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NATE

My head throbbed painfully.

I restrained myself from punching the dashboard of my car as I pulled into the driveway of my house.

Vivian had made it painfully clear that she wanted nothing to do with me and while I had taken it with a coolheadedness that surprised even me, the reality was starting to dawn on me.

I was alone in the car, there was no Vivian to shoot baleful glances at me from the shotgun seat, no Vivian to give me the silent treatment or start a fight about something I might have brushed off as casual.

I hated myself for how much levity I treated her with in the past. I had always assumed she would always be by my side, unable to break away, unable to let me go for as long as I wanted at least.

Why had I subscribed to put her through so much misery?

I had never once in my wildest imagination imagined that I would end up falling head over heels in love with her.

There was a time months ago it might have been easier to write this off as an unlucky and unprecede
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Sandra Smelcer
Hope they work together and also get back together, too many people or couples hold grudges, hopefully she will not
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Melani Maré-Botha
I really hope they get together again
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