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Begging For It
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Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! PAIN
Dina's POV:I gave up trying. I allowed him to do whatever he wanted to me, barely able to hold back the pain inside me.After he was satisfied, done punishing me in his own cruel way, he thrust into me one more time before sliding out.My stomach churned, and the next thing I felt was fluid dripping down my thighs, the wrecking sensation I felt earlier replaced with regret.I closed my eyes, allowing my tears to pour down, feeling sour all over my body.My eyes trailed off to Lykoz, who was slowly transforming into his human form, blood dripping down his claws, his hair rough, naked with bruises and marks on his body.The rage I felt towards him was suddenly replaced with pity. He lost control to his wolf again.It wasn't his fault he murders any female he mates with; his cruel fate was to be blamed.Many thoughts clouded my mind as Ayira’s words replayed in my head. Lykoz is cursed, and the tendency to lose his sanity to his wolf is high. According to Ayira, the physician said if he
Last Updated : 2025-01-27Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Aftermath Of Heat
The loud scream, which died down almost immediately, coming from the bathroom, made Ayira let go of the bedding.Worried, she rushed to the bathroom. A loud gasp escaped Ayira’s lips at the sight of Dina struggling, life slowly squeezing out of her.She snapped out of her thoughts before calming down, thinking of what to do. She squatted beside Dina before asking, “My Luna, what is wrong?”“My body. I feel like I am dying. I am in pain,” she cried out, barely audible, tears streaming down her pale face which was bright earlier.Ayira’s eyes scanned her body. There was a bruise line which was strikingly different from the color of Dina's skin, not there when she walked in earlier.Ayira had no other description for this aside from the aftermath of heat, but Dina is human. Besides, she was supposed to be bleeding, visible bruises…“Please…” Dina, whose vision was becoming blurry, mind going blank, cried out one last time, her voice almost inaudible.Unable to think of what to do next, A
Last Updated : 2025-01-27Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! She Is One Of Us?
Lykoz's POV:Why on earth didn't I think of the possibility of Dina being a werewolf or a hybrid? Perhaps one of our kind betrayed us.She has the ability to heal herself, she healed my wolf, secreted pheromones, had a deep scent, and went into heat.I connected all the things I hadn't paid attention to, everything finally making sense to me. What if she isn't human? Then, who the hell is her parent?My legs quickened as my thoughts clouded my mind, the urge to enter there, wake her up, and throw the dozen questions I had in mind at her.Reaching her chamber, I slammed the door open before entering her room. Her eyes were shut, looking pale, weak, and tired.Of course, no one would have been able to endure what happened earlier. And that guilt would forever eat me up.“My Alpha—”“I want to speak with physician Raela,” I instructed, my voice strict and cold.“She just left now. I will go fetch her, My Alpha,” Ayira bowed before leaving, giving me the privacy to be with Dina.I walked
Last Updated : 2025-01-27Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Leaving for the Human Realm
Lykoz's POV:My chest tightened as I stared at Dina, who looked pale and still unconscious. Every time I see her, especially in this state, all I can do is blame myself.I hate myself for hurting her. I hate myself for being the reason she is in this state.“My Alpha, it might take time, but she will surely wake up,” Ayira muttered, her voice almost shaky, sounding as if my thoughts could be read.I heaved a deep sigh before leaving her room. I thought she had woken up, so I could take her back to the human realm—back to her blind mother.I entered my office, and Beta Zach was already waiting for me.“My Alpha, are we still leaving tonight?” Beta Zach asked calmly.“If we don't leave, he might escape. I know he would have found out that the Gammas already found a trace of him,” I muttered, not caring about the heartache I am feeling.What matters to me right now is the pack members, the werewolves, and this realm.“My Alpha, you can—”“We are leaving for the human realm tonight,” I in
Last Updated : 2025-02-02Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Regaining Consciousness
Dina's POV:The pain I had felt earlier suddenly disappeared. I opened my eyes slowly, scanning where I was.I remembered screaming for help and passing out... why wasn't I in the bathtub?“My Luna, are you awake?”Ayira’s voice echoed, making me sit up. I stared at the familiar mattress, realizing I was in my room.“Since when have I been unconscious?” I asked curiously, checking if any part of my body was aching.I became confused after confirming that I wasn't feeling even the slightest pain in any part of me. I remembered clearly—all parts of my body were numb, barely able to breathe.“You have been unconscious since two days ago,” Ayira replied calmly, her gaze lowered. “I will go get the royal physician to check up on you.” She left without waiting for my response.Her words rang in my ears... so I had been unconscious for two days? Did he come to check up on me?My thoughts were interrupted by a sharp pain that hit me from within, my chest tightening.I clutched my chest, tears
Last Updated : 2025-02-02Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! I missed you!
