ASHER
* * Veronica is a crazy woman and trust me it's getting out of hands. She's been harassing Sebastian with calls all through his time with his friends when he travelled, we might have to put a restraining order honestly. And for the past few days he's been stressed out about everything. His father wants to meet Rebecca, his brother Is giving him a tough time, work is choking him and his secretary keeps making advances at him. Unfortunately, his lost his shit and she was the person he poured his frustration on. "Lynda get the fuck out, you're fired, you have 1 hour to pack up your shit and leave", I heard him all the way from the door. "S... sir I... I'm sorry I was just... I didn't mean to I..I-" "If you don't leave peacefully I'll ask security to do that for you". "Sir please I'm sorry". "Get the fuck out!", he yelled. Few seconds later, the embarrassed lady ran out covering her face in shame. Sebastian opened his office door and then went to the main office were people were. "I'm going to make this very very clear, I don't know what you take me for in this place, but don't try to mess with me, ever again. This will be the last case of employers trying to throw themselves shamelessly on me, even the least flirtatious wink or look will have you sacked with immediately effect, I don't care what your excuse is, and I'll make sure it'll be difficult for you to get another job outside, so do not fucken tempt me. You will hate yourself for a while. Be it male or female, God have some fucken dignity, Jesus Christ ", he said sternly and very very angry,then he went back into his office and slammed the door angrily Okay, that was the last warning I needed to stop thinking about Sebastian in that was, he's my boss and it's going to have to remain that way. There's no other way. He stayed back pretty late today attending meetings upon meetings with the board till 11pm when it was over. He walked out of the conference room with a long face so I'm guessing things didn't work so well for him. His brother followed in suit and they got into his office. My nosy attitude made me eavesdrop. "Sebastian this is bullshit". "What is? you asked me to get a wife and I did now that's a problem?", he replied casually. "I didn't think you'd pull that off in three days". "Well I did and I'm glad to suppress your expectations, I had a long day now please I want to go get a drink". "No, we're going to talk. Just give me the damn company, your share will be 50/50 okay? I have a full family already, baby is on the way, I understand the ethics of the company, I trained every fucken day this year for this . Why won't you just let this one be. "Because I'm not fucken idiot 50/50 my foot like I was born yesterday, I know you too well Anthony, I on the other hands keep to my word when I saw 70/30. Plus, I'm the heir to this company, so let me run my shit in peace", he said and reached the door. "This thing you're doing you think it's fun right? this isn't a fucken competition, it's about the future of this company and I deserve it". Sebastian chuckled, "I'm not in a competition with you, you know that right? you made that shit up in your head to keep you on your toes and challenge you are and so did I, but this isn't a fucken competition, it's the future of my company, our company, and even if I wasn't first born, I deserve it", he said and then walked out I straightened up pretending not to have heard anything. "Let's go Asher", he said and then we headed to the elevator. "You okay sir?", I asked trying to ease the tension a bit. He exhaled tired, "Exhausted", he said. The elevator opened and we walked out. "You should take the day off tomorrow to rest", I said walking him to his car. He sighed, "I wish, but currently there's no rest for me", he said. I opened the door for him and he got into the car. I followed in suit and the driver zoomed off. Halfway to his house he said, "Wait, turn the car around, let's go to Las Alexa, I need a beer", he said. Las Alexa was this club/ bar where very rich people go to. You have to have a membership card to go in. My friend from college use to work there once, the pay was huge but very different to get the job. She use to tell me about all the shits that went on there. Few minutes later we pulled up in front of the club. "Greenwood", he said and they let us in I noticed how much power that name holds. Everytime I hear the name Greenwood, there's an open door accustomed to it. It was like every other club honestly, but I guess they were pretty private about their stuffs. Plus, each member had their specific table with their name engraved on it. Sebastian crashed and started drinking, over and over and over. Bottles upon bottles kept flying In and out of the table. By 2am he was very very drunk. He seemed so tired too, oh God. I had to help him up his feet when he ordered for another bottle. He could barely walk, I helped him walk out of the place and got him into the car and we drove home. By the time we got there, he was already asleep. Had to have extra help from the driver to get him upstairs. I helped him to his room and dropped him on the bed. He woke up. "Take me clothed off", he mumbled. Oh my God this is gonna be the hardest thing I've done in my life. I took off his shoes and socks first. Then I unbuttoned his shirt, my hands were shaking, I could feel him staring at me deeply. I took the shirt and singlet off. Revealing his heavenly sculpted body. I swallowed hard. I proceeded to his pants, I took them off leaving him only in his boxers, I tried not to stare but it was hard not to. "Like what you see?", he asked. I looked at him