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Vivian

I didn't know what I was thinking.

I didn't want to think.

I didn't want to know.

I just wanted ... him.

My hands moved quickly, seizing his neck and pulling his lips into mine. I could taste those salty tears dancing on his face and I refused to acknowledge that I also wanted to release some tears but I made a promise to myself to always keep up the pace and never let the line that stood between business and pleasure mix up ever again.

After all that was what had caused all of the problems in the first place, wasn't it?

I had allowed myself get carried away by the love I held in my heart for Nate, get in the way of what I was supposed to be.

A contract wife and now? Now that I was done with all of that bullshit. I was in no way going to subject myself to those rubbish feelings, so this was a mercy death, for my feelings for Nate and hopefully for his.

His tongue worked their way into my mouth and pulled my hair, letting me in.

I moaned into his mouth, my hands pulling