OLIVIA CABELLO
Death was unfair. It has and will always be unfair.
My mother’s wails can be heard all over the cemetery we are in. I hold an umbrella for her and I feel so broken that no tears come to my eyes.
Girls were supposed to be close to their mothers.
Not me though.
I was close to my father. His little princesa. His muse. His only daughter.
And now, the person I love the most is dead because I couldn’t save him. I couldn’t save my father, my best friend.
I don’t deserve to shed tears. I don’t deserve to mourn for him.
The rain roars back with a vengeance, pouring over the umbrella I’m holding frailly. My abuela and the rest of the family are standing by the other side of the casket sobbing as my father gets lowered into the ground.
They shouldn’t cry for him. They abandoned him a long time ago. They shouldn’t be here.
“I can’t live without you, Hose. Plea-- please come back to me. Please come back to me!”
We all know my father isn’t coming back.
We all know my mother is losing her mind but none of us speak.
I don’t speak when the family come to offer their condolences.
I don’t speak when we bury my father.
I don’t speak when…
“I don’t want you in the house. I can’t bear to look at you after everything. Hose would still be alive if you hadn’t… if you hadn’t…”
Killed your husband?
That’s what my mother wants to say and I can’t blame her.
Her eyes look at me one more time before she says, “I want to heal and I can’t do it when you are around.”
Because I look like my father and I’m the reason he’ll be rotting in a six feet deep grave.
I don’t speak as I watch her walk away.
I stand with an umbrella in the rain, my best friend consoling me.
“She doesn’t mean it, Liv. You’ve gotta know that. She’s hurt but she’ll come around.”
She won’t. My father was the only one linking us together and now he’s dead.
“She just cut me off, Jules. I don’t… I don’t blame her.”
The phone that has been in my dark jeans since morning rings.
It has rung more than five times and I haven’t answered it. I know who it is.
I know what HE wants.
I pull it out and the called ID has Ryat’s name and number on the screen.
“Olivia”, Jules warns.
I offer a reassuring smile to her.
“Give me a minute to talk to him.”
She nods then she walks away.
I look at my father’s grave. At the tombstone that will be the only reminder of who he is, who he was.
Hatred courses through my veins as I slide my finger across the phone’s screen taking the call.
“I hate wasting time, Olivia. You never came yesterday but I expect you tonight, curvy. Don’t be late.”
The voice that used to make my heart skip and my breath catch in my throat now sounds like nails on a chalkboard.
The coldness in Ryat Winchester’s heart that I thought I would be able to melt is nothing but a forgotten memory in my mind.
This man never saw me as anything other than a sex toy for him.
My father died. Ryat doesn’t even know and if he knew I don’t think he’ll care.
Just like he didn’t care when I begged for his help in his office.
I’ve accepted what I am.
I am Ryat’s plaything. But tonight, I won’t be anymore.
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I take the elevator to the penthouse and as soon as the lift doors part, I step into the penthouse that Ryat bought for me.
No. Not for me.
This place is where he hides me and fucks me behind closed doors.
This place is where he takes his whore.
His musky cologne fills the air, his six-feet two height that’s almost felt intimidating does nothing to me. The muscles that are stretched by the dark office shirt he has on comes to sight as his emerald eyes pierce mine.
His face is neutral. Like always. Cold, hard, murderous.
The distance between us feels like a chasm as I stare at him with the same cold eyes he gave me for two years.
“Come here”, he growls.
I don’t move an inch.
He gets angry.
I grab my Diamond Birkin bag throwing it in his direction.
It falls near his feet and he picks it up with ease, his questioning eyes on me.
“What’s this supposed to mean, Olivia?” his voice drops to an octave low but I don’t fear him. I don’t feel anything for this man.
“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”
My heart heaves and the strength and devastation gushing through my veins taps my back for doing what I failed to do years ago.
To leave this man.
Ryat throws the bag somewhere across the room and it smashes a couple of glasses.
I don’t flinch when his jaw tics and the pulse on the side of his neck becomes visible.
