Luz
I was woken up to a massive texts from Luna ! it ReadsLuna: Luz , I know you sleeping but Carmen is single I need help with fans and giving her space shes on tour!Luna: her heart is so broken and there's drama brewing OMGLuna: *inserts 20 screenshots*Luna: omg sorry Luz I know your sleeping just text me when you wake up!!! I posted on my account for Carmen, asking for respecting her privacy at this time! she is on tour she will talk when shes ready!!Luna: I also texted Laura and Jane you know her manager and assistant I told them take her phone away shes crying and drunk .*end of text message*I cant even process this text properly! I immediately go to the gram , my hands are trembling I can barely search for Carmens account, its been 10hrs and everything still up! I text Luna and I tell her how I wish I had her passwords so I could remove this! Under her pictures you can see every rude comment under the sun! The only person who can get Carmen to remotely breathe is Luna!! I see Toby comments and he just adding fuel to the fire!I cant even enjoy my coffee anymore I spend more morning not even showering for work. I am lost for words and in a daze! An Award winning Artist heart is breaking for 5million fans to see . Shes on world wide tour she has no time to think about whatever happened! I also wanna know what happened she was in this relationship for 6yrs ! I thought they were happy! Maybe it was a facade , or a mistake! We are fans will never know the truth but I know we have to protect her ! Carmelita is a LEGEND! She is everything that women need in a artistic world. Now I am so intrigued I call Martin he lives 30 mins away from me, he was sleeping but I told himwake up and meet me for brunch! Martin , yawns and says very sleepy "Ok Luz send the location and I will meet you there is everything okay? " I replied no we will talk there I need help, luna needs help we all need help together! Martin suddenly woke up and said Say less with a direct dominant voice!Quickly I get dressed in blue jeans and t shirt, I tie my hair up in a ponytail and rush out the door. I have Martin meeting at this smallbistro in the Chicago area. I had my hair up but I got so antsy I took my long brown hair down put a bucket hat on. I ordered some coffee and juice a few random brunch things. I never had brunch with Martin before but he loves food so I just ordered enough for us! I sat at a table in the back of the bistro but then I felt like everyone was looking at me so I went to their sleek patio. Martin finally parked and I waved him over. I Told him food and drinks were on the way.I had skimmed over what happened within now 24hours with Carmen. We all have a hand in what she does and go through but Luna has the toughest job yet. She keeps us together and of course she tells us the tea! We cant share what she knows but she gives us enough to keep the peace and everything moving . Last night she has no idea what happened she is lost and confused! Martin's jaw hits the ground in a sense. He hasn't closed his mouth at all and I bet he swallowed somebugs for sure! Martin handles a social media platform for Carmen, Him and Luna are admin together. Luna didnt want to be admin but he refused to do it alone, No one really likes talking to her team directly besides Luna! I began to stuff my mouth with this quiche I ordered while Martin began to drink his coffee! Martin finally said wow oh wow! What are we doing Luz we should be online looking , watching stalking the pages everywhere!! Luna does that I have no idea how she manages to keep her head on straight. I know Martin I tell him harshly, I am Luna back bone but I am at a loss. We all need Luna but Luna needs us! You know the dirty crew is gonna take whatever they can and step all over Luna! Carmen cant help her, Carmen has a tour shes doing and shes crying she might cry every damn night because of this! So how do we help Luna, wouldn't it be the good team verses the dirty grimy ones! Martin states as he slammed his coffee down on the patio glass table and hot coffee spills all over burning Martin! Easy fella , I tell him , we all love and care for Luna !Luna is like a big sister I always wanted! Shes sweet but cut throat, she tells you what we need to hear always! Martin says the same about Luna, she has helped him in more ways in his love life and home life. Martin has never gone into details but He looks up to Luna! Anyone with a brain does, shes not everything the internet portrays her to be. Martin and I both are hispanic descent and she is more hands on with us! Lucian her future husband is mexican! The grimy things online, says how she doesn't like hispanics , she is rude to spanish speakers ! They also say how she is a bad mother and tell her to focus on her kids! Me and Martin video chat with Luna enough times that her house is phenomenal! Her children are very well taken care of, she works a-lot but still manages everything! We know the online worldof Carmen fans , haters too are gonna clap back strong. We have to be there for Luna , so Luna can take care of Carmen for us! We owe her that much respect, holds that much power in our community.CarmenAs I am in my green room it finally hit me , I am single! My fans have no clue that this break up was a month ago! My Ex took shit to the internet and I finally