eleven

CHAPTER 11

We are going to this new retro club in Hollywood. Michael's cool uncle owns the place, minors aren't suppose to be allowed but since we know the owner and it's Hollywood no one actually cares.

I dress up in a short chic skirt and a crop top and wear my jacket on top, I do my no makeup look and let my long hair down finally pairing everything up with high heels.

Michael, Jasmine and I are going together. He comes to pick me up first.

"Damn, you look good so good," he says twirling me before we head out to his car.

"You also look so good too even more than me." I say to him admiring his cool shirt and Gucci jeans.

Michael and I are soul best friends and not to brag but we also have the best style among our group of friends.

We head to Jasmines and park around the corner she's sneaking out, she isn't suppose to be out on a school night.

We had texted we were on our way so she was waiting for us.

"Damn you guys look so good." She says admiring our clothes.

"And you look okay." Micheal says.

"Don't have to sound mean about it, I know I don't have your and Sofia's fashion sense." She says smacking his arm.

"Yeah but if you'll just let me give you a makeover." Michael says again.

"Micheal!" I say stopping them from arguing.

"So are you sure your dad won't know you're out." I ask changing the subject.

"Yeah he went to bed early, he had an early morning flight to Chicago and I stuffed my bed with pillows just Incase."

We laugh at that.

"You two don't know how lucky you are you don't have strict parents." She says.

We arrive at the club and Zack, Jack, Paula and ofcourse Noah were already there.

We meet them by the door and head in. "Just right on time" Paula says. "We just arrived too" she says.

"Hey babe you look so hot," Zack says giving me a hug. I want to say we're not dating anymore but I'm actually used to him being like that so I don't say anything and I like how Noah gives deadly stares to Zack when I let him hug me.

We head upstairs and sit on a sitting area.

Micheal calls over the waitress and we order fancy fruity drinks, and also appetizers.

There's music and the club is filled we retro 21 something year olds and there's also dancing.

"Let's go dance baby," Paula says to Jake.

They stand up and head to the dance floor, Jasmine is talking to a girl by the bar leaving Michael, Zack , Noah and I alone.

"Let's dance too" Zack says to me.

I look over to Noah before answering, as usual he looks like he doesn't care so I go dance with Zack.

"Baby don't you think we should get back together already," he says.

"Zack." I say looking at him. "I'm serious about us breaking up, you have to stop all this. It's our senior year shouldn't you be having fun." I say.

"We can have fun together." He says trying to kiss me. "No." I say pulling away.

"You really serious huh?" He asks.

"Yeah I am, Zack."

"So you won't mind if I go over there and dance with someone else." He says pointing to a group of girls sitting at the other side of the floor.

"Yeah I won't mind." I say.

"Okay then, I better go get laid," he says. "I was never ever going to with you anyway." He says again referring to the fact we never actually had sex, it was like a punch to my throat the way he said it.

He looked sorry immediately he said it. "I'm sorry Sofi, I didn't mean it." He says apologizing.

"It's okay Zack, let's not talk about it." I say leaving him on the dance floor. I walk over to Noah sitting alone, I carry my cranberry vodka and drink everything and then I ask him.

"Do you want to go and make out."

He looks surprised that I asked but nods Yes.

No one was really paying attention to us so we slip downstairs and head to his car.

I collect the car key from him and enter the back seat. He follows me into the back seat after pausing for a bit.

I climb up his lap and kiss him immediately he closes the car door.

He pulls away and ask. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm good," I say bending down to kiss him again.

He pulls away again. "Are you sure? Something is definitely bothering you." He says again.

I try to climb out of his lap but he holds me still. "You can talk to me," he says looking straight into my eyes.

"It's nothing really, it's stupid." I say.

"Yeah you can still talk to me." He says moving my hair away from my face.

"Zack's just being an asshole." I say.

He nods but doesn't say anything.

"He just said something that shouldn't bother me but it still did." I add.

"It's not stupid Sofía, if something bothers you it bothers you." He says. "You shouldn't feel ashamed that it bothers you." He adds again.

I bend down and kiss him again. This time slowly using my tongue to gain access to his mouth. We pull away with our mouth still close breathing in thesame air as we stare at each other.

"Do you want to talk about it." He asks.

"No," I say. "Zack is just an asshole and he never meant to actually say it." I say.

"You deserve better than him." Noah says.

"Yeah?" I ask. "Maybe he's what I deserve." I say.

"No Sofía, you deserve so much better than him. He's not good enough for you." He adds.

"And are you good enough for me." I ask avoiding his eyes.

"No I'm not, you deserve better than me. So much better." He says.

"Is that why you ignore all the time," I ask now looking into his eyes.

He tries to avoid my eyes now but I don't budge still looking into his eyes.

"Yes." He says. "I don't trust myself around you, I'm messed up Sofía and I don't want to hurt you. Sometimes it's just better to pretend you're not there even when all I notice is you." He says as he kisses my forehead.

I didn't know what to say to that, I don't exactly even know what that means so I say "maybe you shouldn't pretend I'm not there, maybe you should give in to this, to us." I say touching his face.

He doesn't say anything so I bend down and kiss him again. "Don't you feel this," I ask in between kisses.

"Us, You and I." I say kissing him again.

"I know," he says breathing in my mouth, "it's so good between us." He adds.

He brushes a loose strand of hair off my cheek. Then he holds my face his hands and kiss me. He kisses me harder and I'm kissing him back.

My arms are wrapped around his neck, and  he's up against me, grinding into me and then I'm laying down on the back seat of his car and I unzip my crop top, and he pulls off his shirt, and He says.

"You are driving me crazy. You have been driving me crazy for a while."

His mouth is on my neck, and I'm making these gasping sounds, and he moans the most beautiful sound ever.

I'm just in my bra and he's shirtless, my entire body feels like it's going to fucking explode. His chest is hard and beautiful and warm, and I run my hand over his abs. He kisses me again and then his hand is sliding into the hollow between my stomach and my skirt.

My phone starts to ring cutting us off, I ignore it and kiss him again but then both our phones start ringing again.

We check to see it's Micheal and Zack calling.

We pull away and put back our removed garments silently and head back inside.

"Where were you guys." Micheal asks as we joined them upstairs.

"Just saw friends of my brother's downstairs and Sofi and I stopped to say hi." Noah says.

I look at him before nodding Yes at Michael.

"Anyway let's get ready to go, Jake and Paula are fighting about something" he says. "So she's following our car." He adds.

We get ready to leave and head downstairs.

Jasmine, Michael, Paula and I in the same car.

Zack, Noah and Jake in the same car.

Noah and I don't get a moment alone again so we don't talk about what we just did in his car and if it actually means we're giving us a shot.