OLIVIA
Pain. A lot of it.
It eats me up from the inside, chews down on my head, down to my spine and all the way to my legs.
The smell of medicines and something having had gone wrong sifts through my nostrils.
I try to breathe.
The deafening sound of everything being still around me makes me sicker than I feel.
At first, when I open my eyes, I think I’m in heaven.
That I died and I woke up in heaven.
But when the white ceiling of the hospital becomes clear and the beeping machines assault my ears, reality hits me hard.
I blink twice.
I breathe in the nauseating air.
My weak hands, the ones with tubes plunged deep in my veins, slowly and torturously crawl to the front of the hospital gown I’m wearing.
I touch my tummy.
Again.
And again.
Until…
“My baby”, I whisper.
“Liv”, Dan’s voice beckons from inside the room.
“My baby”, I whisper hard, holding my now reduced tummy.
“You have to calm down Olivia.”
I use all the energy I have inside my body and sit up removing the oxygen mask from my face while holding my tummy.
I can’t feel my baby.
I can’t feel him at all.
“Where’s my baby?”
The door opens and my best friend, Jules Ambrose stands in the doorway looking at me the way she did before she delivered the news of my father being dead.
“Dan, where’s my baby? Where did they take my baby?”
“You were involved in an accident. The doctors did-.”
“No! No… you go out there and tell the doctors I want my baby! I want to hold him. I want to hold my baby, Dan!”
“Olivia- “, Jules whispers.
Sharp pain pricks my chest and I forget to breathe.
“Go tell the doctor to bring my baby, Jules. They can’t do this to me. Tell them to bring my baby.”
Daniel holds my hand.
“Olivia, you lost the baby.”
No.
They are lying.
They are not… they are lying.
“That’s not true”, my throat wobbles with emotions.
The first tears leave my eyes and the next tears that follow burn my cheeks, stab my heart and tear my soul to pieces.
Dan wraps his hands around me and I hug him back holding onto his shirt while I repeat the words ‘you are lying’ over and over again to make myself wake up from this harsh reality.
My baby was strong.
We survived all this long without a family, without a man, without anyone.
We survived!
I refuse to believe that my baby… that my baby…
“Get the doctor”, Dan says to who I’m assuming to be Jules.
I cry.
Cry harder than I ever had.
And when I think I’m starting to be okay, that I can handle the grief and the bitter truth, someone opens the door.
And I know pretty well that isn’t the doctor because a cologne I can discern with my heart fills the room followed by the choking smell of women’s perfume.
The smell of the man I thought was my everything makes my anger boil and my blood turn to ice.
I pull away from Daniel’s chest.
My eyes a kaleidoscope of pain and tears, I gaze at Ryat fucking Winchester and the woman holding his arm.
His fiancé, Irina Buchanon.
How dare he bring her here?
How dare he look at me like that as if there’s a bone in his body that cared about my child?
“Curvy-.”
The minute he says that stupid endearment, I lose it.
“Get out!” I scream.
“Get out! Get out now!”
Ryat looks at me with a dejected face and all I want is for him to rot six feet deep into the ground.
My father died because I left him to go see Ryat.
My baby died because Ryat found me and then there’s the coincidence that is my baby dying the very same day Ryat found me.
“He was my baby too”, Ryat’s statement hits me hard in the chest.
I smile amidst the tears.
Then I look him in the eyes and say the truth with as much vitriol seeping in my veins, “You killed my baby.”
His jaw tics, his eyes adopt a disheartened shade of green and instead of saying anything, he walks out.
His fiancé walks out too.
But Irina Buchanon does something Ryat didn’t do.
The bitch smiles at me and in my grief, I read that as a sign that she had a hand in my baby’s death too.
XXX
“Sign here.”
I put my signature on the paper.
“And the final signature here.”
I add another signature to the dotted line.
William takes the papers and puts them in a neat folder.
“Then without much further ado, I present to you all, Olivia Cabello Montefalco, CEO of Montefalco industries and heir to the Montefalco fortune.”
The board members snicker.
Others murmur.
Some of them question my roots and my capability to be the CEO.
I couldn’t give a hoot what they about me as I watch the meeting adjourn and the corporate men stand, say their goodbyes and leave the room.
