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Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Her Father's Debt
Dina’s POV:“Is the creditor still disturbing you about the debt?” I let go of the fork before replying, “He gave me five days to pay back everything.” Unable to hide how frustrated and confused I was, I continued. “Today is the fifth day, yet I couldn't even raise a quarter of that amount.”My mom's hands made their way to mine before muttering, “It is not your fault, Dina. Blame it on your father who borrowed such a huge sum of money and disappeared on us. I bet he must be enjoying the money with his mistress.”Since I understood how she felt about father's disappearance, I decided not to argue with her. “If dad leaves you for another woman, then it is his loss, not yours,” I said, trying to lighten our mood. Just when I was about to begin eating, my mom's voice echoed. “Since today is the deadline given to us, why not sell this house and maybe rent a smaller apartment after paying off the debt?” My eyes widened at her words, not expecting her to make such a suggestion. “Mom, th
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Auctioned Off
Dina's POV:Standing naked in front of a hundred men alongside other ladies on the stage, my heart kept racing, about to explode at any moment. I have been a strip dancer in one of the most popular clubs, dancing almost naked in front of thousands of men without shame, but I feel different now. Pain and regret washed over me. I did not know the exact reason I am regretting being here, but I felt pain in my chest. The thought of how my mother was going to survive without me made tears pour down my cheeks. “The auction of these beautiful ladies begins now,” the host, who is in her mid-thirties, announced. She walked up to us before she began. “We have seven girls to auction off at this event tonight,” her words attracted noises from the men who were staring at us with lust and an urge of how they can't wait to have us, reflected on their faces. The host began introducing, starting with the first lady on her left. “This is item number one, she is a medical student and a twenty-two
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! His Human Mate
Dina's POV:After the auction ended, I was dragged away to a room, my eyes blindfolded and my hands tied.I know it is going to be hard for me to escape from someone who bought me for five hundred thousand dollars.No one would waste such a huge amount of money if he doesn't have another motive aside from making me his sex toy.“Dress her up. Make her look good and presentable. Good enough to be worth the bidder’s money,” the host's voice echoed before the sound of receding steps followed.Still blindfolded, I felt hands roam over my body, then a silky material against my skin.“Sir… ma… won't you take off the shit covering my eyes?” Even though I was aware of the response since I was being brought here blindfolded, I asked curiously.“Did I need to answer that question, virgin girl?” A feminine voice echoed, sounding bitter.Before I could ask another question, she walked away, slamming the door hard to make aware I am left alone in this room.Even though my fate was already decided,
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Beta Braham's Daughter
Dina's POV I thought it was going to be hard running away from him, but it wasn't. Since I knew the stairs leading downstairs were opposite the spot where he and his driver stood, I used the stairs instead of the elevator. Finally standing outside the hotel, not caring about the gown which revealed my curves. Just when I was about to hail a cab back home, I felt a hard grip on my wrist, reminding me of the moment I got kidnapped. “You think you can run away from me?” A familiar voice made me turn, a soft gasp escaping from my lips. I didn't expect him to catch up with me. “I am sorry… I… I didn't mean to run away,” I stuttered, avoiding eye contact. He chuckled darkly at my pleas before raising my face to look at him. His grey-colored eyes were the most beautiful set of eyes I had ever seen. “Let’s go,” he instructed, his voice sounding dark. Without arguing, I walked back into the hotel, feeling like a helpless prey in front of her predator. There was silence between
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Noisy Human
Lykoz's POV:The way my wolf is getting obsessed with this human girl, almost going crazy from the excitement of touching her, made me feel frustrated.It was hard not to touch her smooth olive-toned skin. It was even harder not to claim her lips and fuck her until she loses balance.I want to make her know she belongs to me! And that I fucking bought her for five hundred thousand dollars!“Lykoz, why aren't you claiming her? We have been waiting to claim our mate for a long time,” Jules said, making me grit my teeth.“Jules, I am not going to claim her! Of what use is a human mate? She would only become a burden to us!” I replied before turning my gaze to Dina.Since tonight is the night of the red full moon, a night where my urge was always uncontrollable, I am going to use her as a tool to relieve myself, I would see if she is going to be able to survive.“Are you awake?”Her sweet tiny voice distracted me from my thoughts, making me wonder how long she had been staring at me.“Am
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! To Get Out Of His Sight
Dina's POV“Why do you address Lykoz as Alpha? And what does that mean?” I asked after snapping out of my thoughts.The lady studied my facial expression for a while, trying to figure out what is unknown to me. “You did not smell like a human girl,” she began, piling up my confusion. “Did you lose your memories?” The lady asked suddenly.“You are just confusing me,” I lamented.What I need right now is to know where I am and how to get out of here. I can't wait to meet my mother.I know she would be down and helpless!“Okay,” the lady said, her voice dropping. “This is the werewolf realm. Only the werewolves are welcomed here, any other creatures who cross over to our realm would be deemed as a spy and enslaved,” she emphasized, sounding like everything was real. “And an Alpha is just like the president of your country. He is the ruler of our pack and the Alpha King of all werewolves.”Even though I did not want to believe her, she sounded too real to be false. “Okay, if Lyloz is the
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Saving His Mate
