CHAPTER 10
I walk inside with Noah walking behind me, I swear I could feel his eyes on my ass. When we get inside he follows me downstairs to the basement without a word."So how your date?" He asks when I turn around."It was good, I had fun."His expression changes for a moment, he looked mad before he composes himself and says "So you're going out with him again?""No" I say."Why? I thought you had fun.""Yeah I did but I'm not ready for a relationship right now and I wouldn't want to lead him on." I say.He opens his mouth to say something and then he closes it. When he doesn't say anything I ask "How about you? How was your date?""It wasn't a date." He says."Oh really, I saw you having fun. You left early so it must have been good.""Yeah Jessica is cool but we weren't on a date." He says smirking.
I don't say anything, I carry a bottle of opened vodka and I walk back upstairs.I drop it on a table and walk to a mirror pulling my hair into a ponytail.Noah comes behind me, standing so close I could feel his breath on my bare shoulders.He stands right behind me watching me from the mirror. He moves closer to me pressing into my back."I'm glad you're not going out with him again." He says. I want to ask what that means but I don't know if I should, I just look at him through the mirror as I feel tingles all over the pit of my stomach.
When I don't say anything, he goes on to say. "I don't know what it is about you, you drive me insane. I think about you more I should and more than I want to."I turn around around meeting his eyes, I want to ask why he doesn't want to think about and why he ignores me and if he likes me but he doesn't let me talk or say anything he does something I least expect him to.He bends down and kisses me.It's a peck at first then he goes on to kiss me deeply, grabbing my waist with two of his hands.It's the best kiss of my life, he uses his tongue to get access into my mouth.I opened my mouth just enough for him to suck on my bottom lip, a thrill ran through me at sound as I moan."Christ," he says breathing into my mouth looking deep into my eyes with so much want. I never knew wanting someone could be like this it's like I want every part of him. I have never felt this way before which scares me shitless.He watches me process every single sensation and know at that moment he feels what I'm feeling, the want.
"Sofi!" Michael calls my name out.I quickly pull away from him panting, I carry the vodka and walk outside. Noah walks out after me."What took you so long?" Jake asks and "why do you look like that?" Michael asks."No reason I'm just not feeling too good." I say giving the bottle and pouring myself some lemonade."You know vodka and lemonade sounds good, Paula says collecting the bottle and pouring it into her lemonade glass.I thought you're never drinking babe?" Jake says to his girlfriend."Well never say never babe." she says kissing him.I sit by the pool dipping my legs inside, Noah undresses and jumps inside. I have no idea what we are all talking about, all I can still think about is Noah. He pulls away from the group and comes to me."Can I see you later?" He asks."No." I say after a pause before quickly adding "My dad is getting back tonight, we're having dinner.""Okay" he says, "tomorrow then?" He asks again."Yeah sure." I say.He doesn't say anything more he goes back to swimming with the group and therefore goes back to ignoring me.I move away too and go back to swimming and splashing water around with Michael.
An hour later everyone takes off, and my dad gets home around 6. We eat together as he tells me about his work trip and ofcourse he got me presents. New shoes and dresses from Paris. After dinner we watch cartoons together, I know I'm grown up but it's one of my favorite things to do with my dad.
"I hate Monday's" I say to Sonya as she wakes me up for the fifth time this morning. "Miss Sofia you have to wake up or you'll be late for school." Sonya says as she goes into my closet to get me clothes for today. I stand groggily and head into the bathroom.I got to school a little late today but just in time before the bell rang.I sat down beside Noah as usual, we didn't say anything to each other. I caught him looking at me from time to time and I smiled at him which he smiled back.
The day went on fast and it was already lunch time. I got there late again, everyone was there already."Hey," I say sitting down on the empty seat beside Zack."Hey" everyone says. "Hey babe," Zack says as usual.Noah ignores me again, as usual it doesn't even faze me anymore.We eat in silence mostly the guys talking about football and Michael and Paula arguing about something I wasn't quite paying attention to."Hey you're okay?" Jasmine asks noticing I've been quiet."Yeah I'm good, just a weird day can't wait to for the day to be over.""I know what you mean, Mr Tony is stressing me out, we have a quiz tomorrow." She says.