I turn to William, the black clothes I wore today to mourn my child chafing my skin.
“Did he talk?”
“No, ma’am. We’ve tried every form of torture we can on the man but he hasn’t spoken a word since we took him from the hospital.”
“I’ll talk to him then.”
“With all due respect, ma’am you just came out of the hospital. You are still mourning; I don’t think talking to the guy will do you anything good.”
I want to thank him for his concern but not a bone in my body feels gratitude to the man because I’m paying him more than any client he has.
He cares about money. I don’t blame him.
“Have you ever been ran over by a ten-foot truck, William?”
“No.”
“Have you ever woken up in a hospital with multiple broken bones and the only precious thing you had, dead?”
“No, ma’am.”
“Take me to the driver who ran me over. Now.”
The man who ran me over a few weeks ago is chained by his hands to the ceiling.
I should feel something.
I should want to add to the same bruises my men inflicted on his body.
He killed my child but the real murderer is out there.
The one who ordered this man to try to kill me and my baby.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Dan asks behind me.
“I’m a Montefalco now. I can do anything I want.”
I take more steps to the man who’s bleeding and I stand in front of him.
“My men beat you up, Anthony. That’s your name, right? Anthony? A truck driver drowning in so many debts he could have taken any job just to clear said debts?
Immediately after you ran me over, your hospital bills were cleared and your debts were paid. Which makes me believe whoever cleared your debts also paid you to run me over and make sure I was dead.
I could break your legs or hands and you won’t talk. Right, Anthony? But what if I told you, I’ve tracked your daughter down. She’s twelve, right? Living in Wisconsin with her mother. She likes Moana and-.”
“No!”
“Who ordered you to run me over?”
“I didn’t know you were pregnant. I’m sorry…”
“Tell that to someone who cares. Who ordered you to run me over?”
“Ryat… Ryat Winchester.”
RYAT“Baby, she got pregnant to trick you. She got rid of the pregnancy so you wouldn’t demand a paternity test. Women like her like theatrics, Ryat. You shouldn’t feel-.”“Feel sad over losing a kid I didn’t get to see grow up because my child’s mother was ran over by a truck in the middle of the day?” I ask, the question as bitter and galling as the whole week has been.My fiancé opens her mouth slightly then she masks it all with the bullshit affection she’s been giving me since I visited Olivia in the hospital and learnt of my baby’s death.“Ryat- “, Irina purrs my name and it feels like nails getting dragged a rusty wall.I look into her bland brown eyes and utter with no emotion, “Get out. I’ll see you when I need you.”A normal fiancé would make a fuss from the cold way I talk to her.Irina and I aren’t normal. We are in a forced engagement. Soon to be forcefully married.Her generations’ money and my generations’ money ensure that my lineage flourishes with enough wealth to to
OLIVIA“Do you wanna talk about it?”“Jules, I’m fine.”“You’ve been signing contracts day in day out with no rest and without grieving.”“Grieving won’t bring anyone back.”My baby’s gone. There’s no coming back after that.“But managing all this will bring everyone back?”My best friend doesn’t get a word out of me because my office door squeaks open and the ever-slick William Sterling walks inside.“We’ll talk later, Jules.”She huffs, throws an assuring smile my way before she walks to the door and exits my office.I’ve been in my new office, Montefalco industries picking up where my grandfather left off. Truth of the matter is, I don’t understand anything nor do I know how to handle thousands of employees all waiting for my direction on how to take the company forward.William settles in one of the seats throwing a blue file on my desk.I take it and open it.I know what it is.After all I didn’t visit Ryat Winchester in his glass mansion for nothing.I warned the bastard. I told
Special Chapter: DRAKO TORRANCEThe universe had a comical way of playing tricks on me.Started with me being born to daddy dearest, to inheriting millions of dollars I never asked for.But this?The sight in front of me?It takes the cake.My ribs burn, my face stings with every cut that’s gushing blood down my cheek to my chest.I can also confidently say I’m seeing through my right eye because the left one is tight shut from the punch I received a few minutes ago.Yet my one good eye blinks at the creature that’s too dainty, too small, too weak, I could crush it in one hand and call it a day without remorse.In a sun dress, pretty dark plumps and a Louis Vuitton bag, the five foot three woman stands on the other side of the ring, gun in hand threatening me.She’s pretty.Pretty for other men to want to spend the night with but pretty for me not to give a fuck about what kind of help she needs from me.“You ask help from all men while pointing guns at them, sugar tits?”I eye her ti
