OLIVIA CABELLO
Kneeling near the toilet bowl most mornings and nights wasn’t a good sign.
Then again not eating for weeks and crying yourself to sleep for weeks might have brought the puking but I knew better.
“You’ve gotta take this, Liv. You have avoided this for so long and maybe it’s time we confirmed what we already knew.”
I wash my mouth, taking a gulp of mouthwash and gazing myself at the mirror.
My hair is in a messy bun, my eyes are sunken, I look like I lost five pounds in a week but the look in my eyes is what frightens me.
“No.”
Jules pushes the small box across the marble counter to meet my right hand.
I look at the box then my eyes are back to the mirror.
No. I can’t be…
“It won’t hurt to try, will it? You’ve got nothing to lose anyway so try it.”
I take the box, the one that has the words ‘pregnancy’ written on it in bold.
“He always ensured I was on birth control. He always said he didn’t want any kids”, Yet my heart gasps for breath in my chest at the prospect of me being…
“Try it, Olivia.”
With shaking hands, I take the box, I remove the fat white stick lodged inside.
Ten minutes later, I’m peeing on it, my legs shaking, my thoughts all scrambled.
I can’t be pregnant.
Not for him.
Not when I just vowed to stay away and nurse my heartbreak, not when he is marrying another woman and the media is calling me a slut for thinking I could be with a man like him.
I can’t be pregnant.
“You are pregnant”, Jules says, her voice full of surprise and a surge of happiness.
I gaze at the two parallel lines on the stick again and again, my eyes welling with tears and my heart throbbing painfully.
“I’m… pregnant?”
The words tumble out of my mouth clawing something deep inside me.
“Liv, this is… this is great news! Are you going to tell him? He is the father, right? This could change everything. He wouldn’t marry another woman if he knew you were pregnant.”
The chuckle that erupts from my lips jabs a sharp pain in my heart as I hold my tummy, rubbing it to feel the new life growing inside of me.
“Ryat doesn’t love me. To him, I’m an object for sex, that’s why he insisted on birth control. He will reject my child and I will never allow that. I will never allow my child to be born a bastard. Ryat Winchester will never find out he has a child because my baby is mine. Mine, Jules.”
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“Hey little mama, how about you give us a taste?” the man with the disgusting mullet taunts, the minute I place the burger on top of their table.
His friends laugh along with him as they all stick their eyes to my pink waitress’ uniform.
I have always been curvy and I blame my Latina roots for it. I also blame my roots for the anger boiling inside me that wants me to punch these men or insult them.
I can’t insult them though. This job is the only thing that will help Jules pay the bills and plus the manager here was gracious enough not to ask about my pregnancy that can be seen a little if you look hard enough.
“Can I get you anything else?” I ask with a pen and paper in my hand and an even faker smile plastering my lips.
Mullet guy speaks again and I know from his smile that shows tobacco-stained teeth that I won’t like the next words he has to say.
“You, spread out for us on this table would be great, little mama. Come on, we’ll even give you a generous tip.”
This guy is asking for a punch in the teeth but I let his words slide.
I won’t risk a fight ensuing in here and my baby and I getting hurt.
“If that’s all, thank you for dining at Jill’s and I hope the food is to your satisfaction.”
I hope you choke on it. That’s what I wish for most.
I turn around and leave but I don’t miss the laughs and the sexist comments.
“Are you okay, girl? I know Mason and his bros can be a lot”, my co-worker, Sasha shoots me a concerned look as soon as I reach the counter.
“I honestly don’t give a fuck about them as long as I keep my job.”
She smiles, “I wish I had your spirit. So, remember when you told me if anyone came asking for you, I tell you as soon as possible? Well, this lady came here last night but you were done with your shift and today well, take a look at her yourself. Right there, table number seven, she has been waiting to talk to you.”
My field of vision locks on table number seven and the woman’s jewelry glows all the way to where I’m standing.
My teeth grit.
I know her.
I have never seen her in person but I know her.
And I have an inkling as to what she’s doing here.
I make my way to table number seven, pen and paper in hand.
The minute I stand in front of her, her wrinkled face comes to sight and so does her judgy eyes.
“Welcome to Jill’s, what can I get you?”
