Glioblastoma.
-a fast-growing and aggressive brain tumor. It invades the nearby brain tissue, but generally does not spread to distant organs.
Symptoms vary depending on the location of the brain tumor, but may include any of the following: persistent headaches, double or blurred vision, vomiting, loss of appetite, changes in mood and personali-
Selene closed her laptop aggressively. She put her both arms on the table with her palms placed on her face. She just came back from her doctor’s clinic awhile ago and heard about her condition.
“Selene?? Dinner!!” a squeaky voice from downstairs was heard.
“Coming!” Selene answered back as she lets out an exasperated sigh. She left her room and her nose was immediately filled with the smell of her best friend’s cooking. She feels bad with living off his bestfriend, Faye, for years and still cannot even cook her food as delicious as what she serves for her.
Selene sat down at the dining area while Faye filled the table. Selene is just watching her, Faye Williams is undeniably attractive in her own way, she have a tall and slim physique with her olive skin complementing her hazel eyes and dark long hair that falls to her waist. They have been friends since Selene entered college when they got teamed up for a badminton match.
Selene smiled when she remembered how Faye begged on her to lose the game so she could look great on their P.E instructor whom Faye had a crush on.
“Thanks Faye.”
They both quietly started to eat. Weighing which question or answer should be brought up first. Selene can feel that Faye is battling with herself to open up the conversation. Eventually, Faye broke the silence.
“How was it?” she asked, as she pick up a piece of string bean with her fork, as if Selene’s answer is never a big deal.
“It’s…brain tumor,” Selene answered straightforward, trying to swallow her food.
Silence.
“How long has it been?”
“I’m…It’s at the end stage, which explains my frequent dizziness and—and severe headaches,” Selene explained, now playing with her food.
Silence.
A sniff.
And eventually, a sob.
“Oh Faye..” Selene said softly, also holding back her tears. She can never break down…not yet.
“I am so sorry,” Faye tried to calm herself down. She felt really stupid afterwards because she shouldn’t be crying as she should be the one comforting her friend.
“We’ll get through this. You and me, okay?” she assures Selene. Selene nodded with a smile.
Growing up all alone, Selene Madden was never the type of person who blames anyone for her misfortunes. She never blamed her father, who was an alcoholic who always comes home so he could beat her mother up for all the petty reasons he could think of, nor blame her mother for choosing to leave her behind with her father who eventually got murdered by loan sharks, putting her life at risk. She never blamed her classmates who bullied her up to the extremes of giving her all the reasons to end her life.
She never blamed anyone that she’s all alone, struggling but trying to make the best out of her everyday situation.
And now, she was given another reason, the most inevitable one, yet here she is just staring blankly at her room’s ceiling trying to get herself to sleep. The news that her doctor gave her awhile ago has yet to sink in her system, it’s like she was sentenced to death but her body and mind have no reaction at all, numbed.
The sun rose just like it always does, Selene got up at exactly 6:30 in the morning to get ready for her work at Hayes. Out on her window, her neighbor sweeps their front yard as they always do every Mondays, and she sees the same people starting off their mornings by jogging, trying to be as strong and healthy as they can. Selene smiled as she waters her little sweet plum bonsai tree that always looks like its trying its best to survive another day.
I should too.
“Selene.” Calix, Selene’s boss called her the moment he entered the resto still wearing his coat with his cap on looking all neat and handsome as always. He motioned Selene to go to the kitchen.
“I heard from Faye,” he spoke while looking intently at Selene who's catching her breath as she has been cleaning the table counter awhile ago.
“No way, Faye told…?” She sighs in disbelief. Faye, that girl!
“Listen, she’s just worried. She told me to look out for you because you won’t stop working.” His keen-gray eyes are full of worry. Calix Hayes is one of her few friends back in college, with their family business he helped Selene get a job to support her finances and as well as to keep Selene close to him.
“I know. Just..don’t tell on anybody else okay?" Selene let out a smile so Calix could calm down, though she did not know if it worked.
"You guys better worry more if I just lock myself in you know.”
Calix’s bushy eyebrows went up as he scoffs, “Yeah right, I totally forgot, you love money more than anything,” he joked and Selene jabbed him in his chest.
“MADDEN! TABLE FOUR!”
