Cleo
I don't know how to feel. One moment I was fine and the next I was in excruciating pain? As soon as I hung up after calling my brother I tried to call Angelo but he didn't answer. I wasn't feeling okay and the Navy blue pants I was wearing felt warm and at first I thought nothing of it until I stood up and and it felt like more warm fluid was gushing down my legs. I placed my hand on my thigh looked at it and the stetch of fresh blood hit my nostrils before I could look at my hand.
My attempt to stand up was not successful as I hit the floor with a loud thud, and then darkness ovacame me . I knew in my heart that it was too early to go into labor and something was gravely wrong. Whatever cruel trick fate was playing it has already won. I didn't tempt fate and fortune didn't favor me . I've just had an eventful couple of weeks and the past few days were stressful emotionally and physically. I had been fine just a little under weight because during the week Rosa held me hostage she barely fed me. I kept a pretty healthy and balanced diet and made sure I ate proper food and took my pills . I was careful and, I am not mean Angelo had been hands on dad to be to Ava. She responded to his voice and presence, even when we were arguing the night before she was moving as much as she did when we weren't . Flashing back to this morning when things went from bad to worse between me and Angelo which broke my heart.
I woke up earlier and got cleaned up; went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast and both the twins decided to help me by setting the table with the help of their nannies. Daniel was coming over later to give me and Angelo time to talk before he went out shopping with the twins. When Ava started getting excited by moving faster I looked up and Angelo gave me a cold stare. His beautiful cerulean blues were not as warm as I knew them to be . The kids too sensed that something was wrong . He walked to the table and instead of dishing up for himself he just sat by the table with a cup of espresso and said nothing to me . pio was confused and so was pia . We all had a quiet breakfast and once they were done Pio and Pia broke the silence.
" Daddy mad ? Morning dada. "
I chuckled and kissed his forehead.
"Yes my angel . "
Pia chuckled too and called out to me with her hands out
" Mama love you hug."
I gave her a kiss on her forehead and hugged her
" I love you too my angel. "
Pio looked at Angelo and went all sad
" Dada no love mommy?"
Angelo looked at me and picked up Pio
" Let's get you ready for our trip. Nancy and Florence you have the rest of the day off . "
The nannies helped me clean up and called it a morning.
When Daniel came through he sensed that something wasn't okay and I just shook my head . I went back into the study with a bin bag to throw away the flowers I received . I was busy taking out the flowers from vases when heard a knock .
" Cleopatra. "
" Michelangelo."
" What did you tell our son and daughter."
"Nothing. Good morning to you too. "
"It's not . I barely slept last night."
" I was tired."
" You should have done what you were doing yesterday ."
"I'm not in the mood ."
" Are you ever in any mood lately?"
" What's that supposed to mean?"
" Both our kids think I have fallen out of love with you and they are telling me to say sorry to you. Daniel is worried too."
" When were you going to tell me you knew where your mother was?"
" No doubt Marc told you."
"No she told me herself. You always tell me I'm worth the fight; but you have never shown me ."
" You're not making it easy for me to show you. You are always busy with Marc to recognize that I love you and that you're not going to marry me I'm just a convenient fuck buddy. "
I looked at him incredulously and rolled my eyes
"Are you serious?"
" You said yes but you don't have your ring are we even in a relationship?"
"You are being so unfair."
" I should have fucked Jane to get my point across."
"Don't say that. Why are you trying to break my heart."
"That's because you are breaking mine. I love you with all of me and you don't want to marry me. "
I looked at him about to cry .
" I didn't say that. I am just processing a lot."
"Alone not together with me."
" Your mother almost killed me ."
" I cannot choose ."
" I'll make it easier for you... You have three lives to consider."
"Cleo I was hoping to clear the air but its more foggy."
"You're inflexible and refuse to see the fruit for the tree.She wants to break us up. "
" Then maybe we should."
" You will lose me and the kids . "
" I will fight for custody."
"Yeah well it will be a losing battle since you tried to kill me when I was pregnant with the twins. "
" I can't talk to you when you're like this Cleopatra."
"Fine Massa have it your way . "
I was about to pick up a bunch of flowers; but I picked up a small vase and threw it in the bag . At the sound of crashing glass I realised I might have pulled a muscle .
" Deal with what you have done yourself... I'm so mad at you right now ."
I sat down on the couch and Daniel called out to indicate that the kids were ready . Angelo looked at me impassively and all I could do was cry.