“Olivia Cabello? No need to be so formal. How about you sit down and we can have a proper chat?”
“I’m working as you can see, ma’am. I don’t really have the time to sit and chat with customers.”
Not customers who’ll piss me off anyway.
Her eyes linger down to my tummy.
I’m four weeks pregnant, basically a month and not many people noticed it that much.
Not even the father of the baby has been able to find me or find out I’m carrying his child but why does this woman look at me and see right through me?
“I’m here to discuss the future of my grandchild.”
That has me pausing then with concealed fury, I take a seat opposite Gisell Winchester, Ryat’s mother and utter the words,
“My baby is not your anything, ma’am.”
“I will get straight to the point, Olivia. You are poor, you have no money to support that child, your own mother disowned you and you are living a lie telling yourself you can raise that baby on your own.”
“Why are you here because I have to say, your ‘I’m rich, you are poor’ insults are getting a little bit outdated.”
“No matter the circumstances that baby has Winchester blood running through it so I’m here to propose a solution that will benefit both of us.
I will give you a fully furnished house, a car if you want, money and resources for the pregnancy but when my grandchild is born, I want you to disappear and leave him with us, his rightful family.”
I gasp before my eyes widen and bitter bile rises up my throat.
“His rightful family? You are crazy if you think I’ll give up my baby-.”
“Twenty million dollars.”
“My baby is not for sale.”
How could she?
“Fifty million.”
“This conversation is over.”
“This deal is to save you and your child.”
“I don’t need any saving. I have saved myself well enough for twenty-one years.”
Her hands interlock on the table, the patience she had minutes ago falling like a house of cards to a gust of wind.
“My son doesn’t know you are pregnant. He doesn’t need to know you are pregnant when he is getting married soon either.”
“You can keep your son and your money to yourself. Ryat and I were over since a month ago. I don’t want his help. I don’t want him near my child.”
“Is that what you think? That you are over? Believe me Olivia, if there’s one thing my sons are stubborn about is their mistresses. He is going to get married but he is still going to hunt you wherever you run to and chain you to him. Is that what you want? The life of a mistress?”
“Your son. And. I. Are. Over. I will never get back with him.”
Gisell Winchester stands up and takes her handbag with her. She towers over me and a sneer mars her face.
“Then run, Olivia. Take all your things and run before my son finds you.”
RYAT WINCHESTER“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”Two months and counting.Olivia Cabello has been in hiding for two months.The fury churning my mind is still fresh.But the thrill of the chase somewhat balances that fury because once I find her, punishing her won’t be the last thing I do. I’ll make her regret it.“I think we can get the land if we add another million to the budget, boss. The old man might be a family man but no one can refuse that much money”, the head of my financial department urges.Some of the board members murmur and I can hear them nod in agreement, my eyes glide to the view of New York on a humid morning and my teeth grind in my mouth.“Ten million”, I grunt.“Sir?”“The old man you are speaking of. We offered him te
OLIVIATwo months of suffering.Two months of hiding.Two months of looking for jobs in L.A. Jobs that paid less than fifty bucks a day and I was on the verge of giving up.With a day off and running out of money, I hopped into the nearest café I could find overspending on creamy donuts because my baby craved the sugar.I might have craved the sugar too after four days of dishwashing in a restaurant down town.What I didn’t expect before coming here though was…Him.Ryat Winchester standing in front of me, his calculative eyes on my belly and his scowl bigger than the thunderclouds slowly forming outside.I admit, I panicked.I didn’t think he would find me.And with the panic came the lie.Daniel Carreo, my ex-boyfriend from high school appeared out of nowhere like my knight in shining armor and I had to lie.I had to lie that he was my baby daddy.Right now, though Ryat looks like he can see through my lies but I still hold my head high.Please leave.Just leave.Walk away.“This is