again, shocked, hoping I heard well and it wasn't my brain playing games with me. "Sorry?", I asked. "Asher, do you like my dick?", he asked again this time, loud and clearly."Uhm I am...sir I am". "Hey hey hey don't call me that, fuck we're not at work, please call me Sebastian", he said rubbing my arms gently. I swallowed hard. This is wrong, this is so wrong. "Sir you're... you're drunk". "Yes I am, so what? do you like my dick or not?", he asked. His eyes, his goddamn sexy drunk eyes. "Sir i-" "Asher don't pretend like you don't, I see you get hard the moment you look at me everytime", he whispered pulling closer. "And guess what it's mutual, cuz I'm just fucken hard right now just looking at you, looking at how bad you want me but you're trying to be civil, and that's boring", he said stroking my cheeks. "You .. you said at work today that I'd loose my job if I do anything out of line", I stated hoping that will make him change his mind. "We're not at work now, are we?", he whispered and then bit my ear softly, making me shiver. I'm loosing every decency and self control left in me right now. "I'm a man just so you know, and you're drunk
ASHER * * I woke up extra happy today and I couldn't even hide it. I put on my best suit, paid attention to details. put on a new colone I just bought. I even did something with my hair just so I could look extra nice I went to the other side of the house. His best friend was there, they looked occupied with work . "Good morning", I said excitedly. He looked at me briefly and returned his gase back to what he was doing. Okay, I'll assume it's because Timothy is here. "Asher could you please check if the driver is ready to leave?", Timothy asked. I nodded and went outside, he was waiting in the car. I came back, "Yes sir", I said. "I should get going, gotta submit these ones first", Timothy said standing up. "Sure no problem, we'll meet at work, let me tidy up some shits here", they shook and then Timothy left. I turned to him with a smile. "Good morning", I said. "Heard you the first time Asher", he said standing up to his wine booth. "Uhm, did you sleep well last
SEBASTIAN. * * I know, you all think I'm a bad person, but before you come for me, no I did not regret it, I didn't, not for one second or minute. And I meant everything I told him. Everything. Hell I wasn't even that drunk. It's just that this morning, I realized I actually did it, and I had to do and say something to him, I had to. And I didn't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk about the fact that I'm into men, and I'm so into him. It's my secret to take to my grave. My father will disown me if he ever find out I'm into men. I'll loose the company too, I'll loose everything. It will be so scandalous. I can't afford to risk that, risk my whole life on one moment. So the best thing I had to do was to pretend like he didn't exist, last night never happened and push him away. And my entire mood got ruined already from just waking up to the thought that I can't do what makes me happy and be with who I want to be pissed me the fuck up He looked so stressed and worrie
SEBASTIAN * * I sighed as we pulled up in front of a familiar house, one I lived in for 19 years of my life. I hated this place, I can't wait to get out already. Asher opened the door for me. He's been so professional and uptight ever since that day at my office. I regret this honestly, but I just have to. I held my hands out for Rebecca, she took my hands and smiled. "This is your parents house?", she asked. "Unfortunately", I mumbled. "Okay I know you're rich but, this rich?", she asked. "Don't say that to them, especially my dad, he has a terrible ego", I said. Everyone bowed when we walked in. I rolled my eyes when I saw Anthony and his wife in there already. "Oh here's my favourite little boy", my mother said coming to hug me. "Hi mom", I said hugging her back. "God I missed you, you don't even come around or check up on me again ". "I'm sorry, you know how work is, well the good thing is I'm here", I Said and kissed her forehead. "Come to the table please ", sh
SEBASTIAN Anthony had already fumed and left, oh and he left his wife here, he told her to meet him at the club whenever she wants, but she's pregnant obviously, so that can't work. So she's here trying to talk to my mother and Rebecca to keep her busy. Honestly I pity her, Anthony obviously married her because of the company, but it's different with Rebecca because she's fully aware of that. Camille actually loves Anthony, she really does that I feel sorry for her, because he's never going to return that love for the rest of his life. Anthony doesn't love, he doesn't let anyone or anything come close to his heart. The only thing he ever did was getting my father's company and see how that's making him act. Sometimes I just want to end everything and give it up to him but, I just can't; Anthony can't do it. He'll run everything based off his emotions and feelings and it's a bad start. Everyone was having fun, My mom were with the ladies, my dad had gone inside right before Ant
ASHER * * There's this woman at work that has been trying to get my attention since I came in. Her name is Lucy. She's Mrs Anderson's assistant. She'd buy me coffee every morning and even lunch sometimes, she always comes to check up on me every single day. At first I thought it was because I was new and she was trying to make me feel welcome, but it's been a month now heading to two.. And she shocked me this morning by saying, "Would you be free after work today? maybe we could go grab a drink together, or maybe even something to eat". "I uhm... I... wow that is really nice of you but uhm, I don't know, I have to be with Mr Greenwood most of the days so, it's probably when he's less busy or not going anywhere", I replied. She looked disappointed, "Okay, that's fine, maybe something time", she said and left. I know I said I had sworn away from women after what Veronica did to me. But maybe this time I should go for someone of my level. I'm always chasing the wind, Sebasti
