Prologue
Oppressing others doesn’t make one superior. If one’s peace was interrupted by another, numerous peace will be destroyed one by one until violence will take place and lead humanity in despair, and make them fear to fall under oppression. One will abuse its power; one will seek for justice; while the other one will live in the paradise of illusory peace, but no one can satisfy themselves with their foolish desires.
“Ohayo! Por Baron vi servancio ca! Ipesanyo ver ca por presyosva!” cry of the baron's servant. I have already prepared the payment of our rent. I glanced at my husband and saw that he was taking care of the logging.
Translation: Ohayo! The Baron is here! Prepare the payment!
I was about to approach when suddenly someone touched me. That caused me shock and apprehension. I was about to jump. I looked at it and thankfully, the one who touched me was my husband.
“Sybil, let me hand over the price to the baron's servant. I am afraid that you and our child in your womb may be in danger,” said Vishton, my husband. I was so lucky because I had a husband like him. He always makes sure that me and our child in my womb are safe.
“Previlia Park! Where is your presyosva?! Don't say you won't pay!” the treyhovia yelled at us. Treyhovia is the other name for the baron's servant. My husband immediately approached the treyhovia and bowed in homage to the superior.
Vishton happily returned to my seat. He sat and took a rest. We’re so excited because the day of the birth of our first child is approaching.
“Son, we are not even sure of your gender but we have prepared your equipment and clothes. I'm excited to see you use that, Son, but it's even more exciting to see your smile once you're born into this world. “ He kissed my stomach and forehead. I was glad to see him like this, but on the other hand, I was apprehensive. There are many dangers that can arise that could possibly cause our disintegration.
We were only at the lowest level or slaves, owned by the baron. We’re just poor so having a child is going to be really hard.
Right now, as long as I can't afford to work, Vishton is working to pay our bills. When our son is out, I plan to go back to my jobs.
The truth of the matter is that I don’t have a regular job, so I was doing everything as ordered and was taking other jobs as well. As long as I’m not doing anything wrong, it’s fine for me to overwork myself before, but a child will come so I need to stop temporarily. My career was similar to Vishton, but he was often on the farm, and tended to plant. I won't be surprised if our child also loves to plant.
“I can no longer wait for him to be taken out of my womb and for him to see the light as he recognizes us as his parents, and I will make sure that he walks in the light and not in darkness. I will also try to give him knowledge and talent despite our difficulties because I believe that he will be our path to success.“ I caressed my stomach and smiled.
Vishton looked at me. “While he is still young, let us make him feel that he has freedom. Then we will allow him to open his eyes at the right time and the right time.“ Pretty deep but I still understand.
We have dreams for our child. Some were high and impossible, but I will always hold on to that dream.There’s nothing wrong with making my dreams high. So that I know what I really want.
Aside from being free and uplifting in this state, we also want a peaceful life. I hope that other regions would not declare war because then, Vishton will be separated from us. The number of warriors in the military of this region is gradually declining on the grounds that they are constantly declaring war.
When it comes to peace, it is impossible to bring it back to this world. Peaceful life? Maybe more. I want to live somewhere far away from town. A place where there are many trees and there is a gardening farm for Vishton. Although most people wanted to live in the town so that they were close to the emperor’s palace, I would prefer to live in a quiet place.
“I'm sorry, Baron! Forgive me! It was just by chance that my mother got sick and all my money that should have been in presyosva I spent. I'm really sorry, Baron! “ I heard Vishton's friend cry. He was miserable. I want to help him but I am also worried for my son’s safety!
“Do you know the penalty for not paying rent?!” yelled the servant, “you’ll live one year in prison and as long as your relatives cannot pay, you will not be able to get out of jail!"
I lowered my gaze, pitied our friend. It is not because they bought us or we are at the lowest level that they can oppress us. We have freedoms and rights! In fact, they are overdoing it. I wanted to help but I was driven by fear. We can be vulnerable and put our child at risk.
This is really the world, it’s cruel. People who say the world is beautiful may not yet be conscious or blind. Beautiful but violent. Sometimes I just wish I didn’t see how violent it was. I would rather go blind than suffer the pain it brings.
