The Wedding (Part two)

Here I stood, behind the giant doors to the church in all my nervousness.

"You look beautiful," I jumped at my dad's sudden voice but smiled either way.

"Thank you daddy. I'm so nervous," I admitted, because if there's anyone who could make my nerves go, it was my dad.

"You can get out now,"

Woah, that wasn't what I expected.

"But think about how you will feel. Is it worth it with him? Will you be happy with him? You need to be selfish right now and consider yourself. Are you doing this for him or are you doing it for you?, Is he the one you want to wake up next to every day of your life?, Is he the person you want to have children with?, Is he the one you want God to join you to? These questions can only be answered by you. If you can't then you still have time to get out. But I want you to know that I'm proud of you no matter your decision" I thought about it.

Ethan was the only one who made me feel peaceful apart from God. He was the person I wanted to see every day of every minute