"I am on my way back already, I don't understand why you couldn't just place an order,"Liam complained to his mom who had sent him to the fruit store to get fresh fruits, a peck of being the only child and being at his parent's house, these days, he spent more time with them and he finally let his dad talk him into to the company here in New York, well, he didn't do much there because he barely had any idea what's going on, but it was kind of fun to listen to their meetings.He has been working on himself a lot lately and trying his best to mend his bad ways, the chaos he created with everyone when he came back, the only person he still hasn't been able to reach was the one he seem to have offended the most, maybe it was pride stopping him or maybe he didn't just want to raise death issues but he found himself stopping each time he tries to reach out."You know you can't tell which is fresh online, so stop complaining and get back here,"His mom answered, cutting off his train of tho
"You my baby, deserve only the best, so don't ever think you deserve less,"“I don’t know, I feel I have done too much damage to even deserve anything,”He cried.“No, don’t say that, all you have to do now is make things right, your dad and I of course don’t hold anything against you, you are our son and we love you so much, the person you need to apologize to the most is Jordan, even if he doesn’t want you back, you can at least ask for his forgiveness for the way you treated him,”His mom said but it hurt, it hurt that there might be a huge chance that Jordan would not want anything to do with him, he didn’t like the thought of that, didn’t want it to be true. He loves him so much he would die if they are not together, how could he have forgotten how Jordan makes him feel? How he save him and loved him?“I don’t want to lose him, mom, I love him so much, I can’t live without him, it just doesn’t make any sense, his found I forget just like that? When all it took for me to remember
Liam returned home to his apartment after one miserable week at his parent's house, it was worse than he could imagine, there were things he needed to find out which is why he was home right now, his mom had told him that she had told Jordan to pack out of the apartment before his return from the hospital, which could explain why there wasn't any trace of them living together in his apartment, but he wanted to be completely sure that there was nothing there, maybe he would find a photo of them together or something, they had lots of those.After looking around and turning his apartment upside down with no sign of Jordan being there before, he gave up trying to find anything, what was the point anyway when he remembered everything that happened? It was his fault Jordan left, it was his fault, everything went wrong because of him and he handled everything wrongly even when people around him kept telling him to do the right thing, he hadn't listened, and now the pain he was dealing with
"Oh, What are you doing here? How did you know where I live? Sorry my bad, are you here to see someone?"Jordan asked, he didn't look happy to see him, why would he when all he did was cause him a lot of pain?"Yes, I am here to see someone,""Okay, good to see you,"Jordan said and turned to walk away."Aren't you going to ask me who I am here to see?"He asked and Jordan stopped and turned."I don't think that's any of my business, moreover, last I checked we aren't even close nor are we friends that I should be asking you,"Jordan responded, each word he said made Liam feel like someone was piercing him with a needle, it was painful to stand there just talking to him when he wanted to throw his hands around him and hold him close to himself forever."But it should be, we know each other don't we?"He asked walking closer to him, he had been a fool to forget all the amazing things and feelings he had shared with this man, he couldn't excuse himself, foolish to not look into those ey
"What? What do you fucking have to say to me now Liam? What?"Jordan yelled at him, he couldn't even bring himself to believe that this was even real, that Liam was here, and that he was finally whole, that he finally remembered."How could you leave just because I asked you to? You said you love me Jordan, that you will never leave me but you did, you fucking left me and took all traces of us that would have let me remember anything from me, there was no sign of you in the house we shared, nothing, and you went away,"Liam let out, Jordan couldn't believe he was saying all these to him after everything he put him through, right now he had a lot on his mind, Kat went into labor when they were on the phone together and he was worried about her.“What are you even talking about?”“Why didn’t you stay? You said you would no matter what,”Liam said."You didn't give me the chance to stay Liam, don't talk like I just left you, you told me to get off your face, you told me I wasn't welcomed
Like he expected it wasn't going to be easy getting Jordan back but that didn't mean he wa going to give up, no he wasn't, Jordan endured a lot and him giving up right after the first rejection would be him not trying at all, he wasn't going to back out until Jordan takes him back, he didn't want live life without him by his side, there won't be a reason for his living then.Once again he was at Jordan’s apartment waiting for him even after he has been rejected every day for the past two weeks, he just couldn’t give up, he saw Jordan’s car and got out of his, running to him before he could enter his apartment.“You are here again? What the fuck?”Jordan asked glaring at him.“Yes, I am,”He answered.“Why can't you just take a hint and leave me alone? Stop coming here, stop trying please just stop, there is no point doing all of these, I won't go back to you, I have made up my mind and nothing you can do will change that,"Jordan yelled at him."Please don't push me away Jordan, I beg
Jordan looked up from what he had been doing when his phone rang, he checked who it was and dropped the phone back, it was Liam's mom calling him, he didn't know what to tell her, what could he say when he told his son to fuck off, maybe she wanted to tell him to stay away from her son, he knew that wasn't possible, the phone stopped ringing and he went back to working silently but a few minutes later, it rang again, this time, he decided to pick up."Good day, mom,"He greeted as he walked out of the office towards the resting area, thankfully, no one was in, he entered and sat down."Hi, son, I am sorry to disturb you,"She responded."It's not a problem mom, it must be urgent since you are calling me, what is it?"He asked even though he already had an idea of what she might be calling for."His are you doing Jordan?"She shows shocking him, he shouldn't be shocked by her caring, she has never stopped, ever since Christmas, when she had gotten his contact again, she had made sure t
Liam rolled over on the bed and smiled when his body came in contact with another, he popped his eyes open to see Jordan sleeping peacefully beside him, memories of the night before flashing through his mind, he couldn't believe it, they were good again, he got him back, Jordan was his again, and his life just got better."Why are you looking at me like that?"Jordan asked as he opened his eyes, Liam felt his heart skip a beat, they never really resolved anything, all Jordan had said was for him to kiss him, what if this wasn't what he thought it was, what if Jordan just wanted them to have sex? He really didn't like the direction his mind was going and shook off the thoughts."Now why are you frowning so early in the morning? Did you have a bad dream??""No, I just, I am just,""What? You are lost for words? Good, that means I did well,"Jordan said touching his face, he still couldn't believe that this was all real, he knew he needed to apologize for real now, so he sat up."Jordan,