It has been ten years since Lada’s death.
“Winter is going to be rough this year too.”
I am sitting at the top of a tree, contemplating the massive forest in front of me. A large green scenery extends as far as I can see and just Mount Krel stands where the continent ends, at the top of it all.
“Getting flowers for you next month is going to be a challenge. I will probably have to walk to the southern hills and get some Hesperia.”
After that fated day when my curiosity killed my only companion in this world, I isolated myself from everyone in the village for a while. I did nothing but read through the mountains of books at the library, one after another in an effort to become stronger. Something inside of me believed that magic powerful enough to bring her back existed in this world, but it was all wishful thinking.
The village continued moving as if nothing happened, Lada did not have a funeral and I do not even think another elf remembered her. With me being the only child left, the Mothers focused all their efforts on me and, lesson after lesson, I despised them more. Their coldness and pragmatism sickened me to a point where I stopped seeing them as anything more than a machine.
Eventually the deplorable state of my mind started affecting my performance, I managed to screw up every spell they tried teaching me, arrived late to every lesson and could not even touch my food at night. The Mothers, instead of listening or trying to help, gave up on me at the first opportunity they had and, like dealing with a stray cat they are now too busy to look after, just said:
“Starting tomorrow, you will study on your own. You can find anything you need at the library.”
If I were just a 12-year-old girl, this would have signified my doom; after all, any teenager with that much free time will rot and become a slob. Thankfully, I am no normal teenager. I have the experience of another whole life behind me and I took this opportunity as my chance to get everything back on track. For the past seven years, I have been following a very strict routine. During the day, I explore the sacred forest and collect plants; during the night, I study all the books I can find about biology, potions and alchemy.
If I am such a failure when it comes to magic, my mission will be to become the best explorer the elves have ever known. For me, for Lada and for the people I left in the human world, I will become stronger.
“Miss Agafya, good morning. You are here early as always.”
“Good morning Cedric.”
I looked down and saw Cedric, one of the captains of the hunting squad.
“If you do not mind me asking, where are you heading today Miss Agafya?”
“To Lake Eibsee, I need to get crow mushrooms before the winter starts.”
With a jump, I descended from the tree where I was resting.
“Will you be hunting around here today? It’s rare to encounter you at this part of forest?”
“Yes, we have been following a woodland boar for the past week. We believe it is almost time to hunt him.”
I am quite famous around the hunting squad; they rarely see a woman deep inside the forest and some of the hunters would never even dream of talking with us so casually. Mages and apprentices only go to the outskirts when we need space to practice spells and the Mothers never leave the village unless there is an emergency.
“Boar huh… it’s been ages since I ate some meat.”
Cedric and his men handle all the manual tasks around the village. Gathering materials, plants and fruits, building and repairing houses and furniture and, the most important of them all, hunting.
Hunting is almost a ritual here. Anything that comes directly from our Mother Jörð, the supreme deity in our culture and creator of the earth, is sacred. To kill an animal is one of the taboos that will cause an elf to fall, unless it is done properly and with the intention of eating it.
“Do you want me to trace his mana? If he’s not that far I should be able to do it.”
“No, Miss Agafya. You should not use your magic for such trivial matters.”
“If you say so, just make sure to hunt him soon. I’ll prepare a stew once you do.”
“Thank you. I will be honored to try it.”
I cannot deny I was thrilled when I first heard how men talk to me here. Who would not like to have a bunch of handsome elves, which would have passed for famous actors and models back in my world, threating you like a princess? However, after a few weeks, instead of sounding chivalrous and charming they started to sound cold and distant.
“I better get going if I want to return before sunset.”
“Do you want to take two of my men as guards?”
“Thank you Cedric, it’s not necessary.”
“As you wish, Miss Agafya.”
I started walking towards the lake lifting my hand to bid farewell to Cedric and his team.
Lake Eibsee is the second biggest lake at the sacred forest and the perfect spot to gather all kinds of plants. You can even swim there if you like, as only small fish inhabit it and the water is pristine all year long. The mushrooms I am looking for in particular only grow in very humid environments, which makes the trunk of the trees at the edge of the lake the perfect spot to find them.
“Just ten mushrooms and I can call it day.”