LYKOZ POV“Throw both of them into the dungeon!” I commanded the moment we arrived at the realm.“Before you leave, inform the elders we are holding an urgent meeting,” I added before leaving for my chamber, directing those words to Zach.I tried not to think about Dina, but I couldn't. I left for her chambers instead.“My Alpha, aren't you supposed to tend to your injuries first?” Zach's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.I turned to face him before asking, “Why are you here? Aren't you supposed to be running the errand I gave you?”“I am worried—”“You have no right to worry about me. I am your Alpha!” I reminded him, balling my fist before leaving.It was quite a walk from my chamber to Dina's. Her room was well-guarded and silent, making it obvious that she was still unconscious.“Greetings, my Alpha,” Ayira’s voice echoed the moment I stepped into Dina's room, her gaze lowered.“Is she still unconscious?” I asked, trying not to look in the direction her mattress was.“No, My Al
Last Updated : 2025-02-02Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! STRANGE FEELINGS
DINA POVI know I am not supposed to ask for more than I am getting, but I can't help it. I can't stop myself from loving him even though I want to hate him with every part of me.But I can't stop myself from missing the taste of his lips, the fragrance that comes from his body, the feeling of his skin against mine. I want him.“We were never meant to cross paths in the first place. Neither were we meant to be more than we are now,” Lykoz’s voice echoed.Given the look on his face, I knew he was trying to push me away because he hurt me. Not as if it was his fault—blame it on his cursed fate!“I belonged to you the day you bought me in the auctioning hall. You said I belonged to you and I am never going to get out of your sight,” I muttered, sounding like I was pleading. I don't care how I sound to him, all I want is to be with him.Yes, I have a blind mother waiting for me back home, but for how long would I keep putting everyone before me? I deserve to be happy too. I deserve to kno
Last Updated : 2025-02-02Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! His Grand Goal
Lykoz's POV:I didn't know how I did it, but I managed to control my wolf, not letting it take control of my sanity.This was the first time I had controlled my wolf without getting hurt.“My Alpha, Beta Zach is here,” one of the guards informed me, snapping me out of my thoughts.“Let him in,” I said calmly.“My Alpha, the elders have been waiting for you,” Beta Zach's voice echoed after walking in.“I will join them soon,” I said before leaving for the bathroom.I couldn't go to the meeting looking like a mess, reeking of sex and sweat.The sound of Zach's receding footsteps filled the air as I took my bath, consumed by excitement.This was the first time I was going to enjoy sex. The first time having sex wasn't to suppress my cursed wolf's wildness or because I lost my sanity to my wolf.It was all pleasure.After I finished bathing, I snapped out of my thoughts before coming out of the bathtub.I left for my bedroom and changed into my royal dress, a deep black wolf embodied on i
Last Updated : 2025-02-11
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Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! I Have To Do This