OLIVIA CABELLOMy chest rises and falls with an erratic intake of breath.The Manhattan city lights shine from outside the glass-ceiling windows in this penthouse, reaching all the way inside the room, to me and to the man standing in front of me.He picks his shirt from the floor and my eyes linger on the muscles on his shoulders, the tats on his arms, down to his lean waist.Ryat Winchester, first son to the Winchesters who own the whole of Manhattan, has always been handsome.Blessed with emerald eyes- so dark and intriguing, a body built like a Greek god, messy dark brown hair and a chiseled jaw that could cut through cheese; he was Manhattan’s most eligible bachelor for a reason.I’m still sore since he was inside of me a few minutes ago but that doesn’t mean I don’t want more of Ryat Winchester tonight. I’ve wanted more for two years.We meet on Tuesdays and Wednesdays at exactly ten pm. Once he gets what he wants from me which is sex (hot and steamy sex if I might add), he leav
OLIVIA CABELLOThunder clouds hang low, the threat of heavy rain looms in the sky, my stomach churns, tears prick my eyes and I hold them back asking the cab driver if he can drive a little fast than the pace we are going at.Once the cab stops, I pay the driver, getting out of the car with my six-inch Gucci heels that are the only things holding me up.My cheek burns from my mother’s slap.My head aches from moving up and about.My eyes hurt more due to crying.But all this will be worth it once I get the money.Winchester Industries stands in front of me in form of a fifty-five-story high building.I pull out my phone and dial Ryat’s number but it still goes to voicemail.I know he’s working. I have seen the news articles of Ryat Winchester that call him the shrewd ice-cold workaholic.He works all day. He works all night. When he is not working, he is with me. Only me.Ryat is not getting married. He likes me.The security guards let me in without asking questions, I take the lift
OLIVIA CABELLODeath was unfair. It has and will always be unfair.My mother’s wails can be heard all over the cemetery we are in. I hold an umbrella for her and I feel so broken that no tears come to my eyes.Girls were supposed to be close to their mothers.Not me though.I was close to my father. His little princesa. His muse. His only daughter.And now, the person I love the most is dead because I couldn’t save him. I couldn’t save my father, my best friend.I don’t deserve to shed tears. I don’t deserve to mourn for him.The rain roars back with a vengeance, pouring over the umbrella I’m holding frailly. My abuela and the rest of the family are standing by the other side of the casket sobbing as my father gets lowered into the ground.They shouldn’t cry for him. They abandoned him a long time ago. They shouldn’t be here.“I can’t live without you, Hose. Plea-- please come back to me. Please come back to me!”We all know my father isn’t coming back.We all know my mother is losing
OLIVIA CABELLOKneeling near the toilet bowl most mornings and nights wasn’t a good sign.Then again not eating for weeks and crying yourself to sleep for weeks might have brought the puking but I knew better.“You’ve gotta take this, Liv. You have avoided this for so long and maybe it’s time we confirmed what we already knew.”I wash my mouth, taking a gulp of mouthwash and gazing myself at the mirror.My hair is in a messy bun, my eyes are sunken, I look like I lost five pounds in a week but the look in my eyes is what frightens me.“No.”Jules pushes the small box across the marble counter to meet my right hand.I look at the box then my eyes are back to the mirror.No. I can’t be…“It won’t hurt to try, will it? You’ve got nothing to lose anyway so try it.”I take the box, the one that has the words ‘pregnancy’ written on it in bold.“He always ensured I was on birth control. He always said he didn’t want any kids”, Yet my heart gasps for breath in my chest at the prospect of me b
