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2022-10-07 15:42:07
OluwatoyosiHi guys, I'm really sorry for not posting yesterday... I had so much work to do and my laptop died on me (crying)... Anyways, I would post two chapters to make up for it. Are we cool? (we should, right? please) Oh, so what do you think of this chapter? I mean, she's awake and doesn't wanna see Ethan but do you think she'll come around? I hope so. Stay tuned and let's see what happens.
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