end of the day I figured that out when I was captured because he wasn't taking no for an answer he wanted to know that Michelangelo words the surfer in a way because he didn't like him the only way I found out that he was working with his ex-wife who is now his wife which is hella confusing but makes sense and away was that; she was there to oversee everything that needed to be overseen and with regards to a lot of things that happened they happened chronologically normally things that happen at the spur of the moment like what Michelangelo decided to do happen at the spur of the moment and you understand that he is driven by emotion and feeling and he's being emotional a
Chapter 388 Angelo I understand the nature of the business that I'm in and I understand the family that I have been born into being a family that is messed up that has layers upon layers of darkness and secrets that they are keeping . I also understand that I can never be too careful and made show that I took different routes to where I was headed with my wife I know that she wanted to talk to the kids but I told her that it would be two days but now it's pouring running on 3 days cause this was the second day that we were on the road ,I never do things impromptu I normally plan things out and I do things that are required based on information that is given and fact-checking and double-checking and cross-checking everything that I need to check before I make a decision and with regards to making a decision I normally take my time but something about Cleopatra it just makes you want to be as pragmatic as I can be not to say that I haven't been pragmatic but she makes me want to tak