“COMING!” Selene winked at Calix before attending to their customers. The resto she’s been working at has a huge number of regular customers as it’s near from most workplaces and buildings filled with busy people that have no time to cook for their meals. Selene loves her job, and beyond grateful to Calix for giving her one.
“Do you see him?”
“Hell yes! He is gorgeous, I mean- hey! Don’t stand there!”
Selene looked on her right to see two ladies glaring at her.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” She immediately stepped back and followed where the two were looking. At the end corner of the resto sits a stunning man wearing black polo with the sleeves folded over his elbows reading a book, From Here to Eternity.
Selene’s gaze went back to the two ladies that were now taking pictures of the man. She just let them do their business and went back to the counter.
“Mr. Morgan wants to have a talk about the garbage left on his backyard the other day, he seems really upset,” Lora, her co-worker told her.
“Okay, I got it,” Selene replied, almost rolling her eyes. She knew Lora was the one who keeps on forgetting to sort out garbage and then let the blame fall on her.
Selene wiped the counter and her eyes landed to the end corner of the resto, where the man sits. She was startled when she saw him looking at her- no, staring intensely rather.
She assumed that he needs something so she approached him, carrying her notepad for orders.
“Do you need anything?” she asked him, but he did not even blinked. “Sir..?”
“I’m sorry, I was just thinking if you would love to join me here,” the man finally spoke, his deep appealing voice sent shivers to her neck. His golden eyes are amused like he just found an interesting prey.
“Excuse me?” she asked, frowning.
“Selene,” Lora approached her and whispered that Mr. Morgan is already at their backdoor waiting for her. She glanced once more to the man but he is not looking at her anymore and returned to reading.
Okay, another weirdo. She thought as she face Lora leaving the man behind.
She took a step and she suddenly felt dizzy. She felt pain from her cheeks to her nose up to her temples, excruciating and pulsating like her head is going to explode anytime. She fell to Lora’s back in front of her down to the ground.
No, please…not here.
“Selene!!” Lora’s voice caught the attention of the people in their resto.
She could not feel anything but the pain, she could not hear Lora and the people around her asking what happened. She held her head with her shaking hands as Lora asked their customers to make way so she could bring Selene to the kitchen.
Her vision was all blurry, but another pair of hands held her, she knew they were not Lora’s, and thought that it’s Calix.
“C-calix,” she called him weakly. The pair of hands tried to bring her up and the moment she was back on her feet, a deep heavenly voice whispered something on her ears.
“Sanare dolorem”
“Selene!”
Calix came and immediately carried her on his back. She can hear Lora reassuring their customers that everything’s fine. They got inside of the kitchen and before the door closes, with her blurred vision, she saw a man waving at her.
Calix brought her down and made her sit on a chair, the pain was already bearable and she could finally see Calix’s worried eyes in front of her.
“Hey..Selene, does it hurt so bad?” Calix asked as he fumbles with his phone to contact Faye. Selene stopped his hand and smiled.
“It’s okay, I’m fine now. Please don’t call Faye anymore, she’ll go hysteric.”
Calix deeply sighed and gave her a glass of water.
“I almost peed on my pants Selene, you scared the hell out of me.” Selene chuckled on his remark. “I just went back to my house to check on things and then I got back here and saw you lying on the floor!”
“I am sorry for causing disturbance.” Selene felt bad because the customers seemed scared as well.
“Don’t worry about it. Stay here, I’ll just instruct Lora and call someone to replace you today.”
She then remembered Mr. Morgan. “Calix! Mr. Mor-”
“Stay. Here. And don’t move a finger!” Calix cut her off and went outside.
Selene was left alone in the kitchen. Remembering what happened, she was not really sure if Calix was the one who whispered something on her ears because the voice was far different. She was also confused because her headaches usually take a lot of time to subside and she often needs medication but earlier, it took just about ten minutes then it was gone.
She caressed the back of her neck and it felt really cold.
“How are you feeling?”
The voice startled her. She looked up and saw the weird man resting his back against the kitchen door. She met his golden-coloured eyes still wearing the amused look. She was not able to notice it earlier, but he has a strong physique and broad shoulders, his dark hair was neatly slicked back, almost like he have gone to a hairstylist before going here.
“I’m sorry Sir, this place is off limits,” Selene tried to sound authoritative despite still feeling weak.