My body is so accustomed to this forest that, without even paying attention or a proper path, I arrive at my destination after just forty minutes.
“It’s almost time to return for lunch.”
I am sitting peacefully at the edge of the lake. Obtaining the mushrooms was easier than expected, the biggest problem was that I had to swim to a patch of trees infested with them at east side of the lake. I managed to get twice what I needed and now I am using the extra time to meditate and practice my mana concentration.
“I want some grilled boar ribs.”
As my stomach starts to take over my brain, I decide to make my way back home.
“…?”
Something weird is happening here, I am feeling a light mana presence around the air. An animal might want to get closer to the lake, although it is strange for them to come out when an elf is around.
Even if my magic abilities are poor, I have not stopped practicing with my mana. It is very convenient to perceive the mana in your surroundings even if you cannot manipulate it into powerful spells.
“Show yourself.”
The signal got too strong and I screamed hopping to scare whatever was behind me. However, it did not move and instead I could feel it getting closer. I got up and turned around quickly. My eyes could not believe what I was seeing.
“Who… are you?”
An old man, with ragged clothes and a withered expression, was coming out from behind the trees. He was a human, the first one I have ever seen here.
“What are you doing here?”
I grabbed the small knife behind my back instinctively.
“********”
“What?”
“******** ?”
The man started speaking in some strange language. I could barely hear his raspy, tired voice.
“Can you understand Listerian?”
At the village, we speak the ancient elven tongue Dryasian. However, we all know Listerian, the main language here in the continent of Krel. I am afraid this poor soul does not understand either.
“***”
The man just stands there and waves his hands in the air as to say he does not mean harm. I raise the palm of my hand and signal him to stop moving so I can get a little bit closer.
“The emblem of Lycori.”
In the corner of his neck, I notice a small red tattoo of a pointy flower. The emblem of the demon continent, Lycori. I have read that it is common for demon villages to have humans as slaves; this old man must have escaped from his demon master all the way over here.
I look at him carefully to see if he is holding any weapons and I notice something even more worrying, his clothes are covered in blood and he is carrying a small bag behind his back.
“Throw me your things.”
I get closer and direct him with my hand to give me his bag. The man throws everything in front of him and lowers his head.
“This is bad.”
Eichhorns…
Inside his bag, I find the bodies of two small animals. He must have been seriously starving, no one is stupid enough to enter the sacred forest in broad daylight and hunt. It is over, I do not think I can get him out of this.
“You can come out.”
Two elves appear instantly from inside the forest. Bow in hand and ready to shoot.
“Miss Agafya, drop that dirty thing. We will handle it.”
Whenever we cross paths, Cedric always instructs some of his men to keep a close eye on me in case I get in any danger. Back when I screamed at the man, they got closer and stopped concealing their presence to let me know I was safe.
“It’s okay, he is just lost and hungry.”
“We will punish it accordingly, Miss Agafya. You do not have to dirty yourself talking with that beast.”
The elves are about to shoot so I position myself between them and the man. They already noticed what he was holding inside the bag.
“Please, it’s not necessary. Just expel him from the forest and give the eichhorns a proper farewell.”
The old man stands behind me, arms up in the air and overwhelmed by fear. Not understanding what I am saying as I hand the bag to Cedric’s men.
“This miserable beast! I will end it at once!”
One of the elf exploded with anger. I can feel the disgust inside his eyes as he looks at the weak old man.
“Stop! It’s an order!”
“But… Miss Agafya…”
Unable to disobey me, the elf contains himself. At this point, my only option if I want to save my fellow human might be to stop the hunter with my own hands. No mere hunter would even dare to touch one of us apprentices.
“I am sorry Miss Agafya, but I cannot forgive this vile aggression.”
Before I can move a muscle, a large whirlwind coming from the lake interrupt us.
“Stop this very moment Agafya. It has been entertaining so far, but you are about to cross a line I will not tolerate.”
Floating majestically above the lake, Mother Lelyah spoke in an ominous tone.
“Mother…”
The hunters immediately dropped their bows and kneeled in front of her.
“You two may go now. I will take care of this.”