OLIVIAPain. A lot of it.It eats me up from the inside, chews down on my head, down to my spine and all the way to my legs.The smell of medicines and something having had gone wrong sifts through my nostrils.I try to breathe.The deafening sound of everything being still around me makes me sicker than I feel.At first, when I open my eyes, I think I’m in heaven.That I died and I woke up in heaven.But when the white ceiling of the hospital becomes clear and the beeping machines assault my ears, reality hits me hard.I blink twice.I breathe in the nauseating air.My weak hands, the ones with tubes plunged deep in my veins, slowly and torturously crawl to the front of the hospital gown I’m wearing.I touch my tummy.Again.And again.Until…“My baby”, I whisper.“Liv”, Dan’s voice beckons from inside the room.“My baby”, I whisper hard, holding my now reduced tummy.“You have to calm down Olivia.”I use all the energy I have inside my body and sit up removing the oxygen mask from m
RYAT“Baby, she got pregnant to trick you. She got rid of the pregnancy so you wouldn’t demand a paternity test. Women like her like theatrics, Ryat. You shouldn’t feel-.”“Feel sad over losing a kid I didn’t get to see grow up because my child’s mother was ran over by a truck in the middle of the day?” I ask, the question as bitter and galling as the whole week has been.My fiancé opens her mouth slightly then she masks it all with the bullshit affection she’s been giving me since I visited Olivia in the hospital and learnt of my baby’s death.“Ryat- “, Irina purrs my name and it feels like nails getting dragged a rusty wall.I look into her bland brown eyes and utter with no emotion, “Get out. I’ll see you when I need you.”A normal fiancé would make a fuss from the cold way I talk to her.Irina and I aren’t normal. We are in a forced engagement. Soon to be forcefully married.Her generations’ money and my generations’ money ensure that my lineage flourishes with enough wealth to to
OLIVIA“Do you wanna talk about it?”“Jules, I’m fine.”“You’ve been signing contracts day in day out with no rest and without grieving.”“Grieving won’t bring anyone back.”My baby’s gone. There’s no coming back after that.“But managing all this will bring everyone back?”My best friend doesn’t get a word out of me because my office door squeaks open and the ever-slick William Sterling walks inside.“We’ll talk later, Jules.”She huffs, throws an assuring smile my way before she walks to the door and exits my office.I’ve been in my new office, Montefalco industries picking up where my grandfather left off. Truth of the matter is, I don’t understand anything nor do I know how to handle thousands of employees all waiting for my direction on how to take the company forward.William settles in one of the seats throwing a blue file on my desk.I take it and open it.I know what it is.After all I didn’t visit Ryat Winchester in his glass mansion for nothing.I warned the bastard. I told
Special Chapter: DRAKO TORRANCEThe universe had a comical way of playing tricks on me.Started with me being born to daddy dearest, to inheriting millions of dollars I never asked for.But this?The sight in front of me?It takes the cake.My ribs burn, my face stings with every cut that’s gushing blood down my cheek to my chest.I can also confidently say I’m seeing through my right eye because the left one is tight shut from the punch I received a few minutes ago.Yet my one good eye blinks at the creature that’s too dainty, too small, too weak, I could crush it in one hand and call it a day without remorse.In a sun dress, pretty dark plumps and a Louis Vuitton bag, the five foot three woman stands on the other side of the ring, gun in hand threatening me.She’s pretty.Pretty for other men to want to spend the night with but pretty for me not to give a fuck about what kind of help she needs from me.“You ask help from all men while pointing guns at them, sugar tits?”I eye her ti
OLIVIA CABELLOMy chest rises and falls with an erratic intake of breath.The Manhattan city lights shine from outside the glass-ceiling windows in this penthouse, reaching all the way inside the room, to me and to the man standing in front of me.He picks his shirt from the floor and my eyes linger on the muscles on his shoulders, the tats on his arms, down to his lean waist.Ryat Winchester, first son to the Winchesters who own the whole of Manhattan, has always been handsome.Blessed with emerald eyes- so dark and intriguing, a body built like a Greek god, messy dark brown hair and a chiseled jaw that could cut through cheese; he was Manhattan’s most eligible bachelor for a reason.I’m still sore since he was inside of me a few minutes ago but that doesn’t mean I don’t want more of Ryat Winchester tonight. I’ve wanted more for two years.We meet on Tuesdays and Wednesdays at exactly ten pm. Once he gets what he wants from me which is sex (hot and steamy sex if I might add), he leav
