SEBASTIAN
* * * My younger brother walked into my office and swung him legs on my desk. I looked it him slightly irritated. "Anthony what is it?", I asked him. He shrugged, "Oh just came to see how you're doing, nothing serious", he said with a devilish grin on his face. I dropped my pen "What?". "What?", he asked back. "What's that grin on your face for, I know you too damn well so start talking", I said He chuckled, "I hear Dad's giving the company to me if you don't find a wife by next month", he said. I rolled my eyes, "In your dreams Anthony", I said returning back to my work. "You're afraid to admit it but you know it's the Truth, you've lost this one. I have a wife whose pregnant already and you're still sleeping with hoes". "Unlike you I plan to marry for love and not a woman that I give no shit about", I said. He laughed loudly mocking me. "Marry for love? awwn, look where that's gotten you. Sometimes I wonder if you're actually the older one between the both of us. You're so myopic, open your fucken eyes man, this woman want nothing but your money and you're not getting love, so find a damn woman to settle down with, else trust me I will not hesitate to take this company from your hands ". "You have zero idea on how to run a company ", I said. "I don't care if the company crashes to dust, as long as I beat you to it in this one? that's more than enough satisfaction ", he said and stood up to leave. That's how me and Anthony live our lives, he thinks everything is a damn competition but it's not. In as much as I hated it, it kept me on my toes, made me work harder and never quit. He walked out and banged the door behind me. I sighed and picked up my phone. "Yo Steph, that your cousin that you said was coming in to the country and shit, can you give me her number". * * Rebecca, her name was Rebecca. She was nice, she had a lot going for herself and she just needs money for the capital for her business. "Okay enough about me, tell me about yourself", she said. I chuckled, "Honestly there's nothing much to know, unlike you I don't have so much adventures and stuff, just me and my work". "Okay, so if we're going to make this fake marriage thing work, cuz I guess you can tolerate me I guess and I think you're good looking, we have to make sure there's no secrets in this okay? so tell me everything I need to know about you that could ruin this whole thing". I'm into men, I think I like men more than I like women and that's probably why I can't settle down. Also I think I find my bodyguard attracted,but of course I'll never say that. instead I said," I'm not gonna be faithful heaven knows, I go to sex parties a lot, I think that's probably why I can't settle down or think about being faithful to a woman".. She started laughing, "Oh my God that is so messed up, but c'mon it's a fake relationship, I don't care who you fuck, hell we could even go to these sex parties together ". Okay she's pretty cool "Oh I don't know, you know all these movies that they start it up as a contract then start to fall in love and shit", I said. "Trust me I will not fall in love with you ". "And why not? aren't I sexy enough?", I joked. "Of course you are, damn I'm going to flex you as my husband, but I won't because that's my pen secret that could probably jeopardize this whole marriage thing ". "And what's that?". "I'm a Lesbian ", she said. I looked at her shocked, "Wow I did not see that coming ", I said and started laughing. "I know right? my parents are strict catholics, they'll bury me Alive if they ever find out. That's one of the reasons I'm fucking with this whole marriage shit idea, so I can finally flirt around with women publicly and no one gets the idea cuz I'm married". "That's perfectly fine to me, we could actually make this work, and you're pretty cool, you're beautiful and you're into women which means I can fuck who I want to without thinking about hurting your feelings, this is actually perfect", I said. "So, what's next? meet your parents? meet your lawyer?". "My lawyer first, we sign a contract and all, you meet my parents, say we're engaged and then I give you the money to start your business, we plan the wedding before the end of next month and do our thing ", I said. "I'm so fucking with this idea honestly ", she said. "But we need a story for my parents to believe it's real. After my ex cheated on me, you were there for me, even before then but I didn't want anything to happen because I wanted to be faithful to her and all, realized you were the real woman for me, blah blah blah rest is history ". "Okay that could work, but I'll be going back to London next week, haven't fully relocated yet, still have some things to tidy up, immediately I get back I can meet your parents ", she said. "Deal", I said. "This ends all in a year right?", she asked. "If after a year we're still cool, we can extend the contract a little until one of us is ready to settle down", I said. "That's good to me". We started eating and talking about some other random things about work and life and all and I started hearing an argument at the door. Asher was in a heated argument with someone who was trying to get in. "Asher what is it?", I asked. "Sebastian!!", I heard a very familiar high pitched voice scream. I rolled my eyes and sighed. "Let her in", I said. Veronica stormed into the room. "What the fuck is going on here?", she asked fuming. "Rebecca, met Veronica Starfox, my ex. Veronica meet Rebecca Wilson, my new Fiancee", I said with a smile on my faceVeronica scoffed. "Rebecca? you attended