“Agafya… Agafya… Agafya…” In front of me, Mother Lelyah spoke with a smile on her face. Her white dress, perfect bright skin, golden hair and slender figure made it seem like an angel had descended upon Lake Eibsee. By my side the old man was frozen in place, every bit of his body tensed up waiting for our next move. The other two elves left following Mother Lelyah’s command without uttering a word. “It is truly interesting. You must have disposed of that filthy creature the moment you encountered it and yet, you spoke to and even protected it. I do not think I will ever understand you.” “Please Mother, he does not mean any harm.” “Is that so?” Mother Lelyah starts walking towards me, looking as terrifying as ever. “Its sole existence is an insult to our land. Even so, it dirtied our sacred forest and took the life of two of Mother Jörð’s children. Do you think that is not d
“Another impressive shot, Miss Agafya.” I am currently practicing archery in the outskirts of the forest, one of the hunters observes me patiently. It has been one year since the incident at Lake Eibsee, after which I figured out that investing all my energy into exploration and potion-making abilities would not get me that far once I start facing real danger. If I want to survive the outside world where everything is out to kill me, I need some offensive power, so I forced one of the hunters to give me a bow and started practicing archery every day. “Wanna see a new trick.” I shot an arrow into the sky and after a few seconds, it descends with an incredible force to hit a perfect bullseye into the piece of wood I have been using as a target. “As expected of an Apprentice, you have surpassed us in a few months.” “I wish. That was a magic projectile more than an arrow.” The poor elf did not notice, but the arrow I just
This elf is not just a weirdo that happened to be close by. Now that I think about it, she teleported the massive kingor, appeared behind me hiding her presence until she spoke and used a healing spell, all within a few seconds. Only a high-class Mage like Lelyah should be able to do that without breaking a sweat. More worrying is the way she is speaking, as if she knows there is world apart from this one. “Are you there?” It seems I have been standing here with my mouth open for far too long. “I was born in the village. I have been there my whole life.” For now, I will keep pretending. If anyone finds out I am a former human, they will probably kill me on the spot. “That might be true, but you know what I’m asking you about. Why don’t you come to my house? I have been wanting to talk to you for a while.” “Sorry, but I should really be heading back to the village right now.” “Walking back will take you about f
This cannot be real. I already spent twenty years living like this, giving up completely on my previous life. I could have gone back this whole time; I could have done things differently. I want this to be a lie, I want her to laugh at me and tell she was just making fun of a dirty human.“Can I really go back?”“If that’s what you want, but it is not that simple, otherwise I wouldn’t be here. Let me tell you my whole story, this is my second time coming to this world. The first one, I was just a farmer.”She put her cup back on the table and looked melancholically at the ceiling before continuing.“I lived my first life here just like you. Thinking I had died, and this was a sort of afterlife, until I died once again. Like most farmers, demons attacked my village and killed me when I was just thirty. To my surprise I didn’t really die, I woke up in a hospital bed back into my world and not even a year
As soon as I crossed the barrier, one of the Mages informed me that Lelyah was waiting for me inside the dining hall, ready to kill me. Our guests must have arrived long ago and I was supposed to be the main event, everyone is going to be extremely mad at me for disappearing today of all days. I rushed into my cabin to change my ragged clothes for a traditional dress and leave the map Jane gave to me, not even taking the time to hide it before rushing out. All the hassle and the furious Mage about to drag me into the dinning hall by the hair, kept me from remembering the things weighting on my mind right now; the biggest, darkest one being the impostor that might have been living under the same roof as me. “I am sorry Mother Lelyah.” Unsurprisingly, she was already waiting for me halfway down the road. “I am very sorry Mother; she just wouldn’t show up anywhere.” Ignoring her completely, Lelyah walk
After a restless night of idle conversations and stargazing, we are now sitting at the Temple, a place usually reserved for the Mothers and Mages to meditate in peace. It is not my first time here though, I just noticed this is the place where I was born. “Who are they?” Nadya whispered to me, referring to Cedric’s candidates who were kneeling at our left side. The Temple consist of a pristine lake with a statute of Jörð at the center and a beautiful garden with flowers and trees I have never seen in my life surrounding it. Mother Eva, Lelyah and Cedric are looking at us from the land while we are kneeling at the base of the statue. “They are the same as us, but for the hunters.” Sadly, it just came to me that I did not know their names. In fact, this is my first time seeing them up close. I remember Cedric telling me that the candidates rarely leave their training inside the hunter’s camp. “We are united he
