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Chapter 11
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2022-03-31 18:03:36Leka pov,
Wow. The mattress I am lying is very fluffy. How ?. The mattress I usually sleep is not fluffy like this. Anyway today I will get some relieve from my back pain. I smiled and start to fall in deep slumber again. As the memories of everything happened in the mahal make me to open my eyes in the shock. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw rosie crying face and heard her voice,
"Leka. How are you now ?. "
"I'm fine. Don't cry rosie. Don't waste your tears for someone like me. I don't deserve your friendship rosie. Please try to forgive me rosie. Sorry rosie. I know my apology cannot compensate for the sin I did. Please forgive me if you can". I told her with watery eyes and took off my legs from the bed and kept on the floor and tried to get up from the bed while uttering to her,
"Thank you for your help rosie. Now I have to go. Grandma would be waiting for me."
When I
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Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 12
Leka pov,I said his real name "Rakshith dalbert " again and again in my mind and smiled with a sneer while thinking about my stupidness. Without even knowing his real name, I fall in love with him and allowed him to humiliate me. How easily I am became joker in his drama ?. Again he is asking me to play a part in his drama. Don't he have little bit love towards his child ?. He is even ready to use his own child life to intimidate me for property. How can he behave so cheaply for property ?.I know he don't leave me that much easily if I don't accept to act in his drama. Anyway after three months, the baby will be born then I can get out of his control with my child without any problem after handing over all my property to him. I replied him after thinking about everything,"Okay hari. I agree with you. I will act as you say in front of others but you should not cross your limit. I mean you should not touch me in any oth
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-31Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 13
Leka pov,Why is he looking at me ??..Control yourself leka..Don't scold him loudly..Leka just collaborate with him..Its just a acting..Leka did you forget you also agreed to act in his drama..So control your anger and try to act with him..Thatsall..Everything will over soon..Rosie's voice was heard as I was screaming in my mind how to control my anger..."Enough of your romance leka..I feel shy to watch it..You both of them can continue it when you are alone..okay.."My innocent rosie what should I do with you ??..I was thinking how to control my anger but she was saying it's romance..I heard her voice again.."Anna..You should have told me the girl you loved is leka..Then I would have arranged your marriage grandly..There would have been no need for a secret marriage..Anyway I'm very happy..Finally I got my anni and best friend.."Did I'm hearing correctly.?? Did rakshith loved
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-31Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 14
Leka pov,I came out of the bathroom after wearing the dress which rosie gave me..I think its varun sister dress..umph..I feel suffocate in this dress because its too tight for me and I think I put on little weight due to my pregnancy..Still I decided to wear this dress as I don't have any other dresses to wear now..Ever since I came out of the bathroom, I feel like someone was peeking me through the gap of the open door..I turned to see who it is..I saw a small boy and girl standing in the doorway with a shockful expression as I caught them for peeking me..After seeing their pretty yet shockful expression, I smiled and called them and waved my hand as the way to call them,"Hello cuties..Come here.."They both looked at each other with the thought whether to come inside the room or not..Then the girl held boy hand boldly and came inside the room with bashful expression..I went near the bed and sat
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-31Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 15
Leka pov,I noticed that rosie was in deep thought while I was eating the food..First she told me to come to the dining room after I changed the dress then why now all of a sudden she brings food into the room..So I asked her to erase my ambiguity,"Rosie..Why did you bring the food to the room ??..I would have come to the dinning hall..""I thought so too but my brother told me to bring your food to the room because you were tired..I never thought my brother would fall in love with someone this much deeply because he don't talk to anyone that much easily..Leka will you tell me your love story ??..Really I'm very curious to know about it"God..What I'm going tell her now??..She would get doubt if I said something wrongly..If she came to know we are acting in front of everyone, then definitely rakshith would kill me..What to do now??..I heard varun voice as I was seriously ruminating what to do,
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-31Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 16
Leka pov,"Hello grandma..Its me leka" I said as soon as Grandma picked up the phone.."Leka dear..Its you..Thank god..How are you dear??..Where are you now ??..Tell me the address where you are..I will come there.." grandma asked me worriedly from other side of phone.."Grandma..Don't get tension..I'm perfectly fine.." I told her after hearing her worried voice.."How can I not get tense after knowing that you are missing ??..Do you how much I worried..?? Even I went to the police station to ask them to help me to find out you but they said I can only file a compliant after 24hrs of your missing.. Do you know how scared I was ??..You are easily telling me not to get panic..Leave it..Where are you now ??..Give me the address..I will come there" grandma scold and asked me.."Grandma..That..Now I am at my husband house..He came mahal to meet me and he plead me to forgive him thats
