CHAPTER 9
I text Ryan back, suggesting we have a movie hang out. And he was up for it texting back immediately asking which time to pick me up. I replied back saying 5 so that I can have an hour to get ready.Zack and the guys leave immediately after Paula and Jake finish making up atleast that's what it looks like because they're both smiling.
"So you have a movie date with Ryan?" Jasmine asks after the guys leave."Yeah, I totally made it up at first but I texted Ryan back so we're hanging out in an hour which by 5 and I have to get ready." I say standing up and walking up the stairs."Wait I don't understand," both Jasmine and Paula say following me up the stairs to my room."Well Ryan texted me asking if we could hang out but I didn't want so I didn't reply his text. But now that I've told Zack I have a date, I'm going out with Ryan. Now will you please help me find something to wear." I say."Okay so let me get this straight, you don't actually want to hangout with Ryan but you have to because of Zack." Jasmine asks."Yeah kind of." I answer after pretending to think."Sounds like you want to make Zack jealous." Paula says.It's totally true I think to myself, I want to make someone jealous but not Zack. I want to make Noah jealous but they don't have to know that.I ignore Paula's comment and say "why are you so happy by the way. I thought you and Jake were fighting.""Well we made up actually." Paula says smiling."Wow that was fast, so what exactly was the cause of the fight." Jasmine asks."I don't actually know," Paula says thinking."Really? I thought you two made up." I say."Well yeah but we didn't talk we kind of just made out and I gave him a handjob." Paula says smiling."Ewww oh my god, you gave him a hand job in the toilet downstairs, I'm using never that toilet again." Jasmine says."Wow what a healthy relationship," I say rolling my eyes at Paula."What? He was probably ignoring because he was horny." Paula says."Sweetie he wouldn't be ignoring you if he was horny." Jasmine says."Well I don't even want to know why he was ignoring me since we're now good with each other." Paula says.I think about what Jake told me about why he was ignoring her and I decide not to tell her since she looks happy.
I just finished getting ready when Ryan texted saying he's outside. "Guys I have to go Ryan is here, see you in 2 hours or maybe less. I'm sorry am bailing on our girls night.""Girl it's fine, it's for a good cause so we're not mad at you. I hope everything works out Ryan because you two look great together," Paula says excitedly.I don't say anything, I just smile thinking about Noah.I walk outside to Ryan's car, he's standing outside looking at me."Hey! You look good." He says smiling."Thanks you too," I say.He open the car door for me before going round and entering the drivers seat and driving away.He's such a gentleman, too bad my heart, my mind is controlled by someone who doesn't even care to notice, I think to myself my mind drifting to Noah.The drive to the cinema was slow, we mostly engaged in little talk. Ryan asking about me, the movies I usually like to watch. I tell I watch almost everything but not a fan of horror movies. We decide to watch this new comedy movie.We get our tickets, popcorn and sodas. We were about to enter when someone called both my name and Ryan's name we turn around to see Zack and Noah with their dates."Hey!" Ryan says to Zack and Noah."Hey, Ryan and hello Sofi." Zack says."What are you doing here." I ask Zack."Hello to you too baby," Zack says smiling mischievously.I roll my eyes him walking in and Ryan walking right behind me."I'm sorry about that I say to Ryan, I didn't know he was going to be here." I say apologetically."It's okay, I don't mind. You two aren't together right?""Yeah we're not." I say.We sit at the back, Noah and Zack with their girls sit two lines in front of us. I kept looking at Noah and the girl he's with and not even once did he turn to look at me.The movie just started but the little skank had her hands all over him, God I hated that word skank and felt horrible calling her that she's probably nice.Ryan puts his hand around me too, it felt a little uncomfortable but I don't say anything.Thirty minutes into the movie, Noah says something to Zack and then he stands up and leaves with Jessica.Before he leaves I make sure he sees Ryan's arm around me, he gives me death stares and Jessica waves at me before they leave.Immediately after the movie ended, Ryan and I leave to avoid running into Zack and Nancy. We drive home, he parks in the driveway before asking."Did you enjoy yourself today? I mean I hope I was great company.""Yeah I had fun, the movie was nice and the Twitter reviews I saw were garbage." I say with a smile."Well I'm glad, maybe we should go out on a real date sometime. Maybe dinner?" He asks."Ryan today was good and I had fun but I just recently got out of a relationship, I'm not looking for anything right now. I'm sorry." I say nervously."Oh right, it's okay but whenever you're ready for anything, call me.""Ofcourse sure." I babble. "We can atleast still be friends?" I ask."Yeah." He says with a grin.I come down from the car and walk in, Paula and Jasmine were both waiting for me downstairs."So??" Paula says eagerly immediately she sees me."What?" I pretend not to know what she's asking."Cmon Sofia you've to tell us everything" Jasmine says."Well if you must know, I'm not going out with Ryan again. Not that he isn't great company but I'm not ready for anything right now and it's not fair to him. I only went out with him to prove that I've moved but I'm not ready guys." I say.