OLIVIA CABELLOThunder clouds hang low, the threat of heavy rain looms in the sky, my stomach churns, tears prick my eyes and I hold them back asking the cab driver if he can drive a little fast than the pace we are going at.Once the cab stops, I pay the driver, getting out of the car with my six-inch Gucci heels that are the only things holding me up.My cheek burns from my mother’s slap.My head aches from moving up and about.My eyes hurt more due to crying.But all this will be worth it once I get the money.Winchester Industries stands in front of me in form of a fifty-five-story high building.I pull out my phone and dial Ryat’s number but it still goes to voicemail.I know he’s working. I have seen the news articles of Ryat Winchester that call him the shrewd ice-cold workaholic.He works all day. He works all night. When he is not working, he is with me. Only me.Ryat is not getting married. He likes me.The security guards let me in without asking questions, I take the lift
Special Chapter: DRAKO TORRANCEThe universe had a comical way of playing tricks on me.Started with me being born to daddy dearest, to inheriting millions of dollars I never asked for.But this?The sight in front of me?It takes the cake.My ribs burn, my face stings with every cut that’s gushing blood down my cheek to my chest.I can also confidently say I’m seeing through my right eye because the left one is tight shut from the punch I received a few minutes ago.Yet my one good eye blinks at the creature that’s too dainty, too small, too weak, I could crush it in one hand and call it a day without remorse.In a sun dress, pretty dark plumps and a Louis Vuitton bag, the five foot three woman stands on the other side of the ring, gun in hand threatening me.She’s pretty.Pretty for other men to want to spend the night with but pretty for me not to give a fuck about what kind of help she needs from me.“You ask help from all men while pointing guns at them, sugar tits?”I eye her ti
OLIVIA“Do you wanna talk about it?”“Jules, I’m fine.”“You’ve been signing contracts day in day out with no rest and without grieving.”“Grieving won’t bring anyone back.”My baby’s gone. There’s no coming back after that.“But managing all this will bring everyone back?”My best friend doesn’t get a word out of me because my office door squeaks open and the ever-slick William Sterling walks inside.“We’ll talk later, Jules.”She huffs, throws an assuring smile my way before she walks to the door and exits my office.I’ve been in my new office, Montefalco industries picking up where my grandfather left off. Truth of the matter is, I don’t understand anything nor do I know how to handle thousands of employees all waiting for my direction on how to take the company forward.William settles in one of the seats throwing a blue file on my desk.I take it and open it.I know what it is.After all I didn’t visit Ryat Winchester in his glass mansion for nothing.I warned the bastard. I told
RYAT“Baby, she got pregnant to trick you. She got rid of the pregnancy so you wouldn’t demand a paternity test. Women like her like theatrics, Ryat. You shouldn’t feel-.”“Feel sad over losing a kid I didn’t get to see grow up because my child’s mother was ran over by a truck in the middle of the day?” I ask, the question as bitter and galling as the whole week has been.My fiancé opens her mouth slightly then she masks it all with the bullshit affection she’s been giving me since I visited Olivia in the hospital and learnt of my baby’s death.“Ryat- “, Irina purrs my name and it feels like nails getting dragged a rusty wall.I look into her bland brown eyes and utter with no emotion, “Get out. I’ll see you when I need you.”A normal fiancé would make a fuss from the cold way I talk to her.Irina and I aren’t normal. We are in a forced engagement. Soon to be forcefully married.Her generations’ money and my generations’ money ensure that my lineage flourishes with enough wealth to to
OLIVIAPain. A lot of it.It eats me up from the inside, chews down on my head, down to my spine and all the way to my legs.The smell of medicines and something having had gone wrong sifts through my nostrils.I try to breathe.The deafening sound of everything being still around me makes me sicker than I feel.At first, when I open my eyes, I think I’m in heaven.That I died and I woke up in heaven.But when the white ceiling of the hospital becomes clear and the beeping machines assault my ears, reality hits me hard.I blink twice.I breathe in the nauseating air.My weak hands, the ones with tubes plunged deep in my veins, slowly and torturously crawl to the front of the hospital gown I’m wearing.I touch my tummy.Again.And again.Until…“My baby”, I whisper.“Liv”, Dan’s voice beckons from inside the room.“My baby”, I whisper hard, holding my now reduced tummy.“You have to calm down Olivia.”I use all the energy I have inside my body and sit up removing the oxygen mask from m
