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2023-06-16 08:41:39Luna
At last my work shift as ended and I can go home. Work was hell , Home is home but UGH the internet mess. I cant even finish a work shift without things going sideways online, and out of every one Carmen has Fan wise is NO WHERE to be found. For Tour I answer everyones needs and questions. I solve problems that I shouldnt even be worried about but everyone else is missing!I drive home and my phone is ringing, I glance down I see its Rita video calling me. Rita is a long term fan of Carmens, we both been a fan for the same amount of time a decade and some. Rita lives about 10hrs away from me. We began our friendship because I found her a mutual , she lives about 2 hrs away from Rita . Rita always been upset that everyone lives so far away but I found her a fan a buddy thats only 2 hrs away. I used my siri to text Rita how I am driving home i will call her when i'm walking in the doors.Rita been excited because I plan to meet her hopefully one summer. Shes been helping me maliciously finish off my online bullies.She also tells me how they are just jealous human beings! I still don't understand why everyone says its jealousy. I never dealt with viciously, toxic and notorious ruthless people. Over what? a fan club? I never asked to be that person. I am naturally a leader, I am pretty much a sassy feisty walking talking machine. I don't take no shit! Ive been bullied all my life, Elementary school all the way to college. I never let a bully get me down. I let them know you fucked up by thinking because I am small and quiet you will belittle me. WRONG I take no shit! I am no-ones victim.The night sky is darker than any other night, in the city I cant see the stars but as soon as I get home I see the stars. I stare and wonder why me . I talk to the moon and stars as I gather my work bag. I know I told Rita I would call her when I got home but I spent my ride home facetiming my children. They were at home waiting for me even tho it was passed their bed time! My oldest daughter is 9 yrs old my baby boy is 4yrs old. I greet the babysitter and apologize for being so late, the con of working so far from home but pro is I am the only manager so the pay is pretty great. I couldn't even finished getting in the door before my children are jumping on my back smothering me with kisses. My sitter dipped before I could thank her again, I had to ask my daughter did you behave lol. She said yes she was actually waiting for dad to come home . Normally on a good day the love of my life beats me home but his work is always busy and he's a manager also. He has been firing nonstop just like me.He has to travel for his jobs and not only that his a baby-mama from hell. Theres days he isn't home because his baby mama doesn't allow me to be around their children. We been working on it with her. I told him whats the point of us having a big house with out 2 kids , your kids are my kids. I have a ring on my finger and we have been together for 10 years already. Minus a few if we wan to be technical I needed my space I was going through alot Lucian wasn't understanding me we were fighting too much I was pregnant didn't know it .My daughter isn't his, I was raped but he stepped in . Our son is 4, and he has an 11 year old son and a 3 year old son . He is a truly great guy, if I didn't push him away into his baby mama again. unfortunately his other son wouldn't have been born but I wouldn't change it . I want more children someday . Lucian is a patient man, he's perfect for me. He understands my work load , mymom load and the internet work load. I shoot Rita a text asking can we talkanother day the kids were still up and they have school in the morning.Rita I feel like she understands even tho she has no kids, she has nieces and nephews but i am not sure. Luke despises Rita! He said something is off with her and he doesn't want me to talk to her. But because so many things is happening internet wise with me and this fan club! I told him I have to be nice I cant treat anyone mean. Everything little thing I do is overthought and dragged to the cliff and kicked off with high velocity. I slapped my thigh as i just think about everything Luke as said and I wonder if I'm making the worse mistake in trusting her! I told Lucian about Luke's thoughts and Lucian actually agrees . He said I see the good in everyone but never the bad. I agree to disagree. It could be because my intuition is always on point, it could be because I do not want to stir a pot with Carmen .It just is alot happening I cant process anything .Rita texts me back sayingRita: Luna I think Carmen and her partner broke up what do we do?Me: HUH?? what happenedRita: Their pictures with each other is gone and it look like shade is being thrown around!!me: not going to lie let me check it out!Rita: hurry up !!! what do we doing about itMe: it looks like they are over! ohhh god we just need to tell fans be respectful at this time!Rita: but how ? I never did that beforeme: just make a statement that everyone needs to give Carmen some space shes on tour!! She doesn't have time for drama! her heart is broken I gotta go tho , I will text Luz and Luke about it !!Related chapters