"Oh sweetie we're sorry we pushed you into this." Paula and Jasmine say pulling me into a group hug."It's not your fault entirely, I agreed to go out with him." I say."Well we love you and support you in everything and right now I'm thinking about alcohol therapy." Jasmine says."Oh I like that, let me see what I can steal from the alcohol cabinet downstairs. Pauly come help find something my dad won't notice." I say.
We go upstairs drink ourselves till we passed out on my bed. The next morning I wake up to the sound of a cellphone ringing."Oh God who's phone is that," Paula says trying to wake me up."Don't touch me it's yours," I say groaning."God I think I'm going to throw up," Jasmine says running to the bathroom.
"My head hurts answer it Sofi," she says."Ah just ignore it, whoever it is will stop calling. It starts ringing again after few minutes.""God!" I say snatching the phone from my bedside table. "Pauly it's Jake calling," I say passing it to her."No answer it" she says again.I answer it putting it on speaker."What's up Jake why are you calling so early in the morning," I say groaning."Morning? It's 1 am." He says."Well we're still sleeping babe." Paula says."Are the two of you drunk? Now I must know what kind of party you girls had yesterday.""Well call us later," I say ending the call.I stand up and walk into the bathroom to find Jasmine sitting on the floor."God I'm never drinking again." I say before I start throwing up into the toilet."I'm with you on that girlfriend," Jasmine says groaning."Miss Sofia?" Sonya says entering into my room."I'm here, inside the bathroom" I call her out."Wow you three girls look awful, take a shower and come downstairs I'll fix something for the hangover.""I don't think I can take a shower, I don't feel well Sonya." I say."Ofcourse you can, she says turning on the shower and helping me to stand up. Now take a shower and come downstairs okay?""Okay" I say pouting.I remove my clothes and get into the shower, leaving Jasmine sitting on the floor. She stares at my naked body for a minute before she quickly gets up and go back into the bedroom.I soak up under the hot shower for some minutes then I brush my teeth and walk back into the bedroom. Sonya was right I feel much better.Jasmine takes a shower next then Paula. Before we all head downstairs.Sonya pours something for us all into a cup, a smoothie I think but it tastes bad. We all feel much better, then we eat some waffles and then go to the tv room.
"What should we do today?" I ask."And please Jasmine don't say therapeutic drinking." Paula quickly adds."Trust me guys I'm with you I'm not drinking again." Jasmine says."Well today's Sunday what's there to do? Let's just hang out here and lounge by the pool.""Yeah let's invite the guys?" Paula asks before adding unless you don't want to see Zack then you don't have to."It's okay, Zack and I might not be together but we're still friends."Let me text the group chat then." Jasmine says."Oh and swimming sounds good." Jasmine adds."I didn't bring my swimsuit," Paula says. "I didn't either," Jasmine says."You can borrow something of mine, You know that." I say rolling my eyes at them.We all change into swimsuits and go outside and jump into the pool.
Michael was the first to arrive. "Wow you guys look awful he says looking at us." He says joining us by the pool."Trust me we look much better than earlier, there's just something about swimming." I say."Well let me jump in too," he says as he strips to his boxers and join us in the pool."Pool party?" Zack asks as Jake, him and Noah join us."Not a a party, just pool hanging out." Jasmine says."Trust me we had quite a party last night and I'm never getting drunk." I say."Why wasn't I invited," Michael says splashing water at my face."Hey! It was girls night." I say splashing back at him."Well we want something to drink since you girls are never drinking again." Noah says to Micheal but looking straight at me.
"Here is someone who can read my mind, we want something to drink." Michael says splashing water at me again."Okay let me ask Sonya to make something for you boys," I say splashing water back at Michael."Sonya!" I call her name out. Maria one of the kitchen staffs comes out."Sorry miss Sofia, Sonya went out for grocery shopping. Did you want something?" She asks."How about some lemonade, thanks." I say to her."Okay I'll get right to it" she says walking back inside."Lemonade?? Sweetie we want alcohol. Or did you finish Daddy Sánchez's alcohol cabinet last night?" Zack says."I'm not Michael, the lemonade is for us girls and I'll go get you boys some vodka." I say splashing water at Michael.
"Pass me that towel over there." I say to Zack. He brings it over, instead of giving it to me he says "how about you thank me with a kiss.""How about I don't." I say as I come out the pool drenched in water with my bikini sticking to my body. I collect the towel wrapping it around my body cleaning the water before removing it and hanging on a rack close to the pool."Wow I almost forgot how hot you look in a bikini." Zack says smirking."Well now you remember." I say smirking back at him before I push him into the pool with his clothes on."Jesus Sofi, are you crazy." He says as everyone laughs at him."Maybe just a little." I say grinning at him."It's a good thing I love you or I'll pull you back into the pool." He says."I love you too Zack. And now let me go get you some alcohol." I say laughing."I'll come help you with that." Noah says following me.