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Leka pov,"Leka""Leka..Get up..""If you don't wake up now then you will be late for the function ""Leka..get up..Don't you want to get ready beautifully for the function..""If you sleep like this then we have to arrange the function in the bed itself"I heard the talking and laughing sound around me..What they are talking about ??..They are talking about what function..Why they are distrubing my sleep ??..I opened my eyes in anger after conforming they would not let me sleep to peacefully..I saw rosie standing near the bed with some other womens..Rosie smiled and told me as soon as I opened my eyes,"Leka..Get up..We don't have much to get ready"After that rosie didn't allowed me to say or ask anything..Rosie and stylist adorned me with beautiful saree and gold ornaments as soon as I got out of the bathroom after
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-31Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 18
Leka pov,I let out relaxing sigh as the function ended..Rakshith went out to send off his relatives..After informing rosie I walked towards the room..I start to take off the jewels as soon as I enter into the room..I know he has arranged this function to humiliate me in front of everyone..Usually he would insult me when we are alone but now as a new tactic he started to insult me in front of everyone..Ah..Why I could not remove this damn necklace ??..Its stuck in my hair..I tried to remove it some more times then I stopped undoing it with thought that I could remove it later with the help of rosie..After removing all other jewels except the thali chain, I placed everything in the dressing table and then I unbraid my curly hair and went to the bathroom to wash off the makeup..As I was wiping my face with towel, I heard Rakshith voice and knocking sound on the bathroom door.."Leku..Come out soon"
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2022-03-31Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 19
Leka pov,As I was looking my laddoo who is sleeping peacefully in the cradle, I heard subha aunty whisper who is a middle aged woman working as a cook in rakshith house.."Leka Madam..Dr.Pooja is waiting for you"I nodded and left the room after telling nanny to take care of my laddoo and to call me if my laddoo woke up..I asked subha aunty in a fake angry tone as we were walking out of the room"Aunty..How many times I told you don't call me madam ??..""Madam.." She begin to say but after noticing my glare she smiled sheepishly and told again,"Leka..Rakshit sir ordered everyone to call you madam..He would fire me if he knew that I was not obeying his order..""Aunty..I will take care of it if rakshith came to know..You don't need worry about it..Okay.."She nodded with a smile and went to the kitchen through stair
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Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Epilogue
Leka pov,The Sunlight striked on my face through the window to indicate that it was dawned..I woke up from sleep but I sealed my eyes tightly and got ready to go back to sleep..Few seconds later, I felt him tightening his grip on my bare waist and kiss on my forehead and heard his whisper,"I'm sorry leku"I snuggled close to his chest as to reply him..Its his daily routine..He would apologize to me every morning since he knew that gowri was responsible for all the sins I had committed..Two years ago, after he confessed his love we left Grandma's house the next morning and came to Chennai..Then we learned that gowri had died and her mother had killed her..I could not believe that her mother killed her..Realizing that something was wrong in gowri death case, we went to the police station to see gowri mother..That's when we knew that all the things she had done against me..Even though, In some way she was responsible for
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? LasT ChapteR
Gowri pov,Bullshit..Did I do everything to come back to this same old house ??..I knocked on the front door of my house and waited for it to open..I looked around the house through my eyes in disgust..I hate this dirty small old house..I hate to be poor..I hate to live in this slum area..I need money to give up everything I hate..I moved several plans against leka just to get that money..All my plans to get her money ended in failure..I never thought that bloody pig rakshith would give up on me..If that accident had not happened to me, all my plans would have ended in success..Everything was going well according to my plan..I made leka to come from abroad according to my plan..I gave her idea how to behave in varun house and how to kill rosie..I deliberately told leka to go varun home even after I knew that she would caught by police with the help of security camera which is placed in varun house..The police arrested leka for trying to kil
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 33
Leka pov,There was a complete silence between us..There was a look of confusion on his face as soon as I told him I had heard everything he said to the gowri..He stared at me without saying anything..But from his look itself I understood that he was thinking something deeply..I removed his hand from face and turned to go grandma house but he kept his hand on my shoulder and told me pleadingly,"Lekuu..I think you have not heard fully what I said to gowri..It was my fault for sharing with her about our private matter..Everything is my fault..I understand very well why you can't forgive me..Even I can't forgive myself when I think of the atrocities I have committed against you..You have every rights to hate me..I did not come here to ask you to love me or not to hate me, but please take me with you leku wherever you go..I will live my life with satisfaction of being near you..If you want me to punish me for everything I have done to you then
