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NATE

Sun light trickled from my window, casting warm shadows on my eyes.

I moaned awake, stretching my hands to bring Vivian closer to me. A smile crept on my face as I recalled that last night had to be the best night of my entire existence.

I never believed that I would have ever had sex with Vivian but yet I did and I loved every part of it.

I could tell just from our encounter that I had really been her first even though that was the second time that we were having sex and somehow I blamed every moment of it on me.

If I had put more effort?

If I had paid more attention?

I couldn’t possibly imagine the sort of sexual torture I must have been doing to her, all those times? I am a horrible man.

A horrible, horrible man.

I had even tortured her the more when we were at this same house months back, where I let her almost let me in and then I just walked out on her.

I didn’t know why I didn’t know that that was a horrible thing to do.

My hand hit the bed and my eyes snapped open.

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