Finally last period, I meet Irina waiting for me right outside my locker."Hey," she says grinning."Hey you," I say. "Someone looks happy today."She grins again, "okay can't keep it in any longer. It involves a boy." She says as we walk outside."Okay, do tell." I say excitedly."Oh shoot, Noah is waiting. Uhnmm I'll tell you tomorrow." She says."Why don't you come over, now and Noah can pick you up later at my place.""Yeah okay, let me call my mom first." She says dialing her phone."Okay she said yes, let me tell Noah and we can get going.""So I'm not going home now" she says to Noah who is standing right outside his car."Why?" He asks."Going to Sofi's, she's helping me with something. Told mom already."He looks from me to her clearly not convinced, he looks like he wants to say something but he keeps quiet."Okay" he says."Okay, can you pick me up later though." She asks as he enters his car."Yeah text me." He says driving off."Sorry about that," she says. "He usually not that weird or mean."Irina adds as we enter my car and drive off."It's okay, he wasn't that mean." I say."Oh yeah he was, he was so different back in Miami totally cheerful and fun but then she hurt him." She says.I want to ask what happened, who she is and how she hurt him but Irina changes the subject before I can and I'm not even sure I should ask.
"So what were you doing after school anyway?" She asks."Nothing probably just homework and hanging out with my friends later." I say."I hope I won't be intruding" she says as we park and enter inside."Sonya I'm back," I say out loud."And No you won't be intruding," I say.
"Want anything to eat," Sonya asks joining us in the living room downstairs."Yeah I want tacos, I'm starving didn't eat much during lunch." I say."What about you," I ask Irina."Tacos is okay," she says."Okay let's go up to my room.""Wow," Irina says entering my room. "This is so aesthetically the most beautiful room ever." She says referring to my room.
"I know right, I have a thing for gooddecor." I say feeling proud of my room.
"Now I definitely have to see your closet, I know you have great things in there because have you seen the clothes you wear" she says removing her shoes.
We walk into my closet and she aww's again. "God Sofi you have so many things, it's two floors in here. How do you decide what to wear." She says. I just smile at that as she looks at things.
"So how you like it in L.A," I ask.
"Well I don't particularly miss Miami just my friends I don't know anyone here, we definitely needed the change though.""You have friends, you have me" I say to her as she tries on shoes.
Sonya knocks and come in, "your food is ready." She says."Okay we'll be downstairs in a bit."
"So tell me about the boy." I say as we eat."Okay so I don't even know if he likes me but I like him. We were paired up together for a group project. He's just so beautiful." She says."What's his name." I ask."Reed Collins." She says blushing."I know Reed, that's Jakes little brother." I say."Yeah you know him?" She asks excitedly."Yeah I've known Reed since he was a baby, Jake is a childhood friend, Paula's boyfriend I explain again. He's cute, you two will look good together." I add."Do you know if he has a girlfriend," she asks."I'm not sure but he used to date Amy Phillips not sure if they're still together. I can find out though." I say."Thank you." she says grinning.
Noah decides to come at that moment. He finds us sitting in the kitchen table eating."You're here already?" Irina asks rolling her eyes."Yeah I'm going out with the guys later so I have to drop you home now."She rolls her eyes at him. "Can't you say hi to Sofi atleast." she says."Hi" he says. "Now can we go." He says again."Okay Okay, let me get my bag from upstairs" she says leaving us alone.
He watches her go before he comes around to where I'm sitting."You coming out with us? He asks referring to him and the guys.""Yeah, Michael is picking me up." I say."Okay" he says. Then he bends down and gently kisses me. He pulls away quickly when he hears someone coming.Leaving me looking flushed.Irina looks between us, she most have noticed the change in the atmosphere because she asks."What's going on? Was he being an ass, again.""No it's nothing," I say.She doesn't look convinced but she says let's go."I'll see tomorrow Sofi," Irina says to me."Yeah see you," I say.
CHAPTER 11We are going to this new retro club in Hollywood. Michael's cool uncle owns the place, minors aren't suppose to be allowed but since we know the owner and it's Hollywood no one actually cares.I dress up
CHAPTER 12The week went on quickly, Noah and I haven't seen or talked to each other alone since the make out session in his car.I saw him only during lunch in school, we only have one class together so we don't see much of each other.He wasn't his usual distance self but we didn't talk, he smiled at me mostly.I was getting frustrated because I thought things were getting good with us but I didn't let it keep me down.I got my early acceptance letter to NYU today. I haven't decided if I'm going there yet, I still h
CHAPTER 13Noah left late last night, I had fallen asleep already. I woke up feeling better the night morning. It's Saturday I have nothing to do, I'll probably just hang out with my friends later.I take a shower and go downstairs to eat breakfast, I find Noah waiting for me in the living room."Hey you," I say smiling. "When did you get in?" I ask."A while ago, went to your room but you were in the shower so I decided to wait for you downstairs." Noah says."Okay, I'm about to have breakfast. Want anything to eat?" I ask as he f
CHAPTER 14Noah’s POVShe's so beautiful. I have wanted to kiss her the moment I saw this morning wearing that beautiful simple dress. Then I saw how she was with her grandfather so attentive and loving. Today was one of the best days of my life, just being with her.