had time to remove her off my shit! Some of my fans are losing their shit just like me. I need to decompress before my show! my inbox is saying 5600 messages! my text messages are up to 300 unread messages! I have a-lot of my plate, my ex knew I couldn't handle shit while I'm on tour! I cant mourn for my self . I have to pretend I am so happy and perform for sold out shows! Jane is trying to help me but she just wants me black out drunk! My Assistant wants me drunk off my ass! My manager Laura is unbothered! She told me she was talking to Luna don't worry about comments online. They were handling it ! I am so fed up with people telling me not to worry, thats all I do is worry my anxiety is on 100! I have meet and greets in 2hours , I haven't ate since the shit blew up online . My ex claims I used to beat her ass every
Luna The heat in June is so drastic here in Nashville. I was finally back at work, months have gone by after the breakup with Carmen. Rita has been there helping me but shes been sounding little depressed. I told Lucian I would take the kids and go on a road trip to see Rita. He was fine with it because he didn't want me to go alone. I hate driving but she was so weird lately. I told my assistant manager I needed these days off , its an emergency with a family member. I told her I would work for her Saturday and Sunday the following week. I packed our bags and loaded my black suv up. I have the Dodge Durango, black on black on black. I felt sleek in my suv, I made sure the kids had their tablets charged and snacks was loaded up. We only were going to stop for gas and potty breaks, it was nearly an 11hr drive. I didn't want to fly with 2 children alone. I also didn't want to depend on Rita and Valerie to drive us everywhere. Valerie is the friend I found for Rita, I told them both
We arrived safely across the state lines, I calmly called my husband Lucian to let him know we were almost at our destination. Lucian's husky voice sounded more rugged than usual. I known him since we were teenagers and his voice is always a big turn on for me. "Lucian" I said quietly breathing heavily. "MHM" he replied. You cant talk like that , we are so far away I just wanted you ...you to know we almost ar.. arrived. Lucian laughs loudly, he apologizes he is exhausted from work and he's home alone. I quickly hang up the phone because I need to call my friends who live here. Valerie knows how I am in route to her, I sent her my location so she knew my every move besides my husband. Valerie send me a location to a restaurant so we can meet up. I told her I felt better if I checked in the motel first and dropped off the luggage. Arriving at the Motel, it didn't look NOTHING like the pictures. It was run down, the pool was slimy green, Kaylen groans as we go inside the room and it w
Pulling up in the modern era apartment, its gated theres on site security, These apartments looks like little townhomes. Valerie pulls into her garage, she points to where I can park. Kaylen looks at me , I told her with my eyes " Shes little spoiled , don't start just grab your bags!!" The apartment was well lit up, with its L shaped building. Her apartment has two levels, and a garage. Javier and Kaylen walked to the garage with their bags, I carried what i could and quickly followed them into the dark garage. It was nothing but ooo's and ahhs once the garage doors closed behind us and a little light came on. We walked up some stairs and as we walked the light became brighter and at the top of the stairs we were at her front door. I looked around like did we come out the closet or the woods and how we end up at the front door. Garages lead to the back normally but this is an apartment but it was a private entrance to her apartment. It was soo beautifully crafted. Her
Waking up in a home thats not home, has me feeling out of place. The children are up and already eating breakfast! I look around the room, Kaylen says Valerie said make yourself at home so I fixed me and Javier waffles ! She has frozen waffles, she exclaims . I told Kaylen we have frozen waffles at home you never fix those. We giggled and I go to to our luggages, I pick out everyones outfit for the day. I go shower and then as I'm finishing up and wrapping my towel around, I get Javier in the tub. I began to do my makeup while I let him splash around because its Kaylen who takes soo long to get ready . I had to use my time wisely we are waiting on Rita anyway but you aren't supposed to sit around in pajamas or clothes from yesterday till someone says hey I am on the way! As I finish just with my eyeliner , Javier is done splashing , I learned quickly to bath them first then let them play so you have time to do anything you need while they are playing in the tub. I dry him off and he g
I tried to take pictures of the kids on this carousel, and Lucian called. I took a deep breath before answering the call. Me: Hello? Lucian: *sternly* What is wrong? me: no more hey love bug? Lucian: * in a husky but stern tone * NO ! What is wrong? Do you need me ? Are you in danger? Me: Im not sure , my foot just started hurting in my shoes .Lucian: I can fly out and bring you guys home! Me: the kids are having fun, its okay, I can see a doctor when im back in town!Lucian: *silence* Me: Brownie? Lucian: yes??? Me: are you mad? *I begin to cry because of the pain, and my voice began to crack*Lucian: I think you should end the trip, come home immediately. You're in pain . Me: Im actually fine its fine !! You're dramatic Lucian: *sexual tone* says the woman in pain crying on the phone to her lonely husband, who wants whats best for her. Come home let me rub your foot!!! Me: *aggravated I began to get lo