Lykoz's POV:As much as I wanted Dina, I want to save my kind from going extinct and also break free from my curse.“If I have to choose, then it has to be saving our realm,” reminded of the constant pain I had felt, the endless guilt and innocent lives I had taken, I muttered calmly.Saving just one person is not worth it, especially when she is a plaything I bought for five hundred thousand dollars—perhaps the lie I am trying to convince myself with.All I want is to achieve my grand goals and not be the hero in Dina's life. This is where it ends for us—no more pain for the both of us.Saving the realm, breaking my curse, living like every normal werewolf with their wife and pups should be what I should be working towards achieving and not an uncertain future, especially when I might go insane anytime soon.“Zach, I want you to inform the elders that we have—”“Lykoz… please let me go… please,” Dina's pleading voice echoed, her grip on my pants.“Call me Alpha Lykoz!” I pulled her h
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! The Choice Is Yours To Make
LYKOZ POV:I patiently observed Dina, wondering what she was up to.Her face was wet with tears, her hands trailing down Alicia's face. She didn't look like the Dina I knew.“What are you waiting for? Heal him!” I commanded, making sure to hide my longing for her.No matter how much I lied to myself, I can't deny the pull and what I wanted.I want Dina.“What is my father doing here and why is my mother addressed as my father's sister?” She asked, raising her gaze to look at me.Her question made me confused. How did Braham turn out to be her father?“Do you know this traitor?” I asked calmly, staring disgustedly at Braham who ruined my big plan.If only he had handed over his daughter to me, we would have averted all that is happening and break my curse.“Traitor?” The words rolled out of her suddenly dried lips, her gaze returning to Braham who looked like a mess. “This doesn't make sense at all! I think you mistook my father for another person,” she muttered sincerely, not giving m
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Inside The Dungeon -1
Author's POV:“How long are you going to keep ignoring me?” Beta Zach paused upon hearing Ayira's voice. “I am not ignoring you, I am just too busy to care about our mating bond,” he replied, turning to face her. Ayira's grip tightened around her gown, her heart hammering in her chest. “Is our mating bond nothing to you?” She asked, tears welled up in her eyes. All those past years, all she craved for was his touch. His mark. His cock buried deep inside her… but he kept pushing her away. Was she that ugly? Was their bond a disappointment to him? “Yes, it is,” he replied, his voice barely audible. Deep inside him, what he felt for Ayira was nothing short of dislike. He wants to abandon his duty as the Beta of this pack and spend the night in her warm arms, but his responsibility as the son of the Elder of the pack and Beta was more demanding than anything. Perhaps, more important than being in love. He can't risk his status for a worthless maid as they call Ayira. But his hear
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! At the Quarantined Site
Lykoz's POV:My wolf kept pushing me to search for the strong scent that was affecting us, causing chaos in my head.When I finally searched for the direction the scent was coming from, I met Dina. She was standing in the middle of the affected ones like a lost cause. She wasn't fully covered, nor was she wearing a safety mask.“My Alpha, I am here to carry out my duty as a healer,” she muttered politely, without a hint of hatred in her voice.She wasn't supposed to be nice to me. She was supposed to hate me, be angry at me for abandoning her when she needed me the most!“I know you aren't going to take me with you, so I decided to come with Beta Zach. I didn't know you were already here,” her voice snapped me out of my thoughts.I hated the fact that she was always getting in my way. I had to let go of the Gammas, and now she was here?“Where is Zach?” I asked, letting go of her.“This way,” she muttered before leading the way.We walked through the crowd of affected werewolves befor
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! I Would Die?
