Prologue

Akalain mo 'yon, isang araw masaya ako, isang araw nasa akin ang lahat but my ate would make a way so I couldn't get what I should have.

Isa na lang ang kaya kong masasandalan sa ngayon because even my own mom would abandoned me. My grandparents would be celebrating if I would get out of their family.

Hindi ko alam kung ano bang ginawa ko para kamuhian ako ng lahat. The only man I know that would make a move para mawala lahat ng ito ay na-coma pa and they all put the blame to me. 

"I'm sorry ma'am, pero kasasabi lang po bi Mrs. Gracia that you're not allowed to come in this company." My jaw dropped upon hearing Yna's sentence, hindi maproseso ng utak ko lahat-lahat.

Nagpapatawa ba sila?

"Please, tell me this is a prank. I'm exhausted upon checking all the wrongs why this company went bankrupt!" I yelled, I saw how other employees were threatened by my sudden burst, I'm just a mess now.

"I'm sorry ma'am, utos na po iyon ng kasalukuyang CEO." Sumasakit ang ulo ko sa mga pinagsasabi niya, nagpupumilit akong pumasok at sinamaan ng tingin lahat ng haharang sa aking dinadaanan.

"I'm sorry ma'am kasi po kung papatuluyin ka namin, tiyak po na kami ang mawawalan ng trabaho." ani ni manong guard, I massage my temple.

"How do many times should I say na anak ako ng CEO! Apo ako ng ambassador baka gusto niyong makarating ito sa presidente ng bansa?" Hindi ko kayang magtimpi, ilang beses kong minura siya sa isipan ko.

"Go ahead, magsumbong ka sa lolo mo. Total at do'n ka naman magaling diba, Catalina?" I groaned, I was furious looking at her. Kampante lang siyang nakatingin sa akin habang naka-cross arm. "But of course, they won't take your side after making their only son in coma." How dare she?

My grandparents on my father's side were fond of me, nagbago lang iyon since my father was in coma and everyone pointed me as the suspect.

"Pasalamat ka nga at di ka pinakulong," 

"Dahil hindi naman talaga ako 'yon!" I shouted, her blazing eyes went on me at kung wala lang tao dito siguradong isang malakas na sampal at malutong na mura na ang natanggap ko. 

"Know your limitations darling, you are just nothing but cheap!"

Pinaandar ko ang aking bulgari, umaagos ang aking mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan. I hated how they could act like I was nothing but a bitch! Ilang beses akong nagparaya sa kanina, ilang beses akong walang ginawa at sinunod sila. Everything they've command to me, I'll take it granted.

I went to my boyfriend's condo, sa kanya ko lang naibubuhos lahat ng sama ng loob ko sa pamilya ko. I was 26 and engage, we are eight years in a relationship and planning to get married next year.

Hinahanda pa lahat ng preparation and he's currently searching for his biological mother before we could marry. 

I love him so much, hindi kami aabot ng walong taon kung hindi ko siya mahal. My head spin, parang nawawala ako sa aking sarili pero pilit kong binabalanse ang aking pagmamaneho. My eyes get blurry, sumasakit din ang aking ulo at pakiramdam ko ay mabibiyak ito.

Mabuti na lang at nakarating ako sa lugar ng ligtas, I park my car and went in. Kilala na ako ng guard kaya pinapasok na agad nila ako, mahigpit kasi ang security here since minsan ng nanakawan ang lugar na ito.

Sumakay ako sa elevator, push the 13th button. Napahawak pa ako sa aking ulo, pakiramdam ko kasi ay nawindang ako kanina lang. 

If only my grandparents know that I didn't do it to dad. If only dad wasn't in a coma, my life wouldn't be like this. After ko maialsa ang kompanya ay ganito ang babalik sa akin.

Our monthsary is the password to my fiance's condo. I click at and it's open, hindi makalat ang Sala, mukhang wala siya sa kwarto dahil sarado ito. Hinubad ko ang aking sandals saka pumuntang kusina para lutuan siya kahit masakit pa ang aking ulo.

I'm gonna surprise him, he loves it. I was humming when I heard a weird sound. I stop and investigate where that sounds came from, may nabasag! Hala! Iyong si Andy ba 'yon? Iyong pusa namin, I went there and was about to shout when I saw a pussy, literally a real pussy! 

H-how does it happen? I don't know, it's just that I waited-no, I trusted him more than anyone in my family. I even trust him more than my father but how could he do this to me?

I saw how his d*ck enter to my fvcking sister's p*ssy, kung pa'no sila nagsalpukan dalawa. My heart shattered into pieces, para bang sobrang sarap niya habang nakatingala at ninanamnam iyon.

"You're not a virgin anymore?" My fiance commented, I sobbed, para bang casual na sa kanya na gawin ito behind my back.

"Why? How many women did you fvck behind my sister's back?" She moaned in pleasure after saying that, nando'n lang ako nakatingin kung pa'no sila nagbabayuhan sa ibabaw ng lamesa kung saan ako mismo ang pumili. 

Walang tigil sa pagbuhos ang luha ko, umaasang isa lamang itong panaginip.

"I lose a count, ayaw niya kasi at gusto niya na pagkatapos pa ng kasal and I'm a man. Hindi ko matiis lalo pa at minsan ay sobrang sexy niya that I am so turned on then-" I cut off his words that he immediately turnaround and his face was on horror.

"And pinaparausan mo ang iba habang may tayo? Habang nasa relasyon tayo?" Sabat ko, I wipe my tears that keep on falling para na silang talon na ayaw tumigil sa pag-agos.

"I trusted you, I even love you more than anything! At ito ang isusukli mo?"

"Cat," he called me, jumped off on the table and left my sister being naked and saw her fvcking wet and gross-argh!

"Please, don't talk to me when you are erect. I might cut it," banta ko pa, hindi ko na alam.

Basta ang alam ko lang gusto kong magpakalayo-layo, he grabbed my pulse and made me face him.

"Cat, look I'm sorry. Nadala lang ako," he explained, I listened to it as if I was interested sa kung ano-ano mang paliwanag niya.

I was done, I thought he had changed for years. Kasi, hindi naman ito ang unang beses na nagloko siya and of course for the ninth time I forgive him. Sa isang suyo niya lang, bibigay agad ako kasi marupok ako.

Pero ito? This is the worst and I couldn't even know if I would forgive them! I felt betrayed!

"Let's end this, ayoko na." I shook my head, inalis ko ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa pulsuhan ko when my sister showed up and dressed.

Gosh! Buti naman, pero si Carl ay nanatiling nakatingin sa akin and naked with an erection na para bang hindi satisfied or baka I disturb them?

"Go ahead sis please, you're nothing anyway. Iniwan ka na ng lahat dahil wala kang kwenta," my teeth gritted, and I know she likes it every time I get angry.

"You stole me everything, my money, my company, the man who I love the most and the attention that I should have! Sige, sa'yo na sila and I will promise you that I'll definitely be back being stronger than you think!" I exclaimed pero tinawanan niya lang 'yon ng malakas.

"Oh, dream on Catalina. You can never beat me, I'm the best and they all love me and will abandon you for sure," she laughed evilly, mas lalo lang akong nainis.

"Oh really Catana? They loved you? Will bitch, babalikan kita, babalikan ko kayong lahat and for sure pababagsakin ko kayo." I looked them in the eyes and stormed away.

Just wait and see, you all gonna regret the way you did to me!