I don’t cower when a smirk litters his face and his eyes turn a stormy almost grey color.
“Your little attitude turns me on at times but this isn’t one of those times, Olivia. Bring your ass here or I haul it over my shoulder and I won’t be blamed for the consequences there after.”
“Goodbye, Mr. Winchester. I’d tell you to have a nice life but I’ve never been a liar.”
I turn to walk away but in mere seconds, Ryat’s hands wrap around my waist, my body knocking his hard chest in an instant.
His hand cups my face, he pushes some of my hair from my eyes and his thumb traces my bottom lip tenderly.
“Let me go”, I bark.
He smirks.
“Never. You want to cause drama, do it. You want to scream, do it. You want to hit me, do it. But thinking this is over? That will never happen, curvy. As soon as you opened your legs for me, you were mine. These lips are mine. Your cunt is mine. Your ass is mine. All mine.”
“I was never yours, Ryat Winchester. I will never be yours. You deserve someone as cold as you. You and your fiancé deserve each other. Let me go!”
“No.”
“You are going to force yourself on me? You are going to make me kneel for you? Do it! I’m already broken, there’s nothing that you can do right now that will make me feel a thing, Ryat because you did that! You broke me. You broke me, you bastard!”
I slap him and the tears I promised I won’t shed come falling in hot fat chunks.
Ryat lets go of me.
And I turn around and step into the elevator.
When the elevator doors start to close, Ryat’s face comes into sight and with enough anger and violence to rival an MMA fighter, he mouths the words;
“We will never be over.”
OLIVIA CABELLOKneeling near the toilet bowl most mornings and nights wasn’t a good sign.Then again not eating for weeks and crying yourself to sleep for weeks might have brought the puking but I knew better.“You’ve gotta take this, Liv. You have avoided this for so long and maybe it’s time we confirmed what we already knew.”I wash my mouth, taking a gulp of mouthwash and gazing myself at the mirror.My hair is in a messy bun, my eyes are sunken, I look like I lost five pounds in a week but the look in my eyes is what frightens me.“No.”Jules pushes the small box across the marble counter to meet my right hand.I look at the box then my eyes are back to the mirror.No. I can’t be…“It won’t hurt to try, will it? You’ve got nothing to lose anyway so try it.”I take the box, the one that has the words ‘pregnancy’ written on it in bold.“He always ensured I was on birth control. He always said he didn’t want any kids”, Yet my heart gasps for breath in my chest at the prospect of me b
RYAT WINCHESTER“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”Two months and counting.Olivia Cabello has been in hiding for two months.The fury churning my mind is still fresh.But the thrill of the chase somewhat balances that fury because once I find her, punishing her won’t be the last thing I do. I’ll make her regret it.“I think we can get the land if we add another million to the budget, boss. The old man might be a family man but no one can refuse that much money”, the head of my financial department urges.Some of the board members murmur and I can hear them nod in agreement, my eyes glide to the view of New York on a humid morning and my teeth grind in my mouth.“Ten million”, I grunt.“Sir?”“The old man you are speaking of. We offered him te
OLIVIATwo months of suffering.Two months of hiding.Two months of looking for jobs in L.A. Jobs that paid less than fifty bucks a day and I was on the verge of giving up.With a day off and running out of money, I hopped into the nearest café I could find overspending on creamy donuts because my baby craved the sugar.I might have craved the sugar too after four days of dishwashing in a restaurant down town.What I didn’t expect before coming here though was…Him.Ryat Winchester standing in front of me, his calculative eyes on my belly and his scowl bigger than the thunderclouds slowly forming outside.I admit, I panicked.I didn’t think he would find me.And with the panic came the lie.Daniel Carreo, my ex-boyfriend from high school appeared out of nowhere like my knight in shining armor and I had to lie.I had to lie that he was my baby daddy.Right now, though Ryat looks like he can see through my lies but I still hold my head high.Please leave.Just leave.Walk away.“This is