“Are you ready?” After making sure I packed everything I needed, I changed into comfortable clothes and headed to the entrance. Nadya and everyone were already there and, after one last farewell speech from the Mothers, we finally left the Elven Village. Right now, I am standing next to Nadya a few steps away from crossing the barrier. “Y-yes.” Clearly nervous, she stumbled to give an answer while endlessly rummaging through her small bag. “Did you get everything I told you?” “Yes, I asked Mother Eva for the materials early in the morning.” This sure feels like I am back in the old days. “Good, let me go over the route once again. In case we lose each other at some point.” I started walking while explaining the plan I came up with last night. “First, we walk all the way to west until we reach the lake, it should take about five or six hours. It’s the longest path to get there, but the road is f
Aaah, as expected, traveling by bus is the worst. “Yuuukino, cookies please.” “I told you to save some snacks before leaving Haru, didn’t I? There are not going to be any stops before we reach the airport.” “Yukino, don’t be like that. You have at least two full boxes, I saw them while we were packing last night.” “And I don’t want them to be empty 15 minutes after we left, this a 2 hour trip. Now go back to your seat, you are bothering Hiro.” “I hope you get sick from eating them alone.” The two girls making a fuss behind me were Yukino and Haruka, I cannot stop being amazed by those two being such good friends. Yukino is a mature, tall and refined lady-like student with perfect grades to match and Haruka is your typical popular girl with flashy hair, clothes and make up, always surrounded by friends whenever she goes. Yet, it is impossible to find one without the other. “Is this really a 2-hour trip?” I asked painfull
“Are you ready?” After making sure I packed everything I needed, I changed into comfortable clothes and headed to the entrance. Nadya and everyone were already there and, after one last farewell speech from the Mothers, we finally left the Elven Village. Right now, I am standing next to Nadya a few steps away from crossing the barrier. “Y-yes.” Clearly nervous, she stumbled to give an answer while endlessly rummaging through her small bag. “Did you get everything I told you?” “Yes, I asked Mother Eva for the materials early in the morning.” This sure feels like I am back in the old days. “Good, let me go over the route once again. In case we lose each other at some point.” I started walking while explaining the plan I came up with last night. “First, we walk all the way to west until we reach the lake, it should take about five or six hours. It’s the longest path to get there, but the road is f
After a restless night of idle conversations and stargazing, we are now sitting at the Temple, a place usually reserved for the Mothers and Mages to meditate in peace. It is not my first time here though, I just noticed this is the place where I was born. “Who are they?” Nadya whispered to me, referring to Cedric’s candidates who were kneeling at our left side. The Temple consist of a pristine lake with a statute of Jörð at the center and a beautiful garden with flowers and trees I have never seen in my life surrounding it. Mother Eva, Lelyah and Cedric are looking at us from the land while we are kneeling at the base of the statue. “They are the same as us, but for the hunters.” Sadly, it just came to me that I did not know their names. In fact, this is my first time seeing them up close. I remember Cedric telling me that the candidates rarely leave their training inside the hunter’s camp. “We are united he
As soon as I crossed the barrier, one of the Mages informed me that Lelyah was waiting for me inside the dining hall, ready to kill me. Our guests must have arrived long ago and I was supposed to be the main event, everyone is going to be extremely mad at me for disappearing today of all days. I rushed into my cabin to change my ragged clothes for a traditional dress and leave the map Jane gave to me, not even taking the time to hide it before rushing out. All the hassle and the furious Mage about to drag me into the dinning hall by the hair, kept me from remembering the things weighting on my mind right now; the biggest, darkest one being the impostor that might have been living under the same roof as me. “I am sorry Mother Lelyah.” Unsurprisingly, she was already waiting for me halfway down the road. “I am very sorry Mother; she just wouldn’t show up anywhere.” Ignoring her completely, Lelyah walk