SEBASTIAN * * "Asher please could you excuse us", I said. He nodded and left. "What the fuck do you mean dad has Cancer?". He sat down. "I went to meet our doctor today, for my wife's pregnancy stuffs ". "Well that's a first ", I mumbled. "Sebastian focus, I went to meet him today and I was just going through our family files and I saw Dad's, I was in his office alone, cuz he left them on his table while he attended to Camille. I saw Dad's and I opened it, I even took pictures of it ", he said showing me his phone. "Dad has Leukemia, the real reason he's not visited the company in months is not because he wants us to handle things on our own, it's because he's been in Chemotherapy in and out of it.i confronted the doctor about it and he kept on apologizing and begging me not to tell my father because it was supposed to be a secret. Dad's dying, that's why he wants to see everything in order before he does, the doctor said he'll stop chemo once he sees things in order". I s
SEBASTIAN. * * * It's 12:46 am and I've passed out twice already and I still want to drink more. "Sebastian, you've still not told you what's up with you?", Timothy Said dragging the bottle from my hand. "I don't want to talk about it", I slurred. "No this time you have to, I've never seen you so wasted before like this, what's going on bro?". I sighed, "My old man is sick", I said sitting up, still feeling tipsy. "Sick?" "And dying, he's sick and dying, that's why he's tryna make me settle down before he dies". He looked so confused, "Dude your old man is string, he can fight it". I shook my head, "It's cancer dude, fucken cancer". His eyes went wide. "Shit". "I know, it's fucked up, and I'm lying to him that everything is going to end well and I've found the love of my life, which is a fucken lie man, it's a fucken lie and everything is going to blow up in my fucken face when he's dead and the truth comes out. I'm actually considering giving Anthony to company to run
Before I came back to New York, I paid a short visit back to my mother's house to meet Nona.She was surprised to see me."Can you explain more on what you told me that day? about replacing my letters with more valuable informations"."Oh, it's just pictures of you and Timothy, I found them when they were renovation the house some months ago in the garage, didn't want it to be thrown away so I decided to keep them, for memory", she said calmly.But this wasn't the answer I was looking for, and deep down I felt like she knew the answers to everything,but she wasn't going to tell me."Is there... anything you wish to let me know?", I asked."Only that I wish the best for you", she said and then returned back to her daily activities.I left home more than confused, everything seemed to be crashing in my head.My relationship with Timothy was on a loose thread, the only thing that's keeping him around Is the company.We barely talk to each other unless it had something to do with work, de
SEBASTIAN * * * I genuinely didn't even know when or how we got back, but I woke up in Asher's arms. We had a pretty long night, I think we both got drunk and had a karaoke night, good thing it was just the two of us there. Whenever I was with him, I felt free, I didn't feel like I had to act perfect and pretend... my inner child always come alive when I am with him. "What time is it?", he asked rubbing his eyes sounding so sleepy and hungover. I looked at my watch. "Almost 10 am", I said. He sprung out of the bed, "Are for for real? fuck I have a class in like 40 minutes", he said grabbing his phone. He held his mouth, "28 missed calls from Eric?". I sat up. "Why is he calling you that much?". "We were supposed to go to the Superbowl last night remember? I Just ghosted him, Damn", he said calling him back. I rolled my eyes and laid back on the bed. "Hey.... I'm so sorry... Rea really sorry about last night, something very important came up ... yes it was very importa
I was emotional about today.. I turn 29 and I have zero accomplishments... this is definitely not how I had pictured my 29 years to be.And tomorrow would make it a year since I met Sebastian. I remember because Veronica forgot today was my birthday and then she said she would make it up to me by going on a date with me... one she constantly forgot about everytime.Maybe this year was gonna be different, because I was determined to be different, and I wasn't going back.The next morning I got a basket of gifts from GWM employees. I guess they never forgot my birthday. I called Lucy to thank her because I knew it was all her , we talked and caught up with each other.Maybe I would go for the Superbowl. At least I don't have to be sad and emotional today.I went to my mom's grave later that day, spoke to her for hours, cried at a point, reminded her how much I missed her so much and then I got home in the evening.Eric called reminding me of the Superbowl and I told him I was definite
