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Chapter 19
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2022-03-31 18:07:28Leka pov,
As I was looking my laddoo who is sleeping peacefully in the cradle, I heard subha aunty whisper who is a middle aged woman working as a cook in rakshith house..
"Leka Madam..Dr.Pooja is waiting for you"
I nodded and left the room after telling nanny to take care of my laddoo and to call me if my laddoo woke up..I asked subha aunty in a fake angry tone as we were walking out of the room
"Aunty..How many times I told you don't call me madam ??.."
"Madam.." She begin to say but after noticing my glare she smiled sheepishly and told again,
"Leka..Rakshit sir ordered everyone to call you madam..He would fire me if he knew that I was not obeying his order.."
"Aunty..I will take care of it if rakshith came to know..You don't need worry about it..Okay.."
She nodded with a smile and went to the kitchen through stair
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