This cannot be real. I already spent twenty years living like this, giving up completely on my previous life. I could have gone back this whole time; I could have done things differently. I want this to be a lie, I want her to laugh at me and tell she was just making fun of a dirty human.“Can I really go back?”“If that’s what you want, but it is not that simple, otherwise I wouldn’t be here. Let me tell you my whole story, this is my second time coming to this world. The first one, I was just a farmer.”She put her cup back on the table and looked melancholically at the ceiling before continuing.“I lived my first life here just like you. Thinking I had died, and this was a sort of afterlife, until I died once again. Like most farmers, demons attacked my village and killed me when I was just thirty. To my surprise I didn’t really die, I woke up in a hospital bed back into my world and not even a year
This elf is not just a weirdo that happened to be close by. Now that I think about it, she teleported the massive kingor, appeared behind me hiding her presence until she spoke and used a healing spell, all within a few seconds. Only a high-class Mage like Lelyah should be able to do that without breaking a sweat. More worrying is the way she is speaking, as if she knows there is world apart from this one. “Are you there?” It seems I have been standing here with my mouth open for far too long. “I was born in the village. I have been there my whole life.” For now, I will keep pretending. If anyone finds out I am a former human, they will probably kill me on the spot. “That might be true, but you know what I’m asking you about. Why don’t you come to my house? I have been wanting to talk to you for a while.” “Sorry, but I should really be heading back to the village right now.” “Walking back will take you about f
“Another impressive shot, Miss Agafya.” I am currently practicing archery in the outskirts of the forest, one of the hunters observes me patiently. It has been one year since the incident at Lake Eibsee, after which I figured out that investing all my energy into exploration and potion-making abilities would not get me that far once I start facing real danger. If I want to survive the outside world where everything is out to kill me, I need some offensive power, so I forced one of the hunters to give me a bow and started practicing archery every day. “Wanna see a new trick.” I shot an arrow into the sky and after a few seconds, it descends with an incredible force to hit a perfect bullseye into the piece of wood I have been using as a target. “As expected of an Apprentice, you have surpassed us in a few months.” “I wish. That was a magic projectile more than an arrow.” The poor elf did not notice, but the arrow I just
“Agafya… Agafya… Agafya…” In front of me, Mother Lelyah spoke with a smile on her face. Her white dress, perfect bright skin, golden hair and slender figure made it seem like an angel had descended upon Lake Eibsee. By my side the old man was frozen in place, every bit of his body tensed up waiting for our next move. The other two elves left following Mother Lelyah’s command without uttering a word. “It is truly interesting. You must have disposed of that filthy creature the moment you encountered it and yet, you spoke to and even protected it. I do not think I will ever understand you.” “Please Mother, he does not mean any harm.” “Is that so?” Mother Lelyah starts walking towards me, looking as terrifying as ever. “Its sole existence is an insult to our land. Even so, it dirtied our sacred forest and took the life of two of Mother Jörð’s children. Do you think that is not d
It has been ten years since Lada’s death. “Winter is going to be rough this year too.” I am sitting at the top of a tree, contemplating the massive forest in front of me. A large green scenery extends as far as I can see and just Mount Krel stands where the continent ends, at the top of it all. “Getting flowers for you next month is going to be a challenge. I will probably have to walk to the southern hills and get some Hesperia.” After that fated day when my curiosity killed my only companion in this world, I isolated myself from everyone in the village for a while. I did nothing but read through the mountains of books at the library, one after another in an effort to become stronger. Something inside of me believed that magic powerful enough to bring her back existed in this world, but it was all wishful thinking. The village continued moving as if nothing happened, Lada did not have a funeral and I do not even think anothe
“It’s already getting colder.” Time here seems to go by really slow, the same as my potion making lessons. I have been going at it nonstop this past week and keep making the same mistakes. It is difficult to know if I am exceptionally bad at it when my point of comparison is the almost perfect Lada. Thankfully, today another elf returned from a 50-year trip to the northern region with an extremely rare grimoire and the Mothers did not want to wait a second to decipher it, which gave me a deserved day off. “Why aren’t you training?” Well, not exactly a day off. I am supposed to be practicing mana manipulation here at the forest, but instead decided to lay down and enjoy nature. That was until Lada interrupted me. “I’m training my meditation. What about you?” “I ran out of materials and figured I would come here to study some spells.” “You made that many potions and are still in one piece?” Lada is ages ahead of me when