Angelo
If there is one thing I absolutely detest more than anyone who threatens my family ,is someone who threatens my happiness . I love Cleo and call it a downfall or a bad trait that is in my nature, I am jealous man. I had said it once before and I will say it again I cannot love without possession. When Cleo returned from the hospital she had received gifts from a lot of people. Most of her friends sent her stuff from a baby shower she was supposed to have but didn't because she was still recovering we collected the gifts ; sent everyone a thank you note and gift and opened them. Ever since Cleo came back from the hospital she had been receiving flowers from an anonymous sender. The first thing that annoyed me was that she was keeping the flower deliveries secret and what made me a bit angry was the person they were from
*Flashback
I was sitting by the window seat in Cleo's study and all I could smell were roses. The room was full of roses and they were not from me. Since I knew she loved them; I would normally buy her a bunch of roses on date night which was yesterday. She told we'd meet up in her study because she had left her favorite scarf and jacket the other night. I didn't want to tease her by saying that she had mommy brain . We hadn't touched each other intimately since she came back from the hospital and I didn't want to push her . While I was waiting I saw a stack of cards next to one of the vases and out of curiosity I opened one of the cards ... My heart stopped for a second when I saw who the flowers were from. For four weeks now she had been receiving flowers from Jasper . When she walked in looking gorgeous in her black pleated maxi dress with red lady bugs printed on with comfy white sneakers, I lost my coo
" Cleo
"Blue
" Have you betrayed me in any way or form since we've been together
Cleo looked at me incredulously and rolled her eye
" No what are you talking about
" Don't act like you don't know
Cleo sat down and took a deep breat
" We haven't touched each other intimately since I came back from the hospital , if anything I am panicking ..
" Are you panicking because you're guilty
"No and judging by the way you are behaving I gather that it has to do with Marc
"Damn straight , do you have feelings for him
" No Angelo you know where my loyalty lies
" Liar you're not loyal to me. He's the one who has been sending you gifs hasn't he ?
" He has
" Has he told you that he has feelings for you
" Yes but I haven't reciprocated them or responded to anything
" You are my wife to be ; it's killing me that we aren't being intimate
" Well you are behaving like you did when you hate fucked me
"Stop it
" No
"Cleopatra
I felt my rage building up and I didn't want to pull the same stunt I did when I threw the vases of flowers against the wall . I was pretty peeved and I felt like crying because I was being distan
"Angelo
" I don't like sharing
" So do I
"Then tell me why you've been keeping quiet about Marc? I sure as hell would have told him where to get off if I knew . He wants you and you're making it easy for him by accepting his gifts and flowers. I wouldn't mind if your study had flowers from me and no other man
" I also would appreciate it if you stopped talking to your ex too but Jane seems to remedy any pain you have lately
" Are you insinuating that I'm fucking Jane of all people
Cleo looked at me clearly upset and I hated the fact that I was not in good terms with her . She cut off eye contact when she winced in pain and placed both of her palms on her swollen belly .I stood still to get my point across. I was angry after all
" Explain her kissing you
"Are you having me followed
" No I trusted you not to do what you did when I was pregnant with the twins.
" I didn't she came on to me
" I went to Massa yesterday I was bringing you lunch as a peace offering, and you know what I walked in on?
"Cleo ... It was just a peck on the cheek
" You held her longer than you've held me in weeks. How do you think that makes me feel
" Blake told me you came by and left .No doubt you ran straight into Marc's arms. How do you think I'm feeling right now?
Cleo swatted away tears that were already falling dow
"Marc felt so sorry for me that he even kissed me . I tried to tell you yesterday but oh wait ... You were busy sulking and moody not to mention the attention you didn't give m
" It wasn't like that
" All you need to know is that ; I would never disrespect our relationship in any way . I haven't not once cheated on you
" I knew that and I know Jane was a hard limit .She really wanted you to forgive her . You wouldn't
Cleo cleared her face and looked at m
"I don't feel like going out with you
"The kids are with Daniel and Eleanor .