The kids are happy, I am miserable but I keep a happy face.Rita is in route to us so we can all go to some place. I wasnt aware to all of the places and plans they had for us. Luna is down for a fun crazy time by all means. Valerie took us over to the crowded, loud, big food court. All of our bellies rumbled,tumbled and fumbed, making the most rambunctious noises. Kaylen and Javier picks out a chicken restaunrant to try, as if living in the south, fried chicken is soo not a thing. Valerie orders everyones meals because she eats there alot and if it was up to me I would have picked something else. Javier saw a large patio outside of the food court and asks politely if we can eat outside. Kaylen and Javier rushes by a large crowd of people, giggling as napkins fly out their little small hands.They are zooming pass people just to find a table, a fabulous table at that. They want to find the best fabulous table to eat their lunch at while we wait for Rita. Javier sits down a t
The kids clean up there mess and gather their bags of toys and clothes! Valerie grabs her keys and checks her phone, so she can confirm the location to Rita. They wanted to go to an amusement park or an arcade or something of that sort for the kids. I honestly love how kid friendly everything they plan out. The walk to the car was really fast, I think we are all excited to see Rita, Valerie hasnt even met her yet. We are bouncing off excitement! Valerie drives to an arcade, it was the largest building i ever did see. It was a big gray bricked building with ARCADE in red and bold letters. Valerie parks the car and before she could unbuckle her seat belt. Me and the kids were jumping out the car. There was a nice fountain on the outside. Kaylen pulled out coins from her pocket and made a wish by throwing a coin in the fountain. Javier didnt want to make a wish he was ready to play in the arcade. As soon as we walked up to the double doors, a short blonde with fair skin turned around.
The drive wasnt as long as i expected it to be, it was quite beautiful, there was a long bridge to cross which thankfully i couldnt see the water becau, se its dark out. The journey was quite beautiful . Rita's was in a smaller nit town, it looked like one of those everybody knows everybody places. Her house was cute almost like a cottage small. After parking I grabbed the bags for me and the kids and placed them inside.She shown me where we would be sleeping and i grabbed Javier first and placed him down,Kaylen is too tall so she had to wake and walk in. I told Rita we would shower in the morning, no we could shower after the beach, theres no need to run up her water bill with all of us, showering multiple times. Rita lives by herself, and is on a small income because of an work injury she cant work. I dont want to make anything harder on her, she has to watch what she does and how she does things as well. I didnt even get to finish taking my shoes off and the pain was more intense,
It just might be my shoes, i dont wear them often Luna replies, but they make it to the table and sit down. Eat your food and I will be fine, she tells everyone sternly. Everyone silently ate their food, Kaylen who nibbled on them pretzel bites with cheese, said they were too salty. Javier's Pizza for it to be small was actually big so she ate some of his pizza instead and they drank their waters. Luna drinks her whiskey and waits for everyone to be finished eating, the bartender told everyone their cups can go with them in the arcade because we get free refills on the fountain drinks. Everyone was now finished eating and Luna does her mom thing, she points out the exits, bathrooms and off limit areas. Kaylen and Javier stay together , Kaylens phone has a tracker on it so Luna knows her location at all times. Kaylen is old enough and this place isnt currently crowded, but Luna cant run or walk fast. She wants nothing but the kids to have fun, Valerie and Rita ar
The kids clean up there mess and gather their bags of toys and clothes! Valerie grabs her keys and checks her phone, so she can confirm the location to Rita. They wanted to go to an amusement park or an arcade or something of that sort for the kids. I honestly love how kid friendly everything they plan out. The walk to the car was really fast, I think we are all excited to see Rita, Valerie hasnt even met her yet. We are bouncing off excitement! Valerie drives to an arcade, it was the largest building i ever did see. It was a big gray bricked building with ARCADE in red and bold letters. Valerie parks the car and before she could unbuckle her seat belt. Me and the kids were jumping out the car. There was a nice fountain on the outside. Kaylen pulled out coins from her pocket and made a wish by throwing a coin in the fountain. Javier didnt want to make a wish he was ready to play in the arcade. As soon as we walked up to the double doors, a short blonde with fair skin turned around.
