Cleo
There are two sides to every coin. We all have a dark wolf which is ruled by fear and hate, and light wolf which is guided by love and faith. Both of these wolves are always at war with each other. The one you feed is the one that wins ... but there comes a point where you need to find a balance between the two;and the tricky part comes in knowing which wolf to feed and when. I had heard that parable a long time ago when I had serious anger issues. I have never had daddy issues... I have however had abandonment issues. Being left alone at a time when you need someone hurts and what hurts more at the moment is being betrayed by someone I trusted.
I was kidnapped by my mother in law to be , or may be not at the rate she is going its highly probable that she might want me out of her sons life for good . Besides my due date I was worried about the twins safety and if Rosa was able to get through using Izzy then it makes me wonder how sharp is the Luca security. They were with Romano and Claudio and they have a tendency to know that danger is coming before it happens. Angelo and I were going to find out later on in the week if we were going to have a baby boy or girl. He wanted a baby girl and I wanted a baby boy. We had decided that if it's a girl we are going to name her Ava and if it's a baby boy then we will name him Alexander. I needed to think positively. Daniel and Angelo will find me. The twins are safe and I just hope and pray that it's not a whole group that is behind my kidnapping. I took a deep breath and woke up. I didn't realize it until I opened my eyes ,and adjusted to my surroundings that my baby was kicking and it felt as if it was having fun moving around. I sent a litany of prayers up to heaven thanking God that we were both okay . I blinked hard and opened my eyes only to lock eyes with someone who had the same color eyes as Angelo. Rosa . It was cold and my throat hurt so badly it was burning.
" Well good morning Cleopatra ."
" It's not a good morning what gives."
"How are you ?"
I looked down and saw that my hands were in restraints. I wasn't scared but I felt like crying. This woman won't stop and she must be driven by something, or someone she looked like she was on a mission... A mission; to keep me away from his son and she was doing all she can. I took a deep breath and looked at Rosa impassively, and she smirked.
"My son deserves to be happy and you are in the way of his happiness. Do you know how much damage you two being together has caused?"
" To what : your image or reputation?"
" If you had chosen to be with Paul I'd be more accepting . You and yours wouldn't be in danger."
I shook my head and looked her straight in the eyes .
" What do you want and what's in it for you?"
" I thought you'd never ask little Miss sunshine... I want you to leave that family with your kids. Your brother can help you. Angelo will eventually stray again go back to his old ways. He almost killed you and the twins was just the tip of the iceberg. You don't know what kind of monster he can be. "
" I know who he is. I love him for who and what is and what he can be. Rosa I said yes to him. We have a family ."
"I am trying to protect you and your children and you think that I have it in for you."
"Your actions prove otherwise Rosa. "
" The Massa's are divided into two. Claudio aligned with the Romano and they went against a side of the family that won't hesitate to take you out ... my grandchildren included. I love them and no I am not on my meds . I have been stable. I see why my son loves you but I don't want him to get hurt again . "
" Rosa help me understand you because you have been mean to me for the longest of times. You've used Marc's child , and other people ..."
" To protect my own . I love you as much as I love my son... power tactics aside. Antonia also loves you even though she is jealous of everything and wants to hurt you."
Finally her other personality has a name. I took a deep breath because my baby was getting excited and she was kicking harder causing me to place my hands on my belly and wince. I bent down and talked to it;
"It's okay my angel we will be fine . "
" You are having a baby girl."
Rosa walked over to where I was seated and un-cuffed me. She placed her soft lavender scented palm on my cheek and when I looked at her gaze it turned from stern to maternal and my baby started kicking again she placed her hand on my belly and smiled causing me to dart my eyes from side to side . It would be stupid for me to try and run away or try and escape because; Sophia and Izzy were standing by the door with guns. I knew that they were well trained and they would shoot to kill under Rosa's demand.
" I should have found that out with Angelo. What were you doing going through my medical records?"
" I make it a point to know everything about my grandchildren and the girls my son dates. You were meant to be a distraction but he fell for you and so did Paul. You have something they want .Your brother gave you something the week Romano faked his death."
Deep down I knew what Rosa was talking about and if it was a pact I made with my brother. I knew if I sang like a robin at four in the morning he would hate me and disown me as his sister. I also need to protect the twins too, and to come think of it Daniel reminded me the other night about the promise we made to each other.