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Luz I was woken up to a massive texts from Luna ! it ReadsLuna: Luz , I know you sleeping but Carmen is single I need help with fans and giving her space shes on tour! Luna: her heart is so broken and there's drama brewing OMG Luna: *inserts 20 screenshots*Luna: omg sorry Luz I know your sleeping just text me when you wake up!!! I posted on my account for Carmen, asking for respecting her privacy at this time! she is on tour she will talk when shes ready!!Luna: I also texted Laura and Jane you know her manager and assistant I told them take her phone away shes crying and drunk . *end of text message* I cant even process this text properly! I immediately go to the gram , my hands are trembling I can barely search for Carmens account, its been 10hrs and everything still up! I text Luna and I tell her how I wish I had her passwords so I could remove this! Under her pictures you can see every rude comment under the sun! The only person who can get Carmen to remotely breathe is Lun
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We arrived safely across the state lines, I calmly called my husband Lucian to let him know we were almost at our destination. Lucian's husky voice sounded more rugged than usual. I known him since we were teenagers and his voice is always a big turn on for me. "Lucian" I said quietly breathing heavily. "MHM" he replied. You cant talk like that , we are so far away I just wanted you ...you to know we almost ar.. arrived. Lucian laughs loudly, he apologizes he is exhausted from work and he's home alone. I quickly hang up the phone because I need to call my friends who live here. Valerie knows how I am in route to her, I sent her my location so she knew my every move besides my husband. Valerie send me a location to a restaurant so we can meet up. I told her I felt better if I checked in the motel first and dropped off the luggage. Arriving at the Motel, it didn't look NOTHING like the pictures. It was run down, the pool was slimy green, Kaylen groans as we go inside the room and it w
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Pulling up in the modern era apartment, its gated theres on site security, These apartments looks like little townhomes. Valerie pulls into her garage, she points to where I can park. Kaylen looks at me , I told her with my eyes " Shes little spoiled , don't start just grab your bags!!" The apartment was well lit up, with its L shaped building. Her apartment has two levels, and a garage. Javier and Kaylen walked to the garage with their bags, I carried what i could and quickly followed them into the dark garage. It was nothing but ooo's and ahhs once the garage doors closed behind us and a little light came on. We walked up some stairs and as we walked the light became brighter and at the top of the stairs we were at her front door. I looked around like did we come out the closet or the woods and how we end up at the front door. Garages lead to the back normally but this is an apartment but it was a private entrance to her apartment. It was soo beautifully crafted. Her
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Waking up in a home thats not home, has me feeling out of place. The children are up and already eating breakfast! I look around the room, Kaylen says Valerie said make yourself at home so I fixed me and Javier waffles ! She has frozen waffles, she exclaims . I told Kaylen we have frozen waffles at home you never fix those. We giggled and I go to to our luggages, I pick out everyones outfit for the day. I go shower and then as I'm finishing up and wrapping my towel around, I get Javier in the tub. I began to do my makeup while I let him splash around because its Kaylen who takes soo long to get ready . I had to use my time wisely we are waiting on Rita anyway but you aren't supposed to sit around in pajamas or clothes from yesterday till someone says hey I am on the way! As I finish just with my eyeliner , Javier is done splashing , I learned quickly to bath them first then let them play so you have time to do anything you need while they are playing in the tub. I dry him off and he g
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I tried to take pictures of the kids on this carousel, and Lucian called. I took a deep breath before answering the call. Me: Hello? Lucian: *sternly* What is wrong? me: no more hey love bug? Lucian: * in a husky but stern tone * NO ! What is wrong? Do you need me ? Are you in danger? Me: Im not sure , my foot just started hurting in my shoes .Lucian: I can fly out and bring you guys home! Me: the kids are having fun, its okay, I can see a doctor when im back in town!Lucian: *silence* Me: Brownie? Lucian: yes??? Me: are you mad? *I begin to cry because of the pain, and my voice began to crack*Lucian: I think you should end the trip, come home immediately. You're in pain . Me: Im actually fine its fine !! You're dramatic Lucian: *sexual tone* says the woman in pain crying on the phone to her lonely husband, who wants whats best for her. Come home let me rub your foot!!! Me: *aggravated I began to get lo
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