OLIVIATwo months of suffering.Two months of hiding.Two months of looking for jobs in L.A. Jobs that paid less than fifty bucks a day and I was on the verge of giving up.With a day off and running out of money, I hopped into the nearest café I could find overspending on creamy donuts because my baby craved the sugar.I might have craved the sugar too after four days of dishwashing in a restaurant down town.What I didn’t expect before coming here though was…Him.Ryat Winchester standing in front of me, his calculative eyes on my belly and his scowl bigger than the thunderclouds slowly forming outside.I admit, I panicked.I didn’t think he would find me.And with the panic came the lie.Daniel Carreo, my ex-boyfriend from high school appeared out of nowhere like my knight in shining armor and I had to lie.I had to lie that he was my baby daddy.Right now, though Ryat looks like he can see through my lies but I still hold my head high.Please leave.Just leave.Walk away.“This is
RYAT WINCHESTER“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”Two months and counting.Olivia Cabello has been in hiding for two months.The fury churning my mind is still fresh.But the thrill of the chase somewhat balances that fury because once I find her, punishing her won’t be the last thing I do. I’ll make her regret it.“I think we can get the land if we add another million to the budget, boss. The old man might be a family man but no one can refuse that much money”, the head of my financial department urges.Some of the board members murmur and I can hear them nod in agreement, my eyes glide to the view of New York on a humid morning and my teeth grind in my mouth.“Ten million”, I grunt.“Sir?”“The old man you are speaking of. We offered him te
OLIVIA CABELLOKneeling near the toilet bowl most mornings and nights wasn’t a good sign.Then again not eating for weeks and crying yourself to sleep for weeks might have brought the puking but I knew better.“You’ve gotta take this, Liv. You have avoided this for so long and maybe it’s time we confirmed what we already knew.”I wash my mouth, taking a gulp of mouthwash and gazing myself at the mirror.My hair is in a messy bun, my eyes are sunken, I look like I lost five pounds in a week but the look in my eyes is what frightens me.“No.”Jules pushes the small box across the marble counter to meet my right hand.I look at the box then my eyes are back to the mirror.No. I can’t be…“It won’t hurt to try, will it? You’ve got nothing to lose anyway so try it.”I take the box, the one that has the words ‘pregnancy’ written on it in bold.“He always ensured I was on birth control. He always said he didn’t want any kids”, Yet my heart gasps for breath in my chest at the prospect of me b
OLIVIA CABELLODeath was unfair. It has and will always be unfair.My mother’s wails can be heard all over the cemetery we are in. I hold an umbrella for her and I feel so broken that no tears come to my eyes.Girls were supposed to be close to their mothers.Not me though.I was close to my father. His little princesa. His muse. His only daughter.And now, the person I love the most is dead because I couldn’t save him. I couldn’t save my father, my best friend.I don’t deserve to shed tears. I don’t deserve to mourn for him.The rain roars back with a vengeance, pouring over the umbrella I’m holding frailly. My abuela and the rest of the family are standing by the other side of the casket sobbing as my father gets lowered into the ground.They shouldn’t cry for him. They abandoned him a long time ago. They shouldn’t be here.“I can’t live without you, Hose. Plea-- please come back to me. Please come back to me!”We all know my father isn’t coming back.We all know my mother is losing
OLIVIA CABELLOThunder clouds hang low, the threat of heavy rain looms in the sky, my stomach churns, tears prick my eyes and I hold them back asking the cab driver if he can drive a little fast than the pace we are going at.Once the cab stops, I pay the driver, getting out of the car with my six-inch Gucci heels that are the only things holding me up.My cheek burns from my mother’s slap.My head aches from moving up and about.My eyes hurt more due to crying.But all this will be worth it once I get the money.Winchester Industries stands in front of me in form of a fifty-five-story high building.I pull out my phone and dial Ryat’s number but it still goes to voicemail.I know he’s working. I have seen the news articles of Ryat Winchester that call him the shrewd ice-cold workaholic.He works all day. He works all night. When he is not working, he is with me. Only me.Ryat is not getting married. He likes me.The security guards let me in without asking questions, I take the lift