OLIVIAPain. A lot of it.It eats me up from the inside, chews down on my head, down to my spine and all the way to my legs.The smell of medicines and something having had gone wrong sifts through my nostrils.I try to breathe.The deafening sound of everything being still around me makes me sicker than I feel.At first, when I open my eyes, I think I’m in heaven.That I died and I woke up in heaven.But when the white ceiling of the hospital becomes clear and the beeping machines assault my ears, reality hits me hard.I blink twice.I breathe in the nauseating air.My weak hands, the ones with tubes plunged deep in my veins, slowly and torturously crawl to the front of the hospital gown I’m wearing.I touch my tummy.Again.And again.Until…“My baby”, I whisper.“Liv”, Dan’s voice beckons from inside the room.“My baby”, I whisper hard, holding my now reduced tummy.“You have to calm down Olivia.”I use all the energy I have inside my body and sit up removing the oxygen mask from m
RYAT“Baby, she got pregnant to trick you. She got rid of the pregnancy so you wouldn’t demand a paternity test. Women like her like theatrics, Ryat. You shouldn’t feel-.”“Feel sad over losing a kid I didn’t get to see grow up because my child’s mother was ran over by a truck in the middle of the day?” I ask, the question as bitter and galling as the whole week has been.My fiancé opens her mouth slightly then she masks it all with the bullshit affection she’s been giving me since I visited Olivia in the hospital and learnt of my baby’s death.“Ryat- “, Irina purrs my name and it feels like nails getting dragged a rusty wall.I look into her bland brown eyes and utter with no emotion, “Get out. I’ll see you when I need you.”A normal fiancé would make a fuss from the cold way I talk to her.Irina and I aren’t normal. We are in a forced engagement. Soon to be forcefully married.Her generations’ money and my generations’ money ensure that my lineage flourishes with enough wealth to to
OLIVIA“Do you wanna talk about it?”“Jules, I’m fine.”“You’ve been signing contracts day in day out with no rest and without grieving.”“Grieving won’t bring anyone back.”My baby’s gone. There’s no coming back after that.“But managing all this will bring everyone back?”My best friend doesn’t get a word out of me because my office door squeaks open and the ever-slick William Sterling walks inside.“We’ll talk later, Jules.”She huffs, throws an assuring smile my way before she walks to the door and exits my office.I’ve been in my new office, Montefalco industries picking up where my grandfather left off. Truth of the matter is, I don’t understand anything nor do I know how to handle thousands of employees all waiting for my direction on how to take the company forward.William settles in one of the seats throwing a blue file on my desk.I take it and open it.I know what it is.After all I didn’t visit Ryat Winchester in his glass mansion for nothing.I warned the bastard. I told
Special Chapter: DRAKO TORRANCEThe universe had a comical way of playing tricks on me.Started with me being born to daddy dearest, to inheriting millions of dollars I never asked for.But this?The sight in front of me?It takes the cake.My ribs burn, my face stings with every cut that’s gushing blood down my cheek to my chest.I can also confidently say I’m seeing through my right eye because the left one is tight shut from the punch I received a few minutes ago.Yet my one good eye blinks at the creature that’s too dainty, too small, too weak, I could crush it in one hand and call it a day without remorse.In a sun dress, pretty dark plumps and a Louis Vuitton bag, the five foot three woman stands on the other side of the ring, gun in hand threatening me.She’s pretty.Pretty for other men to want to spend the night with but pretty for me not to give a fuck about what kind of help she needs from me.“You ask help from all men while pointing guns at them, sugar tits?”I eye her ti
OLIVIA CABELLOMy chest rises and falls with an erratic intake of breath.The Manhattan city lights shine from outside the glass-ceiling windows in this penthouse, reaching all the way inside the room, to me and to the man standing in front of me.He picks his shirt from the floor and my eyes linger on the muscles on his shoulders, the tats on his arms, down to his lean waist.Ryat Winchester, first son to the Winchesters who own the whole of Manhattan, has always been handsome.Blessed with emerald eyes- so dark and intriguing, a body built like a Greek god, messy dark brown hair and a chiseled jaw that could cut through cheese; he was Manhattan’s most eligible bachelor for a reason.I’m still sore since he was inside of me a few minutes ago but that doesn’t mean I don’t want more of Ryat Winchester tonight. I’ve wanted more for two years.We meet on Tuesdays and Wednesdays at exactly ten pm. Once he gets what he wants from me which is sex (hot and steamy sex if I might add), he leav