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 32
Leka pov,Around night 7, I arrived at the coimbatore bus stand..I boarded the city bus with laddoo to go to grandma's hometown from the coimbatore bus stand..Many thoughts were running in my mind on the way to grandma houseWhat would I answer to grandma if she ask me that why I came to her home all of sudden ??..Would he have read the letter now ??..What would he have thought if he had readed it ??..Definitely he would be happy after knowing that I leaved him..But he may also think to come looking for me in the fear that I wouldn't give him the property..I just don’t understand one thing that why gowri thinks to grab my property..My father had so much affection for her..My father would always say that he consider gowri as his own daughter..My father paid for her education and also he took care of her without any shortcomings
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 31
Rakshith pov,I was driving the car smiling as I looked at the rose bouquet which I bought for my lekuu..What to say her while giving her this bouquet ??..When I saw this bouquet, I was reminded of your charming face..So I bought this for you..!!No..Saying this would be like saying the article..So long..A bouquet for my beautiful flower!!I reached Grandma's house while thinking all this..I parked the car in front of grandma house and got out of the car happily and took the rose bouquet from the car seat..Then I looked my view at car side glass while combing my hair with my hand..Perfect..You looking woww rakshith..I told myself and tried many pose how to give her bouquet..After finalising I could give it on kneeling pose, I knocked the door and waited for it to open..I know kneeling pose would be old fashioned still from google I learned it that girls wi
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 30
Rakshith pov,I parked the car at a tea shop to get rid of fatigue which is caused by constant driving..I left home in the afternoon and now it was evening..I have to drive four more hours to reach grandma house..I got out of the car and stretched my hands to let out my exhaustion..I took water bottle from car and washed my face and then I went to the tea shop and ordered tea and waited for it to serve..I heard group of boys voice as I was munching vadai.."Da..Look..Elephant is coming.."I turned to see who they were talking about..I saw a overweight boy coming into the shop..He took bhaji from container and sit on the chair without minding their teasing..Seeing him reminded me of my old life..Flashback;Although I was born and raised in a middle class family my parents never made me to compromise in anything whether in study or something else..My father wanted me to study engi
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 29
Rakshith pov,I loved gowri..Its true..I have no doubt in it..In office, Gowri was the only one who is with me when everyone are insulted and ignored me for being fat..She was the first one who loved me after my family..So I turned and went near her and told her in a low tone,"No gowri..Really I loved you gowri..I truly did it..Thats why I married leka to fullfill your last wish..I married her in order to get all her property as per your wish..Do you know how much it hurted me when I married her instead of you??..Do you know how I feeled whenever I touch her instead of you??..I felt like I was burned in the fire..Still I did everything for you even though it hurted me..Did you know why it hurt me ??..Because I dreamed to do it all only with you..I did everything for you gowri..For our love.."Gowri smiled happily and held my hand and told me,"I will fix everything as before..Before that I need to k
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 28
Rakshith pov,I smiled sadly as I remember the every single thing which she did for me..She completely believed the lie which I told about my family poverty and she went to the cleaner job to run our life..She would cook for me everyday even if she couldn’t do it because of her trembling..Every day I would see the knife cut or burns on her hands..She never failed to fullfill her duties as my wife by claiming her disability..My thoughts are cut away by gowri mocking voice,"Rakshith..Don't tell me just because she was virgin you fallen in her trap..Surely I knew what job she would have gone to..Using her richness she would have join in some good job with handfull salary..Rakshith, I know only thing very well about leka that she can not sacrifice anything for anyone"I looked at her unbelievably and told her painfully,"Gowri..What you are thinking about her is wrong..She went for cleaner job..Wh
Do I DeservE To Be LoveD ?? Chapter 27
Rakshith pov,I was furious when I heard her say that she would like to see my lekuu and pookie begging on the road..I move out from her grip and told her angrily,"Gowri..Mind your words..How dare you to talk like that ??..Why should they beg in the road when I'm there for them ??..How could you talk so lowly ??..You have changed so much..The gowri I know don't talk like this..""Sorry Rakshith..I said it without realising what I'm saying..Please forget it rakshith.. Please don't hate me.." she told me in a sad tone with tears.."No..I don't hate you..I just don't like what you said"..I told her and sit on the triple seat sofa and showed my hand to her as the way to say her to sit on the single seat sofa next to me.."Rakshith..Why you are treating me like someone ??..I thought that in the joy of seeing me you would run over me and tell me how much you missed you..But you are tr