The kids are happy, I am miserable but I keep a happy face.Rita is in route to us so we can all go to some place. I wasnt aware to all of the places and plans they had for us. Luna is down for a fun crazy time by all means. Valerie took us over to the crowded, loud, big food court. All of our bellies rumbled,tumbled and fumbed, making the most rambunctious noises. Kaylen and Javier picks out a chicken restaunrant to try, as if living in the south, fried chicken is soo not a thing. Valerie orders everyones meals because she eats there alot and if it was up to me I would have picked something else. Javier saw a large patio outside of the food court and asks politely if we can eat outside. Kaylen and Javier rushes by a large crowd of people, giggling as napkins fly out their little small hands.They are zooming pass people just to find a table, a fabulous table at that. They want to find the best fabulous table to eat their lunch at while we wait for Rita. Javier sits down a t
I tried to take pictures of the kids on this carousel, and Lucian called. I took a deep breath before answering the call. Me: Hello? Lucian: *sternly* What is wrong? me: no more hey love bug? Lucian: * in a husky but stern tone * NO ! What is wrong? Do you need me ? Are you in danger? Me: Im not sure , my foot just started hurting in my shoes .Lucian: I can fly out and bring you guys home! Me: the kids are having fun, its okay, I can see a doctor when im back in town!Lucian: *silence* Me: Brownie? Lucian: yes??? Me: are you mad? *I begin to cry because of the pain, and my voice began to crack*Lucian: I think you should end the trip, come home immediately. You're in pain . Me: Im actually fine its fine !! You're dramatic Lucian: *sexual tone* says the woman in pain crying on the phone to her lonely husband, who wants whats best for her. Come home let me rub your foot!!! Me: *aggravated I began to get lo
Waking up in a home thats not home, has me feeling out of place. The children are up and already eating breakfast! I look around the room, Kaylen says Valerie said make yourself at home so I fixed me and Javier waffles ! She has frozen waffles, she exclaims . I told Kaylen we have frozen waffles at home you never fix those. We giggled and I go to to our luggages, I pick out everyones outfit for the day. I go shower and then as I'm finishing up and wrapping my towel around, I get Javier in the tub. I began to do my makeup while I let him splash around because its Kaylen who takes soo long to get ready . I had to use my time wisely we are waiting on Rita anyway but you aren't supposed to sit around in pajamas or clothes from yesterday till someone says hey I am on the way! As I finish just with my eyeliner , Javier is done splashing , I learned quickly to bath them first then let them play so you have time to do anything you need while they are playing in the tub. I dry him off and he g
Pulling up in the modern era apartment, its gated theres on site security, These apartments looks like little townhomes. Valerie pulls into her garage, she points to where I can park. Kaylen looks at me , I told her with my eyes " Shes little spoiled , don't start just grab your bags!!" The apartment was well lit up, with its L shaped building. Her apartment has two levels, and a garage. Javier and Kaylen walked to the garage with their bags, I carried what i could and quickly followed them into the dark garage. It was nothing but ooo's and ahhs once the garage doors closed behind us and a little light came on. We walked up some stairs and as we walked the light became brighter and at the top of the stairs we were at her front door. I looked around like did we come out the closet or the woods and how we end up at the front door. Garages lead to the back normally but this is an apartment but it was a private entrance to her apartment. It was soo beautifully crafted. Her
We arrived safely across the state lines, I calmly called my husband Lucian to let him know we were almost at our destination. Lucian's husky voice sounded more rugged than usual. I known him since we were teenagers and his voice is always a big turn on for me. "Lucian" I said quietly breathing heavily. "MHM" he replied. You cant talk like that , we are so far away I just wanted you ...you to know we almost ar.. arrived. Lucian laughs loudly, he apologizes he is exhausted from work and he's home alone. I quickly hang up the phone because I need to call my friends who live here. Valerie knows how I am in route to her, I sent her my location so she knew my every move besides my husband. Valerie send me a location to a restaurant so we can meet up. I told her I felt better if I checked in the motel first and dropped off the luggage. Arriving at the Motel, it didn't look NOTHING like the pictures. It was run down, the pool was slimy green, Kaylen groans as we go inside the room and it w
Luna The heat in June is so drastic here in Nashville. I was finally back at work, months have gone by after the breakup with Carmen. Rita has been there helping me but shes been sounding little depressed. I told Lucian I would take the kids and go on a road trip to see Rita. He was fine with it because he didn't want me to go alone. I hate driving but she was so weird lately. I told my assistant manager I needed these days off , its an emergency with a family member. I told her I would work for her Saturday and Sunday the following week. I packed our bags and loaded my black suv up. I have the Dodge Durango, black on black on black. I felt sleek in my suv, I made sure the kids had their tablets charged and snacks was loaded up. We only were going to stop for gas and potty breaks, it was nearly an 11hr drive. I didn't want to fly with 2 children alone. I also didn't want to depend on Rita and Valerie to drive us everywhere. Valerie is the friend I found for Rita, I told them both