The man started to walk towards her with his hands both inserted on his pockets. His eyes were pinned down on her as he slowly bends down on her level. She looked down on the floor immediately, feeling really uneasy.
“I just saved you back there, you know.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. Please leave,” Selene asked, avoiding his eyes. She could feel his intense stare but her intuition warns her not to look.
“A little gratitude would suffice.”
“I didn’t asked for your help,” she said sternly. The man was taken aback, clearly not expecting such answer. He regained his composure and stood straight. Selene is still not looking at him like she suddenly finds the floor very interesting.
“Well then, if you need my help, you’ll find me here. You are so much welcome.” The man placed a small card on the table beside Selene, she was just about to say something but when she looked up he was nowhere to be seen.
Selene picked the card. It was a plain black card with just two words written in gold ink.
DOMUS MALUM.
Eenie, meenie, miney, moLucas taps his fingers on the table while humming,both of his eyes are busy with the book he’s been reading. It’s a sunny day at Hayes, his newly found spot to spend time doing his hobby.Catch a tiger by the toe.If he hollers, DON’T let him go..He looked up and saw the person he’ll be playingwithfor today. A tall lean man wearing a cap and a set of clothes that seemed like they have never been washed for a couple of days already, his eyes are shaking with fear as he gets out a small packetof drugs from his pocket and stick it under the table, the other guy in front of him immediately picked it from under, stood up, and left. Lucas watchesthemfrom across the room when a staff blocked his view. Luc
Have you ever felt like the clock ticking in every second feels like it is counting down on your last moments in life? The irritating sound coming from it feels like a drum roll on your way to death, mimicking your steps towards to an unknown end. Selene sipped her hot chocolate milk, the rain is pouring hard outside. The roads have been blocked by humongous trees that fell down due to the storm. Hayes decided to suspend work as most office works were canceled as well so there’s not much customers that would go out with this kind of weather. Selene hates the rain. Aside from being stuck in home doing nothing, Faye has been a little freaky about her condition. She wants her to just stay indoors, but when she told her she would not live long, she started to plan trips and set dates for vacations abroad. Fayewants Selene to achieve her dreams of traveling the world, but she also does not want her to get t
“Well? Care to explain what am I missing here or am I just going to take this as my signal to fly away?” Faye said, looking at Lucas and Selene, still staring at each other.“You actually found my place, why are you already leaving without meeting me?” Lucas can’t hide his smile. He thinks that his charms already worked on Selene.“Because I did not go here in my own will,” Selene looked at Faye, glaring. Faye just shrugged at her.“I did not think that your infamous business needs an appointment to get your service, it’s actually a shame because my friend over here needs to wish something big,” Faye put her arms around Selene, “and as soon as possible.”“I can arrange that for you, I just need something in exchange,” Lucas’s smile grew bigger making Selene uneasy. Selene took Faye&rs
CHAPTER 6“You’re kidding.”“I actually get that a lot,” Lucas stood up from his seat and walked towards Selene.The contract says that the wish she made is indeed in exchange for her soul, it shall be irrevocable and must take into effect after the wish has been granted.“What are you?? Are you really a genie? But don’t genies want nothing in return?!”Lucas stopped walking, he is now standing behind her.“Well that’s new, I often get ‘freak’, ‘psycho’, ‘conman’ but don’t worry they are not even close, even with yours, actually.”Lucas was enjoying Selene being confused. He was very thrilled because she is the first human to wish upon him that is not for her own gain, but nevertheless, the same rules shall apply to he
Selene stared at him for a good long minute. Trying to process what he just said.“Look, I am in a situation, and you should actually be glad I did not asked for your soul,” Lucas said, annoyed at her stare.“Are you..offering me a job?”“Yes?”“While I already have a job?”Lucas frowned at her.“Yes? Is there a problem with that? You earn money on one side and earn your forgiveness on the other,” Lucas said, as a matter of fact.Selene scoffed, “You’re unbelievable.”“I don’t know what context of ‘unbelievable’ you are imploring, but thank you.”Lucas turned his gaze to the construction site. This man he was talking about sent an application to them. After browsi
