CHAPTER 8
Sofia's POV
I didn't realize I fell asleep watching game of thrones till I woke up the next morning to find me tucked in my bed. Noah must have tucked me in when I fell asleep. I carry my cellphone checking my messages and missed calls. 1 missed from Zack from late last night, 2 missed calls from Michael and 1 missed call from my dad. I check my messages to see some from Jasmine.
I took a shower, got ready and went downstairs for breakfast. I remember I didn't call my brother and grandfather back yesterday so I call my grandfather first."Hello grandpa" I say after it finished ringing and he answered."Hello my little cherry. How're you doing?""I'm fine grandpa, how're you?""You know me sweetie I'm always fine." I smile listening to him telling me about the club and his many lady friends."I'm glad you're having fun grandpa," I say."And I'm glad you're also having fun, I'm thinking of coming down there and we could go to an art show by the way. There's this artist who I think you would like his work." I love my grandfather so much, we have this amazing relationship, he lives in Malibu but always finds things for us to do together.
"Really? I do really need that grandpa I haven't been to an art show in a long time.""That's why you have your grandfather to make it happen.""Yeah, so I'll talk to you soon. I love you." I say."I love you too my little cherry, see you soon."After that I call my brother, he doesn't answer. He must be asleep since it's Saturday morning.I call my dad too, leaving him a message when he doesn't answer. Probably asleep too because of the time difference in France.I sit down to eat while surfing through Instagram, Twitter. I'm usually always alone in this house, so I think about a sleepover with Jasmine and Paula we haven't done that since we started senior year and haven't even really talked.
I remember I didn't text Jasmine back, instead I call her."Hey Sofi," she says answering the phone."Hey Jas, what's up?" You sound frustrated."Oh you have no idea Sofi, my dad is ruining my life right now and there's no freaking internet is this damn house.""Sorry Jassy how about we have a sleepover at my place today, that will help with your problem.""Thank goodness! my bestie to the rescue, I love you Sofi. I'm going to pack a bag right now and then ask my dad. He probably will also be happy that I'm going for the weekend." She says excitedly before ending the call.
I call Paula immediately after. "Hey Pauly" I say immediately she answered.
"Hey Sofi, I was just about to call you. Do you know where Jake is? He isn't answering his freaking phone."
"Sorry but no, I haven't seen him since yesterday. Maybe he's with Zack." I say.
"No he isn't or Zack is lying for him. He has been avoiding me since yesterday.""Why? What happened" I ask."I don't know, really. But enough about that asshole, I'm going to strangle when I see him." Paula says changing the subject.
"Okay? So how about sleepover today, it will help you keep your mind off Jake." I say."Yeah sure, I'll ask my mom right now and be over at your house as soon as possible. I really need you right now Sofi or I might go to see Jake at his house and act crazy.""Okay see you," I say ending the call.That's Pauly and Jake there's always drama going on and I've learnt over the years it's better to stay out of it.
An hour later Jasmine and Paula arrive, we're now sitting in the living room deciding what to do today."How about we go get our nails done and do some shopping and then later we watch our favorite chickflicks and talk till dawn." Paula says excitedly."Yeah" I answer, "beside I need some shopping therapy." I say smiling."Sounds like fun," Jasmine says.
I'm the one driving today, dad isn't around so I take one of the cars."Are you sure you're okay Sofi?" Jasmine asks."Yeah why do you ask?" I say looking at the road thereby avoiding looking at her.
