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Delusional Jane Episode 88
“Oh, no, don’t cry, my sweetheart. Don’t cry, Jane. It’s OK, it’s OK. It’s just your mother. Forgive her, just the way you forgive anybody. Just forgive her and accept her apologies. I promise you, it won’t happen again,” she said softly, trying to soothe my heart and calm me down over the phone. Because I don’t know how soon I’ll be able to see her again. I realized that forgiveness heals and frees me from all this hate, from all this discontent, from all this annoyance that I hated feeling so much. I hated the feeling of hate. I hated the feeling of holding a grudge. I just needed to let it go. And that was what I did.“OK, I’ve heard everything that you have said, OK. And Mama, I know she was just doing what she did to protect me, but at the same time, she hurt me in the process. But it’s all good now. Everything is in the past. And I’m really tired of carrying this grudge in me. So I let it go. Now I will go and see her very soon, when I’m settled in my new house,” I said, and she
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“What do you not understand? I want to have Henry’s child. I want to have his child, and no one else’s. Something tells me that we’re meant to be together, and I never ignore my instincts. I always trust them. That’s why I’m chasing this opportunity to be his surrogate with everything I’ve got.” I said over the phone, feeling annoyed by her questions. I knew she had told me earlier that she wasn’t judging me and she trusted my judgment, but she sounded really doubtful at that moment.“Alright, alright, calm down. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you. I just want to make sure you’re okay, alright? I’m your big sister, I’m always looking out for you.” She said, trying to soothe me. I smiled, feeling a bit guilty for snapping at her. “And I’m always looking out for you too. You’re my big sister, but you have a lot on your plate. You’re like a superwoman.” I said, laughing. She joined me, and I could hear the joy in her voice. Despite being my elder sister, she had a lot of challenges in
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“Actually, I think I need to drink wine, because I just want to calm my nerves, you know. Alcohol helps.” I said, looking at her hopefully. I wanted to start a conversation. I wanted our relationship to grow past this level, but I wasn’t sure she wanted the same. So I was just going with the flow at that point.“Okay, I see. But you know that if you’re going to be a surrogate for us, your love for wine has to be cut short, right? Because my child will not be a child that will come out from the belly of a woman who drinks.” Bianca said, raising her eyebrows. I looked at her, feeling offended. “Oh, my goodness. I can’t believe you’re saying that.” I said to her, and she laughed. “Why can’t you believe I’m saying that?” She asked, sounding amused. “Well, the baby is also coming out from my belly, which also makes it partly my baby. Well, completely my baby by nature, but yours by contract. So I wouldn’t want an unhealthy baby either, okay?” I said, and she nodded. “Fine, I’ll go get you s
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“Push, push!” the midwife shouted, while I kept trying my possible best to push. Even with the painkiller, I was really sweating. I bit on something they gave me to bite on, so that I wouldn’t hurt myself while trying to push. It was a very tough one. I never knew that pregnancy was as tough as this one.“Push, push harder!” the midwife shouted again, and the more they shouted, the more I kept trying to push myself to push. And suddenly, I felt the baby’s head come out, and I felt instant ease. At that moment, all I wanted to hear was my babies cry.But I couldn’t hear my baby cry. I looked at them in panic, and then I saw them patiently waiting to hear my baby cry. They kept beating my babies’ chest and feet, just to hear the baby crying. And then, suddenly, my baby started crying. It was a sound that was so pleasant, yet so annoying. I breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that my baby was OK. They wrapped my baby in a little blanket, then handed him over to me. I looked at my beautif
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“Thank you for standing up for me,” I said weakly while Henry took my hand and caressed it softly with a gentle squeeze.I kept looking at my baby until he started crying and the midwives started teaching me how to breast-feed my baby and how to tend to my baby. I was so excited about meeting that new creature and I couldn’t wait to get home and I know the contract stated that I could stay but at the same time I wanted to go for some reason.it was still in the planning phase though. It wasn’t something that I had already decided on.“Are you strong enough to leave now?” Henry asked while I nodded. “of course I’m strong enough if I was weak, I wouldn’t have even gotten pregnant in the first place because it’s not a game job at all,” I said which made Henry chuckle followed by a shrug.“Alright then babe. Let’s go home to the people that are waiting,” he said with a chuckle and I rolled my eyes.“Careful how you call me that. We don’t want your wife to know that I’m fucking you outsid
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Moving into the house after my first child was hell for me. Bianca was making things very hard for me and it was only aggravating me the more.“Bianca, can I have my child? I need to feed him!” I shouted out of frustration. My baby was crying but Bianca decided that she would cuddle him to tears. Cuddling was not helping and the baby needed food and breast milk but she was adamant.“How many times have I told you that this child is not yours?” She asked annoyed while I rolled my eyes.“Okay fine but this baby is barely days old and I need to feed him with my boobs because I’m producing a whole lot of milk,” I snapped while she scoffed.“Oh please I told you to pump into bottles but you refused!” She shouted and I almost lost it.“I told you! I can’t afford to infect this baby in just a matter of days so for now, I will feed him the traditional way. With my boobs!” I argued when Henry barged inside.“What’s going on here?! While the commotion!” He thundered glaring at the both of us but
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We soon broke our kiss, panting and glaring at ourselves.“What?” I asked, confused as his demeanor started to change.“Oh uh… it’s nothing really,” he said waving his hands dismissively but I knew it was more than that. I knew there was something wrong and I took a very very wild guess.“Do you feel guilty?” I asked and he shifted his gaze to the floor and back up. He looked up at me guiltily like he wanted to say something but he just couldn’t say it. He couldn’t find his voice so I had to push him even further.“Answer me!” I said even more sternly. I had to act like I was annoyed. I mean, I was but in that situation, I didn’t have any right to be annoyed.“Look, Jane! I love my wife okay? Whatever just happened right now is a silly mistake that won’t happen again,” he said and my heart felt like it shattered to pieces when I heard his words.He turned around to leave when I carefully dropped my baby in his cot then ran up to Henry and dragged him back to face me then landed a very
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“You have no idea what you’ve done to me,” I said in a hushed tone walking toward him. Thankfully, he didn’t move an inch.I took my hands and placed them on his chest, sliding them down slowly to his belly while still keeping eye contact with him.I could feel him shudder at my touch while I chuckled silently. “You’re enjoying this aren’t you?” He asked in a husky tone while I nodded and in a swift move, he grabbed me by my waist.Sexy!I allowed my breasts to collide with his hard chest while still keeping eye contact with him.“You make this so hard don’t you?” He asked while I chuckled.“What can I say? I like to see my men struggle,” I said with a giggle while he dashed his lips against mine and we kissed for as long as… I didn't care anyway. It was as though the world stopped the moment my lips touched his.I felt like we were alone in the entire house. His hands moved swiftly from my waist to my breast and started caressing them softly.“Does this hurt?” He asked and my heart fl
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