ASHER **"There's no way I'm going to join you and your family for a celebration vacation of your Dad's death", I said for the 600th time."But my mom insists", he said."Look I get you, I really do and yes I do want to spend time with you, but there's no way I'll be comfortable there, I just won't. I would love to meet your mother again, she was so nice to me the other time, but right now no, I just can't "."It's gonna fall on your birthday, we can spend time there instead of reading books or whatever it is you do there", he said ."Babe don't worry about me I'll be fine I promise, go spend time with your family"."I want to spend time with you ", he said."Me too, but that'll be when you come back, I promise "."Fine", he mumbled."I love when you're like this, it's cute, we'll talk later okay? I gotta go now ", I said He groaned and then I blew him a kiss and cut the call.I went back to my project. I was sitting at the football mini stadium. Just a few people were there."Hey
At my Dad's funeral, I watched my mother cry her heart out, but get this... it's fake. Now I've seen her in her most emotional state, I've seen her cry I've seen her emotional, I've seen her Sad over the past few months because of my Dad's health. The day he died she showed zero emotions, she didn't cry , not even for a second. And now she's weeping at his grave but she doesn't even mean it, at all. It's so fake that it's scaring me. "Sebastian what's happening with mom?", Anthony asked coming to stand beside me. "I don't know", I mumbled. "I mean we're the ones that are supposed to fake the tears and she's doing that for us". "It's like she's happy he's dead, but she's putting on this show so people will sympathize with her", I said. "Hey I don't blame her, I mean if I were her and went through all those shits she went through, believe me even I will be happy ", he said. "Exactly, but we're not her, it's mom. This woman is obsessed with him, badly obsessed". "I think we sh
At 6:42 am, I got a call from the hospital. It was a call I expected a long time ago. I had lived this day in my head a couple of times but my reaction to the reality of it was different. My Dad was dead. Immediately I cut the call the first person I called was Anthony. Not to ask him how he was taking the whole news, not to ask him if he was ok, but to check up on my mom. She's been attached to this man all her life, she changed her entire identity just to become the person he would love to have as a wife. His eyes decisions became her decisions, his life became hers. Although my father never loved her, he only loved the ideas of having a woman like her. "How's mom?", I asked. "She's... she's not breaking down", he said sounding so surprised. "I don't get it". "She's already planning his funeral with his sister's, I don't know if she's pretending to be strong or she's just kinda happy he's finally dead I don't know". "Where are you guys?". "We're at the airport heading back
I hated that hangover feeling you get after drinking your ass out the previous night.My head was banging, there was pain relief on the table with a bottle of water.Asher I swallowed the pills and then went to take a shower and then got out feeling a lot better than earlier.I got downstairs and found Asher in the kitchen."Someone finally woke up"."What time is it?"."Past 12pm"."Whatttt???", I shrieked."Yeah your friends just left like 30 minutes ago, they came to check up on you since you ghosted them last night and didn't show up at work today", he said dropping a plate of freshly baked bread and eggs in front of me."Damn it, and I had somethings to do at work today", I said digging into my food."You're such a good cook you know that right?",I asked.He smiled, "So, you want to tell me what happened last night?", he asked taking a seat beside me.It was at that point that memories of last night flooded my head. I paused and took a deep breath in and then released it."Nothi
"Are you telling me that my mother has been lying to me? what for? she had no business with Graceville. Your mother might be involved because I mean clearly she use to work there, but what mother has to do with any of this? let's assume what you're insinuating is true in the slightest way possible, why the fuck will she want to buy a trafficked child? I was there on the day Anthony was born, I lived through it all, from the very first day, I was young but I remember things clearly, so what are you even saying?", I was getting pissed at this point. "I don't know okay? I genuinely don't, and I want to lie and convince myself that we're just imagining things, but lines are crossing Sebastian, lines are joining . And Asher-". "Asher is older than me, so there's no possible human way that I'm his older brother, it's impossible, clear it from your mind. Even if you think our mothers are lying to us, his definitely won't, especially because she's dead so please, shove all of us in the bin
SEBASTIAN * * It was a Saturday evening, exactly one month after my whole family drama. I got a call from the hospital that my Dad was dying and he needed blood. Fast! Usually, Anthony was always the one donating blood whenever my Dad was sick. My mom always made sure of it. Something about my blood being contaminated because I had tattoos. I got to the hospital as fast as I could. Anthony wasn't in the country, it would literally take at least two days before he gets here. We were checking everyone possible for a possible match. I knew I was a match so I told them whether or not my blood was pure it was better than no blood at all. My mom was confusingly refusing I even get tested. I just thought she was being paranoid and went ahead the get tested. The result was what confused me. It wasn't that my blood was contaminated because of Tattoos, no it wasn't. It was that my blood wasn't a match with my Dad. Which was crazy to think of because we had the same blood grou