RYAT WINCHESTER“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”Two months and counting.Olivia Cabello has been in hiding for two months.The fury churning my mind is still fresh.But the thrill of the chase somewhat balances that fury because once I find her, punishing her won’t be the last thing I do. I’ll make her regret it.“I think we can get the land if we add another million to the budget, boss. The old man might be a family man but no one can refuse that much money”, the head of my financial department urges.Some of the board members murmur and I can hear them nod in agreement, my eyes glide to the view of New York on a humid morning and my teeth grind in my mouth.“Ten million”, I grunt.“Sir?”“The old man you are speaking of. We offered him te
Special Chapter: DRAKO TORRANCEThe universe had a comical way of playing tricks on me.Started with me being born to daddy dearest, to inheriting millions of dollars I never asked for.But this?The sight in front of me?It takes the cake.My ribs burn, my face stings with every cut that’s gushing blood down my cheek to my chest.I can also confidently say I’m seeing through my right eye because the left one is tight shut from the punch I received a few minutes ago.Yet my one good eye blinks at the creature that’s too dainty, too small, too weak, I could crush it in one hand and call it a day without remorse.In a sun dress, pretty dark plumps and a Louis Vuitton bag, the five foot three woman stands on the other side of the ring, gun in hand threatening me.She’s pretty.Pretty for other men to want to spend the night with but pretty for me not to give a fuck about what kind of help she needs from me.“You ask help from all men while pointing guns at them, sugar tits?”I eye her ti
OLIVIA“Do you wanna talk about it?”“Jules, I’m fine.”“You’ve been signing contracts day in day out with no rest and without grieving.”“Grieving won’t bring anyone back.”My baby’s gone. There’s no coming back after that.“But managing all this will bring everyone back?”My best friend doesn’t get a word out of me because my office door squeaks open and the ever-slick William Sterling walks inside.“We’ll talk later, Jules.”She huffs, throws an assuring smile my way before she walks to the door and exits my office.I’ve been in my new office, Montefalco industries picking up where my grandfather left off. Truth of the matter is, I don’t understand anything nor do I know how to handle thousands of employees all waiting for my direction on how to take the company forward.William settles in one of the seats throwing a blue file on my desk.I take it and open it.I know what it is.After all I didn’t visit Ryat Winchester in his glass mansion for nothing.I warned the bastard. I told
RYAT“Baby, she got pregnant to trick you. She got rid of the pregnancy so you wouldn’t demand a paternity test. Women like her like theatrics, Ryat. You shouldn’t feel-.”“Feel sad over losing a kid I didn’t get to see grow up because my child’s mother was ran over by a truck in the middle of the day?” I ask, the question as bitter and galling as the whole week has been.My fiancé opens her mouth slightly then she masks it all with the bullshit affection she’s been giving me since I visited Olivia in the hospital and learnt of my baby’s death.“Ryat- “, Irina purrs my name and it feels like nails getting dragged a rusty wall.I look into her bland brown eyes and utter with no emotion, “Get out. I’ll see you when I need you.”A normal fiancé would make a fuss from the cold way I talk to her.Irina and I aren’t normal. We are in a forced engagement. Soon to be forcefully married.Her generations’ money and my generations’ money ensure that my lineage flourishes with enough wealth to to
OLIVIAPain. A lot of it.It eats me up from the inside, chews down on my head, down to my spine and all the way to my legs.The smell of medicines and something having had gone wrong sifts through my nostrils.I try to breathe.The deafening sound of everything being still around me makes me sicker than I feel.At first, when I open my eyes, I think I’m in heaven.That I died and I woke up in heaven.But when the white ceiling of the hospital becomes clear and the beeping machines assault my ears, reality hits me hard.I blink twice.I breathe in the nauseating air.My weak hands, the ones with tubes plunged deep in my veins, slowly and torturously crawl to the front of the hospital gown I’m wearing.I touch my tummy.Again.And again.Until…“My baby”, I whisper.“Liv”, Dan’s voice beckons from inside the room.“My baby”, I whisper hard, holding my now reduced tummy.“You have to calm down Olivia.”I use all the energy I have inside my body and sit up removing the oxygen mask from m
