Chapter 66 : Flashback 17 : Twisted turns

Chrisanna

Nothing feels the same after what happened in the hospital cabin that day. It's been two days since I met Samuel. Two whole days— the longest duration ever since he came back. And I miss him like hell. However, I can't find the courage to face it after that day. I feel embarrassed and scared.

What was I doing?

I couldn't hold onto myself, despite the situation and I don't even know what he feels about it.

I just remember our intense eye contact and the disappointment and fear in his eyes. He feared things would change between us just because I was not looking at him for seconds.

And I went with the flow. I lost my mind.

I also remember the look in his eyes when I parted away. He was stunned. Then I just walked away without looking at him for once.

I feel like crap for not reaching him out for the next two days when he has been home. I went to school alone. People asked me about him. I told them about his progress which I eventually got to know from Mama. She might have