The doctor said as he left the room, Liam closed his eyes, he hated to be back in the hospital, hated that he was sick again, and wished this was nothing huge like he feared.Shortly after the doctor left, two nurses came to help him out of the room, they first took him to the laboratory to get his blood drawn and then to the MRI center, he didn’t see Mark and just assumed that he left to get back to work, it felt lonely sitting alone while waiting for his turn, but then his parents arrived right before he was met to enter, the doctor must have briefed them before they got to the hospital because they didn’t talk loud or ask him many questions, his mom just held his hands tight while his dad stood in the corner watching them.After getting everything down, he was finally able to get painkillers and fell asleep as soon as he got back to the hospital room he was admitted.He was allowed to go home after he woke up and his parents decided that it would be best for him to go home with the
"Jordan, the guys are having a night out, do you wanna hang out since it is the weekend?"His coworker Reid asked, Jordan looked up from his system and smiled at him."I would love to, when is it happening?"He asked as he continued typing."Later, after work, at the usual bar,""Sure, thanks for the invite,"Jordan said and Reid waved at him, it has been three weeks since he got back to California and this time, he was doing a pretty good job, he made new friends already and was having a fun time working here compared to last year, his life was going smoothly and he was thankful for the small victory he had achieved so far.On some occasions when he was at his lowest, he still felt sad and disappointed but now, he was able to snap out of it on time, and just focus on the good part of life.After work, he drove to the little bar downtown where he and the guys usually the four of them and Cynthia, always hang out, they were already there before him, he said hello to them and sat down n
"You are not that big, and you are so pretty,""Yeah, Lucas tells me that lie every time so I believe,"She responded.“You are pretty, believe it because it is the truth,”“Sure, so how are you doing?”“Doing good and feeling just fine,”He responded and for the first time in a long time, it was the truth, he was doing just fine.“That’s so good to know, I am so happy to have you back Jordan, let’s heal and move on, who knows, you might find love and happiness in love again,”She said. But he didn’t think that would be the case for him."I don't think I would ever be happy with another man but I can be happy with myself, and I am going to have a baby too, not this year but maybe next year, I can plan it all ahead and achieve it and be the best dad in the world to my baby,"He said in excitement, he could hear Asteria giggle in the background."I am so happy that you are okay now Jordan!"Kat said."Right, me too, plus I made new friends, do women really have such strong hearts? I rem
"I am on my way back already, I don't understand why you couldn't just place an order,"Liam complained to his mom who had sent him to the fruit store to get fresh fruits, a peck of being the only child and being at his parent's house, these days, he spent more time with them and he finally let his dad talk him into to the company here in New York, well, he didn't do much there because he barely had any idea what's going on, but it was kind of fun to listen to their meetings.He has been working on himself a lot lately and trying his best to mend his bad ways, the chaos he created with everyone when he came back, the only person he still hasn't been able to reach was the one he seem to have offended the most, maybe it was pride stopping him or maybe he didn't just want to raise death issues but he found himself stopping each time he tries to reach out."You know you can't tell which is fresh online, so stop complaining and get back here,"His mom answered, cutting off his train of tho
"You my baby, deserve only the best, so don't ever think you deserve less,"“I don’t know, I feel I have done too much damage to even deserve anything,”He cried.“No, don’t say that, all you have to do now is make things right, your dad and I of course don’t hold anything against you, you are our son and we love you so much, the person you need to apologize to the most is Jordan, even if he doesn’t want you back, you can at least ask for his forgiveness for the way you treated him,”His mom said but it hurt, it hurt that there might be a huge chance that Jordan would not want anything to do with him, he didn’t like the thought of that, didn’t want it to be true. He loves him so much he would die if they are not together, how could he have forgotten how Jordan makes him feel? How he save him and loved him?“I don’t want to lose him, mom, I love him so much, I can’t live without him, it just doesn’t make any sense, his found I forget just like that? When all it took for me to remember
Liam returned home to his apartment after one miserable week at his parent's house, it was worse than he could imagine, there were things he needed to find out which is why he was home right now, his mom had told him that she had told Jordan to pack out of the apartment before his return from the hospital, which could explain why there wasn't any trace of them living together in his apartment, but he wanted to be completely sure that there was nothing there, maybe he would find a photo of them together or something, they had lots of those.After looking around and turning his apartment upside down with no sign of Jordan being there before, he gave up trying to find anything, what was the point anyway when he remembered everything that happened? It was his fault Jordan left, it was his fault, everything went wrong because of him and he handled everything wrongly even when people around him kept telling him to do the right thing, he hadn't listened, and now the pain he was dealing with
"Oh, What are you doing here? How did you know where I live? Sorry my bad, are you here to see someone?"Jordan asked, he didn't look happy to see him, why would he when all he did was cause him a lot of pain?"Yes, I am here to see someone,""Okay, good to see you,"Jordan said and turned to walk away."Aren't you going to ask me who I am here to see?"He asked and Jordan stopped and turned."I don't think that's any of my business, moreover, last I checked we aren't even close nor are we friends that I should be asking you,"Jordan responded, each word he said made Liam feel like someone was piercing him with a needle, it was painful to stand there just talking to him when he wanted to throw his hands around him and hold him close to himself forever."But it should be, we know each other don't we?"He asked walking closer to him, he had been a fool to forget all the amazing things and feelings he had shared with this man, he couldn't excuse himself, foolish to not look into those ey
"What? What do you fucking have to say to me now Liam? What?"Jordan yelled at him, he couldn't even bring himself to believe that this was even real, that Liam was here, and that he was finally whole, that he finally remembered."How could you leave just because I asked you to? You said you love me Jordan, that you will never leave me but you did, you fucking left me and took all traces of us that would have let me remember anything from me, there was no sign of you in the house we shared, nothing, and you went away,"Liam let out, Jordan couldn't believe he was saying all these to him after everything he put him through, right now he had a lot on his mind, Kat went into labor when they were on the phone together and he was worried about her.“What are you even talking about?”“Why didn’t you stay? You said you would no matter what,”Liam said."You didn't give me the chance to stay Liam, don't talk like I just left you, you told me to get off your face, you told me I wasn't welcomed