Dina's POV:“My Luna, are you awake?” Ayira’s question made my eyes flash open, trying to recall how I ended up in my room. At first, all I could remember was me begging Alpha Lykoz to touch me after going into sudden heat. After trying hard, the memory of last night began to flood my mind; Lykos abandoning me, touching myself, and a strange voice in my head. “Did you know what happened to me last night and who rushed me to my room?” I snapped out of my thoughts before asking. Ayira, who gave me time to recall what happened to me last night, hesitated to answer me. “You passed out from touching yourself, exhausting your strength on quenching the fire burning inside you,” she finally spoke up, making me adjust my position. I have many questions to ask her. “Did I?” I asked, not sure if I should believe her or not. “It’s been two days since you were unconscious, and I am certain you will go into heat again,” Ayira informed me. “I am afraid it might claim your life this time,” sh
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! My Property
‘You are hurting her. Let her go!’ Jules growled, making me release her neck.She inhaled deeply, catching her breath, her pale face slowly returning to normal.My heart hammered in my chest as I stared at her, fighting the urge to tell her how much I missed her.“Stop acting like you care about me. Let go of the Gammas… please,” her voice lowered as she pleaded.I chuckled at her words, wondering if she can't see how much I care about her? She is more than just my plaything, but I don't want to be a burden to her.I don't want her to suffer because of me, neither do I deserve her.“You are my property, Dina,” I closed the gap between us. “You are mine and no one touches or hurts what is mine! Anyone who tries it would face nothing but absolute death,” I revealed, trying my best to keep Jules under control.I know he also felt what I am feeling— he wants to feel her skin and inhale more of her scent. But I can't risk it. I have more important things to face other than satisfying my mo
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Worried About me?
Dina’s POV:I regretted leaving my room last night. I regretted thinking he would love me when the relationship we shared was an obvious one— a cursed bond between a master and his pet.Nothing more.“My Luna,” Ayira’s voice snapped me out of my thoughts.I sat up before asking, “Is anything the problem?”“No, my Luna,” she replied, a strange look on her face. From the way she stared strangely at me, I knew she was hiding something from me. “On my way back from the physician, I met our Alpha. He asked after you,” she added, making his words replay in my head.Maybe he asked after me to know if I have successfully gotten the idea of him being in love with me out of my mind.“I think he is worried about you,” Ayira spoke calmly, sounding as if she could read my mind.I chuckled at her words, fully knowing Alpha Lykoz’s intention— all I was and ever would be is the human girl he bought from the human realm to satisfy his sexual urge. His rut.And worried about me? He never was. The only
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Pushing Her Away
LYKOZ POV:My eyes pierced through hers, and I couldn't bring myself to tell her that I don't love her—I love her. I want her. I fucking want her by my side every time.But is it worth it? In the end, I would only hurt her.“I don't love you and never would I!” I paused briefly. “Just because we are mates, sharing a cursed bond, doesn't mean we are in love. After all, you are my plaything! You are only here to satisfy my urges and not to cause…” The rest of the words stuck in my throat, each word forcing itself out, feeling my heart ripped apart.I have to endure this. I have to make sure not to get attached to her—I have a goal worth more than being in love, and she has her blind mother to return back to.“Thank you for letting me know my place,” the words came in the form of a dagger, piercing directly into my heart, my wolf agonizing at my action.“If you need me to satisfy your urges, you know where to find me, my Alpha,” she muttered before leaving, a hint of sarcasm in her voice
Dear Alpha, Let Me Go! Visiting Him
Author's POV:“You think I would tell you where my daughter is? Keep trying!” Braham’s voice snapped Lykoz out of his thoughts.Disappointment washed over Lykoz at Braham’s words. He thought Braham was going to tell him where he hid his daughter, but he decided to be stubborn instead.“I would see how long you would continue to keep up with lying,” Lykoz paused, studying his facial expression.With the fear reflected on Braham’s face, his knuckles almost turning white as he gripped his pants tightly, it became obvious that he wants to save his head by offering his daughter in return, but why is he hesitating? Lykoz asked inwardly.Seeing how silent he was, Lykoz snapped out of his thoughts before continuing, “Is it until I crush your limb before you would confess? Or until you—”“I swear to the moon goddess, I did not know where she is. I swear.”“Maybe you would confess after you watch your sister get butchered into bits,” Lykoz finalized before leaving the dungeon.Left alone, Braha