Yale university didn't you? 2023 set? you're a fucken lesbian bitch", Veronica announced. Rebecca became uneasy. "I know she's a lesbian, do you have a problem with it?", I defended immediately. "She's going after your money, she's a fucken gold digger", Veronica said. "And you're not?", I asked. She sighed, "I've told you this for a million times already Sebastian, they were for a show, you're the only one I actually loved". "And Asher? was he for a show?", I asked. She sighed, I was horny and frustrated okay? I'm sorry, he was an accident, I promise. You know you actually love me, not all these fake women you have around you here that just clearly want money, we can go back to how things were,I promise, we can Make this work, please ", she shameless begged. "Asher", I called. "Please escort this woman out ", I said. "Yes sir", he said and pulled Veronica out of the room. "Don't you dare touch me, Rebecca I will make your life hel
ASHER * * The bus pulled up in front of a familiar medical center home. I walked in. "Hello Mr Asher, nice to see you again", the receptionist said smiling. "Hello Rose", I said. "Been a while since you visited", she is. "I've been busy with work and all. Got the weekend off and decided to come say hi, how's she doing?", I asked. "She's okay, she's taking her meds now and everything is stable", she said. "Alright, I'll go say hi", I said and signed in and then went to her room I knocked Then opened the door. "Hi mom", I said. "Hi Asher", she is smiling and then sat up. I dropped the flowers I got her on the table and then went to hug her. "You decided to visit", she said. "I'm so sorry been so busy with work", I said. "That model is still stressing you huh?". Oh boy here we go. "No, I don't work for her again". She looked shocked, "What happened". "We'll talk about that later, now let's talk about you, how are you doing?". "Oh just the usual, the doctors come h
ASHER * * Veronica is a crazy woman and trust me it's getting out of hands. She's been harassing Sebastian with calls all through his time with his friends when he travelled, we might have to put a restraining order honestly. And for the past few days he's been stressed out about everything. His father wants to meet Rebecca, his brother Is giving him a tough time, work is choking him and his secretary keeps making advances at him. Unfortunately, his lost his shit and she was the person he poured his frustration on. "Lynda get the fuck out, you're fired, you have 1 hour to pack up your shit and leave", I heard him all the way from the door. "S... sir I... I'm sorry I was just... I didn't mean to I..I-" "If you don't leave peacefully I'll ask security to do that for you". "Sir please I'm sorry". "Get the fuck out!", he yelled. Few seconds later, the embarrassed lady ran out covering her face in shame. Sebastian opened his office door and then went to the main office were
"Uhm I am...sir I am". "Hey hey hey don't call me that, fuck we're not at work, please call me Sebastian", he said rubbing my arms gently. I swallowed hard. This is wrong, this is so wrong. "Sir you're... you're drunk". "Yes I am, so what? do you like my dick or not?", he asked. His eyes, his goddamn sexy drunk eyes. "Sir i-" "Asher don't pretend like you don't, I see you get hard the moment you look at me everytime", he whispered pulling closer. "And guess what it's mutual, cuz I'm just fucken hard right now just looking at you, looking at how bad you want me but you're trying to be civil, and that's boring", he said stroking my cheeks. "You .. you said at work today that I'd loose my job if I do anything out of line", I stated hoping that will make him change his mind. "We're not at work now, are we?", he whispered and then bit my ear softly, making me shiver. I'm loosing every decency and self control left in me right now. "I'm a man just so you know, and you're drunk
ASHER * * I woke up extra happy today and I couldn't even hide it. I put on my best suit, paid attention to details. put on a new colone I just bought. I even did something with my hair just so I could look extra nice I went to the other side of the house. His best friend was there, they looked occupied with work . "Good morning", I said excitedly. He looked at me briefly and returned his gase back to what he was doing. Okay, I'll assume it's because Timothy is here. "Asher could you please check if the driver is ready to leave?", Timothy asked. I nodded and went outside, he was waiting in the car. I came back, "Yes sir", I said. "I should get going, gotta submit these ones first", Timothy said standing up. "Sure no problem, we'll meet at work, let me tidy up some shits here", they shook and then Timothy left. I turned to him with a smile. "Good morning", I said. "Heard you the first time Asher", he said standing up to his wine booth. "Uhm, did you sleep well last
SEBASTIAN. * * I know, you all think I'm a bad person, but before you come for me, no I did not regret it, I didn't, not for one second or minute. And I meant everything I told him. Everything. Hell I wasn't even that drunk. It's just that this morning, I realized I actually did it, and I had to do and say something to him, I had to. And I didn't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about the fact that I'm into men, and I'm so into him. It's my secret to take to my grave. My father will disown me if he ever find out I'm into men. I'll loose the company too, I'll loose everything. It will be so scandalous. I can't afford to risk that, risk my whole life on one moment. So the best thing I had to do was to pretend like he didn't exist, last night never happened and push him away. And my entire mood got ruined already from just waking up to the thought that I can't do what makes me happy and be with who I want to be pissed me the fuck up He looked so stressed and worrie