Dina's POV:I didn't care if I was going to get lost in this damn forest; all I cared about was running far away from Lykoz. My survival first, then escaping follows!I kept running deep into the forest until I heard weird noises not far from where I stood.I slowly walked up to the spot where the noises were coming from. It wasn't just usual noises, but human voices mixed with growls of wolves.Even though the maid who washed me up earlier sounded sincere, I couldn't bring myself to accept that fact! All of this only happens in fairy tale books!“Someone is here.”The faint voice echoed, making me stop walking, covering my mouth with my hands to avoid making noise.“I didn't hear any approaching footsteps,” another muttered, making me feel a bit relaxed.I slowly raised my gaze to see what they were doing in the deep forest in the middle of the night.My eyes widened in awe as I watched many of them slowly transform from human to wolf forms, growling at the same time.With everything
Last Updated : 2025-01-08Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! First Time In Many Years
LYKOZ POV:“My Alpha, is everything alright?” Zach's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.“Yes,” I replied sharply.Since I am not sure about what I saw, I decided to keep it to myself. I would make sure no one knows of this until I find out about her identity. Either she is a rare kind of human or something bigger than my imagination.“My Alpha, I would advise you to give her time to rest,” the physician suggested before taking his leave.“I want to be alone,” I muttered coldly. “Beta Zach, wait for me in my office. I want to have a talk with you.”“Yes, My Alpha.”After everyone left, I placed my hand on her pale face, wanting to see a vibrant look on her face again.I don't know how it happened, but the crazy urge to bury myself inside a hole and go insane while having sex suddenly disappeared.This is the first time in many years that the night of red full moonlight didn't bring me misery. It didn't make me go insane, nor did it make me murder someone again.“Dina, you can't die w
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Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! I Have To Do This
Lykoz's POV:As much as I wanted Dina, I want to save my kind from going extinct and also break free from my curse.“If I have to choose, then it has to be saving our realm,” reminded of the constant pain I had felt, the endless guilt and innocent lives I had taken, I muttered calmly.Saving just one person is not worth it, especially when she is a plaything I bought for five hundred thousand dollars—perhaps the lie I am trying to convince myself with.All I want is to achieve my grand goals and not be the hero in Dina's life. This is where it ends for us—no more pain for the both of us.Saving the realm, breaking my curse, living like every normal werewolf with their wife and pups should be what I should be working towards achieving and not an uncertain future, especially when I might go insane anytime soon.“Zach, I want you to inform the elders that we have—”“Lykoz… please let me go… please,” Dina's pleading voice echoed, her grip on my pants.“Call me Alpha Lykoz!” I pulled her h
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! The Choice Is Yours To Make
LYKOZ POV:I patiently observed Dina, wondering what she was up to.Her face was wet with tears, her hands trailing down Alicia's face. She didn't look like the Dina I knew.“What are you waiting for? Heal him!” I commanded, making sure to hide my longing for her.No matter how much I lied to myself, I can't deny the pull and what I wanted.I want Dina.“What is my father doing here and why is my mother addressed as my father's sister?” She asked, raising her gaze to look at me.Her question made me confused. How did Braham turn out to be her father?“Do you know this traitor?” I asked calmly, staring disgustedly at Braham who ruined my big plan.If only he had handed over his daughter to me, we would have averted all that is happening and break my curse.“Traitor?” The words rolled out of her suddenly dried lips, her gaze returning to Braham who looked like a mess. “This doesn't make sense at all! I think you mistook my father for another person,” she muttered sincerely, not giving m
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Inside The Dungeon -1
Author's POV:“How long are you going to keep ignoring me?” Beta Zach paused upon hearing Ayira's voice. “I am not ignoring you, I am just too busy to care about our mating bond,” he replied, turning to face her. Ayira's grip tightened around her gown, her heart hammering in her chest. “Is our mating bond nothing to you?” She asked, tears welled up in her eyes. All those past years, all she craved for was his touch. His mark. His cock buried deep inside her… but he kept pushing her away. Was she that ugly? Was their bond a disappointment to him? “Yes, it is,” he replied, his voice barely audible. Deep inside him, what he felt for Ayira was nothing short of dislike. He wants to abandon his duty as the Beta of this pack and spend the night in her warm arms, but his responsibility as the son of the Elder of the pack and Beta was more demanding than anything. Perhaps, more important than being in love. He can't risk his status for a worthless maid as they call Ayira. But his hear
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! At the Quarantined Site
Lykoz's POV:My wolf kept pushing me to search for the strong scent that was affecting us, causing chaos in my head.When I finally searched for the direction the scent was coming from, I met Dina. She was standing in the middle of the affected ones like a lost cause. She wasn't fully covered, nor was she wearing a safety mask.“My Alpha, I am here to carry out my duty as a healer,” she muttered politely, without a hint of hatred in her voice.She wasn't supposed to be nice to me. She was supposed to hate me, be angry at me for abandoning her when she needed me the most!“I know you aren't going to take me with you, so I decided to come with Beta Zach. I didn't know you were already here,” her voice snapped me out of my thoughts.I hated the fact that she was always getting in my way. I had to let go of the Gammas, and now she was here?“Where is Zach?” I asked, letting go of her.“This way,” she muttered before leading the way.We walked through the crowd of affected werewolves befor
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! I Would Die?