Selene sat on the vacant table at Hayes. The scorching heat made her sweat so much making her feel easily tired. There are not much customers that were dining in despite the clock nearing to tick on 12:00 lunchtime, the sun outside feels like it is just 10 feet away from the land, keeping the people from going out.It has been a week. She woke up at her own bedroom, with Faye frantically rushed on lecturing her about sleeping at their doorstep.She knew she was not sleeping at their doorstep, she came from somewhere else. But that somewhere else was currently out of reach. She did not see Lucas for a week now, when she went to Domus Malum, no one was answering her knocks, she knows he’s just there because his car was parked outside the parish.“Hey, paycheck’s in.” Lora sat in front of her. She handed her an ice-cold juice. Selene mouthed ‘thank you’
“Selene,” Calix called Selene to get her attention.Selene quickly snapped back from zoning out. She mindlessly grabbed her spoon and fork, her eyes dropped on the empty table.Calix stared at her, waiting for her to realize that the food has not arrived yet.“Oh,” Selene dropped the utensils and gave an awkward smile. “I’m sorry,” she muttered.“It’s fine. But are you alright? Do you want to go home?” Calix was sincerely worried of her. Ever since they left the house, she was quiet in the whole ride. She did not even noticed that they went to a floating restaurant with romantic candles leading the way to their table.Calix even arrange a whole bunch of musicians that are now playing their second song.But Selene could not hear anything, nor see anything. Her mind was out of
Lucas unbuttoned his shirt. He cannot see any end on what he’s doing. The number of clients he accepts remain the same, but the amount of his work from scanning the applications and going through each background just to make sure that the their wish will be of personal use for their sinful desires took a heavy toll on him. He rested his back on the chair and closed his eyes, he cannot believe that his Father made him do such awful job but refuses to give him four arms and omnipotence. A knock on his door was heard, and Zera entered, carrying a pile of papers. Lucas grimaced. She carefully placed the papers above his table, and sat on the chair. Lucas started scanning the newly-printed-still-warm applications. “We cannot let humans interfere with our work,” Zera spoke, looking intently at Lucas. “I believe I heard that for the
I pushed the record button, and the little red circle started to blink. The timer on the top-left corner of the screen flashed the time elapsing inthe video. Ten seconds… Fifteen… I took a deep sigh and smiled. “Faye…” I muttered with a hoarse voice. “Are you watching this? I hope you do. I hope you somehow checked for your clothes’ pockets before throwing them out in the laundry, or else, I’m doing this for nothing.” I chuckled, finding myself silly. “And I hope your brain cells work to realize that what I’ve written was the new password of your computer. I’m sorry for changing it.” I cleared my dry throat as I began to feel the tears already filling up.I looked at the clock, and ten minutes from now Faye would be back at my hospital room. My hands started to fidget. “His name is Lucas. He is from somewhere that is beyo
Chapter 49“Hey.” Calix nudged Selene on her shoulder. She jumped by his touch and her gaze quickly flew at his worried face. “Are you okay? You seemed tired.”Selene forced a smile. “Yeah, yes I’m sorry what were you saying?”Calix sighed, worry still not leaving his eyes. “I said Rebecca’s here.” Calix turned to his side and pointed at a fine and elegantly looking lady talking with some guests. “I want you to meet her.Will that be fine?”“Goodness Calix, of course I want to meet your fiance! Come on.” Selene pulled Calix on his arm and dragged him closer to Rebecca.“Baby,” Calix called her, Rebecca’s eyes landed on Selene and she immediately excused herself from the guests. “This is Selene.”“Oh my goodness finally!&rd
CHAPTER 48 “Good morning Madam, welcome to Nyhavn Hotel. A room for?” Selene snapped from roaming her eyes and diverted her attention at the receptionist. “One,” she answered and smiled. The receptionist typed on his computer with such noisy keyboard. “Room for single bed overlooking at the canals, am I right?” “Yes. And do you serve breakfast?” she asked, after a long second the receptionist turned to her with a key on his hand. He faked a smile, Selene could tell. “Yes, an exquisite breakfast will be delivered right at your doorstep Madam. This way, please.” The receptionist went out of the bar and guided her to the elevator. Selene was not really expecting anything particular in the hotel, just something that she could stay comfortably, somewhere she could picture herself just like in her dreams. “Thank you,” she muttered, dragging her luggage inside the elevator. “I’ll be waiting for the