"No reason, just that you broke up with Zack and you won't talk to us about it. Are you sure you're not mad at me for kissing him." Jasmine says again."Jass I'm not mad at you, and there's nothing to talk about. That's why I don't talk about it." I say.I hated that I wasn't telling her everything going with me and Noah, we always told each other everything but at thesame time I wasn't sure there's actually anything to say."Okay but you're being super secretive these days, are you sure there's nothing you want to talk about?" Paula asks."I'm okay guys I promise, beside we should be asking you Jasmine. Remember last time we talked you weren't exactly okay." I say as I park the car in the parking lot of the mall."Yeah Jassy how're things with your dad?" Paula asks."Well guys if you must know, my dad is still being thesame way about my sexuality. Which I clearly haven't figured out yet." Jasmine says."Remember my friend Penelope from East high, she happens to be figuring out her sexuality too. She invited me to a party next week why don't you come and maybe meet her." Paula says with a smile."Really? I don't think that's a good idea." Jasmine says nervously."Come on Jassy it's just a party say yes please and Sofi don't you think it's a good idea?" Paula says raising her eyebrows at me."Yeah sure Jass it's just a party." I say smiling."Okay okay, I'll go."We enter Sephora first. "By the way Sofi, why have you been checking your phone since we left your house? Is it Ryan?" Paula asks smiling."No it's not." I answer."Really? Then who? Oh God you're secretly seeing someone?" Paula asks."What? No. Just waiting for a call from my mom, haven't heard from her in a while." I say lying."Oh okay" Paula says clearly not convinced."Nothing guys," before I finish my statement my cellphone rings. We all check to see who's calling at thesame time only to see Zack. I ignore his call and we continue with our shopping.3 hours later, we have done our nails done some shopping and even stopped at the diner downtown to eat before we got home."You know Jake is still avoiding me, I just saw him tweet on twitter and he hasn't replied or called me back." Paula says frustratedly."Did you two fight?" Jasmine asks."No we didn't, he dropped me home yesterday and he hasn't called or texted me. I called and texted and he has been ignoring me.""You know what maybe Sofi you should call Zack and ask, you know Zack wouldn't lie to you." Paula says."I don't know, maybe Zack doesn't know anything." I say, I really don't want to get in between."Zack knows something he's probably with Jake right now." Paula says."Okay I'll call him." I say.I dial Zack's number waiting for it to ring, he picks up.
"Hello baby,"he says through the phone."I'm not your baby but hello Zack, so I saw your missed calls. What's up?" I say."Nothing I just missed you." He says."Okay? So are you with Jake?""Yeah, why are asking? Is Paula with you?" He asks."No, why is he avoiding her?""I don't know, he has been here since last night but he hasn't told me anything." Zack says."Zack I'm serious what's up with Jake." I ask again."Sofia I swear I don't know, are you at home" he asks again."Yeah I'm home." I say."Okay we're coming over," Zack says and ends the call."What did he say." Paula asks."He said he doesn't know anything but he's coming over and I think with Jake but he doesn't know you're here." I say to Paula.The doorbell rings and I go to open it, I see Zack, Jake and even Noah with them.Zack pecks my lips entering the living room."Seriously Zack not funny you can't kiss me." I say hitting his arm.I look at Noah who looks annoyed, he ignores me and walks inside, now what's his problem."I stop Jake before he goes inside, what's up with you? Why are you ignoring Paula.""Is she here?" he asks."Yeah, and you haven't answered me yet." I say."She's here? Zack said she wasn't.""I lied to him. So tell me," I say."You won't understand, it's just that she has been acting super weird and so clingy. Every fucking time she calling me, asking me to come over or she comes over. I just need a fucking breathing space." Jake says frustratedly."Then maybe you should talk to her about it and not ignore her." I say."Okay" he says walking inside."Hey" he says to Paula as we enter inside the living room."Hey can I talk to you," she says to him."Sure." he answers and follow her."Boys are assholes," Jasmine says."Tell me about about it," I say rolling my eyes dramatically.I sit down on the couch opposite Zack and Noah, Noah is on his phone texting with someone and ignoring me. Zack stands up and sits down beside me."So Sofi, I have a date today." Zack says smirking."Well good for you Zack." I say smiling."So you don't care." he asks."Ofcourse I don't care remember we're not together.""Well good." he says, "Noah and I are going out with Nancy and Jessica.""Noah and you?" I ask."Yeah he's my wingman."I look at Noah, and he stares back at me. I feel a stabbing pain in my chest. Act like you don't care Sofia I mentally say to myself."Which one are you going out with Nancy or Jessica." I ask trying to sound casual."Nancy, and Noah is with Jessica. But if you don't want me to, I won't." Zack says smirking."I don't care Zack," I say."Infact I also have a movie date later with Ryan." I say smirking. Which I totally made up, Ryan texted me earlier asking if we could hangout but I ignored his message."Baby! Ryan is an idiot, you're much better than him." Zack says."And you're much better than Nancy and Jessica," I say looking at Noah.
CHAPTER 9I text Ryan back, suggesting we have a movie hang out. And he was up for it texting back immediately asking which time to pick me up. I replied back saying 5 so that I can have an hour to get ready.Zack and the guys leave immediately after Paula and Jake finish making up atleast that's what it looks like because they're both smiling.