CHAPTER 10I walk inside with Noah walking behind me, I swear I could feel his eyes on my ass. When we get inside he follows me downstairs to the basement without a word. "So how your date?" He asks when I turn around. "It was good, I had fun."His expression changes for a moment, he looked mad before he composes himself and says "So you're going out with him again?""No" I say."Why? I thought you had fun." "Yeah I did but I'm not ready for a relationship right now and I wouldn't want to lead him on." I
CHAPTER 11We are going to this new retro club in Hollywood. Michael's cool uncle owns the place, minors aren't suppose to be allowed but since we know the owner and it's Hollywood no one actually cares.I dress up
CHAPTER 12The week went on quickly, Noah and I haven't seen or talked to each other alone since the make out session in his car.I saw him only during lunch in school, we only have one class together so we don't see much of each other.He wasn't his usual distance self but we didn't talk, he smiled at me mostly.I was getting frustrated because I thought things were getting good with us but I didn't let it keep me down.I got my early acceptance letter to NYU today. I haven't decided if I'm going there yet, I still h
CHAPTER 13Noah left late last night, I had fallen asleep already. I woke up feeling better the night morning. It's Saturday I have nothing to do, I'll probably just hang out with my friends later.I take a shower and go downstairs to eat breakfast, I find Noah waiting for me in the living room."Hey you," I say smiling. "When did you get in?" I ask."A while ago, went to your room but you were in the shower so I decided to wait for you downstairs." Noah says."Okay, I'm about to have breakfast. Want anything to eat?" I ask as he f
CHAPTER 14Noah’s POVShe's so beautiful. I have wanted to kiss her the moment I saw this morning wearing that beautiful simple dress. Then I saw how she was with her grandfather so attentive and loving. Today was one of the best days of my life, just being with her.
CHAPTER 15 Noah drove me home late last night. Let me just say yesterday was perfect, I haven't had a perfect day in a while but Noah made yesterday amazing. He kissed me goodnight and said he'll call me tomorrow.So I obviously woke up today with the biggest smile on my face. I take a shower, dress up and go downstairs to eat. I find my brother Lucas in the kitchen table eating.
CHAPTER 16It was finally Monday we're having breakfast before I leave for school. A family breakfast with dad and Lucas.My phone rings and I check to see who's calling."Sofía I thought I said no cell phones on the dining table." My dad says as I answer the call."But it's mom." I say answering.He doesn't say anything more he allows me to answer."Hey mom." I say."Hello my little baby. I miss you." She says."I miss you too." I say."What's going on with you, what's the latest." she asks. "Any boys I should know
CHAPTER 17Today went on fast. It is after school already, Noah had texted me and said we'll leave together we're going to his house. My dad has taken time off work and is home every time, Lucas is also home so I definitely can't a boy in my room. So I was excited to go to Noah's, atleast we'll have some privacy in his room.Jasmine and Paula stop me by locker after school."We're hanging out at Paula's place. You coming?" Jasmine asks."No can't today, going over to Irina's after school. Tomorrow though?" I ask."Irina? Noah's sister?" Jasmine asks. "We never hang out anymore." She adds.
Sofia’s POV I wait for Noah to leave before I finally come out of our bedroom finding his mother in front of the tv.“So he asked you to babysit me.” She says immediately I join her.“No.” I say shaking my head. “He didn’t, I thought it’ll fun for us to spend the day together.” I add and she stares me like she’s trying to decide if I’m serious or not.“Okay then what do you want to do?” She asks after a bit.“Anything you want to do Mrs Alvarez.” I say and she frowns again.“Please call me Bianca and anything you want us to do is fine.” She says and I nod okay.&l
Sofia's POVThe buzzing of an alarm woke me, and I quickly shuffled around to turn it off before it woke Noah, who slept soundlessly beside me. After finally hitting snooze, I lay back down and stared at the ceiling with his legs still intertwined with mine and a smile on my face exhausted, sleep deprived, but smiling.I do not smile in the morning normally. I'm not a morning person I'm usually groggy."Why are you smiling, baby?" Noah whispered, his voice sleepy and tired.Glancing over at him, I saw his eyes were still closed as he lay on his side, facing me. The room was still dark this early in the morning, with little moonlit morning sky."How did you know I was smiling?""I can feel it."Turning on my side to face him, I ran my thumb across his lashes. "Because I'm happy."He exhaled before the corners of his lips turned up. He was the one who made
Sofia's POVNoah and I have been in Palm Springs for two week now. We spent the past two whole week settling in, everything has been surreal Noah has been absolutely amazing reminding of all the reasons I fell in love with him in the first place.I still feel guilty sometimes that I'm moving on while Jake isn't here but I'm trying to get past that so that means trying to be happy and being with Noah despite our past makes me happy.Today is my first day going to work at the my grandfather's winery, well now my winery. And also the very exotic resort I now own.I'm meeting with the appointed head of operations of the winery who in charge of running things, he's going to fill in on things."Miss Sofia Sanchez, right this way. I'm Richard Malcardi." A tall well dressed man introduces himself to me curtly motioning me into the winery."Richard Malcardi head of operations?