A knock came at the door, with excited steps and giddy smile, Selene ran towards it. She stopped for awhile to catch her breath and brush her long brown hair with her fingers. She heaved a deep sigh and twisted the doorknob, pulling the door open.“Do you know where’s the police station? Paparazzi’s been harassing me way too often.” A deafening silence took over after the question. Selene stared at her for a long time.“Pfft.” Selene cannot hold it anymore and burst into laughter. “Oh I’m going to throw you out and feed you to those baffoons!” Selene threw a big hug to Faye. She missed the warmth of her hug that was partially caused by her thick emerald coat and scarf tied neatly around her neck under the heat of May.“You look ridiculous,” Selene commented on her outfit. “You really came here wearing that? C
A sudden loud thunder shook Santuario del Santo Cristo. The detective’s eyes roamed around the parish, meeting familiar gazes among the people. He realized that all of those people that Lucas want to put protection are all here. He gathered them all using a way he doesn’t want to know.“He invited all the potential victims here, while expecting the killer to visit him at the bunker?” the detective asked Sister Bella. They were sitting at one of the benches, patiently waiting for Lucas to follow them inside the church.“He knows what he’s doing. He put everyone here, because the devil knows he cannot enter in God’s home,” Sister Bella answered. “Is he going to be okay?”The detective cannot bear the anguish anymore, he suddenly stood up but the nun was quick to grab his arm. “Where are you going?” she asked.“I’m going
The smell of antiseptic combined with the metallic smell of the equipment made Selene dizzy. She was staring at the ceiling as the nurses push her bed along the hallways to the laboratory. Faye’s head popped to her sight, smiling slightly, she smiled back.They entered a cold room and she was transferred to a flat surface, a huge bright container waiting above her head. She tilted to the side and saw the doctors and nurses along with Faye and Calix, staring at him through the monitoring room. So much people watching her and giving her their full attention as her body started to move towards inside the MRI scanner.Faye lets out an anxious sigh. She looked at Calix who was beside her, also looking all uneasy. “Lucas better be here after her surgery or else I’ll be throwing hands.”Calix snickered. “Throwing hands won’t do anything. And you better let Selene d
“Good morning Ms. Madden, how are you feeling?” Selene’s doctor entered her room with a few nurses behind him. Faye and Calix stood beside her bed as they both helped Selene to sit up.“I’m feeling better, fortunately,” Selene answered with a smile. Her eyes were droopy as she just woke up from her daily needed nap. “Is there anything wrong?”The doctor smiled at her. “Good to hear that, and no. We are actually here to announce that I have received your request.”“What request?” Faye asked, frowning on Selene then on the doctor.The doctor took a deep sigh. “We are going to operate her brain. She made a personal request after I discussed the terms of her current state.”Selene lowered down her gaze. After she decided to be admitted in the hospital, she onl
CHAPTER 43Sister Bella run her way down the bunker, her loud beating heart overshadowed her faint footsteps as she sauntered down the stairs, her eyes roaming around, wary. She stepped inside dragging her heavy bagon her shoulder, carrying crucifixes and countless bottles of holy water. She heaved a deep sigh and felt her lips tremble a bit.She made careful and calculatedmoves on her way to the lounge, slowly pulling the zipper of her bag open. Her eyes darted to the door of Lucas’ office but she quickly diverted her attention, fighting the urge to go inside. When she finally saw the Tree of Death, rotten and lifeless, she closed her eyes and did her ritual.This is where she begins.The detective was catching his breath as he rushed down the station, his keys dangling on his fingers.“I need more b
Lucas felt a sudden jolt on his chest and flew himself right up. He gasped for air but his lungs felt shallow, nothing on his body was pulsating with life. His eyes widened with agitation as his pupils constrict trying to see from the darkness.He pulled himself up after letting the dizziness subside. A familiar cold pierced his skin but it no longer hurt him, he can only feel the scentless fog around, brushing against his pale skin. He exhaled slowly as he took his first step. His hands winging in the air, trying to find something concrete that could guide him. Finally as he took big strides to what seems like a place empty in all matter, his hand touched a rough barrier, he let his hands wander on it until he felta knob. Lucas closed his eyes, readying himself to enter his home. He twisted the doorknob and pulled the door open.A room, with a fire inside a furnace on the side, countless bottle of alcohol o