"I know . I'm calling it a night
I felt bad and somewhat sa
Cleo stood up and walked out of the study . She had forgotten her phone on the coffee table and before I could take it to her it rang with Marc's name lighting up in bold letters. I answered the call
" Marc
"Massa . Is Cleo with you
"It's date night
"Fine just tell her thank you for me . She helped me with an old recipe I was struggling to master and tell her sorry for the kiss
" She told me
"Why you haven't told her about you knowing about your mother's whereabouts baffles me.
" Goodnight Marc
I hung up and went upstairs. Cleo was already sleeping I kissed her forehead and slept beside her . The next morning when I went out shopping with the twins on our way back I was arrested for kidnapping my own children. I tried to call Cleo but I messed up and I called Dan to come and bail me out . My mother had done it again
*End of flashback
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CleoI don't know how to feel. One moment I was fine and the next I was in excruciating pain? As soon as I hung up after calling my brother I tried to call Angelo but he didn't answer. I wasn't feeling okay and the Navy blue pants I was wearing felt warm and at first I thought nothing of it until I stood up and and it felt like more warm fluid was gushing down my legs. I placed my hand on my thigh looked at it and the stetch of fresh blood hit my nostrils before I could look at my hand.My attempt to stand up was not successful as I hit the floor with a loud thud, and then darkness ovacame me . I knew in my heart that it was too early to go into labor and something was gravely wrong. Whatever cruel trick fate was playing it has already won. I didn'
AngeloDaniel is a reliable guy and we have become the best of friends. I had a really bad start to my day and I was moody for some sort of odd reason. I guess I was still mad at Cleo for not telling me Marc was sending her the flowers and that we both left things on a bad note. Pio and pia continuously asked me if I loved Cleo , and truth be told I love her and still want her to be my wife .My mother has been booked into a mental facility. It was either that or jail time for kidnapping Cleo. I still love her and I love my wife to be even more. As for Sophia she was given a job she couldn't refuse and that was in another province since she had a bounty on her head for helping my mother out. I was held in a holding cell with heaven knows what cooked up people I was locked up with ,when I heard my name being called . The first thing I asked was ; where were my children and the answer I got was an apology for wrongfully arr
CleoMy brother has always been the dependable type. When you ask him to do something he always comes through. He usually has a poker face and you never know what's going on. When I started feeling pain I knew deep down in my heart that I had gone into labour and besides the fact that it was too soon , the blood was a concern .When Daniel came in he was screaming my name when I came around and when I looked at him he told me to stay awake for both Ava and my sake . He made a call and drove me to his hospital which was in the estate. It didn't take long before I was on my back and h hooked on to all sorts of machines I could hear Ava's heart beat , and my heart too . As thankful as I was; I was feeling so scared and the only person I could think of besides Ava, was Angelo. The twins were already excited about adding a new edition to the family and God willing if we both make it out of the hospi
AngeloThe last person I ever deal with her and the mess she made . The twins were not as traumatized as I thought but they gave me the impression that; they were a bit unsettled and with good reason. Pio knew that Cleo was in trouble before Salvatore drove me to the hospital. The private wing wasn't easily accessible and security was tight . When Sal parked the car he parked it on a reserved parking spot written LUCA and we were sent through to the wing via an elevator that required a code to go in and out of . As soon as we made it into the area where Cleo was kept they made us sit in a waiting room that smelt of coffee and freshly baked pastries.I couldn't stomach anything until I knew how my wife to be and child were out of harm's way. I was lost in my thoughts when Salvatore spoke ;"Massa."" Sal."" Okay just because I love Cleo I will let
CleoI don't know how to feel . Physically I am tired and all I want to know is if Ava is okay so to that ; I can hold her and kiss her ,and shower her with the love and affection she deserves. She needs to know that she is loved and she like the twins is loved unconditionally. I have been drifting in and out of consciousness and it's draining my energy. It feels as if my own body is fighting with me . The moment I feel like I can will my eyes to open ; I end up drifting back into a state of limbo and it sucks .I stopped fighting with my body after I don't know how many attempts to wake up and gave in . I hate not being in control of what I can controll . In a short amount of time Angelo and I have been through hell and back. It feels as if we are constantly fighting a losing battle. Just when I think we are okay another spanner is thrown into the works and we are in crisis management mode. It feels as if f