Special Chapter: DRAKO TORRANCEThe universe had a comical way of playing tricks on me.Started with me being born to daddy dearest, to inheriting millions of dollars I never asked for.But this?The sight in front of me?It takes the cake.My ribs burn, my face stings with every cut that’s gushing blood down my cheek to my chest.I can also confidently say I’m seeing through my right eye because the left one is tight shut from the punch I received a few minutes ago.Yet my one good eye blinks at the creature that’s too dainty, too small, too weak, I could crush it in one hand and call it a day without remorse.In a sun dress, pretty dark plumps and a Louis Vuitton bag, the five foot three woman stands on the other side of the ring, gun in hand threatening me.She’s pretty.Pretty for other men to want to spend the night with but pretty for me not to give a fuck about what kind of help she needs from me.“You ask help from all men while pointing guns at them, sugar tits?”I eye her ti
OLIVIA“Do you wanna talk about it?”“Jules, I’m fine.”“You’ve been signing contracts day in day out with no rest and without grieving.”“Grieving won’t bring anyone back.”My baby’s gone. There’s no coming back after that.“But managing all this will bring everyone back?”My best friend doesn’t get a word out of me because my office door squeaks open and the ever-slick William Sterling walks inside.“We’ll talk later, Jules.”She huffs, throws an assuring smile my way before she walks to the door and exits my office.I’ve been in my new office, Montefalco industries picking up where my grandfather left off. Truth of the matter is, I don’t understand anything nor do I know how to handle thousands of employees all waiting for my direction on how to take the company forward.William settles in one of the seats throwing a blue file on my desk.I take it and open it.I know what it is.After all I didn’t visit Ryat Winchester in his glass mansion for nothing.I warned the bastard. I told
RYAT“Baby, she got pregnant to trick you. She got rid of the pregnancy so you wouldn’t demand a paternity test. Women like her like theatrics, Ryat. You shouldn’t feel-.”“Feel sad over losing a kid I didn’t get to see grow up because my child’s mother was ran over by a truck in the middle of the day?” I ask, the question as bitter and galling as the whole week has been.My fiancé opens her mouth slightly then she masks it all with the bullshit affection she’s been giving me since I visited Olivia in the hospital and learnt of my baby’s death.“Ryat- “, Irina purrs my name and it feels like nails getting dragged a rusty wall.I look into her bland brown eyes and utter with no emotion, “Get out. I’ll see you when I need you.”A normal fiancé would make a fuss from the cold way I talk to her.Irina and I aren’t normal. We are in a forced engagement. Soon to be forcefully married.Her generations’ money and my generations’ money ensure that my lineage flourishes with enough wealth to to
OLIVIAPain. A lot of it.It eats me up from the inside, chews down on my head, down to my spine and all the way to my legs.The smell of medicines and something having had gone wrong sifts through my nostrils.I try to breathe.The deafening sound of everything being still around me makes me sicker than I feel.At first, when I open my eyes, I think I’m in heaven.That I died and I woke up in heaven.But when the white ceiling of the hospital becomes clear and the beeping machines assault my ears, reality hits me hard.I blink twice.I breathe in the nauseating air.My weak hands, the ones with tubes plunged deep in my veins, slowly and torturously crawl to the front of the hospital gown I’m wearing.I touch my tummy.Again.And again.Until…“My baby”, I whisper.“Liv”, Dan’s voice beckons from inside the room.“My baby”, I whisper hard, holding my now reduced tummy.“You have to calm down Olivia.”I use all the energy I have inside my body and sit up removing the oxygen mask from m