“Vishton!” I grabbed him as he tried to run towards his friend. No, I will not let him. Our son needs a father, and if he is doomed I don’t know what else to do.
“Sybil, let me help him. He is my friend."
“But will you just let yourself be ruined?”
“Sybil, friends work together. I must not leave him."
“But, Vishton—when something happens to you your son will grow up without a father. Do you want that? To make him feel what you have experienced before? You have to stop, Vishton. “ It took a few seconds before he could answer. I beg you, Vishton, we are the ones you must choose.
“I'm sorry, Sybil. Take care of our child and raise him well. Be careful. “ He kissed my forehead. I was stunned and looked in front of me. I can see the conflict going on and I can also feel the tension. Until, they were whipped several times and decided to throw him in jail. I cannot believe it. I cannot believe it.
“A-ahhh!” I suddenly felt pain in any part of my body. I can’t tell where the painful part is. As far as I know, it was excruciating.
“A-ahhh !! Help! T-help! I think I'm going to give birth!" I alerted the ladies in the barrio. The women immediately came out to help me and put me to bed. I was writhing in pain.
“Ma'am, your son's head comes out but the shoulder stays inside.” She was confused but I was unable to respond because it was so painful!
One young woman suggested, “Ma'am, can you just change her position?” In my prediction, he was a medical student because his family had the ability to educate him.
“Let's try.”
A few hours later, they did what they had to do. I am thankful that finally, my son is out. “B-the child is alive! It's a girl! Brothers and sisters, he is the new hope of the people! “ Nothing makes me happier especially and I found out it’s alive and it’s still a woman! I also hope that he will be our hope to get out of poverty.
The female doctor was happy to look back at my practice. “Ma'am, what will you name your daughter?”
I gasped for breath with exhaustion but I still tried to answer, “M-maximaze, Maximaze Lativitus Park . . ."
I’m glad that you have been born into the world, my child . . .
To be continued . . .
Sybil Park's POVA few years have passed. My daughter, Maximaze, and I have lived peacefully. She’s an enthusiastic child and with an innocent personality. It wasn’t her birthday but I wanted to give her a gift I knew she would like.“Mother! Mother! Mother! “ I heard my daughter’s voice, coming from outside our house. I automatically went out to greet her. She was breathless and obviously spent her energy playing. “Mother. . .“ she stuttered while gasping for breath.“Maze? Obviously you have poured energy into your play. You are out of breath,” I laughed at my daughter. I rubbed her back, it was sweaty.“Mom, I didn't play.&
Sybil Park“What is your request then? To give you the opportunity to study?” He scoffed. “I can't grant your wish.”My heart started to beat rapidly. I took a deep breath and spoke, "My Lord, my plea isn’t for me but for my dear daughter. Please have mercy for her, My Lord. We’ll make sure to repay your kindness." Like I said, I will do everything just for my child. Maximaze wants to study, so I’ll grant it for her."How could a mere slave repay kindness to an aristocrat when she doesn’t even have money? If you can’t give me something valuable, then I cannot approve your request." What he said left me completely crestfallen.I was expecting this, yet I gave m
Sybil Park“G-general . . .” His Lordship’s voice was trembling. He desperately approached the general and bowed countless times while still kneeling in front of him. “Forgive me, General, forgive me! I was reckless, I’m sorry! Forgive me, please!”“If you apologize, you must be really sorry and sincere. People nowadays always apologize, asking for forgiveness, but they will do the same thing next time and will apologize again. Do you know that I’m already exhausted with that cycle of lies?” The general sighed. “Return the money to them and repair the house you burned down earlier.”“Y-yes, General,” he said while trembling. If the baron was scared, his servants were probably scare
Sybil ParkMaybe I need to trust my daughter. She has desires in life that will help her to continue on her path. I will trust her, I will trust her ability. I wish she could succeed on her journey even if it will take a lot of time. I know that after the journey we will live in peace and Vishton can now come back to us.“T-thank you, General! I mean vashda, General! Hebeias vashda, General! ” My eyes widened when she said the word Hebeias vashda which means ‘thank you very much’. Thank you for teaching me—where did she get that word?"Where did you learn hebeias vashda, Daughter?" I approached Maze.“I heard it from the people of Xida Palacios. They are always saying ‘he