SEBASTIAN * * I sighed as we pulled up in front of a familiar house, one I lived in for 19 years of my life. I hated this place, I can't wait to get out already. Asher opened the door for me. He's been so professional and uptight ever since that day at my office. I regret this honestly, but I just have to. I held my hands out for Rebecca, she took my hands and smiled. "This is your parents house?", she asked. "Unfortunately", I mumbled. "Okay I know you're rich but, this rich?", she asked. "Don't say that to them, especially my dad, he has a terrible ego", I said. Everyone bowed when we walked in. I rolled my eyes when I saw Anthony and his wife in there already. "Oh here's my favourite little boy", my mother said coming to hug me. "Hi mom", I said hugging her back. "God I missed you, you don't even come around or check up on me again ". "I'm sorry, you know how work is, well the good thing is I'm here", I Said and kissed her forehead. "Come to the table please ", sh
SEBASTIAN Anthony had already fumed and left, oh and he left his wife here, he told her to meet him at the club whenever she wants, but she's pregnant obviously, so that can't work. So she's here trying to talk to my mother and Rebecca to keep her busy. Honestly I pity her, Anthony obviously married her because of the company, but it's different with Rebecca because she's fully aware of that. Camille actually loves Anthony, she really does that I feel sorry for her, because he's never going to return that love for the rest of his life. Anthony doesn't love, he doesn't let anyone or anything come close to his heart. The only thing he ever did was getting my father's company and see how that's making him act. Sometimes I just want to end everything and give it up to him but, I just can't; Anthony can't do it. He'll run everything based off his emotions and feelings and it's a bad start. Everyone was having fun, My mom were with the ladies, my dad had gone inside right before Ant
ASHER **I've been unable to walk properly for the past two days, Sebastian is a monster!!!and you know the most annoying part of all this? he's literally laughing at me!!"Awwn babe, I'm sorry, don't get mad", and then proceeds to Burst into another round of mockery laughter.I will so get back at him. Today I was getting my clothes from the Laundry when Sebastian called for me.I came into the living room, and guess who was sitting there?My fucken bastard father!!I looked at Sebastian."Look he came here without me knowing, I'm sorry, if you don't want to just say the word and he'll be gone, I promise", he said.I stared at the bastard, trying so hard to swallow the hate."What is it?", I asked him.Sebastian excused himself and went into the kitchen."I ..I came here to see you"."Yeah I can see that, why?", I asked.He sighed, "Asher I need you to believe me when I say this but I've changed, I really really have, I'm not that man from years ago, I swear ".I shook my head, "
ASHER * * It's funny how things are slowly going back to normal I guess. I haven't seen it heard from my bastard father, and I haven't even asked Sebastian about him. I go to my mom's grave everyday at lunch break and I talk to her, it feels really good, would have been better if she responded but, it feels good too. I've abandoned looking for my brother, I'm more invested in building myself now. I've applied for a two years degree in Cyber security, I think that's what I wanna do with my life now, besides it'll work better with my current job. Haven't told Sebastian about it yet, I just want to get in first. If I do get the school offer, I'll be working part-time and I'll move out. I don't know how our relationship is going to go or be like in the next couple of years or even months but, I want to get my life back together. Today Sebastian was working late, really really late. Timothy had gone home an hour ago and he was still there, he was the last person around along with th
ASHER * * I stood in front of Mr Greenwood's office for 10 minutes straight struggling between knocking and walking away. I was gonna apologize for everything. We were probably gonna end everything, I deserved it honestly. I sighed and knocked. "Come in", he said. I exhaled and with shaky hands I opened the door. He looked up, his face, I couldn't explain his expression. He stood up, "Asher", he said. "Wait before you say anything, just hear me out please. I know I've lost my job here already, I know I've messed up so badly, I'm genuinely sorry for taking you for granted, for taking the privilege you gave me for granted, I'm sorry for ruining whatever we had, I'm sorry for ghosting you and for being a terrible person. These past few days have been the worse but that's no excuse for what I've done and I'm sorry I -". He didn't let you finish, he pulled me into a hug. Okay that was definitely not what I saw coming. It took a while before I hugged him back. "You scared th