OLIVIATwo months of suffering.Two months of hiding.Two months of looking for jobs in L.A. Jobs that paid less than fifty bucks a day and I was on the verge of giving up.With a day off and running out of money, I hopped into the nearest café I could find overspending on creamy donuts because my baby craved the sugar.I might have craved the sugar too after four days of dishwashing in a restaurant down town.What I didn’t expect before coming here though was…Him.Ryat Winchester standing in front of me, his calculative eyes on my belly and his scowl bigger than the thunderclouds slowly forming outside.I admit, I panicked.I didn’t think he would find me.And with the panic came the lie.Daniel Carreo, my ex-boyfriend from high school appeared out of nowhere like my knight in shining armor and I had to lie.I had to lie that he was my baby daddy.Right now, though Ryat looks like he can see through my lies but I still hold my head high.Please leave.Just leave.Walk away.“This is
RYAT WINCHESTER“There. That’s everything you ever gave me just so I could warm your bed, Ryat. Your money is in there, your phone is in there, your clothes are in there and whatever we had is in there too. Find yourself another whore who’ll spread her legs for you. We are done, Mr. Winchester.”Two months and counting.Olivia Cabello has been in hiding for two months.The fury churning my mind is still fresh.But the thrill of the chase somewhat balances that fury because once I find her, punishing her won’t be the last thing I do. I’ll make her regret it.“I think we can get the land if we add another million to the budget, boss. The old man might be a family man but no one can refuse that much money”, the head of my financial department urges.Some of the board members murmur and I can hear them nod in agreement, my eyes glide to the view of New York on a humid morning and my teeth grind in my mouth.“Ten million”, I grunt.“Sir?”“The old man you are speaking of. We offered him te
OLIVIA CABELLOKneeling near the toilet bowl most mornings and nights wasn’t a good sign.Then again not eating for weeks and crying yourself to sleep for weeks might have brought the puking but I knew better.“You’ve gotta take this, Liv. You have avoided this for so long and maybe it’s time we confirmed what we already knew.”I wash my mouth, taking a gulp of mouthwash and gazing myself at the mirror.My hair is in a messy bun, my eyes are sunken, I look like I lost five pounds in a week but the look in my eyes is what frightens me.“No.”Jules pushes the small box across the marble counter to meet my right hand.I look at the box then my eyes are back to the mirror.No. I can’t be…“It won’t hurt to try, will it? You’ve got nothing to lose anyway so try it.”I take the box, the one that has the words ‘pregnancy’ written on it in bold.“He always ensured I was on birth control. He always said he didn’t want any kids”, Yet my heart gasps for breath in my chest at the prospect of me b
OLIVIA CABELLODeath was unfair. It has and will always be unfair.My mother’s wails can be heard all over the cemetery we are in. I hold an umbrella for her and I feel so broken that no tears come to my eyes.Girls were supposed to be close to their mothers.Not me though.I was close to my father. His little princesa. His muse. His only daughter.And now, the person I love the most is dead because I couldn’t save him. I couldn’t save my father, my best friend.I don’t deserve to shed tears. I don’t deserve to mourn for him.The rain roars back with a vengeance, pouring over the umbrella I’m holding frailly. My abuela and the rest of the family are standing by the other side of the casket sobbing as my father gets lowered into the ground.They shouldn’t cry for him. They abandoned him a long time ago. They shouldn’t be here.“I can’t live without you, Hose. Plea-- please come back to me. Please come back to me!”We all know my father isn’t coming back.We all know my mother is losing
OLIVIA CABELLOThunder clouds hang low, the threat of heavy rain looms in the sky, my stomach churns, tears prick my eyes and I hold them back asking the cab driver if he can drive a little fast than the pace we are going at.Once the cab stops, I pay the driver, getting out of the car with my six-inch Gucci heels that are the only things holding me up.My cheek burns from my mother’s slap.My head aches from moving up and about.My eyes hurt more due to crying.But all this will be worth it once I get the money.Winchester Industries stands in front of me in form of a fifty-five-story high building.I pull out my phone and dial Ryat’s number but it still goes to voicemail.I know he’s working. I have seen the news articles of Ryat Winchester that call him the shrewd ice-cold workaholic.He works all day. He works all night. When he is not working, he is with me. Only me.Ryat is not getting married. He likes me.The security guards let me in without asking questions, I take the lift