CHAPTER 15 Noah drove me home late last night. Let me just say yesterday was perfect, I haven't had a perfect day in a while but Noah made yesterday amazing. He kissed me goodnight and said he'll call me tomorrow.So I obviously woke up today with the biggest smile on my face. I take a shower, dress up and go downstairs to eat. I find my brother Lucas in the kitchen table eating.
CHAPTER 16It was finally Monday we're having breakfast before I leave for school. A family breakfast with dad and Lucas.My phone rings and I check to see who's calling."Sofía I thought I said no cell phones on the dining table." My dad says as I answer the call."But it's mom." I say answering.He doesn't say anything more he allows me to answer."Hey mom." I say."Hello my little baby. I miss you." She says."I miss you too." I say."What's going on with you, what's the latest." she asks. "Any boys I should know
CHAPTER 17Today went on fast. It is after school already, Noah had texted me and said we'll leave together we're going to his house. My dad has taken time off work and is home every time, Lucas is also home so I definitely can't a boy in my room. So I was excited to go to Noah's, atleast we'll have some privacy in his room.Jasmine and Paula stop me by locker after school."We're hanging out at Paula's place. You coming?" Jasmine asks."No can't today, going over to Irina's after school. Tomorrow though?" I ask."Irina? Noah's sister?" Jasmine asks. "We never hang out anymore." She adds.
CHAPTER 18I pulled away from him and turned to face him. I pulled off my sweater, undid my bra, pulled down my skirt leaving me in just my panties. And because the room was fully lit, I crossed my hands over my chest... well because. Because I was suddenly shy.Instead of pouncing, his head fell back on his shoulders and he groaned."You're going to kill me."Then he was reaching out to touch me again. A finger down my arm, a hand sweeping up my stomach until he cupped my breast. A kiss pressed against my collarbone.He pinched my nipples and pulled on them, watching the whole time what that did to my breasts. He stroked a finger through my pussy lips, barely touching my clit which was still covered by a thin layer of my panties, which made it even hotter.I laid on the bed, I watched his eyes as he watched me lay down on his bed. They got really super dark. Then I watched as he impatiently took off his clothes.
Sofia’s POV I wait for Noah to leave before I finally come out of our bedroom finding his mother in front of the tv.“So he asked you to babysit me.” She says immediately I join her.“No.” I say shaking my head. “He didn’t, I thought it’ll fun for us to spend the day together.” I add and she stares me like she’s trying to decide if I’m serious or not.“Okay then what do you want to do?” She asks after a bit.“Anything you want to do Mrs Alvarez.” I say and she frowns again.“Please call me Bianca and anything you want us to do is fine.” She says and I nod okay.&l
Sofia's POVThe buzzing of an alarm woke me, and I quickly shuffled around to turn it off before it woke Noah, who slept soundlessly beside me. After finally hitting snooze, I lay back down and stared at the ceiling with his legs still intertwined with mine and a smile on my face exhausted, sleep deprived, but smiling.I do not smile in the morning normally. I'm not a morning person I'm usually groggy."Why are you smiling, baby?" Noah whispered, his voice sleepy and tired.Glancing over at him, I saw his eyes were still closed as he lay on his side, facing me. The room was still dark this early in the morning, with little moonlit morning sky."How did you know I was smiling?""I can feel it."Turning on my side to face him, I ran my thumb across his lashes. "Because I'm happy."He exhaled before the corners of his lips turned up. He was the one who made
Sofia's POVNoah and I have been in Palm Springs for two week now. We spent the past two whole week settling in, everything has been surreal Noah has been absolutely amazing reminding of all the reasons I fell in love with him in the first place.I still feel guilty sometimes that I'm moving on while Jake isn't here but I'm trying to get past that so that means trying to be happy and being with Noah despite our past makes me happy.Today is my first day going to work at the my grandfather's winery, well now my winery. And also the very exotic resort I now own.I'm meeting with the appointed head of operations of the winery who in charge of running things, he's going to fill in on things."Miss Sofia Sanchez, right this way. I'm Richard Malcardi." A tall well dressed man introduces himself to me curtly motioning me into the winery."Richard Malcardi head of operations?
