SEBASTIAN. * * * It's 12:46 am and I've passed out twice already and I still want to drink more. "Sebastian, you've still not told you what's up with you?", Timothy Said dragging the bottle from my hand. "I don't want to talk about it", I slurred. "No this time you have to, I've never seen you so wasted before like this, what's going on bro?". I sighed, "My old man is sick", I said sitting up, still feeling tipsy. "Sick?" "And dying, he's sick and dying, that's why he's tryna make me settle down before he dies". He looked so confused, "Dude your old man is string, he can fight it". I shook my head, "It's cancer dude, fucken cancer". His eyes went wide. "Shit". "I know, it's fucked up, and I'm lying to him that everything is going to end well and I've found the love of my life, which is a fucken lie man, it's a fucken lie and everything is going to blow up in my fucken face when he's dead and the truth comes out. I'm actually considering giving Anthony to company to run
ASHER * * Lucy asked me out on a date, a real date. Outside work. It was Mr Greenwood's week off so I basically had nothing as an exclusive, I accepted obviously because I didn't want to be a terrible person. She's nice, sweet, very soft spoken and gentle. She's an interesting girl. She talked about her ex's. They were all nice cool guys but they couldn't work out because she had high standards and wouldn't settle for bare minimum. "I'm bare minimum", I stated. "No you're not, you literally set a date at your office cuz we couldn't make out time to have a proper one, that's the definition of if he wanted to he would. Some guys will use that as an excuse." "Well true". "So enough about me, tell me about your relationships in the past". Lol, I've fucked 3 men, was in a situation with a guy and was in a relationship with a supermodel who ended up cheating on me with two other guys, it's the classic. Oh and I'm in love with my boss. But instead I say; "There's nothing to tal
ASHER * * Lucy is different. She's so different that if my feelings for men died I'd date her instantly. We had a really good time last time honestly. And no we didn't do anything sexual again. We cooked together, watched a movie and fell asleep. The next morning I had to leave impromptu when I got a text from Sebastian that he needs me around. I did text her though, didn't want to wake her up. And we haven't spoken until today when I came to work after Sebastian's week off was over "Hi", she said smiling, poking her head at my door I smiled, "Hey". "We have a date, remember?", She asked. "Yes yes, but, I thought maybe you didn't want to... you know after everything". "You're my friend Asher, I'm going to have to live with that and I'm fine with you. Plus you're the only person I find tolerable here so you're stuck with me until one of us gets fired or leaves ", she said dropping her takeout on the table and sitting down. I chuckled,"Okay ". "Is Mr Greenwood
SEBASTIAN **Rebecca called this morning, saying something about running into Veronica and she was threatening her life and all and she doesn't like all those type of drama.I sighed.I'm dealing with my family drama and I'm also dealing with a crazy ex.I decided to go and visit Rebecca at her house so we could talk .The security said she was at the back of the house at the pool when I introduced myself.Her house was nice and decent.Asher couldn't follow me today because he said his mother was sick and he needed to be around her and she something things and took two days off.When I got to the pool side, she was having a make out session with this girl.I cleared my throat.They broke the kiss, the girl panicked and pulled away."Babe relax, he's aware", she said pulling her back."You know you should probably do that inside the house, where someone won't just walk in on you"."Definitely", she said laughing.."Sebastian this is Beatrice, my girlfriend, my wife actually. Beatric
SEBASTIAN **It's one of those days I just crash out from the world entirely and be on my own.Timothy was with his girlfriend, she's been sick and he's been taking care of her.Stephanie and Valerie are in Washington for work. Asher asked for an extra day off to take care of his mother.It's just me and my alcohol till I get better.There's this place I use to go to whenever I get into one of these depressive moods. It's a lake down town, a little to the ghetto side.I just want to clear my head.I walked out of the house and got into my car, my security guards start following me."I'm going alone", I stated."Sir we -""That's an order", I stated.For once, I wanted to be away from people and responsibilities and being this son of a fucken billionaire, I just wanted to be on my own.It was 10:15 by the time I got there.Just like I loved it, it was quiet.Peaceful.I took my shoes off and sank my legs into the wet sand.I laid on my back, facing the moon.A couple of people walke
ASHER * * I had finished up with mom that evening and went to the motel I had lodged close to the health center, in order to resume work tomorrow. I'm glad Mr Greenwood is an understanding person, Veronica barely let's me go see my mother more than a day. It was past 11 when I got settled and I started feeling very hungry. I tried ordering some food but, none of them were available for delivery by that time. I decided to go to this 24 hours cafe down the street. I should have been scared or frightened to be walking outside by this time of the night, but I was family with most of the street guys here. My first night here I was robbed off everything I had, the second night, I think I started becoming friendly with the streets dudes here. They mostly go after people of the opposite gang. I had bought my food and was heading back when I noticed they were harassing someone. He has a black hoodie on so I'm guessing it's an opp gang. But then what if it was just some innocent du