AngeloI looked at Cleo and all I could do was cry. I'm a grown man who'd rather be angry than admit to feeling any sort of emotion that makes me look week . Part of me was scared that Cleo wasn't in any mood to negotiate. She doesn't deal with threats and this is the first time that she has given me an ultimatum that could hurt me ... Infact I am hurting as we speak. We just had a beautiful baby girl and out family was growing. Apart from the fact that the twins birthday was two weeks away and they were turning three ;I was just thankful that they were safe and ok so was their mother and sister.By the time we were able to go home Ava was still in NICU and Cleo was recovering well . Daniel had perfect timing because I didn't respond to Cleo's suggestion that we spend some time apart. She also didn't protest when I fell asleep right next to her on our bed . Daniel was keeping a close eye on Ava and he wanted Cleo to
CleoThe only person to ever see right through me and knew what was wrong with me without me saying a word , was Marc. I love Angelo ; but somewhere somehow, everytime I feel like we are making progress he pulls a stunt that makes me crawl back into my shell. He has been on his best behavior question was ; for how long?He surprised me two days after we went to go fetch Ava from the hospital by organising the twins birthday party which was today . They were turning three . The twins were taken care of at home and the only interactions for their safety was with people we knew ,and trusted. I still don't trust Rosa and I have a good reason... Make that reasons .The party was fairytale themed and everyone who was invited came dressed up as their favorite character. Angelo was missing for the better part of the day and I took care of Ava and I got to spend some more time with her and the twins . If Daniel wasn't with them ,
AngeloI'm stone cold sober . I've been stone cold for the past year or so . I just messed up one time and it feels as if I am losing the only good thing I have going on. I've been the Angelo I love ; my family loves , my wife to be loves, my kids love and the Angelo I love . I had organised a party for the twins on Sunday and told Cleo we would celebrate it as a family on Monday eve which was the main day.While Cleo was sleeping I received a call from Mia Perelli. Brent wasn't in town and she had gotten herself in trouble with the wrong gang . I had left Cleo alone with the kids and it didn't feel right . Mia is like my little sister / friend . I have never had romantic feelings towards her and vice versa. I also never told her about Cleo ; Ava and the twins because I knew she'd find a way to get to Cleo. I knew her . As soon as I took her upstairs to my penthouse she was so shaken that she raided my liquor cabinet and swept through it like a tornado. S
AngeloThe most dangerous attacks are the ones you never see coming, and the ones never expected . They are brutal; unfair, selfish , and heart shattering depending on the nature of the attack. Sometimes they cause unnecessary hurt and at times any attack can leave a trail of destruction .My day started off wonderfully. I woke up next to Cleo ; and left to go meet my brother at Carlo's restaurant . It's always been a safe space to just be yourself and let go with the guys . Carl has always been a great cook and he had closed the restaurant for lunch . After lunch Luigi and I had decided to go to Massa to go sort out some paperwork. Blake had booked us a table at the new cafeteria for
Chapter 60CleoThere comes a point in life when everything just clicks and makes sense.Life has a way of reaching and optimal level ; no matter how many obstacles, challenges, uphill battles you have to fight , mistakes made , lessons learned , pages turned ,and new chapters began. There is always a chance to start again, unlearn what has been programmed and download new coding . An analogy could be a heart rate monitor when they are trying to resuscitate you or when your are are in between life, purgatory, death, or rebirth. If there is a flat line you know very well that you are not living. Life has always been a balancing act .In order to balance work and home life I schedule my messages , and if there is a conversation to be had that I can have with voice notes I do that in order to get more time with the kid's . I had been working from home the past couple of weeks and Angelo had be
AngeloI know how to keep serious stuff from my family. More than that I know how to use without anyone noticing or so I thought. On the Thursday before the dinner party I decided to get high and my drug of choice was my first drug . I needed something to get the edge off with everything that was happening and it wasn't after until Carl found me passed out on the floor with a bleeding nose. I needed to stay awake and I was operating on reserves. The moment I held Cleo close to me was the moment I stopped using.Cleo has always been sharp and she asked me last night if I was doing okay and I lied to her . This morning while I was knocked out cold thanks to her; she found the tunnel underneath the house where I kept my stash. I had instructed Nicolai to move everything to the club where I wouldn't be able to access it . When I was woken up by a crying Ava I called Nicolai to find out if he did what I asked him to do and if