CHAPTER 10I walk inside with Noah walking behind me, I swear I could feel his eyes on my ass. When we get inside he follows me downstairs to the basement without a word. "So how your date?" He asks when I turn around. "It was good, I had fun."His expression changes for a moment, he looked mad before he composes himself and says "So you're going out with him again?""No" I say."Why? I thought you had fun." "Yeah I did but I'm not ready for a relationship right now and I wouldn't want to lead him on." I
CHAPTER 11We are going to this new retro club in Hollywood. Michael's cool uncle owns the place, minors aren't suppose to be allowed but since we know the owner and it's Hollywood no one actually cares.I dress up
CHAPTER 12The week went on quickly, Noah and I haven't seen or talked to each other alone since the make out session in his car.I saw him only during lunch in school, we only have one class together so we don't see much of each other.He wasn't his usual distance self but we didn't talk, he smiled at me mostly.I was getting frustrated because I thought things were getting good with us but I didn't let it keep me down.I got my early acceptance letter to NYU today. I haven't decided if I'm going there yet, I still h
CHAPTER 13Noah left late last night, I had fallen asleep already. I woke up feeling better the night morning. It's Saturday I have nothing to do, I'll probably just hang out with my friends later.I take a shower and go downstairs to eat breakfast, I find Noah waiting for me in the living room."Hey you," I say smiling. "When did you get in?" I ask."A while ago, went to your room but you were in the shower so I decided to wait for you downstairs." Noah says."Okay, I'm about to have breakfast. Want anything to eat?" I ask as he f
CHAPTER 14Noah’s POVShe's so beautiful. I have wanted to kiss her the moment I saw this morning wearing that beautiful simple dress. Then I saw how she was with her grandfather so attentive and loving. Today was one of the best days of my life, just being with her.
CHAPTER 15 Noah drove me home late last night. Let me just say yesterday was perfect, I haven't had a perfect day in a while but Noah made yesterday amazing. He kissed me goodnight and said he'll call me tomorrow.So I obviously woke up today with the biggest smile on my face. I take a shower, dress up and go downstairs to eat. I find my brother Lucas in the kitchen table eating.
CHAPTER 16It was finally Monday we're having breakfast before I leave for school. A family breakfast with dad and Lucas.My phone rings and I check to see who's calling."Sofía I thought I said no cell phones on the dining table." My dad says as I answer the call."But it's mom." I say answering.He doesn't say anything more he allows me to answer."Hey mom." I say."Hello my little baby. I miss you." She says."I miss you too." I say."What's going on with you, what's the latest." she asks. "Any boys I should know
Sofia’s POV I wait for Noah to leave before I finally come out of our bedroom finding his mother in front of the tv.“So he asked you to babysit me.” She says immediately I join her.“No.” I say shaking my head. “He didn’t, I thought it’ll fun for us to spend the day together.” I add and she stares me like she’s trying to decide if I’m serious or not.“Okay then what do you want to do?” She asks after a bit.“Anything you want to do Mrs Alvarez.” I say and she frowns again.“Please call me Bianca and anything you want us to do is fine.” She says and I nod okay.&l
Sofia's POVThe buzzing of an alarm woke me, and I quickly shuffled around to turn it off before it woke Noah, who slept soundlessly beside me. After finally hitting snooze, I lay back down and stared at the ceiling with his legs still intertwined with mine and a smile on my face exhausted, sleep deprived, but smiling.I do not smile in the morning normally. I'm not a morning person I'm usually groggy."Why are you smiling, baby?" Noah whispered, his voice sleepy and tired.Glancing over at him, I saw his eyes were still closed as he lay on his side, facing me. The room was still dark this early in the morning, with little moonlit morning sky."How did you know I was smiling?""I can feel it."Turning on my side to face him, I ran my thumb across his lashes. "Because I'm happy."He exhaled before the corners of his lips turned up. He was the one who made
Sofia's POVNoah and I have been in Palm Springs for two week now. We spent the past two whole week settling in, everything has been surreal Noah has been absolutely amazing reminding of all the reasons I fell in love with him in the first place.I still feel guilty sometimes that I'm moving on while Jake isn't here but I'm trying to get past that so that means trying to be happy and being with Noah despite our past makes me happy.Today is my first day going to work at the my grandfather's winery, well now my winery. And also the very exotic resort I now own.I'm meeting with the appointed head of operations of the winery who in charge of running things, he's going to fill in on things."Miss Sofia Sanchez, right this way. I'm Richard Malcardi." A tall well dressed man introduces himself to me curtly motioning me into the winery."Richard Malcardi head of operations?