Sofia's POVNoah and I are leaving for Palm Springs in a day so I going back home today. First I stop to do some shopping by the time I get home it's late but that means both my parents should be home and my brother Lucas too. Lucas lives in New York but he's home for a few days.When I get home, one of the chauffeurs helps me with my lots of shopping bags, taking it upstairs to my room while I look for my parents.I don't actually have to look for them, I find them in the living room. My mom sitting on my dad's lap while they watch tv together. They really are the cutest couple, I love how they love each other so much even though I resent them sometimes for it."Hi." I say walking and my mom gets down from my dads lap when she sees me."Hello princess," my dad says getting up so I give him a hug and a kiss. "How are you?" He asks still holdi
Sofia's POVNoah and I have spent the whole weekend passed hold up here, in the pool house of his parents house. We haven't been out even for food, we ordered whenever we needed to eat to avoid going out. We have been completely cut off from everything and everyone, in fact both our phones have been off. And I have to say I love being all alone with him, everything feels easy us being alone.We have basically been doing nothing, just watching tv, then making love. Talking about everything but us, I don't think we're ready to talk about us. It's been so long since we have been together like this and I think we're both afraid something will ruin it hence the being alone and not talking about us but enjoying the hell out of each other.We're currently in bed, we just finished watching avengers endgame for the
Sofia’s POVAt exactly 1 in the afternoon I was at Noah’s parents house to pick him up. The house was just a block away from the old house so it was easy to find. I text him that I’m here and he says to come in, I go through the back because he said to meet him by the pool house.And I’m met with a surprise, Noah’s mom making out with the pool boy. Naked.“Oh God, I’m so sorry.” I say turning away.“Sofia.” His mom calls my name trying to find her top and just in time Noah finds us.His face strains as soon as he understands what’s going on.“Oh my God honey, I’m so sorry.” He mom says putting on her top while the pool boy nervously dressed up leaving.“What the hell mom?” Noah says with a frown. “And I thought dad was the problem.” He adds with a frown.“Don’t talk to me like that, I’m your mother.” His mom says with a frown.“Yeah? Well you’re not acting like a
Sofia’s POVOne session with Dr Pinto and I was done with therapy, the woman is a genius. It was a good session, we talked and talked and I think I’m good or getting there.I just needed to talk to someone who knows nothing about me, someone who doesn’t have any expectations, someone that wouldn’t judge about everything.I loved Jake and he loved me, but he’s not here now and I have to keep on living. Not for anyone, but for me.But most of all I feel so guilty for being with Noah, I have always loved him and I still have strong feelings for him. In a way I felt like I was cheating on Jake by being with Noah but I’m not and I’m allowed to move on, I know that.But moving on with Noah also poses so many different feelings from me, I loved him so much and he had hurt me and I have been hurt alot in the past year. I don’t know if I can handle anothe
Noah's POVWhen we get back to New York, I put her to sleep and falls asleep immediately while I think about talking to her tomorrow.She needs help and I don't know how to help her but I would like to try which means talking to her about it. As much as I hate talking, I read somewhere talking usually helps.I barely slept and when she wakes up she finds me sitting by the edge of the bed watching her,Now as then, when Sofia was in the room, the only person I saw was her.Her gaze seemed just as intent to stay locked on mine.Seconds passed like hours. Before either Sofia or I said a word."Hi." She was the one who spoke first because I was a fucking chickenshit, though even through the glass, I could hear a rasp in her voice that said this likely wasn't easy for her either.She knows we're going to have the talk about her.I cleared my throat as if I could clear the scratch
Noah's POVArthur Connelly and I met in college first day and we became friends in an instant. I'm not a friends kind of guy, I only have few friends. Before we moved to L.A I had a few guys I was cool with back in Miami but since we moved to L.A in senior year high school we kind of lost touch but then I became friends with Sofia and her whole friends group.When we broke up right before graduation I thought that was it with the new friends I made but weirdly I stayed friends with Michael, Zack and even Jake though we hardly spoke when he started dating Sofia.We just arrived at Arthur's party in The Hamptons, his house is huge. Like a villa beach house huge. It's filled up with people, music blasting through speakers.Immediately we walk in, Michael and Jasmine disperse into the party to go get drinks while Sofia and I make it in and upsta