Sofia's POVNoah and I are leaving for Palm Springs in a day so I going back home today. First I stop to do some shopping by the time I get home it's late but that means both my parents should be home and my brother Lucas too. Lucas lives in New York but he's home for a few days.When I get home, one of the chauffeurs helps me with my lots of shopping bags, taking it upstairs to my room while I look for my parents.I don't actually have to look for them, I find them in the living room. My mom sitting on my dad's lap while they watch tv together. They really are the cutest couple, I love how they love each other so much even though I resent them sometimes for it."Hi." I say walking and my mom gets down from my dads lap when she sees me."Hello princess," my dad says getting up so I give him a hug and a kiss. "How are you?" He asks still holdi
Sofia's POVNoah and I have spent the whole weekend passed hold up here, in the pool house of his parents house. We haven't been out even for food, we ordered whenever we needed to eat to avoid going out. We have been completely cut off from everything and everyone, in fact both our phones have been off. And I have to say I love being all alone with him, everything feels easy us being alone.We have basically been doing nothing, just watching tv, then making love. Talking about everything but us, I don't think we're ready to talk about us. It's been so long since we have been together like this and I think we're both afraid something will ruin it hence the being alone and not talking about us but enjoying the hell out of each other.We're currently in bed, we just finished watching avengers endgame for the
Sofia’s POVAt exactly 1 in the afternoon I was at Noah’s parents house to pick him up. The house was just a block away from the old house so it was easy to find. I text him that I’m here and he says to come in, I go through the back because he said to meet him by the pool house.And I’m met with a surprise, Noah’s mom making out with the pool boy. Naked.“Oh God, I’m so sorry.” I say turning away.“Sofia.” His mom calls my name trying to find her top and just in time Noah finds us.His face strains as soon as he understands what’s going on.“Oh my God honey, I’m so sorry.” He mom says putting on her top while the pool boy nervously dressed up leaving.“What the hell mom?” Noah says with a frown. “And I thought dad was the problem.” He adds with a frown.“Don’t talk to me like that, I’m your mother.” His mom says with a frown.“Yeah? Well you’re not acting like a
Sofia’s POVOne session with Dr Pinto and I was done with therapy, the woman is a genius. It was a good session, we talked and talked and I think I’m good or getting there.I just needed to talk to someone who knows nothing about me, someone who doesn’t have any expectations, someone that wouldn’t judge about everything.I loved Jake and he loved me, but he’s not here now and I have to keep on living. Not for anyone, but for me.But most of all I feel so guilty for being with Noah, I have always loved him and I still have strong feelings for him. In a way I felt like I was cheating on Jake by being with Noah but I’m not and I’m allowed to move on, I know that.But moving on with Noah also poses so many different feelings from me, I loved him so much and he had hurt me and I have been hurt alot in the past year. I don’t know if I can handle anothe
Noah's POVWhen we get back to New York, I put her to sleep and falls asleep immediately while I think about talking to her tomorrow.She needs help and I don't know how to help her but I would like to try which means talking to her about it. As much as I hate talking, I read somewhere talking usually helps.I barely slept and when she wakes up she finds me sitting by the edge of the bed watching her,Now as then, when Sofia was in the room, the only person I saw was her.Her gaze seemed just as intent to stay locked on mine.Seconds passed like hours. Before either Sofia or I said a word."Hi." She was the one who spoke first because I was a fucking chickenshit, though even through the glass, I could hear a rasp in her voice that said this likely wasn't easy for her either.She knows we're going to have the talk about her.I cleared my throat as if I could clear the scratch
Noah's POVArthur Connelly and I met in college first day and we became friends in an instant. I'm not a friends kind of guy, I only have few friends. Before we moved to L.A I had a few guys I was cool with back in Miami but since we moved to L.A in senior year high school we kind of lost touch but then I became friends with Sofia and her whole friends group.When we broke up right before graduation I thought that was it with the new friends I made but weirdly I stayed friends with Michael, Zack and even Jake though we hardly spoke when he started dating Sofia.We just arrived at Arthur's party in The Hamptons, his house is huge. Like a villa beach house huge. It's filled up with people, music blasting through speakers.Immediately we walk in, Michael and Jasmine disperse into the party to go get drinks while Sofia and I make it in and upsta