CleoI don't like saying goodbye when I know I still have time to spend with family and friends, especially when I'm enjoying myself. On Saturday afternoon I had to say goodbye to Daniel ; Luigi , the fun loving and potty mouthed Salvatore , Mr Luca and my mother , and Hannah . When I reconnect with Blue and we talked over Breakfast , he wanted us to go home and that was his final decision. I knew whatever argument I would put up or point I'd try to make clear the result would be the same . He wanted time with me alone with the kid's without any interference from other people.By Saturday evening we had arrived back at the house at the Massa estate. I started missing the house by the forest and I wanted to go there instead of the Estate. Angelo had other plans. It wasn't as cold as the coast in Gauteng . Infact it was a bit warmer . I didn't think I'd miss the city as much as I did. The air was thick and the
AngeloI don't know how to manage my and and it's becoming apparent that I need help . Given what I had gone through and what was happening my anger was warranted. First my wife goes missing a day after our wedding , I track down the first person who I think I know is responsible, only to find out that she had planned to take my wife and kids away from me but she failed, resulting in me and my men going on a wild goose chase looking for my wife. My kids too were starting to miss her , to the point where I had to work from home . Only to find out that Cleo was safe and sound at the Luca beach resort and Daniel kept her away from me .I found out after dinner on Friday with the Kids and the family. The twins were calmer and my baby girl wasn't crying at a drop of a hat . Pio mentioned that her mother was around and Pia affirmed it and told me they made, get well soon cards and they went s
CleoI love the changing of seasons ; more than that I love the fact that it's September and it's almost spring. I mean almost because spring officially starts on the twenty second of September not the first . Angelo always argued with me and he was insistent on the fact that the first was Spring day. I really miss Angelo I really do . Apart from the fact that I can't contact him yet I have to play the waiting game.When Daniel asked me if I wanted a divorce . I said ; no. I fell in love with Angelo the very first time I saw him at the food market. I knew then that if our paths were to cross again , I would let nature take its course. Three years later and three beautiful kids later nature did what it was meant to do or should I say fate and
AngeloOn the day I was supposed to have a boys night out I had an uninvited guest who even pissed me off to the point where I almost drank . I used to be so trusting until what happened with Mia happened. She blames Rosa for what she did to Cleo and for causing the explosion. I have never seen her as my girlfriend ... I have only ever seen her as a sister and a dear friend. For her to do something so sinister ,and to the mother of my Children was just unforgivable .The weekend came and went with my state of melancholy and it got worse when I arrived at work. The communications department was still under reconstruction and I had instructed the builders to rebuild Cleo's office and to make it look different than it did before with all the safety features like; bullet proof glass , her own kitchen , bathroom and lunch room including an elevator that went straight to my office . As soon as I arrived ; there was a gentleman waitin
CleoThe past two weeks have been a blessing. After thinking that I had been abducted by Rosa, it turned out that my brother was behind the whole incident.Daniel has been unavailable and Salvatore has been keeping an eye on me . The beach house property was big enough and apart from the amazing ocean view I had from my room , my kids were with me but it came at a cost. I couldn't call Angelo to tell him anything and all I hoped was that he uses his brain and figures out that something just doesn't add up. Rosa was easy to track down; she always left bread crumbs . Her attack style has a trait... She wants to scare me to the point where I am afraid of being with my husband to point where I break up with him for the safety of my children. She even used Mia to make me doubt choosing Blue . She didn't know we were married until Angelo opened his big mouth and she amped up the threats . I am at peace for a change.
AngeloThe past couple of weeks have been hard on me and it's not because the weather has changed from cooler temperatures to warmer weather. It's the first week of spring but knowing Cleo like I do she'd say ; " Spring only starts on the twenty second of September ."Part of me always knew that she was correct because it was; wet cold , cloudy and grey on the first of September. The weather matched my mood and the way I was feeling. The twins and my baby girl are the only reason I get up in the morning. I had used all of the resources I had to track down Rosa and she said she wasn't responsible for Cleo being abducted. I have never lost my cool at an old person however; I had lost my cool at Rosa , breaking windows and furniture till she gave me an answer.Truth be told I was hurting and she didn't understand the extent of how hacked and broken I felt. Daniel was around and Luigi was stay