ASHER **There was a knock on the door, and I sprang off the bed and landed on the ground on my butt.Ouch.I've been so high on alert all night, the fear of someone catching us couldn't even let me enjoy sleeping with the man I've been dreaming about for weeks.The knock went on again.I used the remote to open the door and the doctor came in."Hi, Good morning, did I wake you up?", he asked."Yeah kinda, it's no biggie"."How did Mr Greenwood sleep?", he asked looking at him, he was still sleeping."Good good", I said looking at him.Of course it was good "I'm guessing the drugs had a good effect on him, he'll be fine, let me know when he's awake ok? so we can do a routine check up on him", he said."Yes I will", I said.Immediately the door closed, Sebastian rolled and opened his eyes."You could have broken your bone you know?", he asked."You were awake?"."Since 6am, my body system was built that way, no matter whatever medication I'm on, I'll wake up by 6"."Why didn't you j
ASHER **There was a knock on the door, and I sprang off the bed and landed on the ground on my butt.Ouch.I've been so high on alert all night, the fear of someone catching us couldn't even let me enjoy sleeping with the man I've been dreaming about for weeks.The knock went on again.I used the remote to open the door and the doctor came in."Hi, Good morning, did I wake you up?", he asked."Yeah kinda, it's no biggie"."How did Mr Greenwood sleep?", he asked looking at him, he was still sleeping."Good good", I said looking at him.Of course it was good "I'm guessing the drugs had a good effect on him, he'll be fine, let me know when he's awake ok? so we can do a routine check up on him", he said."Yes I will", I said.Immediately the door closed, Sebastian rolled and opened his eyes."You could have broken your bone you know?", he asked."You were awake?"."Since 6am, my body system was built that way, no matter whatever medication I'm on, I'll wake up by 6"."Why didn't you j
ASHER **I've been unable to walk properly for the past two days, Sebastian is a monster!!!and you know the most annoying part of all this? he's literally laughing at me!!"Awwn babe, I'm sorry, don't get mad", and then proceeds to Burst into another round of mockery laughter.I will so get back at him. Today I was getting my clothes from the Laundry when Sebastian called for me.I came into the living room, and guess who was sitting there?My fucken bastard father!!I looked at Sebastian."Look he came here without me knowing, I'm sorry, if you don't want to just say the word and he'll be gone, I promise", he said.I stared at the bastard, trying so hard to swallow the hate."What is it?", I asked him.Sebastian excused himself and went into the kitchen."I ..I came here to see you"."Yeah I can see that, why?", I asked.He sighed, "Asher I need you to believe me when I say this but I've changed, I really really have, I'm not that man from years ago, I swear ".I shook my head, "
ASHER * * It's funny how things are slowly going back to normal I guess. I haven't seen it heard from my bastard father, and I haven't even asked Sebastian about him. I go to my mom's grave everyday at lunch break and I talk to her, it feels really good, would have been better if she responded but, it feels good too. I've abandoned looking for my brother, I'm more invested in building myself now. I've applied for a two years degree in Cyber security, I think that's what I wanna do with my life now, besides it'll work better with my current job. Haven't told Sebastian about it yet, I just want to get in first. If I do get the school offer, I'll be working part-time and I'll move out. I don't know how our relationship is going to go or be like in the next couple of years or even months but, I want to get my life back together. Today Sebastian was working late, really really late. Timothy had gone home an hour ago and he was still there, he was the last person around along with th
ASHER * * I stood in front of Mr Greenwood's office for 10 minutes straight struggling between knocking and walking away. I was gonna apologize for everything. We were probably gonna end everything, I deserved it honestly. I sighed and knocked. "Come in", he said. I exhaled and with shaky hands I opened the door. He looked up, his face, I couldn't explain his expression. He stood up, "Asher", he said. "Wait before you say anything, just hear me out please. I know I've lost my job here already, I know I've messed up so badly, I'm genuinely sorry for taking you for granted, for taking the privilege you gave me for granted, I'm sorry for ruining whatever we had, I'm sorry for ghosting you and for being a terrible person. These past few days have been the worse but that's no excuse for what I've done and I'm sorry I -". He didn't let you finish, he pulled me into a hug. Okay that was definitely not what I saw coming. It took a while before I hugged him back. "You scared th