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CleoMy brother has always been the dependable type. When you ask him to do something he always comes through. He usually has a poker face and you never know what's going on. When I started feeling pain I knew deep down in my heart that I had gone into labour and besides the fact that it was too soon , the blood was a concern .When Daniel came in he was screaming my name when I came around and when I looked at him he told me to stay awake for both Ava and my sake . He made a call and drove me to his hospital which was in the estate. It didn't take long before I was on my back and h hooked on to all sorts of machines I could hear Ava's heart beat , and my heart too . As thankful as I was; I was feeling so scared and the only person I could think of besides Ava, was Angelo. The twins were already excited about adding a new edition to the family and God willing if we both make it out of the hospi
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AngeloI'm stone cold sober . I've been stone cold for the past year or so . I just messed up one time and it feels as if I am losing the only good thing I have going on. I've been the Angelo I love ; my family loves , my wife to be loves, my kids love and the Angelo I love . I had organised a party for the twins on Sunday and told Cleo we would celebrate it as a family on Monday eve which was the main day.While Cleo was sleeping I received a call from Mia Perelli. Brent wasn't in town and she had gotten herself in trouble with the wrong gang . I had left Cleo alone with the kids and it didn't feel right . Mia is like my little sister / friend . I have never had romantic feelings towards her and vice versa. I also never told her about Cleo ; Ava and the twins because I knew she'd find a way to get to Cleo. I knew her . As soon as I took her upstairs to my penthouse she was so shaken that she raided my liquor cabinet and swept through it like a tornado. S
Songs: Lady Antebellum- OceanJames Bay - ForeverCleoI have had nightmares before and in recent days they have become more severe and intense. Last night I was angry . I have been angry before, but not as livid as I was with Blue for not showing up when it mattered the most. I don't trust Mia not at all and today was the first time in a while that I talked to my brother about my relationship with Angelo , and the gun incident .I get why he has to have a gun; what I don't get is what Mia is to him and what she wants ... basically what her end game is . Daniel told me that he'd talk to Angelo, and when I returned from my run this morning my house was hauntingly quite . I knew Daniel had take the kids to ClaudioI opened the door and headed straight for my water bottle which was in the fridge. It was cold outside but I was thirsty and hot. I had to g
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AngeloI don't know how to manage my and and it's becoming apparent that I need help . Given what I had gone through and what was happening my anger was warranted. First my wife goes missing a day after our wedding , I track down the first person who I think I know is responsible, only to find out that she had planned to take my wife and kids away from me but she failed, resulting in me and my men going on a wild goose chase looking for my wife. My kids too were starting to miss her , to the point where I had to work from home . Only to find out that Cleo was safe and sound at the Luca beach resort and Daniel kept her away from me .I found out after dinner on Friday with the Kids and the family. The twins were calmer and my baby girl wasn't crying at a drop of a hat . Pio mentioned that her mother was around and Pia affirmed it and told me they made, get well soon cards and they went s
CleoI love the changing of seasons ; more than that I love the fact that it's September and it's almost spring. I mean almost because spring officially starts on the twenty second of September not the first . Angelo always argued with me and he was insistent on the fact that the first was Spring day. I really miss Angelo I really do . Apart from the fact that I can't contact him yet I have to play the waiting game.When Daniel asked me if I wanted a divorce . I said ; no. I fell in love with Angelo the very first time I saw him at the food market. I knew then that if our paths were to cross again , I would let nature take its course. Three years later and three beautiful kids later nature did what it was meant to do or should I say fate and
AngeloOn the day I was supposed to have a boys night out I had an uninvited guest who even pissed me off to the point where I almost drank . I used to be so trusting until what happened with Mia happened. She blames Rosa for what she did to Cleo and for causing the explosion. I have never seen her as my girlfriend ... I have only ever seen her as a sister and a dear friend. For her to do something so sinister ,and to the mother of my Children was just unforgivable .The weekend came and went with my state of melancholy and it got worse when I arrived at work. The communications department was still under reconstruction and I had instructed the builders to rebuild Cleo's office and to make it look different than it did before with all the safety features like; bullet proof glass , her own kitchen , bathroom and lunch room including an elevator that went straight to my office . As soon as I arrived ; there was a gentleman waitin
CleoThe past two weeks have been a blessing. After thinking that I had been abducted by Rosa, it turned out that my brother was behind the whole incident.Daniel has been unavailable and Salvatore has been keeping an eye on me . The beach house property was big enough and apart from the amazing ocean view I had from my room , my kids were with me but it came at a cost. I couldn't call Angelo to tell him anything and all I hoped was that he uses his brain and figures out that something just doesn't add up. Rosa was easy to track down; she always left bread crumbs . Her attack style has a trait... She wants to scare me to the point where I am afraid of being with my husband to point where I break up with him for the safety of my children. She even used Mia to make me doubt choosing Blue . She didn't know we were married until Angelo opened his big mouth and she amped up the threats . I am at peace for a change.
AngeloThe past couple of weeks have been hard on me and it's not because the weather has changed from cooler temperatures to warmer weather. It's the first week of spring but knowing Cleo like I do she'd say ; " Spring only starts on the twenty second of September ."Part of me always knew that she was correct because it was; wet cold , cloudy and grey on the first of September. The weather matched my mood and the way I was feeling. The twins and my baby girl are the only reason I get up in the morning. I had used all of the resources I had to track down Rosa and she said she wasn't responsible for Cleo being abducted. I have never lost my cool at an old person however; I had lost my cool at Rosa , breaking windows and furniture till she gave me an answer.Truth be told I was hurting and she didn't understand the extent of how hacked and broken I felt. Daniel was around and Luigi was stay