" I need to use the ladies room ."
Rosa nodded and out of nowhere she slapped me so hard I could hear the echo of the impact of the slap in the room .
" I tried playing nice with you. You are making it hard for me. I see why both my sons love you, but I will never , ever accept you or your relationship with Michelangelo. I can kill you if I like ..."
I heard an alarm go off and shots being fired outside .
" I will not tell you what you want to hear and you are not okay. You are only nice when you want something . You are selfish and I have tried to find every possible reason not to resent you ... but I can't . Your son will always choose me. He will always choose the twins and not you. If you do anything to hurt me , I promise you , the monster you think your son was then will be a drop in the ocean compared to the tiger wave that will come down on you if anything happens to either me or Ava ."
The second blow to my face was one I didn't see coming. Rosa had just turned so evil that she took out her gun and struck my head with the bottom of the gun . The last thing I remember was the lights going off and bullets flying .
I knew the pearl earrings Angelo gave me had a tracking device the question was how long would it take for them to get to me. I didn't care what happened to me as long as my baby girl was okay . If anything were to happen to her I would never forgive myself .
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AngeloI have a strong security team; combined with the Luca team we make an undeniably formidable team and the proof is in the pudding. It took us a couple of hours to find Cleo and by the time we found her my mother had done a number on her. I cannot hate my mother but one thing is for sure I will always choose Cleo .When Izzy was confronted by Daniel; when we raided my father's old warehouse she turned the gun on herself and took her own life . Daniel has been quiet since the incident and I was looking at Cleo's face. That's all I could do until she comes around and I can tell her how sorry I am that I failed her and our baby.I still didn't know if we were having a boy or girl. The cut on her head caused by how my mother struck her , knocked her out temporarily. Our baby was doing okay and I was thankful that my mother didn't cause more harm. I was holding Cleo's hand and praying hard
CheoAngelo and I are having a baby girl. If there is one thing I hate and dislike , it is losing a bet to my loving brother who I love with my whole heart. There is a secret I have kept from everyone including our mother. The only person who knew about it was the only person I made a pact with never to tell and I have kept my word . If only he could stop staring at the door hoping that someone who is gone for good could come walking in."Daniel?"" Hah."I placed a strawberry milkshake in front of him and sat across him by the window seat .I needed to gage where he was head space wise, because ever since we've come back from the hospital two weeks ago; he has been avoiding the elephant in the room and by that I don't mean me because I am overweight , I mean Izzy." I might be pregnant with Ava Eleanor, but that doesn't mean that I don't see what's going on."
AngeloIf there is one thing I absolutely detest more than anyone who threatens my family ,is someone who threatens my happiness . I love Cleo and call it a downfall or a bad trait that is in my nature, I am jealous man. I had said it once before and I will say it again I cannot love without possession. When Cleo returned from the hospital she had received gifts from a lot of people. Most of her friends sent her stuff from a baby shower she was supposed to have but didn't because she was still recovering we collected the gifts ; sent everyone a thank you note and gift and opened them. Ever since Cleo came back from the hospital she had been receiving flowers from an anonymous sender. The first thing that annoyed me was that she was keeping the flower deliveries secret and what made me a bit angry was the person they were from*FlashbackI was sitting by the window seat in Cleo's study and all I could smell
CleoI don't know how to feel. One moment I was fine and the next I was in excruciating pain? As soon as I hung up after calling my brother I tried to call Angelo but he didn't answer. I wasn't feeling okay and the Navy blue pants I was wearing felt warm and at first I thought nothing of it until I stood up and and it felt like more warm fluid was gushing down my legs. I placed my hand on my thigh looked at it and the stetch of fresh blood hit my nostrils before I could look at my hand.My attempt to stand up was not successful as I hit the floor with a loud thud, and then darkness ovacame me . I knew in my heart that it was too early to go into labor and something was gravely wrong. Whatever cruel trick fate was playing it has already won. I didn'
AngeloDaniel is a reliable guy and we have become the best of friends. I had a really bad start to my day and I was moody for some sort of odd reason. I guess I was still mad at Cleo for not telling me Marc was sending her the flowers and that we both left things on a bad note. Pio and pia continuously asked me if I loved Cleo , and truth be told I love her and still want her to be my wife .My mother has been booked into a mental facility. It was either that or jail time for kidnapping Cleo. I still love her and I love my wife to be even more. As for Sophia she was given a job she couldn't refuse and that was in another province since she had a bounty on her head for helping my mother out. I was held in a holding cell with heaven knows what cooked up people I was locked up with ,when I heard my name being called . The first thing I asked was ; where were my children and the answer I got was an apology for wrongfully arr