ASHER * * I've probably lost my job, hell I have lost my job. Haven't been home in 3 days, switched my phone off so I was unreachable. I was filled with so much negative emotions, I can't even believe the thought of murder comes to my mind once in a while. Right now I wasn't Asher, I was a different person, and there was no way I was gonna be this person in front of Sebastian, I've ruined our relationship already, nothing was ever going to be the same way now. But I had a life to put together, so yeah I was gonna have to put that aside. I walked into a very familiar health care center. For the first time I didn't feel that knot in my stomach or the will to cry or breakdown emotionally, I had just one will; Find my brother. Who cares if I ruin a happy family? I don't. "Mrs Belinda", I told Rose coldly. "Good to see you too", she said noticing how off I was. "Tell her I want to see her", I said. "Uhm, okay", she said and then left and came back minutes later. "She's availa
"I was just talking to my new friend", the little boy said."You can talk to him later okay? it's cold, go inside and I'll meet you in a minute", he said and the little boy jogged away leaving me alone with him."So... you leave us and marry a rich woman and you're living the life right?", I asked him."Asher, Asher I'm sorry, I'm sorry for -""What the fuck are you apologizing for? you think I'm here cuz I wanted a fucken apology? you think you're fucken apologize is gonna fix anything?", I asked my voice rising."Please please keep your voice down", he begged."Why? so your perfect wife won't know you had a fucken family that you stole from and abandoned. The one who allegedly died in an accident?", I yelled."Asher I promise you, I was in a bad place that time, I was a terrible father, I really was and I'm sorry, I promise you I'm changed, I'm not that man from years ago , I'm so sorry I was the way I was, I'm sorry for being toxic and I know that nothing I can do can change the pa
I spent the last 20 minutes listen to Georgia talk about her and her supposed perfect family and how the bastard is the perfect husband. I was boiling, boiling so badly but I had to keep my cool because this was Sebastian's client too, I can't ruin this for him."So tell me, how did you meet Mr Peterson?", Sebastian asked."Oh we met at a Charity banquet in LA, it was like love at first sight, he recently moved there after he had lost his wife and son-"I coughed, so loudly it interrupted her.I apologized and she continued. You could see the bastards hands shaking, visibly shaking."You lost your first wife? I'm so sorry about that, what happened?", Sebastian asked, he knew what he was doing; torturing him with his own words."We were married for two, she had an accident and died with my son ", he said."My condolences ", Sebastian said."Thank you"."Guess everything works for good, would have never met him and have the best husband ever", she said so cheerful."Your bodyguard shoul
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and then released it.Then I went to the floor and picked up the files and dropped them on Sebastian's table."Asher", the bastard man who is to be called my father called me."Excuse me sir", I said to Sebastian and tried to leave.The bastard man pulled my hands Oh God help me not to snap and kill somebody today."Asher it's me, it's your Dad", he said.I looked at him dead in the eyes "I don't want to jail for murder or attempted murder or manslaughter, so please take your hands off me", I said in the most calm voice as possible."What are you talking about? it's me, it's your Dad", he said again like I didn't hear him the first time."I do not have a father", I said and walked out of the office, far far away from them.I went to Lucy's office, she was packing up."Hey what's up?", she asked."My father's in Mr Greenwood's office", I said trying to calm myself down."Your father?", she asked shocked."Yes"."Wait, the motherfucker that r
"Just so you know, you scream a lot and you're loud as fuck".He chuckled,"I don't care, I want you"."Wear your clothes back on Mr Greenwood, and go and be with your friends, you can come back when they're gone", I was going to the bathroom to clean up.I came back and he was still lying down there. "Sebastian", I said tapping him but he looked sleepy."Can you turn off the lights and come sleep with me, please?".I so love his drunk state, he's so cute and vulnerable."What if they -"."I really don't care right now, come on, I want to cuddle", he said.I can't believe I'm more concerned about him getting caught and I'm the one that's out of the closet.I went to kill the lights and then went to him and laid beside him, cuddling him into a spoon, I wrapped the duvet over his nude body. His body suddenly relaxed. "I want to show you off so bad", he mumbled sleepy."You don't have to, I like this, it's peaceful", I said.Maybe that was a little bit of a lie. But it had to be the tr
He was joking, he just had to be joking. There was no way he was gonna have a sex party at his house, right?"You're teasing me now aren't you?", I asked.He shrugged and then stood up from the chair and went to greet Rebecca, he kissed her cheek."The woman that dumped me", he asked."My ex fiance", she said."Fancy seeing you here"."Stephanie invited us"."How's your parent? any word from them?", he asked."My mom's been keeping in touch, My Dad will probably die sad", she said."Awwn I'm so happy for you, Beatrice", he said and kissed her on her on her cheeks.I started feeling very awkward, this wasn't my space.I left quietly back to my room. I started this series some days ago, decided to finish it up.About 3 hour later my door opened. It was Sebastian."Hey", I said sitting up."Why'd you leave?"."What would I be doing there? that'll be awkward", I said.He came and crashed on me."Well I wanted you there", he said."Aren't they going to find you?", I asked noticing how co