Dina's POV:“My Luna, are you awake?” Ayira’s question made my eyes flash open, trying to recall how I ended up in my room. At first, all I could remember was me begging Alpha Lykoz to touch me after going into sudden heat. After trying hard, the memory of last night began to flood my mind; Lykos abandoning me, touching myself, and a strange voice in my head. “Did you know what happened to me last night and who rushed me to my room?” I snapped out of my thoughts before asking. Ayira, who gave me time to recall what happened to me last night, hesitated to answer me. “You passed out from touching yourself, exhausting your strength on quenching the fire burning inside you,” she finally spoke up, making me adjust my position. I have many questions to ask her. “Did I?” I asked, not sure if I should believe her or not. “It’s been two days since you were unconscious, and I am certain you will go into heat again,” Ayira informed me. “I am afraid it might claim your life this time,” sh
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! My Property
‘You are hurting her. Let her go!’ Jules growled, making me release her neck.She inhaled deeply, catching her breath, her pale face slowly returning to normal.My heart hammered in my chest as I stared at her, fighting the urge to tell her how much I missed her.“Stop acting like you care about me. Let go of the Gammas… please,” her voice lowered as she pleaded.I chuckled at her words, wondering if she can't see how much I care about her? She is more than just my plaything, but I don't want to be a burden to her.I don't want her to suffer because of me, neither do I deserve her.“You are my property, Dina,” I closed the gap between us. “You are mine and no one touches or hurts what is mine! Anyone who tries it would face nothing but absolute death,” I revealed, trying my best to keep Jules under control.I know he also felt what I am feeling— he wants to feel her skin and inhale more of her scent. But I can't risk it. I have more important things to face other than satisfying my mo
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Worried About me?
Dina’s POV:I regretted leaving my room last night. I regretted thinking he would love me when the relationship we shared was an obvious one— a cursed bond between a master and his pet.Nothing more.“My Luna,” Ayira’s voice snapped me out of my thoughts.I sat up before asking, “Is anything the problem?”“No, my Luna,” she replied, a strange look on her face. From the way she stared strangely at me, I knew she was hiding something from me. “On my way back from the physician, I met our Alpha. He asked after you,” she added, making his words replay in my head.Maybe he asked after me to know if I have successfully gotten the idea of him being in love with me out of my mind.“I think he is worried about you,” Ayira spoke calmly, sounding as if she could read my mind.I chuckled at her words, fully knowing Alpha Lykoz’s intention— all I was and ever would be is the human girl he bought from the human realm to satisfy his sexual urge. His rut.And worried about me? He never was. The only
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Pushing Her Away
LYKOZ POV:My eyes pierced through hers, and I couldn't bring myself to tell her that I don't love her—I love her. I want her. I fucking want her by my side every time.But is it worth it? In the end, I would only hurt her.“I don't love you and never would I!” I paused briefly. “Just because we are mates, sharing a cursed bond, doesn't mean we are in love. After all, you are my plaything! You are only here to satisfy my urges and not to cause…” The rest of the words stuck in my throat, each word forcing itself out, feeling my heart ripped apart.I have to endure this. I have to make sure not to get attached to her—I have a goal worth more than being in love, and she has her blind mother to return back to.“Thank you for letting me know my place,” the words came in the form of a dagger, piercing directly into my heart, my wolf agonizing at my action.“If you need me to satisfy your urges, you know where to find me, my Alpha,” she muttered before leaving, a hint of sarcasm in her voice
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Visiting Him
Author's POV:“You think I would tell you where my daughter is? Keep trying!” Braham’s voice snapped Lykoz out of his thoughts.Disappointment washed over Lykoz at Braham’s words. He thought Braham was going to tell him where he hid his daughter, but he decided to be stubborn instead.“I would see how long you would continue to keep up with lying,” Lykoz paused, studying his facial expression.With the fear reflected on Braham’s face, his knuckles almost turning white as he gripped his pants tightly, it became obvious that he wants to save his head by offering his daughter in return, but why is he hesitating? Lykoz asked inwardly.Seeing how silent he was, Lykoz snapped out of his thoughts before continuing, “Is it until I crush your limb before you would confess? Or until you—”“I swear to the moon goddess, I did not know where she is. I swear.”“Maybe you would confess after you watch your sister get butchered into bits,” Lykoz finalized before leaving the dungeon.Left alone, Braha