CleoMy brother has always been the dependable type. When you ask him to do something he always comes through. He usually has a poker face and you never know what's going on. When I started feeling pain I knew deep down in my heart that I had gone into labour and besides the fact that it was too soon , the blood was a concern .When Daniel came in he was screaming my name when I came around and when I looked at him he told me to stay awake for both Ava and my sake . He made a call and drove me to his hospital which was in the estate. It didn't take long before I was on my back and h hooked on to all sorts of machines I could hear Ava's heart beat , and my heart too . As thankful as I was; I was feeling so scared and the only person I could think of besides Ava, was Angelo. The twins were already excited about adding a new edition to the family and God willing if we both make it out of the hospi
AngeloThe last person I ever deal with her and the mess she made . The twins were not as traumatized as I thought but they gave me the impression that; they were a bit unsettled and with good reason. Pio knew that Cleo was in trouble before Salvatore drove me to the hospital. The private wing wasn't easily accessible and security was tight . When Sal parked the car he parked it on a reserved parking spot written LUCA and we were sent through to the wing via an elevator that required a code to go in and out of . As soon as we made it into the area where Cleo was kept they made us sit in a waiting room that smelt of coffee and freshly baked pastries.I couldn't stomach anything until I knew how my wife to be and child were out of harm's way. I was lost in my thoughts when Salvatore spoke ;"Massa."" Sal."" Okay just because I love Cleo I will let
CleoI don't know how to feel . Physically I am tired and all I want to know is if Ava is okay so to that ; I can hold her and kiss her ,and shower her with the love and affection she deserves. She needs to know that she is loved and she like the twins is loved unconditionally. I have been drifting in and out of consciousness and it's draining my energy. It feels as if my own body is fighting with me . The moment I feel like I can will my eyes to open ; I end up drifting back into a state of limbo and it sucks .I stopped fighting with my body after I don't know how many attempts to wake up and gave in . I hate not being in control of what I can controll . In a short amount of time Angelo and I have been through hell and back. It feels as if we are constantly fighting a losing battle. Just when I think we are okay another spanner is thrown into the works and we are in crisis management mode. It feels as if f
AngeloThe most dangerous attacks are the ones you never see coming, and the ones never expected . They are brutal; unfair, selfish , and heart shattering depending on the nature of the attack. Sometimes they cause unnecessary hurt and at times any attack can leave a trail of destruction .My day started off wonderfully. I woke up next to Cleo ; and left to go meet my brother at Carlo's restaurant . It's always been a safe space to just be yourself and let go with the guys . Carl has always been a great cook and he had closed the restaurant for lunch . After lunch Luigi and I had decided to go to Massa to go sort out some paperwork. Blake had booked us a table at the new cafeteria for
Chapter 60CleoThere comes a point in life when everything just clicks and makes sense.Life has a way of reaching and optimal level ; no matter how many obstacles, challenges, uphill battles you have to fight , mistakes made , lessons learned , pages turned ,and new chapters began. There is always a chance to start again, unlearn what has been programmed and download new coding . An analogy could be a heart rate monitor when they are trying to resuscitate you or when your are are in between life, purgatory, death, or rebirth. If there is a flat line you know very well that you are not living. Life has always been a balancing act .In order to balance work and home life I schedule my messages , and if there is a conversation to be had that I can have with voice notes I do that in order to get more time with the kid's . I had been working from home the past couple of weeks and Angelo had be
AngeloI know how to keep serious stuff from my family. More than that I know how to use without anyone noticing or so I thought. On the Thursday before the dinner party I decided to get high and my drug of choice was my first drug . I needed something to get the edge off with everything that was happening and it wasn't after until Carl found me passed out on the floor with a bleeding nose. I needed to stay awake and I was operating on reserves. The moment I held Cleo close to me was the moment I stopped using.Cleo has always been sharp and she asked me last night if I was doing okay and I lied to her . This morning while I was knocked out cold thanks to her; she found the tunnel underneath the house where I kept my stash. I had instructed Nicolai to move everything to the club where I wouldn't be able to access it . When I was woken up by a crying Ava I called Nicolai to find out if he did what I asked him to do and if