Chapter 5Sybil ParkI suddenly remembered that Maze will leave my side one day for the trial. I was nervous for her because I might never see her smiles again. I want her to be safe so that we can live peacefully together after the journey. It's completely fine if she's not the chosen Death Judge. I just want her to come home safely after the journey.“I will show you your rooms later after this. I'm sure you'll like it. ” The general smiled. "You will stay here temporarily while your little palace is still under construction."After we finished eating, Cladius toured us inside his palace. It was beautiful, luxurious, and well made, hands up to the engineer who did this. It’s not impossible for a nob
Sybil Park"Mother, are you sure we're going to Twaechon?" Maze touched my clothes while looking at me.“Yes, Maze. You said you want to learn embroidery. In Twaechon, you’ll learn a lot about embroidery.”The servants of the palace came in here in the dining room to put the foods on the table. They also prepared our glasses and filled them with orange juice.We started to eat as soon as everything was already prepared. Today, I just tasted a delicious ramen. I was eager to eat but my other two companions seemed even more eager to taste the food.And because Maze and Cladius were eager, they immediately finished their meals and asked for another bowl of ra
Sybil Park“Now, tell us. Why do you plan to poison the general?” Maximaze was gravely glaring at Leonardo. I couldn’t believe that Leo still managed to smile wickedly."What if I don't say?" He laughed. “I used young loquat leaves to poison the general because I don’t plan to kill him. I only need a moment to steal some of his wealth while he’s ill. Once the general found out that some of his wealth went missing, it will be a chance for me to blame it all on your mother.” My heart started to beat faster when he gazed at me with the sharp look in his eyes."So . . . you’ve chosen death—”“Maze!” Cladius interrupted her.“L-let her, My
Sybil ParkThis was just a part of our so-called Fuji tactic. Only the three of us knew about the Fuji tactic. The tactic was effective especially when it’s snowing or perhaps it’s fall season. The trap was invisible because it was covered with snow.The guards immediately arrived. All of them were breathless and were drenched in sweat. One of them groaned. “That thief is so fast!”“Sir, the thief you are after fell in this pit. We can help you lift him up to punish him,” I said.They were relieved after hearing what I said. Of course, the three of us helped the guards to lift up the culprit because the guards were obviously tired. Few minutes later, the culprit was finally in the hands of the guards and the eunuch finall
Maximaze Lativitus Park Years passed just like a cold breeze of the wind. Normous was slowly claiming its own definition of peace, yet inhumane souls continued to wander around Gaia. I, on the other hand, seemed to be accompanied by havoc for the rest of my life. My instincts were real. I never found peace after the war. Never. And everything got worse when the crown was passed down on my head after the emperor gave up his position. No matter how I tried to heal myself from the tormenting haunts of my memories, I could never stay away from the cacophony of voices of them. I continued living in nightmares and in the consequences of my actions. The longer I ruled this region, the more I was slowly yet unconsciously
Maximaze ParkFortunately, despite the chaos that occurred in the region, His Majesty and the rest of the Imperial Family members were safe.I also got an update about my comrades. Isa was fighting the end of all sufferings on her deathbed because of the explosion whilst Uncle Cladius . . . was gone and was torn into pieces after the explosion. His hand and head were his only body parts that they recovered.This time, I wouldn’t lie to myself anymore or convince myself with lies. The general was dead. He joined my parents.Even though we successfully vanquished Madreign, we’re still not allowed to go out as fumes and ashes were scattered around. We remained confined here in my manor together w
Maximaze Park I sliced the neck of the person in front of me. As we started fighting, a lot of blood scattered on the ground and some of it splashed on my face. There were quite a few of them, so the fighting would take a while. As I swung the katana and it whistled sharply, dancing so gracefully on the surface yet like a rose, touching it was a trap. Those elegant moves of my weapon caused people to die in a gruesome way. I never thought of this, except the nightmares that made me keep remembering my bloody past. These high-pitched noises entering my ears whilst their blades cut through the air were making me . . . vulnerable—a weak sheep who knew nothing but to worry about something she should’ve forgotten a long time ago. An arrow passed beside my head.