OLIVIATwo months of suffering.Two months of hiding.Two months of looking for jobs in L.A. Jobs that paid less than fifty bucks a day and I was on the verge of giving up.With a day off and running out of money, I hopped into the nearest café I could find overspending on creamy donuts because my baby craved the sugar.I might have craved the sugar too after four days of dishwashing in a restaurant down town.What I didn’t expect before coming here though was…Him.Ryat Winchester standing in front of me, his calculative eyes on my belly and his scowl bigger than the thunderclouds slowly forming outside.I admit, I panicked.I didn’t think he would find me.And with the panic came the lie.Daniel Carreo, my ex-boyfriend from high school appeared out of nowhere like my knight in shining armor and I had to lie.I had to lie that he was my baby daddy.Right now, though Ryat looks like he can see through my lies but I still hold my head high.Please leave.Just leave.Walk away.“This is
RYAT WINCHESTER“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”Two months and counting.Olivia Cabello has been in hiding for two months.The fury churning my mind is still fresh.But the thrill of the chase somewhat balances that fury because once I find her, punishing her won’t be the last thing I do. I’ll make her regret it.“I think we can get the land if we add another million to the budget, boss. The old man might be a family man but no one can refuse that much money”, the head of my financial department urges.Some of the board members murmur and I can hear them nod in agreement, my eyes glide to the view of New York on a humid morning and my teeth grind in my mouth.“Ten million”, I grunt.“Sir?”“The old man you are speaking of. We offered him te
OLIVIA CABELLOKneeling near the toilet bowl most mornings and nights wasn’t a good sign.Then again not eating for weeks and crying yourself to sleep for weeks might have brought the puking but I knew better.“You’ve gotta take this, Liv. You have avoided this for so long and maybe it’s time we confirmed what we already knew.”I wash my mouth, taking a gulp of mouthwash and gazing myself at the mirror.My hair is in a messy bun, my eyes are sunken, I look like I lost five pounds in a week but the look in my eyes is what frightens me.“No.”Jules pushes the small box across the marble counter to meet my right hand.I look at the box then my eyes are back to the mirror.No. I can’t be…“It won’t hurt to try, will it? You’ve got nothing to lose anyway so try it.”I take the box, the one that has the words ‘pregnancy’ written on it in bold.“He always ensured I was on birth control. He always said he didn’t want any kids”, Yet my heart gasps for breath in my chest at the prospect of me b
OLIVIA CABELLODeath was unfair. It has and will always be unfair.My mother’s wails can be heard all over the cemetery we are in. I hold an umbrella for her and I feel so broken that no tears come to my eyes.Girls were supposed to be close to their mothers.Not me though.I was close to my father. His little princesa. His muse. His only daughter.And now, the person I love the most is dead because I couldn’t save him. I couldn’t save my father, my best friend.I don’t deserve to shed tears. I don’t deserve to mourn for him.The rain roars back with a vengeance, pouring over the umbrella I’m holding frailly. My abuela and the rest of the family are standing by the other side of the casket sobbing as my father gets lowered into the ground.They shouldn’t cry for him. They abandoned him a long time ago. They shouldn’t be here.“I can’t live without you, Hose. Plea-- please come back to me. Please come back to me!”We all know my father isn’t coming back.We all know my mother is losing
OLIVIA CABELLOThunder clouds hang low, the threat of heavy rain looms in the sky, my stomach churns, tears prick my eyes and I hold them back asking the cab driver if he can drive a little fast than the pace we are going at.Once the cab stops, I pay the driver, getting out of the car with my six-inch Gucci heels that are the only things holding me up.My cheek burns from my mother’s slap.My head aches from moving up and about.My eyes hurt more due to crying.But all this will be worth it once I get the money.Winchester Industries stands in front of me in form of a fifty-five-story high building.I pull out my phone and dial Ryat’s number but it still goes to voicemail.I know he’s working. I have seen the news articles of Ryat Winchester that call him the shrewd ice-cold workaholic.He works all day. He works all night. When he is not working, he is with me. Only me.Ryat is not getting married. He likes me.The security guards let me in without asking questions, I take the lift