CleoI don't like saying goodbye when I know I still have time to spend with family and friends, especially when I'm enjoying myself. On Saturday afternoon I had to say goodbye to Daniel ; Luigi , the fun loving and potty mouthed Salvatore , Mr Luca and my mother , and Hannah . When I reconnect with Blue and we talked over Breakfast , he wanted us to go home and that was his final decision. I knew whatever argument I would put up or point I'd try to make clear the result would be the same . He wanted time with me alone with the kid's without any interference from other people.By Saturday evening we had arrived back at the house at the Massa estate. I started missing the house by the forest and I wanted to go there instead of the Estate. Angelo had other plans. It wasn't as cold as the coast in Gauteng . Infact it was a bit warmer . I didn't think I'd miss the city as much as I did. The air was thick and the
AngeloI don't know how to manage my and and it's becoming apparent that I need help . Given what I had gone through and what was happening my anger was warranted. First my wife goes missing a day after our wedding , I track down the first person who I think I know is responsible, only to find out that she had planned to take my wife and kids away from me but she failed, resulting in me and my men going on a wild goose chase looking for my wife. My kids too were starting to miss her , to the point where I had to work from home . Only to find out that Cleo was safe and sound at the Luca beach resort and Daniel kept her away from me .I found out after dinner on Friday with the Kids and the family. The twins were calmer and my baby girl wasn't crying at a drop of a hat . Pio mentioned that her mother was around and Pia affirmed it and told me they made, get well soon cards and they went s
CleoI love the changing of seasons ; more than that I love the fact that it's September and it's almost spring. I mean almost because spring officially starts on the twenty second of September not the first . Angelo always argued with me and he was insistent on the fact that the first was Spring day. I really miss Angelo I really do . Apart from the fact that I can't contact him yet I have to play the waiting game.When Daniel asked me if I wanted a divorce . I said ; no. I fell in love with Angelo the very first time I saw him at the food market. I knew then that if our paths were to cross again , I would let nature take its course. Three years later and three beautiful kids later nature did what it was meant to do or should I say fate and
AngeloOn the day I was supposed to have a boys night out I had an uninvited guest who even pissed me off to the point where I almost drank . I used to be so trusting until what happened with Mia happened. She blames Rosa for what she did to Cleo and for causing the explosion. I have never seen her as my girlfriend ... I have only ever seen her as a sister and a dear friend. For her to do something so sinister ,and to the mother of my Children was just unforgivable .The weekend came and went with my state of melancholy and it got worse when I arrived at work. The communications department was still under reconstruction and I had instructed the builders to rebuild Cleo's office and to make it look different than it did before with all the safety features like; bullet proof glass , her own kitchen , bathroom and lunch room including an elevator that went straight to my office . As soon as I arrived ; there was a gentleman waitin
CleoThe past two weeks have been a blessing. After thinking that I had been abducted by Rosa, it turned out that my brother was behind the whole incident.Daniel has been unavailable and Salvatore has been keeping an eye on me . The beach house property was big enough and apart from the amazing ocean view I had from my room , my kids were with me but it came at a cost. I couldn't call Angelo to tell him anything and all I hoped was that he uses his brain and figures out that something just doesn't add up. Rosa was easy to track down; she always left bread crumbs . Her attack style has a trait... She wants to scare me to the point where I am afraid of being with my husband to point where I break up with him for the safety of my children. She even used Mia to make me doubt choosing Blue . She didn't know we were married until Angelo opened his big mouth and she amped up the threats . I am at peace for a change.
AngeloThe past couple of weeks have been hard on me and it's not because the weather has changed from cooler temperatures to warmer weather. It's the first week of spring but knowing Cleo like I do she'd say ; " Spring only starts on the twenty second of September ."Part of me always knew that she was correct because it was; wet cold , cloudy and grey on the first of September. The weather matched my mood and the way I was feeling. The twins and my baby girl are the only reason I get up in the morning. I had used all of the resources I had to track down Rosa and she said she wasn't responsible for Cleo being abducted. I have never lost my cool at an old person however; I had lost my cool at Rosa , breaking windows and furniture till she gave me an answer.Truth be told I was hurting and she didn't understand the extent of how hacked and broken I felt. Daniel was around and Luigi was stay