Maximaze Park I looked at Fritz. "Sorry for the sudden visit," she said. I nodded. What was she doing here? I couldn’t remember summoning them in Normous. They came here without informing us. Fritz took a deep breath. “Intruders ambushed Atolon and shot Commander Manuel dead. He entrusted Revi to take charge of Ahouzran. It's his order before he died.” I lowered my gaze. This was a big problem. "New Order, our ministry, gave Revi the authority to use the military to help us in the war," she said, trembling. They lost their commander. Aside from Revi, Manuel was also one of the strongest soldiers in Atolon and the
Maximaze ParkRenata told me about the power she had. Only then did I realize that she was compelling and in one snap, she could easily defeat Madreign.At first, I wondered why would they even have to ask for help if they had someone whose strength was similar to the vigor of thousands of warriors. However, after hearing the full story, I got an answer to that question of mine. Renata was indeed powerful as she was a descendant of a titan god, yet the price of her ability is her own strength and life. Every time she use her powers, her life becomes shorter and shorter until nothing will be left.I couldn't blame her if she wants to live longer. She may leave her loved ones behind, grieving because of her.Honestly, when I first heard her story, selfish was
Maximaze ParkI talked to the emperor about the help Atolon was asking for. I went over the possibilities and the things we could benefit from. To convince him, I used Normous safety. If we don't help Atolon, Madreign may ambush Normous since they made contact with us. They may rush here again at an unexpected time.Talking to the emperor was not easy because the dear empress had just passed away. I found out that the empress was the older sister of someone who had given me something to eat in Twaechon. As far as I can remember, chopao was the name of that food. I haven't eaten chopao in a long time, I want to taste it again after a long time. However, I didn’t know how to cook chopao."Your Majesty, what step do you think we shall take?" I sighed. There my heart started to beat rapidly. It kept
Maximaze Park“It's already been a long time . . .” He sighed, closed his eyes, and lowered his gaze. “. . . yet everything is still fresh in my mind as if those events just happened yesterday or a day ago.”We were just the same. Our memories from the past kept haunting us, giving us nightmares we didn’t want to have. All of those were fresh as if it happened just recently with no intention of leaving our heads. As for me, the most unforgettable catastrophe was the day I dirtied my hands just to survive with Liene, my first friend.“My comrades and I were having a peaceful rest until culprits destroyed our night and threatened to kill us. When most of us dared to fight back, they slaughtered them, and those who did nothing remained alive. I’m one of those cowa
Maximaze ParkRevi sighed and gazed at her left, where a painting of Mother and I was placed. “Children lost their parents, parents lost their children . . .” Her eyes had lost their luster and were gloomy as if she was like a dove who had lost her pure white wings.“. . . Madreign destroyed everything — friendship, family, dreams, trust, and peace. They even took our freedom. ” Her melancholic eyes met mine then she averted her gaze above to stare at the ancient painting."What they did in the past two decades is worse than what they did more than 400 years ago, wherein they discriminated, tortured, and slaughtered our ancestors before trapping them under Mount Colossus." She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself. “That’s only my opinion after all. How co
Maximaze ParkSilence conquered the room. Revi, the so-called strongest captain of Atolon Island, seemed so familiar to me. However, her companion was unfamiliar.I gazed at Fierro, giving him a sign to leave the room with Gertude. So did Revi, prompting her companion to leave the room.I sighed as I quietly observed the captain. I readied a dagger under my table just in case. This dagger was Fierro’s gift for me when I came of age.Perhaps Revi and I were the same age and I also probably saw her in neighboring towns so she was familiar. Or perhaps . . . she was part of the journey more than a decade ago. I’m not sure, but it was a possibility since regions in Gaia supported Levorsa’s ideals of unity by going on a voyage together every 3-5