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2022-03-31 18:18:16Gowri pov,
Bullshit..Did I do everything to come back to this same old house ??..I knocked on the front door of my house and waited for it to open..I looked around the house through my eyes in disgust..I hate this dirty small old house..I hate to be poor..I hate to live in this slum area..I need money to give up everything I hate..I moved several plans against leka just to get that money..All my plans to get her money ended in failure..I never thought that bloody pig rakshith would give up on me..
If that accident had not happened to me, all my plans would have ended in success..Everything was going well according to my plan..I made leka to come from abroad according to my plan..I gave her idea how to behave in varun house and how to kill rosie..I deliberately told leka to go varun home even after I knew that she would caught by police with the help of security camera which is placed in varun house..The police arrested leka for trying to kil
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