Sofia's POVNoah and I are leaving for Palm Springs in a day so I going back home today. First I stop to do some shopping by the time I get home it's late but that means both my parents should be home and my brother Lucas too. Lucas lives in New York but he's home for a few days.When I get home, one of the chauffeurs helps me with my lots of shopping bags, taking it upstairs to my room while I look for my parents.I don't actually have to look for them, I find them in the living room. My mom sitting on my dad's lap while they watch tv together. They really are the cutest couple, I love how they love each other so much even though I resent them sometimes for it."Hi." I say walking and my mom gets down from my dads lap when she sees me."Hello princess," my dad says getting up so I give him a hug and a kiss. "How are you?" He asks still holdi
Sofia's POVNoah and I have spent the whole weekend passed hold up here, in the pool house of his parents house. We haven't been out even for food, we ordered whenever we needed to eat to avoid going out. We have been completely cut off from everything and everyone, in fact both our phones have been off. And I have to say I love being all alone with him, everything feels easy us being alone.We have basically been doing nothing, just watching tv, then making love. Talking about everything but us, I don't think we're ready to talk about us. It's been so long since we have been together like this and I think we're both afraid something will ruin it hence the being alone and not talking about us but enjoying the hell out of each other.We're currently in bed, we just finished watching avengers endgame for the
Sofia’s POVAt exactly 1 in the afternoon I was at Noah’s parents house to pick him up. The house was just a block away from the old house so it was easy to find. I text him that I’m here and he says to come in, I go through the back because he said to meet him by the pool house.And I’m met with a surprise, Noah’s mom making out with the pool boy. Naked.“Oh God, I’m so sorry.” I say turning away.“Sofia.” His mom calls my name trying to find her top and just in time Noah finds us.His face strains as soon as he understands what’s going on.“Oh my God honey, I’m so sorry.” He mom says putting on her top while the pool boy nervously dressed up leaving.“What the hell mom?” Noah says with a frown. “And I thought dad was the problem.” He adds with a frown.“Don’t talk to me like that, I’m your mother.” His mom says with a frown.“Yeah? Well you’re not acting like a
Sofia’s POVOne session with Dr Pinto and I was done with therapy, the woman is a genius. It was a good session, we talked and talked and I think I’m good or getting there.I just needed to talk to someone who knows nothing about me, someone who doesn’t have any expectations, someone that wouldn’t judge about everything.I loved Jake and he loved me, but he’s not here now and I have to keep on living. Not for anyone, but for me.But most of all I feel so guilty for being with Noah, I have always loved him and I still have strong feelings for him. In a way I felt like I was cheating on Jake by being with Noah but I’m not and I’m allowed to move on, I know that.But moving on with Noah also poses so many different feelings from me, I loved him so much and he had hurt me and I have been hurt alot in the past year. I don’t know if I can handle anothe
Noah's POVWhen we get back to New York, I put her to sleep and falls asleep immediately while I think about talking to her tomorrow.She needs help and I don't know how to help her but I would like to try which means talking to her about it. As much as I hate talking, I read somewhere talking usually helps.I barely slept and when she wakes up she finds me sitting by the edge of the bed watching her,Now as then, when Sofia was in the room, the only person I saw was her.Her gaze seemed just as intent to stay locked on mine.Seconds passed like hours. Before either Sofia or I said a word."Hi." She was the one who spoke first because I was a fucking chickenshit, though even through the glass, I could hear a rasp in her voice that said this likely wasn't easy for her either.She knows we're going to have the talk about her.I cleared my throat as if I could clear the scratch
Noah's POVArthur Connelly and I met in college first day and we became friends in an instant. I'm not a friends kind of guy, I only have few friends. Before we moved to L.A I had a few guys I was cool with back in Miami but since we moved to L.A in senior year high school we kind of lost touch but then I became friends with Sofia and her whole friends group.When we broke up right before graduation I thought that was it with the new friends I made but weirdly I stayed friends with Michael, Zack and even Jake though we hardly spoke when he started dating Sofia.We just arrived at Arthur's party in The Hamptons, his house is huge. Like a villa beach house huge. It's filled up with people, music blasting through speakers.Immediately we walk in, Michael and Jasmine disperse into the party to go get drinks while Sofia and I make it in and upsta