ASHER * * I've probably lost my job, hell I have lost my job. Haven't been home in 3 days, switched my phone off so I was unreachable. I was filled with so much negative emotions, I can't even believe the thought of murder comes to my mind once in a while. Right now I wasn't Asher, I was a different person, and there was no way I was gonna be this person in front of Sebastian, I've ruined our relationship already, nothing was ever going to be the same way now. But I had a life to put together, so yeah I was gonna have to put that aside. I walked into a very familiar health care center. For the first time I didn't feel that knot in my stomach or the will to cry or breakdown emotionally, I had just one will; Find my brother. Who cares if I ruin a happy family? I don't. "Mrs Belinda", I told Rose coldly. "Good to see you too", she said noticing how off I was. "Tell her I want to see her", I said. "Uhm, okay", she said and then left and came back minutes later. "She's availa
"I was just talking to my new friend", the little boy said."You can talk to him later okay? it's cold, go inside and I'll meet you in a minute", he said and the little boy jogged away leaving me alone with him."So... you leave us and marry a rich woman and you're living the life right?", I asked him."Asher, Asher I'm sorry, I'm sorry for -""What the fuck are you apologizing for? you think I'm here cuz I wanted a fucken apology? you think you're fucken apologize is gonna fix anything?", I asked my voice rising."Please please keep your voice down", he begged."Why? so your perfect wife won't know you had a fucken family that you stole from and abandoned. The one who allegedly died in an accident?", I yelled."Asher I promise you, I was in a bad place that time, I was a terrible father, I really was and I'm sorry, I promise you I'm changed, I'm not that man from years ago , I'm so sorry I was the way I was, I'm sorry for being toxic and I know that nothing I can do can change the pa
I spent the last 20 minutes listen to Georgia talk about her and her supposed perfect family and how the bastard is the perfect husband. I was boiling, boiling so badly but I had to keep my cool because this was Sebastian's client too, I can't ruin this for him."So tell me, how did you meet Mr Peterson?", Sebastian asked."Oh we met at a Charity banquet in LA, it was like love at first sight, he recently moved there after he had lost his wife and son-"I coughed, so loudly it interrupted her.I apologized and she continued. You could see the bastards hands shaking, visibly shaking."You lost your first wife? I'm so sorry about that, what happened?", Sebastian asked, he knew what he was doing; torturing him with his own words."We were married for two, she had an accident and died with my son ", he said."My condolences ", Sebastian said."Thank you"."Guess everything works for good, would have never met him and have the best husband ever", she said so cheerful."Your bodyguard shoul
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and then released it.Then I went to the floor and picked up the files and dropped them on Sebastian's table."Asher", the bastard man who is to be called my father called me."Excuse me sir", I said to Sebastian and tried to leave.The bastard man pulled my hands Oh God help me not to snap and kill somebody today."Asher it's me, it's your Dad", he said.I looked at him dead in the eyes "I don't want to jail for murder or attempted murder or manslaughter, so please take your hands off me", I said in the most calm voice as possible."What are you talking about? it's me, it's your Dad", he said again like I didn't hear him the first time."I do not have a father", I said and walked out of the office, far far away from them.I went to Lucy's office, she was packing up."Hey what's up?", she asked."My father's in Mr Greenwood's office", I said trying to calm myself down."Your father?", she asked shocked."Yes"."Wait, the motherfucker that r
"Just so you know, you scream a lot and you're loud as fuck".He chuckled,"I don't care, I want you"."Wear your clothes back on Mr Greenwood, and go and be with your friends, you can come back when they're gone", I was going to the bathroom to clean up.I came back and he was still lying down there. "Sebastian", I said tapping him but he looked sleepy."Can you turn off the lights and come sleep with me, please?".I so love his drunk state, he's so cute and vulnerable."What if they -"."I really don't care right now, come on, I want to cuddle", he said.I can't believe I'm more concerned about him getting caught and I'm the one that's out of the closet.I went to kill the lights and then went to him and laid beside him, cuddling him into a spoon, I wrapped the duvet over his nude body. His body suddenly relaxed. "I want to show you off so bad", he mumbled sleepy."You don't have to, I like this, it's peaceful", I said.Maybe that was a little bit of a lie. But it had to be the tr
He was joking, he just had to be joking. There was no way he was gonna have a sex party at his house, right?"You're teasing me now aren't you?", I asked.He shrugged and then stood up from the chair and went to greet Rebecca, he kissed her cheek."The woman that dumped me", he asked."My ex fiance", she said."Fancy seeing you here"."Stephanie invited us"."How's your parent? any word from them?", he asked."My mom's been keeping in touch, My Dad will probably die sad", she said."Awwn I'm so happy for you, Beatrice", he said and kissed her on her on her cheeks.I started feeling very awkward, this wasn't my space.I left quietly back to my room. I started this series some days ago, decided to finish it up.About 3 hour later my door opened. It was Sebastian."Hey", I said sitting up."Why'd you leave?"."What would I be doing there? that'll be awkward", I said.He came and crashed on me."Well I wanted you there", he said."Aren't they going to find you?", I asked noticing how co